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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter 36 - Awake
Balthazar's POV
I woke up yelling in agony. My heartfelt like it had ripped out of my chest. My stomach turned at the radiating pain. I rolled over, tossing up bile. A scoff drew my attention to the corner of the room. I looked over to see Jade sitting on a chair. Her eyes focused on the wood she was wildling in her hand. Her tail flicking like a cat playing with its prey. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand. Slowly sitting up as my body throbbed, screaming in protest.
“What’s so funny?” I asked, my voice rough. My magic was fully restored, but I pushed it too far. The bond didn’t help the situation either. The distance between us was eating away at me, screaming for us to be together.
The wood and knife vanished into a cloud of black smoke as she leaned f
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