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2024-10-29 19:42:56There's no light at the bottom on the ocean.
I'm swaying on the currents in silence, giving no resistance as I twist gently on the tide.
It's so cold here.
There's no up or down, no before or after, no here or there. Nothing outside of myself. Nothing to separate me from the endless black depths.
I'm stuck in an endless oceanic slumber, lulled by the gentle rocking motion of distant waves.
I could stay this way forever.
Something's nagging at the edges of my mind, pulling at my consciousness, demanding attention.
Somewhere, there is more than this.
I haven't always been here. I know there was something before.
Something happened. Something so terrible that I've sealed it away, safe in the deepest recesses of my nightmares.
It's here with me now.
I made this darkness myself, so
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