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FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN Nope, It's Okay!
CHAPTER TWELVE: Nope, it’s okay! —He called at a great time. Althea smiled apologetically at the girl. “I’m sorry but I have to take this call.”The girl smiled. “No, it’s okay!”Althea excused herself once more and when she’s out of her hearing range, she answered the phone.[Why did it take you so long to answer?] Tyler asked right after she pressed the answer button. It was funny that she could imagine him frowning just from his voice. [Are you still unwell? I heard that they gave you the permission to go home early. Are you not home yet?]He did not give her the chance to speak, and Althea just silently listened. She can hear rustling noise on the other side of the line. Maybe he is already lying on his bed since it is already evening there.Tyler didn’t hear a reply and was welcomed by silence. Instead, he frowned and glanced at the screen and saw that the line was still connected. His frown deepened even more. He put the phone back near his ears and asked in concern. [Hey, are
Last Updated : 2021-04-05FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN Say What?
CHAPTER THIRTEEN: Say what?—Tyler stared at the blank screen of his phone with disbelief but there was amusement in his eyes.“Dude, what are you doing?”Tyler looked back to see his roommate looking at him with furrowed brows. He was silent for a moment before a low laugh escaped from his lips. His roommate heard it and can’t help but raise his eyebrows. He knows that Tyler is weird, but he just became weirder. Who laughs without reason?“Althea is mad at me.” He plainly said.“… Oh.” His roommate looked at him like he lost his head or somehow grew a tail. He laughed because someone is mad at him. “Is that even something you can laugh about? I thought you were serious with her.”“I am.”The guy is even more bewildered. “Then why are you laughing? Should you not clear or mend things up?”“Of course, I will. I can’t let my girl stay mad at me when I am away.”“…” Your—what? Tyler’s roommate was in shock. He can’t believe that Tyler used a possessive word! “Then why were you laughing?”
Last Updated : 2021-04-07FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN Blue Hydrangea
CHAPTER FOURTEEN: Blue Hydrangea —Althea was at a loss about what to say at the sudden discovery. She stared at her dumbstruck. What was going on? Did she just misunderstand something? The girl, whose name is still a mystery to her, cowered under her penetrating gaze. She shrunk back her neck and darted her eyes everywhere but Althea’s.“U-Uhm, did I do something wrong?”Wrong? Did she do something wrong? No! It was Althea who misunderstood and jumped to a conclusion! She should have asked and clarified before snapping at him!Althea was forced to close her gaping mouth and turn the gears in her mind. Her head heated up when she remembered how she snapped and spoke at Tyler rudely. Not that she cares about speaking rudely at him because she has done it many times already, but—The way she spoke to him and the words she just let her mouth escape is a clear indication of jealousy!Althea was so ashamed that she wanted to dig a hole to bury herself in. She was wondering what kind of mal
Last Updated : 2021-04-09FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN Ambrosia
CHAPTER FIFTEEN: Ambrosia— “I am sorry if my bed is, well, not big as yours, but please do make yourself comfortable.”They spent almost the whole day planning what they had to do the next morning and before they knew it, the sun had partially sunken down the horizon. Althea realized it and because she didn’t want to be rude to her guest, she decided that they’d have dinner outside instead. The girl was delighted and she was even the one who dragged her out. Her reaction made Althea curious, as it turned out that she had never tried eating out before. She instantly regretted her decision and many dark thoughts entered her mind. If she hasn’t tried eating out before, won’t her delicate stomach reject the food outside? What if she gets a bad reaction and her family blames her? Her questions were left unanswered as they already arrived at a certain restaurant’s door. Althea can only pray for this young lady’s health. After that, the young lady was, for unknown reasons. had countless o
Last Updated : 2021-04-19FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN After the sweet flashback of the past, she is now back in the cruel reality.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN:After the sweet flashback of the past, she is now back in the cruel reality. -ARC TWO:4 YEARS LATER- [BANG!]Althea went inside her apartment and shut the door loudly. Her whole body was wet, and she was soaking her carpet on the ground. It was raining outside, and she forgot to bring an umbrella. It was cold, but she was already numb. She was numb from pain. Althea strode until she faced the sofa of her small apartment and she stilled. Her head was hung low and the water from her hair was dripping on the carpet. It was silent. The whole area was void of sound as if letting her have her privacy. Althea stared at nowhere in particular but her eyes were foggy and red. She was struggling to make her face calm. But, like a broken tape, the scene from earlier played repeatedly inside her mind. The way those people looked at her with mocking eyes. The way the girls there openly laughed at her predicament.The way that girl looked at her with laughter on her face.
Last Updated : 2021-04-21FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN I Wish That the Song will Never Stop so I Can Continue Dancing on its Tune for Eternity.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: I Wish That the Song will Never Stop so I Can Continue Dancing on its Tune for Eternity. -- It was dark and cold. Althea was wandering in a void, her body was floating aimlessly. There was no ground nor ceiling and the darkness stretched out in infinity. Althea opened her eyes and stared at the dark, and cold place. Her aquamarine eyes reflected the blackness, and it was devoid of life. The place was silent, and there was tranquility. Her mind was calm, and she seemed to accept the situation she was currently in. It was the darkness. The darkroom where no one can enter except her. A place she created by herself in these past months where he wasn't there. A place where no one can touch her, reach her, or see her silently cry in pain and wail with questions and doubt. It was her sanctuary. Her safe room. The place was isolated from the real world, her only escape from reality was every time she felt pain. Every time her mind and soul give up. Right now, he
Last Updated : 2021-04-23FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN Two Red line
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: Two Red line - Althea stood in front of the sink and splashed the tap water on her face. She then inhaled a large amount of breath and stared at her reflection in the mirror. The water was cold, her appearance was disheveled, and she was sickly pale. She could see the dark bags under her eyes and her lips were not as smooth and flawless as before. She licked it and stepped inside the shower and turned it on. She leaned her arm on the tiled wall and her mind wandered again. Her mind was traveling through her memories of her dream that morning. From her comfort zone to the world of white and warmth. It was ironic that she felt like that when those memories included the very person who hurt and wondered about her heart. Her dream was very cruel---no, fate itself is cruel. To wake her up just in time before he said those words, even if it was fake, at least it would give her comfort, although also fake. It seems like the world judges her to be unhappy. The world
Last Updated : 2021-04-26FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN Rejection
CHAPTER NINETEEN: Rejection —The morning was cold, and the sky was covered with thick clouds. The sun was barely illuminating the surface of the earth, creating a greyish scale in the atmosphere. Althea turned into the corner of the corridor. She brought her hands to her mouth to warm them up. It was really cold; the temperature had dropped to 10 degrees this morning. She can't believe that she has forgotten about her gloves and scarves. She even wore clothes that were not thick enough to block the cold. She was floating all morning. Her mind was not in her head so she made these stupid mistakes.Althea tried to hug herself to at least give her almost freezing body warmth, but it was still not enough.Althea stopped in front of a room. She pursed her lips before peeking inside. The class was already over in this room, and the students were already dispersing. Some stayed inside and chatted with each other. Althea's eyes swept across the classroom, but the figure she was looking f
Last Updated : 2021-04-30
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---I did what I was ordered to, and when I finally got to the bottom of it…What the fuck?“I knew things would be interesting if I keep him by my side.” Startled, I looked at my sister who suddenly appeared out of nowhere. She was looking at the photo with interest in her eyes. She looked at me. “Erase every record the police had or anything within Victoria’s reach, we can’t have her figuring out everything before I can have my fun of them destroying each other.”“Hmmm,” I glanced at her. “Isn’t she your friend?”“Friend?” She smiled, appearing innocent. “I don’t have anything like that. Father banned that word to us, brother.”“... If that’s what you say.”“Good!” She turned and stretched her body. “Ahh, I can’t wait to see Sheryl get destroyed by the man she loves. Or maybe, it would be mutual destruct
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim Of Cowardness (02)
—“Is that your fiance?” I asked as soon as I sneaked at her back, wanting to scare her.“Stop doing that!” She yelled at me. I laughed at her, telling her sorry. She clicked her tongue before nodding. “He is. Handsome, right?”“Hmm?” I pretended to think about it. “Not really.”She scoffed. “Really.”She turned her back on me and continued her work, facing the paper works that were piled on her table. She was 15.I stood behind her, looking at the man on her table.From the day I knew that all along, she was the leader, I decided to stay and look after her. When I told her about my decision, the pause she had was short but eye-catching. Before I could register the pause and understand the meaning behind it, she answered my words with a smile.‘I will be glad to have you under me.’ Her smile was pretty chilling, more bone-numbing than our father’s s
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—I am older than her by 5 years, and I remember her looking at me from behind. Normally, one should feel happy to know that someone was looking at their back, admiring them, but that’s not the case with me.Every time I look back, turn to look at her over my shoulder, every time I caught her eyes, I can’t help but shudder:She feels the same as our father.We were only half-siblings. We have the same father, but that’s not the case with mothers.My mother died when I was four, then our father brought another woman into the house after that. That woman was Charlotte’s mother. She was warm and kind. I remember her talking to me a few times.‘Charles, even though you don’t have my blood, please think of me as your mother too.’ She said one time when I tried avoiding her in fear that she wanted me dead. That was what most people who wanted to seize my father’s power would do if they were in her position
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim of Jealousy (10)
SPECIAL CHAPTER ONE: A Victim of Jealousy (10)“He is so cute…!”Days had passed since the birth of her son. Althea was peeking at him with a glass wall between them. She still has IVs in her hand, and she hasn’t recovered most of her energy yet, but she seems like she was overflowing with one.She had her palms against the glass, Althea feels like looking from where she was is not enough, she wanted to slip through the wall and hold him. But it was still not safe, so she held the urge in.A bracelet on her son, the letters were a little bit incomprehensible, but she can read them. It was the name of her son:Alexander Kai GrahamAlthea felt giddy, she can’t wait to hold him in her arms soon.“He’s your son?”“Yes,” Althea responded without thought. When she realized what she had
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim of Jealousy (09)
SPECIAL CHAPTER ONE: A Victim of Jealousy (09)—Blood was trickling down.Plop, plop, plop.Bead-shaped blood fell from her private area continuously. It seems like someone pressed the pause button of the world; Althea felt everyone in the supermarket stopped moving.‘No.’ She thought to herself as she watched the blood slowly forming into a puddle beneath her feet. She can feel the hot liquid trailing down her legs. ‘This can’t be!’This day is supposedly like the normal days she had. Strolling around and buying things she thinks she wants. But in the middle of it, she just suddenly felt it come down.She’s only six months pregnant.“Oh my god!” A lady came to her, holding her shoulders in worry. Her eyes were on the blood, aghast. “You are bleeding!”
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim of Jealousy (08)
SPECIAL CHAPTER ONE: A Victim of Jealousy (08)—She didn't think of it anymore and immediately set an appointment for the abortion.The next day, she went to the center and waited in line.Althea was all covered up, afraid that someone might recognize her in this hospital. She was pale, she had to deal with the morning sickness alone, and she had no idea what to do the whole time because, in her previous pregnancy, her mother was there.Now she was alone, dealing with everything she doesn’t want to.Althea wants to sob and to get everything over with. She can’t believe she committed a grievous sin to her friend. If only she didn’t get tempted with the money, things would not escalate like this.‘It’s all his fault,’ she galed at the entrance of the hospital where few people were going in and out. ‘He fooled me!’
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim of Jealousy (07)
SPECIAL CHAPTER ONE: A Victim of Jealousy (07)—“A brothel?” Althea asked as soon as she entered the place. Her eyes wandered around and she felt overwhelmed by the red hue of the place. The lights, the atmosphere, the people. Everything here was new to her. She doesn’t know what to feel.“First time here?” The lady in heels asked. She gestured to someone far away by her hand and the other nodded before leaving their sight. “Don’t be nervous, you will only be entertaining guests… Why you don’t want to? It’s money, you know.”Selling myself. If it was her in the past, she would strongly disagree and storms off from here. But now, she has nothing but emptiness, she abandoned her pride and morals. She doesn’t have any desire to live anyway. This much won’t hurt her.“Anything’s fine,” Althea said, her
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim of Jealousy (06)
SPECIAL CHAPTER ONE: A Victim of Jealousy (06)“What happened to you?” Altheaopened her eyes and saw a fuzzy scene. There were heads in front of her peeking at her from above. Althea could not recognize the features of the faces, but she knew they were medical workers because of their uniforms. It was the uniforms that the nurses and the doctors wear that she sees every time she goes to the hospital for check-ups and visits to her father.“You have been stabilized…” She heard muffled voices as if she was submerged in an ocean, waters entering her ear canals. She tried to move, but her body was too heavy like lead. She gave up and remained still, still unable to do anything, not even talk.“The man who found you and sent you here already paid for the medical bills…”‘What are they talking about?’ Althea had no clue. ‘It seems important.
FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN A Victim of Jealousy (05)
SPECIAL CHAPTER ONE: A Victim of Jealousy (05)“Do you like it?” The man asked Althea who was silent with her head bowed. “Do you like it?”“...” She had no response.His eyebrows twitched. He dislikes being ignored despite ignoring people.He bends down and held her chin to look at him forcefully. “Hey, little mouse, I am asking you a question. Do you like it?”“...” She still had no response.With eyebrows raised, he stood up and stretched his arms. “Sigh! After all, we did to repaint the wall, that blood only amounted to that much. It wasn’t even able to cover one-fourth of the wall. So regrettable! Now, the little fierce rat is not fierce anymore…”He glanced down, his cold eyes looking at the woman who was sitting on the cold ground motionlessly. “She can’t even appreciate our
