Chapter 49: What Are You Doing?
The principal’s office smelled like old books and burnt coffee. The air was thick with silence, aside from the ticking clock on the wall.
I sat stiffly in the chair, my injured arm stinging, but I refused to look at it. Across from me, Emilia sat with her arms crossed, her cheek still red from my slap. She didn’t look scared. If anything, she looked amused.
With the power her father had over Velmont, it was expected.
Gavin stood beside me. Too close. His fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for me, but I ignored him.
Principal Holloway sighed, rubbing her temples. Curly gray hair touching her shoulders, "Fighting? Again?" Her tired eyes swept over all of us. "This is becoming a pattern with you, Miss Davidson."
Emilia smirked. "I was attacked."
I tightened my grip on my phone. Liar.
Wren scoffed, leaning forward. "Oh, please. She tried to slap me first."
"She’s right," Aaron added. "Lyric only defended her friend."
His eyes flicked toward Wren, standing protectively behind her chair. For the umpteenth time, I felt jealous. Wren appeared to have everything I wanted, but I knew better than to assume her life was perfect.
No one’s life was—not even Little Miss Davidson’s.
Principal Holloway shot Gavin a look. "And you? What’s your part in this?"
Gavin leaned back in his chair, his expression unreadable. "I stopped it before it got worse."
Holloway sighed again and shuffled some papers. Then she stood up and walked over to the printer at the edge of the room. The space suddenly felt larger than it was.
Soon, the sound of the machine filled the room. Across from me, Emilia typed away on her phone while her minions hovered over her shoulder, their education depending on her favor. Wren whispered to Aaron.
And Gavin—well, Gavin was being Gavin.
He was staring at me.
My heart plummeted into my stomach. I looked away, focusing on Principal Holloway instead.
"Suspensions are not off the table here," she said.
I tensed. Suspension? No. That would mean more time at home—alone with my thoughts, with the looming fear of my uncle’s return. Worse, I could lose my scholarship. Why didn’t I hold myself back?
I just had a year left in this shithole. Nineteen is the goal, I reminded myself.
"But," Holloway continued, her ponytail bouncing as she turned to face us, "given the circumstances, I’ll let you off with detention."
Emilia’s face twisted in disgust. "Detention? With her?"
"Or a suspension," Holloway offered dryly.
"I don’t think my father—the mayor—would like me staying away from school," Emilia said smugly. "Unless, of course, you write it off as a holiday. A treat."
"Miss Davidson," the principal drawled, her jaw ticking with anger.
Here we go.
I had seen this play out so many times. It was fun when I was in primary school, but now that I was on the opposite side of the verdict, I didn’t like how it made me feel.
"We should discuss this somewhere else," Holloway finally said.
Bingo. Emilia had gotten her way out.
"Principal Holloway, does this mean Emilia is off the hook?" Her friends asked in ecstacy, looking at their queen completely dazed.
"Wel...l um…" she stammered. "Given her health status, Emilia is receiving a lighter punishment."
"Excuse you?" Wren yelled.
She frowned deeply, "Miss Evergreen, lower your voice."
Wren went on rambling, her voice growing higher and higher "This is not fair! It’s injustice! Why should Emilia get a way out? We weren’t even using physical violence—"
The principal slapped on her table, causing me to flinch "I have decided to show mercy on you and your friends. No detention or suspension. Instead, you’ll receive a different punishment."
"What is it?" Gavin asked, his tone gruff with frustration.
No one liked the favoritism going on here.
Most of them came from reputable families, but no one held the power Emilia did over our little town. She once got the park shut down when we were kids just because a man refused to give her a second ticket after she failed to hit her target. It was fun for us because we had the place to ourselves for a day.
But now, being her enemy, it only enraged me. I understood how disgusting it was.
Handing over sheet, she ordered we wrote our full names and matricule at the side. "All of you will participate in the drama class for the annual Valentine’s special."
Acting?
I couldn’t even talk. How was I supposed to act?
"What?"
"Come on!"
"I have practice."
"I can’t act to save my life."
Everyone complained in unison, their voices blending into chaos. It felt like I was standing in the middle of a market. My head hurt.
I wished I could voice my frustration too.
One day. I hoped.
"No excuses," Holloway said. "I’ll speak to your coach, Gavin and Aaron, to adjust your schedules. As for the girls, you have enough time for cheerleading practice. And Lyric, you need the extra credit for your full-ride scholarship. Wren, you’re already on the acting team, so stop being a bitch about it."
Wren scowled but didn’t argue.
I let out a slow breath. Could’ve been worse.
"Now, get out of my office," Holloway said, waving us off.
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Hallway
The moment we stepped into the hall, Emilia whirled on me.
"This isn’t over, you little mute bitch," she sneered, her voice low. "You’ll regret ever touching me."
Wren stepped forward, but I put a hand on her arm. I wasn’t scared of Emilia. Not anymore.
Instead of responding, I simply smiled.
I needed to be more careful. I had almost gotten suspended because of that witch today.
Something in my expression must have unnerved her because she scoffed and stormed away.
"Ugh," Wren groaned, massaging her face. "She’s insufferable."
Aaron chuckled, looking at his sister with a strange expression. "One day, she’ll get what she’s asking for."
"I can’t believe she gets off the hook every single time," Wren muttered. "I must have been born in the wrong story because it feels like I’m in her plot."
"I guess this is the part where you turn into a villain and ruin her life," Aaron said, casting a glance toward Emilia, who was deep in conversation with Gavin at the end of the hall. Whatever they had going on, it looked serious.
"I wish," Wren sighed. "But for now, I have enough on my plate. Designing isn’t for the weak."
"Should I walk you to class?" Aaron asked.
"No," Wren said, shaking her head. Then, to my surprise, she took my hand in hers. Warmth spread through me. Being chosen.
"Thank you, Aaron," she added.
"Okay. See you later," he said with a wide grin. Then he winked at me.
I blushed foolishly.
Exhaling, I glanced down at my arm. Blood had already dried around the scratch marks. It stung, but I could handle it.
Chapter 50: I had to find himLYRIC SPENCER POV According to Principal Holloway, we were to start our punishment at the drama clock at five after school. I had rushed home to prepare lunch for the kids. When I arrived, my aunt was sitting on the floor in tears, her clothes torn, and the house was a mess. Water leaked from the sink, broken shards of glass covered the floor, and the stench of cigarettes filled the air. I dashed to her, falling to my knees beside her. My skin scraped against the glass, but I ignored the pain. I tapped her softly, urging her to meet my eyes. > I signed, desperate for answers. No reply. She stared blankly at the other side of the room, lost in a daze. Then, I remembered the kids. My heart pounded as I scrambled to their rooms, nearly tripping over the curtains at the door. I pushed the door open—empty. My heart sank. I clasped my palm over my mouth, my stomach twisting at the thought of
Chapter One: Nineteen is the Goal **Lyric POV** **Flashback** I remember the red and blue lights of the cop cars flashing like strobe lights, the constant wail of sirens piercing the air, and the golden-haired paramedic gently pulling a cloth over my shoulder. He carefully immobilized my leg while another paramedic held a tiny flashlight, peering into my eyes. “She looks healthy, aside from a few scratches here and there. The fracture will heal in a month or so. She will be fine,” he announced, but I paid no attention to his words; my eyes were glued to the ambulance. I stared at the stretcher, horrified as an arm rolled off it and hit the ground. One of the paramedics quickly followed, picking it up and placing it back on the stretcher as if it were a loose gumball. I cringed at the sight of my favorite candy ring adorning her index finger. I had given her that ring. “What is your name, sweetie? Who is the lady on the stretcher?” he asked. I gave him no re
Chapter Two: Bad idea It had been barely twenty minutes since I arrived at school, and someone was already yelling at me. As if it were my fault that they decided not to use the pavement and chose the pedestrian path. At the entrance, I was taken aback by the poster of the school hockey team, the *Velmont Sharks*. It featured a group photo of six hockey players and their coach, all wearing huge smiles for winning the Stanley Cup three years ago. That win did great things for our town; it basically put Velmont on the map. Despite being a town of farmers and bikers, it was known by the world as a town of hockey. Three recruits from our school played exceptionally during the playoffs. It went viral online—we had memes, posters, everything leading back to our tomato-bearing Velmont. I sighed, making my way to my locker, when I suddenly felt someone slam into me, and I crashed against the locker. Pain reverberated through my body, and I bit my lip to deal with it.
# Chapter Three: Gavin Hawkins was an Asshole The first hours of school went on smoothly until literature, when the teacher talked about the bullying she had suffered back in school. It made me remember when I was younger. I had been a shy and quiet kid, but my mutism had made me an easy target for bullies. They called me "silent treatment" and said I was "ignoring" them, even when I was trying my best to communicate. They pushed me around, tripped me in the hallways, and even stole my lunch money. This was college, and so much had changed. Some people had realized it was a disorder and not my doing; only Emilia had changed. I shook my head, trying to get those thoughts off my mind. "Are you okay, Miss Spencer?" The literature teacher, Miss Beth, had inquired, her face contorting in worry. It warmed my heart that she cared about me. Only a few people cared about me. Before I could gesture that I was fine, someone beat me to it. I didn't know who in a cl
Chapter four :I am asking nicely. Lyric 's POV The rest of the math class felt like a blur. Mr. Smith’s voice droned on, but all I could think about was the way Gavin looked at me. I replayed his words in my mind: “She can have mine.” Why did he do that? Was it pity or something else? I didn't want anyone's pity, especially not his. I couldn't believe I liked him. As the bell rang, I gathered my things slowly, still processing the events of the day. I glanced around the classroom, but Gavin was already gone. I sighed, feeling a mix of relief and disappointment. Walking to my next class, I overheard some students whispering. I caught bits of conversation about me—“that girl,” “dumb and deaf.” My heart sank. It seemed like some people would never change. In the hall, I spotted Gavin talking to a brunette girl, Janice from art class. She was pretty and had a good body. I couldn’t help but compare myself to her—she had bigger boobs than me, and her lips lo
Chapter five: You can't let anyone bully you Lyric POV As if on cue, the class of sixty students laughed at my predicament. I could only feel the hole in my chest getting bigger; to think I would get used to all this by now. I guess I am too weak. Last year, we had a big project due, and I worked really hard on it. But when I tried to present, I couldn't speak. The bullies started laughing, saying I was "faking it" and "just trying to get attention." The teacher didn't do much to stop it, and I felt like I was all alone. I started to doubt myself, wondering if I was indeed "stupid" or "weird." I began to skip school, afraid of facing the bullies again. Now it was happening again. I could not go a day without berating myself. Maybe my sick mind loved the twisted attraction. As I stood there, paint dripping down my face, I felt a mix of humiliation and anger. Gavin's eyes widened in surprise, his expression shifting from confusion to concern. "Are you oka
Chapter Six: Apologize! Lyric POV "Shame on you, Miss Spencer, hitting your fellow students barely after school hours." It was Miss Lia; she caught me with my fist midair. Quickly, I typed it down as a text and sent it to her number on WhatsApp. Me: It isn't what it looks like, ma'am. "Really?" She scoffed. Her eyes narrowing at me, "These girls are hurt because of you, and I saw you hitting Janice, but you are denying it. Is it because of the art room incident?" "Please don't blame her, ma'am. She is just angry and gets frustrated because she can't use her words," interrupted Janice, feigning innocence. If I weren't here when it happened, I would have thought I was lying too. As expected, Miss Lia bought it. She swayed her face towards mine, menace evident in her eyes. "What do you have to say for yourself, Miss Spencer?" "What can she say, Miss Lia? Please don't punish her. It is difficult living life the way she does." Living life like m
Chapter Seven: Pizza n Stuff Lyric POV I insisted Wren leave instead of following me into our house. We might have known each other since middle school, but Wren had never been into our house. I prayed it remained so. You never know when my drunkard of an uncle would run out of money and return home. That meant he would take out all his frustrations on me, and I don't want Wren getting involved. Wren was a sweetheart; she would want to protect me and might get hurt. I don't want that. I would only have to protect myself from him until I turned nineteen. Nineteen was the goal. I went home, cooked, cleaned, and did the household laundry. Tired, after doing my assignment in mathematics, I lay in my bed, my mind fleeting at the events of that afternoon, after making sure my door was locked. Gavin had supported his girlfriend and kissed her in my presence. The boy I liked kissed another girl in my presence. It hurt like hell. I wanted to forget. The tears b
Chapter 50: I had to find himLYRIC SPENCER POV According to Principal Holloway, we were to start our punishment at the drama clock at five after school. I had rushed home to prepare lunch for the kids. When I arrived, my aunt was sitting on the floor in tears, her clothes torn, and the house was a mess. Water leaked from the sink, broken shards of glass covered the floor, and the stench of cigarettes filled the air. I dashed to her, falling to my knees beside her. My skin scraped against the glass, but I ignored the pain. I tapped her softly, urging her to meet my eyes. > I signed, desperate for answers. No reply. She stared blankly at the other side of the room, lost in a daze. Then, I remembered the kids. My heart pounded as I scrambled to their rooms, nearly tripping over the curtains at the door. I pushed the door open—empty. My heart sank. I clasped my palm over my mouth, my stomach twisting at the thought of
Chapter 49: What Are You Doing? The principal’s office smelled like old books and burnt coffee. The air was thick with silence, aside from the ticking clock on the wall. I sat stiffly in the chair, my injured arm stinging, but I refused to look at it. Across from me, Emilia sat with her arms crossed, her cheek still red from my slap. She didn’t look scared. If anything, she looked amused. With the power her father had over Velmont, it was expected. Gavin stood beside me. Too close. His fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for me, but I ignored him. Principal Holloway sighed, rubbing her temples. Curly gray hair touching her shoulders, "Fighting? Again?" Her tired eyes swept over all of us. "This is becoming a pattern with you, Miss Davidson." Emilia smirked. "I was attacked." I tightened my grip on my phone. Liar. Wren scoffed, leaning forward. "Oh, please. She tried to slap me first." "She’s right," Aaron added. "Lyric only defended her fri
Chapter 48: You don’t get to ask that After class, I went back to ignoring him. His phone buzzed, but instead of responding, he let out a quiet sigh. "Lyric," he said, barely above a whisper. "Please wait—" I ignored him. Grabbed my bag. Stood up. I was halfway out the door when he caught my wrist. I froze for a full minute. His touch wasn’t forceful. It wasn’t rough. But it sent a jolt through me, like my body still remembered what it felt like to be held by him. What it felt like to tremble under him, how he tasted. How badly I had bitten into his back to stifle my moans. This was messed up. I didn’t need him anymore. Slowly, I turned back. He released me the second our eyes met. I expected him to look cocky, maybe even amused. But he looked… lost. Like he didn’t know what to say. Like he wasn’t sure if he should say anything at all. It was a first for the great Gavin Hawkins. His shoulders slumped, his eyes pleading. '' Please talk to
Chapter 47: I'd Keep My Storm LYRIC SPENCER POV For the rest of the class, I refused to acknowledge him. My brush moved in frantic, sharp strokes, splattering paint with more force than necessary. Each color I chose—deep reds, bruised purples, slashes of black—felt like they bled straight from my chest. Gavin didn’t speak. He didn’t text. But I could feel him watching, like a storm brewing just out of sight. It wasn’t until the teacher announced clean-up that he finally moved. He stretched lazily, his broad shoulders rolling back as if this whole thing was just a game. "Nice painting," he murmured under his breath. I shot him a glare. It was a mistake. His eyes weren’t teasing anymore. They weren’t smug. They were searching—serious in a way that made my stomach tighten. I tore my gaze away, shoving my brushes into the cup of murky water. "Everybody, drop your brushes," Miss Lia announced. Her gaze turned stern when it met mine but relaxed wh
# Chapter 46: I’m Trying to Move On ## LYRIC SPENCER POV The following week became less bothersome. Avoiding Gavin had become second nature. With his hockey practice and our tight schedules, it felt like we were in separate cities—mostly due to my efforts. I changed my usual routes to class, made sure to sit on the opposite side of every room, and even stopped going to the library, knowing it was one of his least favorite places. Gavin loved video games and found art boring. But Gavin Hawkins wasn’t one to give up easily. The following morning, I arrived at my locker, only to find a folded piece of paper tucked inside. I glanced around, my heart hammering in my chest, before unfolding it. "We are taking the exams today. Wish me luck. I would like to see you after we are done. Urgent." The handwriting was messy, familiar. Gavin. I crumpled the paper and shoved it deep into my pocket, refusing to acknowledge the way my stomach twisted at h
# Chapter 45: Not Giving Up ## LYRIC SPENCER POV "Lyric, Lyric, wait—" My world spun as Gavin snatched my hand, pulling me against his chest. We both tumbled to the muddy ground, his arms caging me like a mother protecting her newborn. When we finally came to a stop, I lay on top of him, breathless. Droplets of rain slid down my face, dripping onto his. My soaked hair clung to my skin, and his chest rose and fell beneath me. Gavin jerked me by the waist, flipping us over in one swift motion. Now, he was on top of me, his face inches from mine. In the dim light of the rain, he looked almost unreal—like a different version of himself. "Lyric—" I shook my head, my legs kicking in defiance. I didn’t want to hear whatever he had to say. "I’m not going to force you," he murmured, his grip firm but gentle as he pinned my wrists above my head. His voice softened. "I’m sorry for what I did that hurt you. I’m sorry I didn’t meet your expectations for what
Chapter 44: Something you... loveLYRIC SPENCER POV The days passed quickly, and it was my last class with Gavin Hawkins. Avoiding him had been difficult when we were only inches apart. As always, I arrived minutes earlier than the designated time. I spotted Gavin pinning a woman against a Lexus, his arms caging her in. Our eyes met, and something twisted in my stomach. I didn’t like it. They were so close—so close they could taste each other’s breath. I didn’t like how her perfectly manicured hands rested on his chest as if it was the most natural thing in the world. I wanted to look away, but I couldn’t. Gavin gripped her chin and pressed his lips onto hers. I noticed her entire body squirm against his, her toes curling as a soft moan escaped her lips. He deepened the kiss, and I felt my insides churn with discomfort—especially because his eyes never left mine. I didn’t like this. Tears pricked my eyes, stinging like a freshly peeled onion. I wanted
Chapter 43: You Have Taste Lyric Spencer POV The morning sun streamed through my bedroom window, and I braced myself for the day ahead. Today, I would see Gavin Hawkins again—not as the boy who had stolen my firsts, but as my student. Nothing more. I was not going to let him see how much he affected me. Standing in front of my closet, I carefully picked what I was going to wear. My eyes caught the dress I wore that night, and my heart ached. I pushed it aside and picked up my most comfortable clothes—a fitting blouse and black pants. Nothing too fancy. I would have gone with my bare face as usual, but my eyes were puffy. Luckily, tutorials on YouTube had helped me fix that. My hair was pulled back neatly, my makeup minimal but effective at hiding the evidence of the previous days of crying. With my bag slung over my shoulder, I grabbed my notebook and headed out the door, ignoring the growing pit in my stomach—a sour reminder of the usual butterflies.
Chapter 42: Broken hearted LYRIC SPENCER POV I lay in bed, feeling empty and hollow. I couldn't believe Gavin had left me like that, without even a proper explanation. As I lay there, I couldn't help but think about Emilia's words. Had I been foolish to believe Gavin truly cared for me? Was I just another conquest to him? A wave of sadness washed over me, and I let out a sob. I had given Gavin my virginity, and he had thrown it back in my face. Slowly, I got out of bed, my body aching from the night's activities. I looked around my room, taking in the messy sheets and discarded clothes. It was a mess, just like my heart. Taking a deep breath, I began to clean up the room. I wasn't going to let Gavin Hawkins break me. I would pick myself up, dust myself off, and move on. I had been through worse. When I finished cleaning, I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were puffy from crying, and my skin was pale. Hickeys were scattered across my body, especi