"Don't think other shitheads, okay?" Bright asked next to me, and I nodded, smiling. And to my surprise, I didn't think about other people's thoughts about me at all. His words itself made me forget about other people.We walked near the reception area, and Bright talked with the reception lady as I
Dr. Zunshine took me to another new room not the room where Bright and I met her before. I looked at her confused because I wanted to tell Bright about our little baby inside my stomach. "Lay on the bed. I'll bring your alpha." she said pointing at the bed and went out leaving me in the new room. It was a much bigger room than all the others and it had one single bed. Next to it I saw all the familiar needles and tubes. What caught my attention was the scanning machine and the monitor screen placed next to it. It was the ultra sound scanning machine used during pregnancy. I had seen many pregnant people before doing the scans and never in my life I thought I would come for a scan as well. I sat on the bed and subconsciously touched my lower belly. My heart started hammering inside rapidly at the thought of having a tiny developing baby inside. I felt as if I shouldn't move or the little one would get scared or get wounded inside. I shrunk in to the bed and buried my face in the pi
"This is your baby." Doctor Zunshine said pointing at the white curled up ball. I quickly shifted my eyes to the place where she pointed. My heart melted at the image of my unborn little baby. I looked at Bright afterwards to to see tears in his eyes. Waah! My alpha was crying looking at our developing baby! "Bright why are you crying?" I asked in a teasing voice, even I was feeling very emotional. "H-how can I not w-when our baby is inside you.." he mumbled. It was a cute sight to see. The dominant alpha mate of mine was being all emotional and ready to break apart right there. "Uh.." doctor took our attention. "Would you like to have a copy of this? It will take a few days though." she asked. "Yes yes. I want many copies please." Bright quickly replied. A few minutes passed and doctor was moving the plastic head on my stomach with one hand and doing some other thing with the other. Bright was staring at me the whole time as if I was some kind of amazing creature he had never s
Though I stubbornly asked him to take us there, I started fidgeting and hesitated to go in. After arguing back and fore for a while, we finally got down and knocked on the door. I couldn't help myself but ask him,"Do I look presentable?"Bright tilted my face to the side and moved his eyes from my
It says that pregnancy is a beauty. Pregnant people radiated the spirit of new life and natural beauty..? And so...'Lay on your side or on your back, and be careful not to lie on your stomach. If your desperate position is lying on your stomach, it is okay to keep a soft pillow so there won't be an
Continuing,"I am fat! My legs are chubby! My arms and my whole face are swollen and red! My tummy is all big and bloated! I throw up almost every morning, and I make a mess out of everything! I realized! YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE!"Those became usual arguments every day."Win." Bright gently woke m
"There." Bright pointed at some street food stalls as we started walking on the sand. They looked and smelled amazing. "Don't you dare ask me to buy any of that street food, okay?" he warned. I sulked when he started warning me again. I disliked how his warnings increased throughout my pregnancy. I
"I am bored." I whined at Navi who was texting someone on her phone. Without sparing a glance she mumbled; "Zerry will show up in a bit, hang on there." She continued on with her texting. I sighed picking at the table cloth. We were seated around the dinning table at home doing absolutely nothing. It was Bright who thought it would be a good idea to leave Navi with me when he left for a one day business trip.. I missed him so damn much I thought he should've taken me with him! And about this girl... well, she and I have been friends for ever since but our ideas didn't click that much. She was always silent and would talk here and there and honestly we never had anything to talk about. But still we were friends, with Zerry completing our circle. "I want the fucking thing called attention. Right now." I grumbled. Navi flinched at my cursing and finally kept her phone down. All her attention was on me. "Bright did tell me about your mood swings." she mumbled. "I. Don't. Care. I am
Do you know? I did the most regretful thing in my life, I lied to your grandparents saying I was a beta because I was too scared to tell them the truth... I was a coward you can say but trust me for my little mind it was really hard.. as years passed I told Joss, your uncle Joss and he helped me throughout the years. I got a good job as a nurse in XX hospital which was my dream job, I received so much love that it made me step back from telling the truth to everyone each and every day... I became greedy for love and didn't want to tell anyone the truth about me. Under this circumstance your daddy came into the picture when I was twenty-one.. he was such a cheesy person who courted me shamelessly.. and I fell into his love trap and till now, till the day you are reading this I might be in his trap. And I should say it's the best trap ever. I rejected your daddy a lot of times, I hurt him in and out because I was too scared to let the secret out.. the root for all this was I didn't trus
'13 years later ' I roll on our bed and wake up the sleeping person next to me. Bright open his eyes in alarm. "We have to visit Nan for dinner." I remind him. "Oh.." he mumbles but pulls me into his embrace again. "Let's stay a bit more like this," he says in a hoarse voice. "Okay old man." I joke and tease him. 'Nanon POV' "It's beautiful," I commented right after I heard the letter momma wrote when I was born.. it was on the eighteenth birthday he wanted me to know it. "Meh.. I feel so weird now. I mean, it was because of.. your momma-" Ohm started but I cut him short. "I don't mind at all... do you?" I asked. "Of course not. But it was a huge secret we never knew huh?" he asked ruffling my hair. "Hmm yeah, what would have happened if he didn't hide his second gender when he was small?" I asked my 'mate' lazily. "Many changes I guess.. You won't be blind.. on one hand... but looking at the bright side Nan, you as an omega is free and out of stress, it's because of momma
Bright was seated on our bed and slowly pulled me over to him."And you are stressed out. I am asking you again. Do you want someone over here to work? You do all the housework, do a part-time job and even take care of Bubble. I don't like it when you stress over these tiny facts." Bright asked.I f
(A/N: Braille system is the raised dot pattern used for blind people. It's not a language but a coding system for them.) I sighed; "This is so complicated. Let's try to find the books he might need." I said. Our conversation got cut off by a little 'bonk' sound and as I looked to my right I saw Bubble beaming at nowhere while holding his leg. I assumed he hit his leg somewhere. "Hello little one." I cooed and pat his head from the same position I was. Then I gently hoisted him up to my lap. "I am sleepy." he said with a pout. "Let's have lunch first and go for a nappy?" I asked and he nodded with the same pout. "You both have the same pout." Bright commented adding; "It's cute, but at the same time hard to resist. Tsk." Bright said with a fake sullen face. I stuck my tongue out at him while Bubble wriggled on my lap. "I am hungry." he said again trying to reach for my hand which was in front of him. When he couldn't find my hand, I moved my hand and touched his, so he caught it
I collected the soft plushies which were on the ground and flopped them on bed. Then I walked around picking different shapes of building blocks groaning when I accidently stepped on a triangle shaped block. I could hear tiny giggles and two familiar voices down in the living room. I could also hear whizzing sounds and clickity clack sounds coming from the kitchen. After clearing the room and cleaning up the mess I sighed in relief. Then I went out of the bedroom and walked towards the living room in which I could see both the living room and the kitchen at the same time cause there wasn't a full wall separating the two parts. It was only one fours of height of wall. To my left was the kitchen where Bright was busy making lunch, more like burning my pans. To my right was five year old Bubble; busy playing some unknown game with Joss and Luke. And when I said Luke, it was the same Luke who made an appeal against Bright, the same person who confessed of trying to kill me when I was
- - - - -"Meh. I am so tired." I groaned."Give me," Bright said, and I happily handed him over to the little Bubble, who was busy making raspberry sounds.Bright and I both walked in the long corridors and reached the familiar door, which had the label Dr Zunshine. I delightfully knocked on the do
"It would be a surprise if Nanon wouldn't start bickering like his parents." mama's voice came by the door way. "Spare the child's ears for god sake." she added laughing at our behavior. "Ou. We didn't bicker! We were just stating some facts." I tried to defend ourselves. Mama shook her head laughing and walked over to our bed. "Your papa and I was thinking.." she mumbled and took Bubble to her hands. "Where you taking him?" I quickly asked. "You two should spend some time alone. It's been a while isn't it?" she asked looking at both of us while we were both deadly silent. "Don't overwork. You two are new parents, don't press on that statement." she said. Then she walked to the door with Bubble in her hands. "We will take care of him tonight. Good night you two." she said and closed the door. Right after she left, it was all silent. 'What just happened...' was what I thought as soon as she left the room. Bubble wasn't there and it was only two of us in our room after a long t
'6 weeks later' Bright, Nan and I were all huddled up in the blankets. I didn't just drop our baby between us, instead we made a little nest for him and kept him between us secured and surrounded by our scent. Nan was wide awake blowing saliva bubbles at the same time making raspberry sounds. He time to time stuck his tongue out as if trying to feel his lips. With his mouth open for long minutes I had to have a little napkin to wipe the little drizzles of saliva dropping from the corner of his lips. He was looking around with wide eyes like he wanted to grasp everything within his vision. His tiny fingers clasped together leaving only with his thumb sticking out; he put it in his mouth. "I used to have my thumb in my mouth.. till preschool time." Bright replied as he watched our little one sucking at his own tiny thumb. I snickered; "I saw one in your album!" I exclaimed adding; "I heard mama said that she never let me suck on my thumb.. instead she gave me those chewy toys or som
"I won't mind even if you report about me... for attempting to murder," he said in a low voice."W-what? What are you going to do?" I asked, scared. All the hair in my body stood up at his words."I am not doing anything... now.. just.. I-" he took a deep breath. "I planned to kill you once," he mum