These past few weeks have been hectic, and I’m not talking about the time I spent in prison. Am I okay? Definitely not. I’m so far from okay that nothing in my life makes any sense right now. I won’t hide the fact that I’m lost. I had this plan. This goal and a dream to one day be with Rowan. I foc
How do I tell her that I feel lost? How do I tell her that nothing in my life makes sense? Why was I even placed in this world to begin with? I’ve lost the energy and will to do anything because I feel like nothing matters anymore. “I just want to be alone, Mom,” I reply. “There are things I need t
I can’t stop the panic that fills me or the way my heart beats so wildly that I’m afraid it’s going to punch a hole through the center of my fucking chest. What the hell am I doing here? Why would I come here of all places? The questions keep swimming in my head, but for the love of me, I have no
Don’t even get me started on Gunner. He is just a kid, yet I’ve done so much damage that I don’t even know where to begin fixing what I've broken. He's my flesh and blood, yet I’ve done everything to run from that little fact. I feel ashamed when I think of all I’ve put him through. I remember how
Chapter 158. Letty and Corrine were supposed to be arriving in the next few minutes, but I couldn’t calm down. To be honest, I don’t even know why the hell I was so nervous. “Ava, should I prepare the drinks and snacks for your guests?” Teresa asks, stepping into the living room. I nod my head. “
“True, but yours will also turn out good-looking... I mean, you’re gorgeous and Travis, despite his flaws, is hot.” Corrine chimes “You haven’t seen him without clothes; the guy is a masterpiece,” Letty says with a smirk. I crunch up my nose “Please stop,” I beg her. We may not be real siblings, b
“So what do you think I should do?” Corrine asks looking at the both of us for answers. “First thing’s first, do you want him?” I curiously ask. That was the first question she needed to ask herself. We couldn’t proceed until she answered that question. "Well, I’m insanely attracted to him, but I
“Seriously?” Letty asks, shocked. "Yes,” I answer. “I went through my closet today just to be prepared, and there is nothing date-worthy there. I didn’t even have a short little black dress.” To be honest, this is surprising. I remember that one memory I had of Ethan. We went on a date and I had a