"The strange man disappeared before I could see if I recognized his face, but I was still in the empty meadow," I read, turning the page. "A few seconds later, a heavily antlered deer appeared." I put down the journal, looking up at Eric.
"Heavily antlered?""I didn't know how else to word it," he said, laughing. "It had a lot of antlers."
"You mean more than two?"
"No, it had two but they were huge antlers. Gigantic."
I shut the journal. "You were right when you said you have really odd dreams."
"The descriptions don't do the dreams justice, alright," he said, sitting up and propping himself on his elbow.
"It's hard to put your dreams into words because sometimes they're so bizarre you just can't describe it in a way that'll make sense t
I stared at him, the air seeming to have been sucked from the room. He had me in the palm of his hand right then, and I didn't mind it at all. He was sitting so close to me, and I could have reached out and pulled him so our skin collided and our lips met. It wasn't a challenge this time. It wasn't that I wanted to prove him wrong about anything. I had already done that in the forest. It wasn't because I just had feelings for him, because in all honesty, they were all for him.It seemed our thoughts paralleled each other, because suddenly he was closer, and I could feel his breath on my skin, soft and warm. He reached up slowly and traced my bottom lip with his thumb, his touch hot on mine. He was there, he was right there, and he was the only thing in the whole world.But he wasn't. The whole world contained many, many more things. Including:
Eric and I sat on a bench in Madison Park later that night, looking at the big fountain in the center. Our breath was visible in the air, my arm looped around his and our hands in our pockets. The only sound was that of the bubbling fountain before us."I love this park," Eric said. "It's beautiful. I haven't been here very often since I've moved here. I've only walked through briefly.""I spent a lot of my childhood here," I told him. "With my father. His office is right there." I pointed to the large window of my father's office in City Hall that overlooked the park."Oh, really," said Eric, following my gaze. "What a nice view for an office."I nodded, leaning over and resting my head on his shoulder, watching the water in the fountain. We were quiet for a few minutes more, sitting in a comfortable silence.
"Luna," he said, my name passing his lips with a light sigh."I know I bother you about this a lot, but…he never oversleeps. He has never overslept in the morning once in the time he's been mayor. I don't know what it means, but I just feel wrong about this election and I don't know why." I hated repeating myself again and again, but I couldn't help it. The instinct had been nagging at the back of my brain for days, and Eric was the only person I wanted to tell about it."Alright," he said, his voice lowered, his arm stretching across the table to offer me his palm. "What exactly do you think is going on, then?"I reached forward and took his hand, his palm warm and soft. "I…" I stopped. "I don't know, and I sound completely paranoid and I'm sorry but I just have this gut feeling. I'm afraid I'm boring you by bringing this up over and over, but…I'm sorr
I put Nova to bed at nine that night and then went downstairs to see if Genevieve needed anything from me. She was sitting on the couch, a glass of wine in her hand, watching television."Is my dad home yet?" I asked her."No," she answered. "I'm waiting for him.""Do you need me to do anything before I go upstairs for the night?""If you don't mind taking out the trash really quick then nothing. Thank you." She smiled at me."No problem."I walked into the kitchen, pulling the trash bag from the garbage can beneath the sink. I put on my coat quickly and walked down the front path, putting the trash out for the truck that would come by in the morning. I turned and started walking back inside when I heard a hushed voice
I got home later that night close to eleven o'clock, trying to put away my jacket and shoes as quietly as possible. The house was silent and still, all the lights turned out. I started climbing the stairs slowly, the knowledge of my father's scandal weighing me down with each step I took. A door opened upstairs. "Luna?" I met my father's eyes, reaching the top of the stairs. He stood in the doorway to his and Genevieve's bedroom, still dressed in his work clothes. "Hi." "Where have you been?" "I was at Eric's." He furrowed his brow. "Why?" "We were talking." "You've been spending an awful lot of time with him, I've noticed."
Genevieve got home around four o'clock that afternoon and sat patiently while I told her of the events that had happened earlier. Nova was still asleep upstairs and Eric had gone home, saying he'd call me later. I had since calmed myself down, and I tried to relay the story to Genevieve as evenly as possible. I had expected her to be furious at the carelessness displayed, but I received no such reaction."A speeding car! My goodness, is Nova okay?" Her eyes were wide with worry and I nodded quickly."Yes, the car stopped just in time. No one was hurt.""Thank God everyone is alright," she said, placing her palm on her chest and letting out a breath. "I couldn't imagine the circumstances if that car hadn't stopped.""You aren't mad? I feel like this is my fault." I frowned.
Madison had always been a very quiet town. The biggest events to occur over the past decade or so had, in fact, been the DWIs of Anita Greenwood. Other than that, the town was placid, friendly, static. Why now, suddenly, was everything changing?"Nothing makes any sense," I said, staring at the single hairline crack in the ceiling of Eric's room. "You saw how Celia acted right after the incident. She was cold and aloof and then she showed up last night at my door asking for my forgiveness. She looked like she was about to cry."Eric hummed in agreement, his pen still flying across the page of his notebook. It was one in the afternoon the next day, a Saturday, and I was laying on Eric's mattress-bed contemplating while he sat beside me, writing in his journal. I didn't know which category of his journals he was writing in, but the sound of his pen scratching across the paper was oddly pleasant to
I thought a lot about my mother that night. Her eyes, her hands, the lines by her mouth when she smiled. I tried not to think about her like that too much, in memory of the smallest things about her. The things that made her my mother, the things that made her Helia, named for the sun.Things that she possessed only for me and other things she possessed only for the rest of the world. I never wanted to think of these miscellaneous things because they made her seem so devastatingly real. They made it seem like she could appear any second, walk into the room any day; like I could wake up in the morning and smell her cooking anytime or await her goodnight kisses any evening. It is terrifying to think this when I know she is departed from me.I spent a decade with her in my life. Shorter than that, really, since my memories as an infant are too hazy to truly recall. After her death I never r
I didn’t realize where I was going until I rammed into something -more like someone.- I looked over towards the person I slammed into as I quickly got back onto my feet again. It was Eric and his precious map of his torn in half, I’m assuming due to our collision. It looked like he had seen a ghost for a second before he quickly stood up and stepped towards me. “Luna,” he said breathlessly as he reached out for me to wrap his arms around me. I couldn’t. I chose this path, I couldn’t bring him down along with me. He had already gotten arrested because of his links with my father and my family in general. Even though I just met Eric not that long ago, I already felt so much love toward
~ three months later ~James. I can’t believe I’m about to say this, but during the past three months since I’ve been held captive, I’ve found comfort in his words.He didn’t really try so hard to make me his, either.-It was like I saw the James that was underneath all the cockyness, and his rich entitlement.I would often ask about Nova and Eric...and if I was ever going to get out of here or not. He would only reply with how Nova was doing and would completely ignore my questions about Eric and myself leaving this Greenwood castle or not.James told me that Nova has become depressed since I’ve disappeared, and that he&rsq
I didn’t and couldn’t recognize the voice, or think of who that voice could belong to.But it for some reason sounded familiar, I couldn’t quite put my finger on it.Before I had the chance to turn around, a cloth was placed over my mouth.I started to struggle to get away, but everything around me started to get hazy.The last thing I remember was James Greenwood’s vintage light blue car pulling up next to me.What was happening?I faded out of consciousness.-
-Three months later-“Do you know this man?” The police officer placed multiple pictures of the same man in various places in Madison.I looked at the pictures, shrugging and shaking my head no.“No, I don’t” I said looking back up at the cop.“Have you seen him around Madison lately?” The middle aged man pressed on.“No, I lived in Madison my whole life, I have not seen or met this man.” I looked at the pictures one more time before sliding them back over to the cop sitting across from me. “ He’s definitely not a local.”Based on the thin line tight lip facial expression, with his eyebrow raised, it didn’t seem like I
“The voices came from the black wood stained house...with the tall slightly dead hedges in the front.” Eric finally told me when he sipped his coffee as we sat in his car in an empty parking lot a few towns away from Madison. He had to stop for coffee, or he would’ve had struggles staying awake.I knew exactly which house he was talking about...that house belongs to Robert Killian. -even though I had complete utter shock painted all over my face as I processed these new findings. I wasn’t actually surprised by this outcome.Eric looked at me with a curious expression across his face, he sipped his coffee silently raising his eyebrows.“That house you just described belongs to Robert Killian.” he nearly choked on his coffee when I shared that information with him.
Nova.Where was Nova?That was the only thing that kept me awake while I lay soaking wet on the ground in a forgotten cemetery, unable to move my body.I prayed that Nova was safe. - not stuck out here, like I was. I’m so stupid.I don’t even know how long I’ve been out here in the storm; It felt like morning should come any minute now, it felt like I was out here for hours and hours. -but it could’ve been just seconds and minutes.I tried to get up, but my body ached so bad. -I knew I’d die out here if I didn’t get up right now.I still chose to get up even though my brain and body was telling me not to. The pins and needles feeling rushe
I could feel the blood pumping through my veins - My heart beated so loud in my ears. I could barely hear my own sobs.I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe what I've just heard.Yet Genevieve's voice was loud and clear even though she was lying ill in front of me.I still couldn't believe what she was admitting to me.All this time. Nine years later. After nine whole years.Genevieve eyes burned holes into my soul and all that I believed during the past nine years.My life was a lie.I was living a life made out of Genevieve's lies, and my father's secrets followed by his dishonesty."Luna, my daughter must not know any of this," she rushed out before she started coughing uncontrollably.
I paced across the room, everything coming together in my mind. Eric stood still, his mouth slightly agape in resonating shock. I tried my best to remember the days and weeks preceding my mother's passing. In my mind everything had been normal-I was ten, my mother wasn't working, my father was still mayor. Every Sunday morning my mother and I went to Corrie's bakery for breakfast. She died in the summer when I didn't have school. Before she got sick I would run up and down the streets of Madison with my childhood friends, feeling invincible. I would walk into the forest at my mother's heels, picking flowers for her. That was only the shiny exterior, I realized. What I saw was a façade. Behind it all was my father's infidelity. Had my mother known the whole time? If she hadn't, did she ever know at all? "Who would have poisoned your
I walked slowly down Main Street, one hand holding my phone to my ear and the other in my pocket. I had left Eric's just after he woke up about an hour after I awoke, and I told him I had to go out. Nova was still asleep. "Hello?" "Hey, Celia," I said, surprised that she had actually picked up so early-it was nearing eight o'clock. "Are you busy?" "Not really," she said. "I'm just about to run some errands for my mom. Is everything okay?" "I need a favor," I said. "It has to do with my father's case." There was a pause and when she spoke Celia's voice was lowered. "Alright…" Celia picked me up in her car. It was odd driving through Madison when my entire life I had just walked