Cecilia
The true mate of my mate shows up out of nowhere. Where does that leave me?
Emeric’s still on the phone, pacing around his desk, when Victoria and I trail into the office behind him.
“Do you want a coffee?” I ask Victoria, gesturing to the drinks I’ve been carrying around awkwardly this whole time.
“Oh, no. I don’t drink coffee. It’s terrible for your skin, you know. Ages you.” She gives me a phony, closed-mouth smile.
I have no idea how to respond to that comment. All I can think to do is nod politely.
“Where can I go freshen up?” She tilts her head thoughtfully.
“Restrooms are back the way we came. The last couple doors we passed.” My hands being occupied, I jut my chin in the direction I’m referencing.
“Thank you, Cecilia.” She flashes another fake smile, then takes a step toward the door.
But just as she is about to pass me, she wobbles on her heel. The next thing I know, she lurches to the side and crashes right into me, gripping my forearm as she does so; the little tray in my hands is upended, and one of the coffees drenches me on its way down to the floor.
I gasp as heat sears into my thigh, and then drips down my entire leg.
My mouth is open, but I’m too shocked to vocalize anything.
In the next surreal moment, Victoria drops down to her knees.
“Oww!” she wails dramatically.
Emeric, whose back had been turned, spins around wide-eyed. His gaze lands upon Victoria, who looks up at him with her lower lip pouted and quivering.
He hangs up his call without another word to whomever was on the other end and throws the phone down on the desk.
“What the hell just happened?” he barks, rushing to Victoria’s side. His eyes flick from her to me to the coffee on the floor and back to Victoria again.
She holds her arm up in the air, showing Emeric a little bit of coffee dripping from her hand and wrist. Then she darts her pale blue eyes in my direction. “Oh, Cecilia, it’s okay. We’re all a bit clumsy sometimes. But… ouch, it did burn me, and it hurts really bad…”
“Wait—what?” I say quietly, trying to make sense of what is happening.
“Cecilia,” Emeric snaps, his baritone voice booming. “Go get some ice for Victoria, right now!”
My jaw drops as Emeric uses his jacket sleeve to wipe the splashed coffee off her hand and wrist. A small area of her skin is a little bit red.
“Oh, don’t blame the poor girl, Emeric,” Victoria says as I start backing away in the direction of the door. “I’m sure she didn’t mean to push me.”
A lot more of the spilled coffee landed on me than on Victoria, but Emeric didn’t notice. His focus was only on her and the dramatic performance she was putting on for his benefit.
“Shit,” I groan quietly, pressing a dish towel into my burning thigh. It soaks up most of the hot liquid that scalded my skin, but my whole pant leg is still damp. Some coffee even leaked all the way down my calf and into my shoe, but I don’t have time to clean myself up properly.
The second I walk back into the office, Emeric snatches the towel and ice pack from my hands and hurries to Victoria, who’s sitting in the big leather armchair behind his desk.
“Thank you,” she mews to him as he kneels beside her and wraps the towel around her wrist.
“How’s that?” He presses the ice pack over the towel.
“Better,” Victoria answers breathily, nodding at Emeric.
Finally he turns to look at me. “Cecilia. Apologize to Miss Cambridge for your wild unprofessionalism.”
“I will NOT. She did this, Emeric—”
“No excuses!” he shouts. I can tell he’s getting impatient, and that makes my stomach sink. Because I know he’s close to losing his temper completely.
He didn't believe me.
My heart is torn in two. He won’t even hear me out. But why would I apologize for something I didn’t do?
“Cecilia,” he growls again. I shudder, feeling anger rolling off him like heat waves. “Apologize.”
I’m baffled and hurt by the way Emeric’s reacting. He’s not only eating up Victoria’s act. He’s also readily throwing blame on me for something that he should know would be completely out of character for me.
He should know by now that I’m nothing but professional, nothing but reliable. I’ve proven my character and loyalty to him day over day for the better part of a decade.
I open my mouth to protest again. To defend myself. But Emeric’s dark eyes narrow, and the intensity in his stare chokes me mute.
“Now,” he demands.
I bow my head in pain and force the words out through gritted teeth. “I’m very sorry, Miss Cambridge.”
“No need to apologize, honestly. I can’t imagine you’d do this on purpose. We all make mistakes, Cecilia…”
She’s right about that first part. I did absolutely nothing, and really shouldn’t have had to apologize. And beyond that—I’m in pain. The muscles in my thigh are spasming, still reacting to the burn I’ve not yet treated or even cleaned.
“I do think I should go to the hospital, though.” Victoria sighs. “Just to be safe.”
“I’ll take you,” Emeric says immediately.
“No, no. I’ve been too much trouble already, showing up here and interrupting your workday. I’ll drive myself. It’s fine.”
Emeric walks Victoria to the door, pausing there and lowering his head as she whispers something into his ear.
He turns around, scrubbing a hand down over his mouth. Something he does when he’s frustrated.
Victoria paces backward and, for the tiniest fraction of a second, she flashes me a smile from behind his back.
Emeric closes the office door.
When I meet his eyes, they look deadly serious.
“Emeric, why won’t you believe me? I’m telling you the truth.” Tears of frustration well in my eyes, blurring my vision.
Emeric keeps shaking his head and scowling at me, like he did the whole time I was explaining what really happened with Victoria and the coffee.
“What am I supposed to believe, that she intentionally injured herself to get you in trouble—and then told me not to scold you? Why would she even—”
“Because she’s threatened by me,” I half-shout.
I could see that from the moment I met her. Somehow, Victoria knew instantly that there was more between me and Emeric than a simple, professional relationship. I open my mouth to say so, but before I can get out another word, I’m interrupted by a loud, ugly laugh.
Emeric snorts. “Victoria Cambridge, threatened by you?! What could she possibly feel threatened about—”
I interrupt before he can finish this question. “Emeric, we have been together for years now…”
Emeric’s dark eyes narrow again. His mouth twists into a deep frown. “You and I are not ‘together,’ Cecilia,” he growls.
“Then what am I to you?”
“You are my secretary.” His tone is cold as ice.
“Ric,” I plead, shaking my head. He knows that’s not what I was asking.
He winces, cringing at my accidental use of this nickname, which before this moment I’ve only ever called him in bed.
“You know that you have never been my girlfriend,” he snaps, getting loud again.
His words send a cold chill down my spine. “You are just my whore.”
CeciliaHis whore.That’s what I am to Emeric, my mate and the father of my child.A sharp pain stabs in the center of my chest, and suddenly it’s hard to breathe. It feels, quite literally, like a knife’s been plunged into my heart. There’s nothing more to say. I run past Emeric and fly out the door. I’ve got no plan right now. No clear thoughts in my head. Only shock and pain and a desperation to get as far away from that man as possible. But I freeze when I get close to the lobby and hear a familiar voice. Serena’s still here. And I definitely just heard her say my name.I linger in the hallway, wondering if she’s already heard my footsteps. Either way, she goes on talking. Loudly—as usual. She’s gossiping about me in my own workplace and not even trying to be discreet. I tiptoe back a few paces so I can hide around the corner.“She’s a manipulative gold digger,” Serena says next. “She’s been obsessed with Emeric ever since the two of them met in college. They slept together o
Cecilia“This ends today,” Victoria says.She crosses the room and sits on the sofa, much closer to me than I’m comfortable with, and reaches out to grab hold of my hand.I pull away from her cold, unwelcome touch immediately. “What do you want, Victoria? I’m waiting for Emeric—”“He’s not coming,” she interrupts. “Cecilia, he’s not happy about this…” She bites her lip and glances around the room. “It’s better I speak to you myself about all this.”“All what?”“The pregnancy, Cecilia. We’re going to take care of it. Today.”“We?” My head’s spinning.“Listen, I know you don’t want to hear this, but Emeric and I are getting married soon. We’ll be mated for life. He and I must start making decisions together from now on. There are no secrets between us.”I scoff, jumping up from the sofa. I feel like I’m in a dream—and it’s my actual worst nightmare.“Your little tryst with Emeric is over,” Victoria continues, shaking her head. “Our families are already planning our wedding. It will be
Cecilia“You can’t keep doing this, Cecilia.”My best friend looks down at me with deep sadness in her big brown eyes. She pats at my forehead with a fresh towel and pushes a lock of hair behind my ear.I have never felt so near to death in my life. I’m on my side in bed, with the covers tucked tightly around me. My entire body feels heavy as lead. “You can’t keep letting Emeric hurt you like this,” Grace continues. “It’s killing you. Tell me that you see that, honey.”I let my heavy eyelids fall closed and exhale a shaky breath.Of course she’s right. But my attachment to Emeric has never been about what’s logically right.He’s my mate. It feels physically necessary to keep myself as close to him as I can, whether or not he’ll ever claim me as his. Whether or not he treats me well.The only reply I can manage is to nod my head. I can’t deny it. Living like this is destroying me.I just haven’t been able to figure out how to live any other way. But I think it’s time I finally put an
CeciliaI settle into a new routine, distracting myself from thoughts of Emeric with a laser-focused job search. But as the week stretches on, the rejections quickly pile up, and I can’t help but wonder why I’m being declined immediately for every position to which I apply.Dread rises inside me as I move from dejection to suspicion. Objectively, I know my qualifications are competitive. It has to be something else that’s wrong.Maybe it’s my background. What Serena Garvalle calls my “half-breed status.”I always knew that hybrids like me were different.Pureblood werewolves like Emeric are the real genius, whether from their family background and upbringing or personal ability, he is excellent to impeccable, everything makes him wherever he is a man of the moment, eye-catching.He is also a very good brother. We didn't have a serious relationship, but we slept together once a week at Emeric's luxury apartment downtown, and I was always smart enough to leave and never stay the night,
Cecilia“Let go of me! ” I shake my head as much as I can with his grip on my hair. He uses his knees to push my legs apart and position himself between them. With a few fluid motions, he reaches down to unclasp his belt and then rips it off, sending it flying across the room with a clatter.Our bodies slip into a familiar fit as Emeric grabs hold of my wrists and pins them over my head. My traitorous legs drift up and circle his waist, giving him a chance to grind his hips down into my pelvis, and for a hot second I want nothing more than to give myself over to this moment completely. I’m too addicted to Emeric’s touch and too starved for him. I choke out a shuddering exhale, overwhelmed with a mix of immense pleasure and terrible self-loathing. How can I be so aroused by the touch of someone who’s been so horrible to me? How can I still want him, after everything he’s done? “Get off of me,” I say with conviction. I struggle against Emeric, but he’s so much stronger than me it’s r
CeciliaThe man I’ve loved for ten years is telling me he’s moving in with someone else, after trying to have sex with me less than an hour ago. “It’d be best if you didn’t come around my place while she’s there,” Emeric adds. I let my gaze drift out the window, beyond which an expanse of city lights glow against the evening’s indigo sky. The view from up here really is exquisite. But I can’t enjoy it right now. Emeric clears his throat, asking for my attention. I drag my eyes back to meet his. “Good for you,” I say, my voice flat and emotionless.His expression changes in a small but distinct way; I watch as he starts getting irritated, his eyes darkening and narrowing.How did he expect me to respond? What am I supposed to say after he tries to fuck me and then announces he’s moving in with his new mate?A server comes by and addresses “Mr. Garvalle” directly. I’m completely ignored as Emeric orders for the both of us. “Are you sure we can’t take your jacket, sir?” “No,” Emeri
CeciliaOld habits die hard. It’s been a good, Emeric-free week. I’ve been taking better care of myself, using my mornings to sleep in or exercise instead of hurrying out to make breakfast for a demanding boss. My new job is off to a good start, and I’ve spent my evenings cooking for myself and sprucing up my apartment.But when I’m heading home from work on Friday, I guess I drift into a kind of autopilot. Next thing I know, I’m on Emeric’s block, looking up the street at his high-rise apartment building.I only live a few blocks west, so it’s not like I drove very far out of my way. But it’s strange how my unconscious mind brought me here, without me even noticing I’d made several wrong turns.I study the groceries in my shopping cart and frown. It’s all Emeric’s favorite foods that I’ve collected. Another old habit. I’m sure with time, I’ll start remembering my own favorite things. It’s just been so long since I shopped, or did anything, for myself without thinking of his needs fi
CeciliaCould the city’s most eligible bachelor Emeric Garvalle’s true mate be Victoria?It’s become rampant tabloid fodder. It’s everywhere, the news of them being spotted together at events, and the rumors that their packs might soon be uniting.Now, it’s only a matter of time before everyone I know hears about all of it, and knows my life’s been changed forever. Before everyone knows Emeric and I are finally over, because he’s found someone better for him than me.Some are just better informed.My first big meeting for Roy’s firm is a lunch meeting with social media celebrity Caroline Collins—who just so happens to be pals with none other than Victoria Cambridge.I knew she wouldn’t make it easy for me.“So what was your problem with Emeric?” Miss Collins squints at me, sneering. “I have no problem with Mr. Garvalle,” I answer politely. Like a lawyer. “He was an excellent employer, but it was time for me to move on.”“Hmm. And why’d you quit, exactly? With no notice, if what I’ve