He turned on the radio softly and the soft voice of Cristina Perry began to sound, singing For a thousand years. Without realizing it, he was humming along:The accelerated heartColors and promiseshow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraid to fall in love?But when I see you aloneAll my doubt disappearsEthan woke up and reached out for Alexis, but he couldn't find her. He reached for her pillow, bringing it to his face, inhaling deeply. The smell of her hair was impregnated in him... Soon he smelled the delicious aroma of coffee and bacon, coming from downstairs. He smiled, puffing out his chest. It was a situation that he would get used to easily: the smell of Alexis in bed and of fresh food! Apart from the delicious nights of pure passion they shared.Yeah, I'd get used to that easily!He got up, stretched and walked to a shower, already looking forward to being with Alexis, kissing her and maybe seducing her for morning sex on any smooth surface within reach. Yes, as usual,
Alexis let out an offended exclamation, but that didn't stop her friend, who went on:“You started it,” she ticked off on her fingers. " never in public, my focus is my career, Amanda this, Amanda that, blah, blah, blah ... Well, do me a favor, will you, Alexis? You asked for it! Demanded so much that he must have turned off his little feelings button! If that exists...“I looked to you for support, you know?" I support it, or rather, no, I don't support it! It's me, Norah, remember? The one who loves you unconditionally, and that's why I'm going to point out your flaws! If you want to jump off a cliff, I'll be the one to grab you by the hair and pull you back. And tell you some truths! And that's why you love me too, right?Even shocked by the other's words, Alexis smiled. Yes, Norah was a sincere and fair person, and that was accurately why he loved her."Yes, but don't get cocky!"" I? Convinced? Very!" Tell me, how did I let myself fall into this love trap?"Why is Ethan Marcus
"It's just that she said I'm excused from the meeting."It was Norah's turn to frown. The other knew well that it was her friend who organized everything related to business meetings in the place. From the coffee to welcoming customers, everything was assigned to Alexis.“ Yes, that is very, very strange. What justification did she give you for not participating?"You said it was to spare me..."Norah interrupted her to snort:"... and that you're waiting for such a significant call... Anyway, I don't understand anything! And the little that I am, it's scaring me!At that moment, Amanda left her office, heading towards the elevators to receive Mr. Nakamura and his team. She knew how to be, or pretend sympathy when she wanted to. He had a huge smile on his face and he paid a lot of attention to the short, economical"smiling man who bowed at almost every word.And everyone went to the huge and luxurious meeting room. And if before the curtains of the place, which was surrounded by glass
So saying, he grabbed his purse and coat and headed for the door with purposeful steps.Acting quickly, Ethan jumped off the couch separating him from her and caught up with her halfway across. It drew a gasp from her as he wrapped his arms around her waist and lifted her off her feet.“Ethan! What do you think you are doing?"By preventing you from doing something you'll regret!"" What? – she struggled."My love, listen to me!"She stopped immediately. Did he call her“ my love ”? Well, of course, it was just an expression, like sweet, darling and the like. But the tone, paused, along with that word had a huge effect on her.“If you go to her now with a hot head, you'll end up saying things you'll regret. Wait until tomorrow, calm down. And believe me, she must be so terrified of what you're going to do, she's barely going to sleep tonight..." I doubt it!' She knows she's made a big blunder, Alexis. I wouldn't be human if I didn't fear the consequences. Ethan let her feet touch the
" Oh, Alexis! At last! I know I promised not to call your work, but I've sent hundreds of messages with no response. I was worried!" Not alright!" What happened? Did you talk to Shepherd?" Yes... " He realized that he had no voice to speak.Now that it was all over, she was shaky, nervous. So many sensations at once! And it was then that reality hit her: she was about to make her dream come true!" Please, honey, this is not the time to be monosyllabic!""Ethan…" she tried, but the words wouldn't come out. " I... " It was with astonishment that he felt tears running down his face.“Alexis? He sounded horrified. " You are crying? For God's sake, talk to me!"I'm…" To make matters worse, sobs began to shake her.“Oh, damn it! – he raged. "What did that slut do to you?" – he announced suddenly, decidedly. "I'm going over there!"" No! She almost screamed in terror. The last thing he needed right now was for Ethan to show up! " I am fine! " finally managed to formulate a whole sentence
“Ethan! – he scolded, very awkwardly!" What? – he pretended to be innocent. – I doubt if you will find another image more perfect than this one!“I'm glad you like it, but I'm embarrassed.He chuckled and cupped her face in his hands."And I love it when you get embarrassed!" He kissed her voluptuously, finding her tongue and sucking it.When the kiss ended, she was panting and feeling hot. She deposited her purse and computer on the table and stood up. She began to take off her coat, with very slow gestures, calculated to capture his attention. And he got it.Ethan's eyes slid over her body:" Wow! You look delicious in that dress! He gestured, calling her to his lap.Obviously, Alexis complied, after depositing her coat on another chair, sitting on his strong thighs and wrapping her arms around his neck. He crossed his legs and the side slit opened a little, showing one of his legs:"And I particularly liked that!" " Taking advantage of the opening, Ethan put his hand there, caress
Ethan bit back an exasperated sigh, placing two fingers over his eyes and his other hand on his hip. She looked ready to lose her temper, but that didn't scare her!" Alexis, it's been a long day, I'm tired, and I don't have the patience to put up with jealousy scenes..." Jealousy?! – She was exalted. " It's not jealousy! – Yes, it was jealousy, but I would never admit it! "It's self"preservation!" I've been in that apartment for hours waiting for you! I don't even know where I was!" I went with the office people to a little bar, something we can't do, can we? – he was sarcastic."And how can I be sure of that?" That you were only with your friends? – he accused, without noticing that he had raised his tone."Are you implying that I could be with another woman?"Alexis shrugged, not meeting his eyes."One thing you need to know about me, Morgan!" – now he also got excited, retaliating to her tone of voice. "I'm not a man to cheat!" If I'm interested in another woman, it's because th
" No. It's just weird, having to hide from the world!" He laughed a little bitterly. – We are not children anymore. I want to show you off, show the world you're mine." I'm yours! – Alexis caressed her cheek, kissing her hungrily. – Only yours! And I feel all this pressure too, Ethan, but it's so hard for me!She kept biting her lip, looking like she was tormenting herself." OK! Ethan changed his tone. "Then let's not discuss this now!" By the way, I didn't even come to argue! But you know we can't keep this situation like this permanently, right?" Yes, I know! I just need a little more time." Right. Looks like that was a fight, no? Ethan smiled sweetly.Alexis wrinkled her nose, feeling a little lighter:"Yes, it looks like it was.""So..." he spread his big hands on her buttocks, pulling her up. She was straddling him, her legs flexed, snug at her hips and along his strong thighs. Alexis stood above him, resting his hands on his shoulders.“You know what they say about fights? –
Seven years later...“Noah! – Alexis called from the kitchen. "Don't try to trick me, young man!" I know you're awake! She smiled and shook her head.Soon her little boy, dark, with beautiful and expressive blue eyes and curly hair, appeared. He was the exact copy of his father. Even the heterochromia in his left eye he had. He came with his arms hanging by his sides, dragging his feet and his head down. It was the picture of defeat. But it didn't move her. Every day was the same. And he looked gorgeous in his Buzz Light"year pajamas ..." Mom, why do I have to go to school today? – he retorted. " It's too early, it's raining, it's cold, and I'm still sleepy...“Noah! She grabbed him by the collar of his blouse, leaning down and showering him with kisses, from his rosy cheeks to his neck, where she knew he tickled. " Stop being lazy, boy!" Stop, mother !" – he scolded, squirming to get rid of her hands, while trying to hide his laughter and keep an angry face.With one last kiss on h
She nodded in agreement, seeking support in her husband's arms, she braced herself." Now. Come on, it's almost there, Alexis... " encouraged the doctor.Ethan was all agony. He hugged the woman's hard body, holding her tight and praying to heaven that it would all be over soon." Ready! – the doctor exclaimed. – A perfect baby… And with great lungs!And then they heard the little one's desperate cry. And Noah was in the world. Alexis collapsed onto the bed, smiling, her body completely given over to exhaustion now.Ethan, as soon as she was seated, went searching for his little treasure.When his eyes landed on that tiny creature that was now wrapped in a towel by the nurse, he could never put into words what he felt at that moment. It was a feeling that everything in life finally made sense. That everything was complete! And that his love for that tiny piece of people was so immense, so intense, that he would give his life for him, without even blinking.Without realizing it, he had
Alexis sighed and stroked her enormous, nearly nine"month"old belly. As usual, he couldn't help but smile. She could not even believe that she would soon meet her already very beloved son! And thank heavens for having the smoothest of pregnancies. A little nausea or other, but nothing that bothered her too much. Now that she was heading for the final stretch, she was feeling more uncomfortable, her legs more tired, her back that wouldn't let her sleep, or sit, or walk, but still, nothing could take the smile off her face. I was delighted! And seeing the happiness of her beautiful husband, every time he looked at her or caressed her belly and talked to her little one... She asked herself if she deserved so many blessings!Ethan insisted, as did Godmother Norah, that she stay home and rest, but she just couldn't sit still. Like now, when they finished an arrangement that would be delivered the next day, and they were already closing the office. When she felt that her body was asking for
But I knew something was missing. Even though her adoring husband didn't push her, it was no secret how much he wanted a baby. Alexis also avoided talking about this subject, as he was still too afraid to go through that situation again. But every time she saw how much love he treated his little godson, son of Eric and Eileen, the more her heart sank.So, a few weeks ago, without telling him, she had stopped taking the contraceptive… And then came the main gift she planned to give him.Grasping the handle, Alexis bit her lip and slowly opened the door.Ethan looked up at her as she walked in and leaned against the closed door, hands deep in his coat pockets. With that so beautiful, sensual and beloved sexy smile in the corner of his lips, he examined her completely and slowly:"Hmm... Especially... And those red shoes..." His pretty white teeth showed as he widened his smile. "Can I take my clothes off now?"Alexis bit her lip again, throwing her head back, in a short sensual laugh, s
" Excellent! " and headed for the stairs. "Because all I want is to take care of you!" You must be exhausted! " already in the bedroom, he placed it carefully on the sheets. "You've had a surgical procedure, you shouldn't be walking around!" He feigned an angry expression as he freed her from her shoes.Alexis laughed and stretched out her arms, beckoning him with her hands:" It's because I needed to see you today!Ethan also quickly got rid of his shoes and went to her side:" All you had to do was call me, and I'd be back on my own axis, to you!They stared at each other for a long moment, as if memorizing each other's faces. Arms wrapped around each other, bodies very close together. As if they were one." I love you! Alexis whispered, lost in his blue eyes. "And I would give anything to be able to make love to you…" She nibbled lightly on his lip.Ethan closed his eyes, holding a sigh in his chest.“What's a few weeks? " he himself seemed not to feel firmness in his words. "And t
'It wasn't your fault, Alexis!' Ethan stated, exasperated to see her in that state, reaching for his hand. “It was natural. The doctor told me..."But I rejected him one day!" " she interrupted him, excited, fleeing contact. "And God punished me by taking him away from me!" And I'm sorry if I let you down... " he added in a thin voice, lowering his head."You didn't let me down!" He softened, this time clasping her hands in his."But you wanted this baby so badly!" She looked at him, dejected."Yes, but that wasn't in your hands!"Alexis raised her teary eyes to him. They looked desperate, anxious. And then the words came out:"Ethan, I love you!" So much! His voice was serious. " You have become the reason for my life! But even feeling this way and feeling this way,” she subtly released her hand from his. "I can't impose myself on you...Wow! What was going on there? Alexis Morgan had just confessed that she loved him? Ethan was stunned for a moment. He couldn't believe his ears!But
Ethan turned as Norah returned to the living room. But even without the other saying anything, she knew the answer and sighed."You know her, don't you, my friend?" " lamented the brunette."How is she, Norah?"“In a deplorable state, Ethan! Of all the blows she's taken in the last few days, I believe this was by far the biggest blow.Ethan collapsed on the couch:"She was so happy lately!" This is all very unfair! he whispered, anguished. "I need to see her!"“Better not, Ethan!“Damn it, it's my wife, Norah! I have to be by her side now!"I don't think she wants you to see her the way she is, Ethan!" She is really devastated. Give her a break, buddy!He looked at Norah, his blue eyes even more intense. Then he let his shoulders tense and rested his head in his hands."I've never felt so helpless before!" I do not know what to do...The brunette sat next to him, caressing his shoulder:"You'll come out of this situation stronger, Ethan!"" It will be? I don't really believe in it...
“She… how did she react, Norah?”“You're in shock, Ethan. She just didn't react. It went into automatic mode after I found out what happened. He let them do what they wanted, no questions asked. And I don't know if that's a good thing, Ethan!" Can I see her? He indicated the door."He's asleep, but I am not convinced that's a problem."He put his hand on the doorknob, but stopped himself, taking several deep breaths. Then he straightened up and turned the piece of metal, very slowly."Norah, can you call the doctor, please?" – the brunette asked softly. "I'd like to speak with him."" Yes, of course…Ethan walked in and closed the door, carefully so as not to make any noise. The room was in shadow. Everything very silent. But he could see Alexis's silhouette, huddled in the middle of the white sheets. She looked so small in that bed!What the hell! Your Alexis… your baby! He covered his mouth and nose to stifle an agonized scream. It would have to be strong! He repeated to himself. F
" The baby? Ethan's question was asked very quietly, as if he already knew and didn't want to hear the answer.The woman shook her head slightly in the negative." Oh God! he gasped, as if he'd taken a powerful blow to the stomach.Then he would bend over, bringing his hands above his knees, as if gasping for air.“I'm so sorry, Ethan! " Norah came to hug him, no longer holding back her tears." My God! " he was too agitated to be able to stay in a hug, so he accepted the touch quickly and pulled away, studying his friend's features. " And Alexis? She is fine?“He's sleeping now. They had to do a curettage, I think that's the name. She's sedated now.“She… how did she react, Norah?”“You're in shock, Ethan. She just didn't react. It went into automatic mode after I found out what happened. He let them do what they wanted, no questions asked. And I don't know if that's a good thing, Ethan!" Can I see her? He indicated the door."He's asleep, but I am not convinced that's a problem."H