Often we feel disappointed, upset, angry and indeed hate someone. But when we try to recall, we can't say where the mistake lies. Is it from the man's words or from his actions or perhaps the fault is even in ourselves? Because sometimes all those negative feelings come up not because we hate that person but we love him extremely much.
Someone once told me that the biggest regret of his life is to love and trust the wrong people. If only he hadn't put too much faith in the mistaken one, maybe now he wouldn't have suffered very much. But he also said that even if time brought him back, he would still love and trust the one..Sounds stupid but he says that the pain he feels is a valuable lesson for him and for the person who has hurt him because not everyone is smart enough to realize how valuable a trust is. Instead of keeping it, some people ruin it.***In her magnificent room decorated with pink trinkets like a princess. Helena sits on her soft bed, plays with“No, it won’t be enough. I’m going to get rid of her, so she can’t make a terrible impact on my daughter anymore.” Said Mrs. Natty.***Meanwhile, Alex is locking himself in his room. He sat at his study desk, staring out his window. He was very giddy thinking of a way to make Drake stop being angry and forgive him. Alex is also sad and can’t stand being ignored and always avoided by Drake.He desperately wanted to resolve the misunderstanding between them, but Drake always avoided him and wouldn’t listen to him. He feels like he's desperate, he wants to be angry but Alex doesn’t know there’s no one to blame for this misunderstanding either.Alex then opened his drawer and took a picture book with his oil paint and brush. He decided to assuage his frustration by painting. He looked up at the blue sky from his window and closed his eyes. He’s trying to remember memories of the past where he was happy, run
“Drake, can we talk for a second?” asked Stellar“I’m sorry, but I don’t think there’s anything we should talk about. So can you just leave?” said Drake, trying to politely expel Stellar.But like someone who has no shame, Stellar tries to stick by holding Drake’s hand while begging to speak. Even when Drake tries to pull her hand aside, Stellar keeps gripping Drake’s hand and won’t let go.“I see I’ve made a mistake, I may look like a shameless person, but I don’t care about that. I just want you to know I realized that I love you. I was dumb because I didn’t realize this was the beginning. But Now I’m Here begging you to come back.” Stellar said pleading.“Good if you know you’re dumb.” Said Natty who came up to Drake to make everyone stare at her and make Stellar look at her.Natty came up with an elegant look. With her sharp eyes, she glanced
“Drake, can we talk for a second?” asked Stellar“I’m sorry, but I don’t think there’s anything we should talk about. So can you just leave?” said Drake, trying to politely expel Stellar.But like someone who has no shame, Stellar tries to stick by holding Drake’s hand while begging to speak. Even when Drake tries to pull her hand aside, Stellar keeps gripping Drake’s hand and won’t let go.“I see I’ve made a mistake, I may look like a shameless person, but I don’t care about that. I just want you to know I realized that I love you. I was dumb because I didn’t realize this was the beginning. But Now I’m Here begging you to come back.” Stellar said pleading.“Good if you know you’re dumb.” Said Natty who came up to Drake to make everyone stare at her and make Stellar look at her.Natty came up with an elegant look. With her sharp eyes she glanced
She was so anxious that she forgot about the pain in her right leg. She ran so fast that Drake also ran after her because it worried him. When she arrives in front of the teacher’s office, it surprise Natty to see her mother cursing and insulting Gale. She couldn’t stay still and went straight in and tried to put her mom down.“Mom, what are you doing here? Let’s go!” said Natty while trying to pull her mom out, but her mother pulled her hand and looked at Natty with her eyes flushed.“I can’t just walk away, I have to sue this witch and punish her because she’s already had an evil influence on you. I won’t stop until she gets away from you! She’s a very evil witch! Unlucky bearer and evil influence!” said Ms Natty, scolding Gale while pointing at her face and shaming Gale in front of other teachers.Natty feels deeply disappointed and embarrassed by her mom’s actions that made a fuss at school. S
As soon as she got off the bus, she ran back. Until finally, she arrived at the school gate, and she saw Gale putting some boxes in the trunk of her car. Tears flowed and wet Natty’s cheeks. She couldn’t help herself one bit. She’s been able to get the girl she’s been missing for the last few days. But the girl was preparing to leave without even saying goodbye.Natty walks while dragging her already swollen right leg terribly. From that distance she could see Gale’s sad face as she put in box by box. Natty knows very well how much Gale loves her job as an art teacher. The girl she loves always smiles the widest, brightest and looks happiest when she’s teaching.Natty hugs Gale from behind and lets her tears continue to flow and wet Gale’s back. Gale remembers Natty’s warm embrace, and she realizes that the person hugging her is Natty. She also let Natty hold her longer while rubbing Natty’s grip around her waist. The t
After the storm the days that passed have ever been a dark day. Even if the storm passes, the mark will remain. So is the life and heart of man. After a hard ordeal, it always takes a long time to recover. It all depends on his point of view.After a big fuss, the issue will spread word of mouth. It’s a very scary issue for those who’ve experienced it, and what makes it so scary is how a small, exaggerated issue can deliver a huge wound. Because compared to the truth people will eat the issue raw and then spread it and exaggerate the story.Sometimes a truth is not important because the human heart just likes to look for other people’s faults and turn them into weaknesses to judge others. They don’t do it for justice or to do the truth, they just need someone to hate.But ironically, when the man left, they forgot everything as if nothing had ever happened. Like dew evaporating during the day, gone without a trace. And only the sickest people r
She wants to live, but she can’t fight for her life. Her breath was running low and her consciousness was gone. But she saw a boy swimming towards her. She didn’t know the boy, but the boy grabbed her hand and pulled her up.Ruby thought she wouldn’t make it, but a boy she didn’t know had saved her. When she woke up Ruby woke up in the hospital and both her parents and Ricky were by her side. They hugged her while crying and feeling relieved. Ruby is thinking whether the boy she saw was just a fantasy or a dream. But then she looked at a picture book on top of her desk drawer. She opened it and saw a an oil painting of the sun setting in the ocean. Then there’s the little inscription on the bottom corner of the painting that says, ‘The view of the rising star is the most beautiful.’It’s a funny message, and she doesn’t understand. But she started waiting for the sun to rise, and it became her habit. Then she felt happy
**With a somber and frustrating face that makes her feel very dizzy. Helena walked into the hospital canteen with her head down. Helena buys a cold drink and when she turns around trying to find a chair to sit in, it surprise her to see Alex sitting alone at the corner table.Alex was seen brooding with his sultry stare as he gazed at a box of roses on his desk. Helena doesn’t want to go near Alex because she doesn’t want to hear any more harsh words from Alex that will add to the hurt he received today. She's been extremely frustrated with thinking about Natty, and she doesn’t want to add to it by hearing insults from Alex. But Alex looks very frustrated and it upsets Helena just by looking at him.Helena couldn’t help herself. She sighs deeply preparing to receive another insult from Alex. Putting on a tough face Helena sat in front of Alex and drank her cold drink. Helena tries to act indifferent, as if she can’t see Alex staring at h
“After You’re Gone”Today is one year after you left. It doesn’t feel like I’ve been through 365 days without you. There’ are a lot of things I can’t believe, over the past year, there’s been a lot going on. Helena who’s always following now has someone else looking after her, that man named Jasper. He’s a free man and loves skateboarding, and he often wins skateboarding competitions. He looks like a punk, but strangely they seem to fit in together.Then Drake and Natty, they’re still together today. Although often quarrelsome and often want to break up, but they still end up together. They are still the same as they used to be in basketball, but recently Natty made online comics and comics very popular, even though at first she only did that as a hobby.And me? As you can see now, I’m even the same. I’m still the same Alex, Alex loves you and misses you. You saw me, didn’t you? I&rsqu
That afternoon as usual, Alex took Ruby to the park after Ruby underwent chemotherapy. Alex does that to cheer up Ruby because he knows Ruby loves seeing flowers blooming in the garden. Just looking at a blooming flower can make Ruby smile beautifully. However, Ruby asks Alex to do something she hasn’t done for a long time and that surprises Alex enough.“ What? Now? Why all of a sudden do you want me to do that?” asked a shocked Alex.“ There’s no other reason, I just want you to paint me because we haven’t done it in a while. I wish you to paint me again, can’t it?” replied Ruby with a squeal.“Of course I can do it for you, wait a minute, I’ll have someone deliver my painting material,” Alex said.Alex called his housekeeper and asked his servant to bring his painting equipment to the hospital. After waiting for a while, a waiter came with painting material and Alex sent the waitress home. Alex
“Alex, what are you doing here?” asked Ruby.Alex didn’t say anything, he kept quiet and then when the tears that were swimming on his petals fell Alex hugged Ruby. That sudden hug shocked Ruby. For a moment Ruby drowned in Alex’s arms and almost replied to Alex’s hug. But she came to her senses and tried to break free from Alex’s arms by pushing Alex. But Alex hugged her so that it was hard for Ruby to break away.“Alex, let go! Don’t hug me, let go!” said Ruby as she pushed Alex until Alex retreated a few steps away from her.“ What are you doing here? Have you forgotten what I said?! Please leave me and never see you again. Don’t ruin my relationship with Ricky. Please leave me.” Said Ruby looking at Alex with her eyes drenched in tears.“ No, I’ll never leave you. Why do you keep lying? I know that Ricky is your brother. Yes, I know, Ricky told me everything. Why? Why are you
But now when Jasper comes Helena smiles a little and her eyes are also shining. It’s easy to realize that there’s something Helena feels, even though it seems Helena herself isn’t aware of it. Aware of her friends looking at her with a suspicious stare, Helena introduces Jasper as her best friend to avoid the suspicions of her friends indeed though it won’t work because everything is already visible.They chose tents and other equipment together. Drake was so happy to choose with Natty and so did Helena who looked focused on choosing with the help of Jasper, only Alex who was alone and felt not so interested. Instead of pointing his gaze at tents and camping bags, Alex prefers to look the other way, as if he’s trying to find something interesting around him.Then Alex saw someone who looked very familiar. A man who was picking out some jewelry stores in front of him. The man looks familiar until Alex squinted to see the man more. And it’
“ Who called her? Did she meet someone else that day?” Alex wondered in his heart.Alex never cared about what Helena had done before, but now he's starting to care less about Helena. I don’t know if he’s starting to think about other people, or maybe he's starting to open his heart to Helena until he wonders if Helena’s seeing another man or not.“Hello, yes, I just got home. No, I don’t think I can make it today. Nothing happened, I was just going shopping with my friends. We’re going to the shopping center to buy camping equipment. Yes, see you later .” Helena said in her soft voice and hung up.“You look so happy, who is that?” asked Alex in his usual angle tone.“Just someone I know...” Answer Helena, who doesn’t want to go any further.Seeing Helena who seemed to not wish to discuss it further made Alex stop asking questions even though he still had a lot of questions.
Alex can fool everyone, but not with Drake, who can find out that Alex is currently trying to run. However, there is no point in running because the more he runs, the more Ruby’s shadow keeps coming towards him. The more Alex tries to forget Ruby, the more he can’t forget Ruby. That’s what happens when we get heartbroken for the first time because it’s the first time so it’s very hard to forget and Alex doesn’t know that rather than forgetting its better to let it live with it.The break bell rang, Drake approached Alex and asked him to go to the cafeteria with him, but Alex refused his invitation because he wanted to go to the library and borrow new reading materials. But Drake didn’t give up straight away and kept following Alex while continuing to talk to Alex, even though Alex continued to ignore him while continuing to read the book he was holding. Until when they were in front of the library, Drake became lost his temper and snatc
“ It’s not like that. Of course, I care about our son. It’s just that I think he’s an outstanding student, he’s going to be the best student we wish to be. Don’t get mad at me like this.” Mr. Maxwell replied while rubbing his wife’s hand to assuage her anger.Gretta fell silent. Yes, she knew this was what they wanted. Ever since Alex was a kid, they kept forcing Alex to study hard even when Alex didn’t want to. They kept instilling their idealists about what Alex had to do, what he was responsible for as a first child. They continue to lead Alex to think that he must be the perfect person by carrying his surname on both shoulders.They made Alex let go of everything he liked and fulfilled the day to learn and hone himself to carry Maxwell’s name on his shoulders. But seeing Alex immerse himself in the books like someone trying to escape reality like that worries Gretta. Gretta worries that Alex is pushing himself
They tell that man and desire are one unity because in fact that desire is always in man. It could be wealth, power, respect from others, office, anything. That desire depends so much on the person, but no matter how much they have, they will never be satisfied because people are greedy.But you always say that in this life I must not be greedy, to be grateful for what I have because greed is sin. I try, I try not to be greedy. But recently, I’ve become more greedy, indeed though I know I shouldn’t be.Every day, every minute and every second I see him greed grows and pile up in my heart. Even though I’ve been trying so hard not to be greedy, but why every time I stand next to him, I keep wanting many things. I’m getting scared, every day I go with her scares me so much.I want to stay by his side, hold his hand, make him smile and when I can do everything I get more greedy, and I want to stay with him forever. I know this is wrong, even though
Like Natty said, Helena is preoccupied with something more like someone. Helena doesn’t like to wait or watch someone do something. But Jasper keeps her waiting and watching Jasper practice skateboarding and learn some new tricks for the game.Helena doesn’t want to come, and she doesn’t want to get involved with Jasper anymore, but Jasper keeps getting her to show up and watch Jasper train. Helena doesn’t want to admit it even as she keeps trying to look cocky, but in fact Jasper has carried out to make her mind change about Jasper. Maybe it was a good impression, or maybe she had been awed by Jasper.Helena doesn’t realize that there’s a lot that has changed from her since meeting Jasper. Some changes she’s felt impossible to make. Although only a few days of getting to know Jasper has managed to make Helena wait for him, even though Natty who has been friends for a long time with Helena can’t make her do that.Helena