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Chapter 347

Author: Cloudy Max
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Nicole's POV

Chris was silent. I could see that he seemed to be processing my words, but I wasn't done talking. There was still something I wanted to tell him.

"Until now, I've been confused by the feelings I have for you, Mr. Grant."

I clasped my hands together tightly. "If I were to accept your proposal without thinking, it would not only make me look like I'm playing you, but also betray my own uncertain feelings."

As I said, I felt very mixed after hearing and seeing his attitude during his proposal.

There were feelings of joy, sadness, hatred, and hope, all in equal measure, that confused me.

On the one hand, I liked this proposal in the deepest part, which I buried deeply. Still, I also couldn't let go of the thing that had kept me alive all these years after his betrayal by leaving me and the evil deeds of my old family.

I didn't want revenge, but the residual feelings were still there, as were my feelings for the man in front of me.

Both had the same deep impression on me duri
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