The light hand rubbing on my back felt lovely as it slowly roused me from one of the deepest slumbers I’d had in some time. I rolled from my stomach onto my back and stretched my arms over my head while I opened my eyes and slowly brought the room into focus. I’d had a lovely dream about the house in days gone by and wasn’t quite ready to leave it.
When I was finally able to identify the very handsome Lance’s smiling face, I sleepily smiled back while I continued to stretch. The feel of the thick velvet bedspread against my flesh was almost sensual to the point that I emitted a small moan of pleasure.
“What time is it?” I asked with a voice that was still thick with sleep.
“You slept the day away, my sleeping beauty,” he said in a low, lusty voice as he gently pulled a few stray curls from my face. “I came in several times to wake you, but you slept the sleep of the dead.”
“Mm,” I mumbled as I brought my hands back to my side. When one of them landed on his, I kept it there.
“Is your state of undress a hint for me?” he asked with a mixture of lust and amusement. “If so, you need not have bothered. I have thought of you from the moment we met in that bar.”
It was then that I realized that my top was off and I wore no bra. I quickly covered as much of my breasts as I could with my hands as I rolled off the bed.
He rushed to the side of the bed where I stood and placed his hands on my shoulders in a manner that was firm, but not threatening or confining. His alluring, dark eyes had a look of sincerity. “Do not cover yourself, Esmerelda. You are beautiful. Such beauty should never be covered.”
Clearly, I was in the presence of a man who was not only more worldly than I was, but who was accustomed to having women throw themselves at him. I, on the other hand, still harbored enough inhibitions to prevent me from acting on my desires. At that moment, those desires were to remove my hands from my breasts and let him do his will. Instead, I quickly turned my back to him, grabbed my overly tight tee shirt, and struggled into it before turning back to face him with as much dignity as I could muster.
“I like that shirt, by the way,” he said with a sheepish grin as he openly ogled my breasts.
I gasped at the sight of my nipples proudly protruding through the fabric. They rarely stood at attention in such a way. It was because he was so near with that charismatic and sensual energy that he freely emitted that my breasts were reacting in such a way. Common sense may have been telling me to keep him at a distance, but my body was clearly beckoning him to come closer. Annoyed with myself and the situation, I scowled as I rushed to search through my weekender bag. “It’s only until I find a different shirt to put on.”
“I am confused,” he said as he followed me to the opposite side of the room. Coming up behind my bent over body, he boldly wrapped his hands around me and cupped my breasts. “Do you want me to enjoy these or not?”
My immediate response was to stop searching through my weekender bag and swoon under his touch. I sucked in air and closed my eyes while my back arched on its own, making my breasts even more available to him. This only encouraged him to give my greedy bulbous mounds even more attention. His fondling of my nipples caused a chain reaction in my body to the point that I practically orgasmed on the spot. It took all of my will to remember propriety and escape the situation.
“I hadn’t planned on going anywhere this weekend,” I said with breathless annoyance; more over my own behavior than his. After all, he was a man who had seen me topless. Not to mention the fact that I took my time escaping his hold on my breasts. It felt so good and so right that I had to summon willpower from deep within to do it. I struggled to regain myself. “The last month has kept me so focused on a case that I neglected my laundry. It was out of necessity that I wore this shirt, although I didn’t realize it was that snug. It must have shrunk.”
“Are all of your bras dirty as well?” he asked with sultry amusement as he walked with the confidence of a man who was sure of himself to the nearby accent chair and sat down.
With him distanced from me, I was better able to think and be myself. “Not that it’s your business, but I don’t wear a bra very often.”
His brows raised with surprise. “Even at the office?”
I shrugged. “It depends upon the outfit. If I don’t’ need one, I don’t wear one.”
He thought for a moment. “Your breasts are abnormally thick and sturdy. Are they real?”
I gasped with both shock and outrage. “What kind of question is that for a man to ask a woman he’s just met?”
Unbothered by my reaction, he crossed his legs, leaned back, and clasped his hands together over his stomach. “Most of the women I have met who do not wear bras have fake breast. Although, they feel different than yours do.”
“That’s because mine are real,” I said with annoyance. “Now, if you’re done discussing my anatomy, can you please leave so that I can change?”
He stood up and walked back to me. With him standing only inches away from me, my body succumbed to the jitters, once again. Taking my chin in his strong hand, he lifted my face so that he could easily kiss my lips. I practically melted into his arms. He pulled me into a tight embrace, which was good since my legs no longer wanted to hold me. I was so swept into the moment that I was only vaguely aware of his strong hands fondling my breasts as he kissed me. It was so odd to be kissing a stranger while he took liberties with my body. Yet, it somehow felt right. Perfect, even.
When his lips left mine and moved to my breasts, instead of pushing him away, I held his head in place. He suckled one nipple and then the other in such a way that I felt as if he’d penetrated my womanhood and fulfilled my every desire. When he finished, he pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it onto the bed.
“Never hide these beauties from me,” he said in a husky voice. “I am laying claim on them here and now.”
“Just them?” I asked in a voice that sounded distant and foreign to me.
He placed his hand on my abdomen so that his fingers grazed my pubic area and grinned. “Maybe more. We’ll see.”
With that, he left the room.
I stood in complete bewilderment over what just happened. I wasn’t sure what shocked me more. His behavior or my encouragement of it. I’d never in my life allowed a man who I’d just met such liberties. For that matter, I’d only gone all the way with one guy while in college. He was just as unskilled as I was in that department and either he put the condom on wrong or it was faulty. Whatever it was, the experience was such a disaster that I decided that pre-marital sex just wasn’t worth the risk. I’d settled for the pleasure that a few guys who I was dating for a time and thought that we might be heading for a solid relationship gave me when they enjoyed my body orally, but nothing more. Instead, I focused on my education and, then, my career.
“Are you finally awake, sleepyhead?” Nora asked as she popped her head through the door. “We’re all dressing for dinner. Thank goodness I packed a cocktail dress at the last minute. Did you?” She hopped onto the bed and looked around. “Your room is nicer than mine.”
“I can’t imagine any part of this place not being nice,” I said as I dug through my weekender for something that might pass for dinner attire. Disgusted, I shoved the bag away from me. “I shouldn’t have come. I was exhausted while packing and never even considered dressing for dinner. Also, I needed to do laundry. Everything I brought is unsuitable.”
“Let me see,” Nora said as she slid off the bed and grabbed my weekender. Pulling what I’d packed out, she carefully arranged it on the tussled velvet bedspread. “You’re right about what you packed. I’m actually surprised. You own so much nicer.”
“I was at the bottom of my supply of fresh clothes. Half of my wardrobe is in the laundry basket waiting to be washed and the other is at the dry cleaners,” I said with dismay.
Just then, a light knock sounded on the door.
“Are you decent? Can I come in?” Melanie said in a voice that made me question if her visit was as a friend or a foe.
My cup had practically runneth over with stress from the events of the day already. The last thing that I wanted to do was to entertain Melanie in my room. For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why she’d want me to. It was clear even before she introduced me to Lance that she disliked me. After his little display at dinner, I was sure that she wanted nothing more than for me to disappear.
Nora waited only briefly for me to give Melanie permission to enter before she did it herself.
The woman sauntered into the room wearing a deep lavender, one shoulder cocktail dress that hugged her body as if it was couture. She carried a dress bag over one arm. With open indignation, she plopped the bag on the bed and pulled out a cocktail dress. Silver and gold threads running through the white silk fabric gave the dress a magical effect against the darkness of the deep, brick red bedspread.
“Lance thinks this will fit you, madame sleuth,” she snipped. “Although, I beg to differ. It looks too small to me.”
Choosing not to take the bait that she was dangling in front of me, I simply asked, “What size is it?”
Nora inspected the label inside the dress and gave a low whistle. “It’s a Marchesa Nolte!” Then, after closer inspection she said, “It will fit. It’s a size six.”
“You can’t possibly be a six,” Melanie protested with that screechy, grating voice of hers. “You’re an easy eight.”
I sucked in air while I fought against falling into her trap. It was obvious that the woman wanted to pick an argument with me. Her jealousy over Lance’s attention toward me ran deep.
Looking directly at Melanie, I said, “If you don’t mind, I’d like a bit of privacy to get dressed.” Our eyes locked while we relayed our dislike for each other with a glower before she turned to leave. Because I was just that annoyed with her and probably liked her even less than she liked me -although for different reasons- I added, “You need to go get dressed for dinner anyway. Right?”
Clearly irritated, Melanie stopped with her hand on the door and said, “Oh, yeah. He said to tell you that you don’t need a bra with this dress.” A wicked chuckle escaped her lips. “I guess he thinks you need help dressing.” Looking me up and down, she added, “I get it.”
The gasp of indignation that came from Nora as she gathered breath to light into Melanie came too late to do much of anything other than blow hot air at the closed door.
“She just had to get the last word in. Don’t let her get to you. She’s just jealous,” Nora said in a tone that was meant to sooth me. She picked up the dress that Lance had sent and sighed. “If I could fit into this thing, I’d be stealing it right now.” Then, as she held it up to her so that she could admire herself in the nearby full length mirror, she added, “How did he know that you needed a dress?”
My heart bounded up my throat and into my head before it threatened to climb out of my ear canals as I struggled for the right words to say in response to her question. Nora and I told each other everything. Yet, I wasn’t quite ready to tell her what transpired between our host and me. Maybe it was because I had yet to process it and make sense of it. My behavior wasn’t normal for me and I couldn’t explain why to myself. How could I explain it to my best friend?
The stress of scrambling for words was enough to make me faint. In fact, I thought for a moment that I just might.
Feeling like I was backed in a corner with no escape, I finally managed to choke out, “Better yet, where did he get it? Does he keep a supply of dresses in various sizes on hand for situations like this?”
Fortunately, her excitement over an elegant evening caused her attention span to be short lived and she was off and running on the topic of what she was going to wear and the question of how he knew I needed a dress was forgotten.
“I have nothing like this to wear,” she said with remorse. “Even Melanie’s dress will make mine look like a rag. Now, this?” Her look of dismay as she gently laid the dress on the bed was heartbreaking.
“You wear a size six too,” I said.
“Things look different on me because I’m shorter and shaped different from you,” she said with reluctance.
“You have smaller bones,” I said, thoughtfully. Then, after a moment of silence, I said, “Try it on.”
Nora vigorously shook her head. “It’s too form fitting. I’ll look like a sausage stuffed into it.”
I put my hands on my hips and cocked my head with stubborn determination. “We won’t know until you try it on.”
She was about to protest again when I began to tug at her clothes to encourage her. In no time we were giggling as I made a false drumroll on the bedpost while she slipped into the dress and zipped it up.
Even on her short, thick body, the dress was beautiful. I could just imagine what it would have looked like on my taller, shapelier form, but I made no mention of it. The delight on her face as she stared at herself in the mirror was priceless. I knew, then, that I couldn’t take the dress back. Besides, after what Lance did with me only minutes earlier, I didn’t want to encourage him to think that there was more waiting by wearing the dress that he’d so boldly singled me out with.
I left my best friend admiring her reflection as I rushed off to her room to slip into the plain, but tasteful dress that she’d brought with her. I couldn’t help enjoying the anticipation of seeing the look on that high and mighty ladies’ man who got his way once, but wouldn’t again when he saw Nora enter in that dress. If he couldn’t get the hint from that move, then he was a lost cause.
Not only was Lance taken aback when Nora and I entered the dining room, but so were the rest of the guests. I hadn’t counted on the fact that the word of his gift of the dress had spread. Instead of sending a private message to Lance that I wasn’t about to become one of his playthings, I’d announced it to the entire party.I’d unwittingly put myself in the limelight, once again.Lance made no comment about the dress as he held out my chair for me to sit next to him, but his eyes expressed his displeasure to the point that I questioned the wisdom of my actions.I caught Melanie’s intentionally loud whisper to her dinner neighbor; a very attractive woman named Donna Wright. She was a real estate agent who’d taken a liking to Melanie; which was how catty Melanie managed to get the invite for the weekend. “I knew that dress was too small for her. Nora’s a lot
It was the wee hours of the morning before Lance had his fill of pleasuring me. It was amazing how selfless a lover he was. More than once, I was tempted to go all the way. It wasn’t just because I felt guilty about peaking so many times while his manhood was practically bursting with desire, but because I was beginning to long having him inside of me. To my surprise, when I literally begged him to enter me, he declined. He insisted that enjoying my body in that way was all the satisfaction that he needed and was enough to solidify the bonding between us. He then proceeded to state that we should save his penetration of me for our wedding night. I was so out in left field with desire that his words never registered correctly. I simply responded with a sigh.With Nora’s dress cradled in my arms, my naked body followed his equal nakedness to my room where he deposited me with the instructions that I take a long bath.&n
We were all aghast when the ambulance staff pronounced that Melanie’s coma was severe enough for her to have brain damage and the possibility of her not coming out of it was great. They suspected that whoever had done this to her had left her for dead.The police insisted upon speaking to each guest privately. Suspicion was pointed in my direction when a few of the jealous and catty guests proceeded to announce that I was nowhere to be found when Melanie disappeared. To my relief , as well as my embarrassment, Lance came to my rescue when he confided that we were in a lover’s tryst. Nora followed up with my alibi by confirming that I’d gone to bed after hearing about Melanie’s disappearance. To my surprise and delight, my interview ended up being short and sweet. Not so for the other guests in the house.It felt like an eternity before the ambulance took her body away, and the police ceased t
We stood beneath the grand house’s portico and watched the last guest’s car make its way down the long, tree-lined drive. The place felt eerily quiet after the recent drama and commotion. Nora asked to be excused so that she could lay down for a while. Unlike me, she had yet to go to bed since awakening the day before. On top of that, she was feeling the effects of the excessive partying as the alcohol left her system.We hadn’t had breakfast and it was approaching noon. Lance had given his staff the day off. He’d claimed that it was because they were traumatized by the violence on the premises, but I later discovered that it was because he wanted to be completely alone in the house with me and Nora when he explained just what it was that he needed us to do.“I am actually glad that it is just you and me right now,” he said as he pulled out a platter of meats for sandwiches from the oversized
I stood in the center of the nursery. What he was claiming was total madness, yet, my mind continued to cling to his story. I needed to prove him wrong for my own sanity’s sake. Closing my eyes, I willed the room to speak to me. Common sense told me that there was no truth to Lance’s story, but, just to appease my mind and free it from all doubts, I would investigate. If there was any truth to his wild tale, it would come forth. When nothing happened, I inwardly smiled with smugness. I knew that his tale was that of a madman. Even so, I was still being nagged by his story. Not getting a vision just wasn’t enough to satisfy the nagging in the recesses of my mind. I needed to do more to prove to myself that his story was completely off-the-charts crazy. Opening my eyes, I said in a voice as gentle as I could manage in my flustered state, “If you don’t mind, it would be better if I was in here alone.” He look
Very little was said between Lance and me for the next few hours. We were each deep in thought. Sensing that I needed my space, he made his way to a separate part of the house to allow me alone time to process all that I’d learned and all that he wanted of me.When Nora finally came out of her room, she found me sitting on a lounge chair near the pool. Unlike the partiers from the day before, my body wasn’t filled with alcohol and I was feeling the cold nip in the air. Even though the pool was still ready and waiting for swimmers, I wasn’t about to use it. Instead, I’d grabbed an afghan from the back of a chair inside of the house and bundled myself into it while I breathed in the cool air and tried to think on what to do.“Where’s Lance?” she asked as she lowered her body onto the lounge next to me. “I can’t believe I went swimming yesterday. It’s freezing.&rdqu
I was more than a little nervous as I slipped into the nineteenth century apparel that Lance had produced. It was really happening. I was really going to go back in time. He was taking me back to the early nineteenth century.Since I came from a family of wealth and was marrying into wealth, I was required to dress accordingly. Although the billowing cotton skirt was tolerable, I couldn’t say as much for the tortuous corset or the hoop that swayed to and fro when I walked.Lance explained that most ladies rested their hands on their hips to help keep the swaying to a minimum when they moved about. It was all so taxing to deal with, let alone remember.The underdrawers were a surprise that made me giggle. They were literally made with a huge slit in the crotch. I couldn’t help joking with Nora about the ease in sneaking about with a lover. After which, I had to calm my body down as I considered how it wo
Nora sat on the ugly yellow couch that I found so offensive. Her body was tense with anticipation. “You may not care for this couch, Esmerelda, but it’s super comfy.”Lance looked at me with mock dismay. “You don’t like the couch?”I shook my head. “I hate the color. It doesn’t go with the room.”“Maybe not, but it acts as a mighty fine anchor for the mirror,” he replied.“The mirror needs an anchor?” I gasped as I realized how little I knew about what we were about to do or the procedure in doing it.He nodded before giving his attention to Nora.Handing her the enchanted necklace, he went over what she was to say and the tone in which she was to say it several times to make sure that she had it right. One mistake could lock me in the past forever.I had no idea why he didn’t just bring me back, himself, when it was time,
I awoke the following morning feeling satiated and happy. With a smile on my face and my eyes still closed, I reached for my husband, but his side of the bed was empty. Sitting up with a start, I looked around the room. There was no sign of him. Memories of Jason’s many sex filled visits in the night while he impersonated Lance - only to have him gone by dawn- came rushing back to me. Although I knew that Lance left for a different reason, it only slightly buffered my disappointment.With my brows knit together, I pulled the cord on the wall to summon Elsie. She’d barely opened the door when I snapped my demand for a bath to be made ready for me. The bed was filled with our sex. I used the time it took for the bath to be readied to burn the scent of it into my memory.I’d just immersed my body into the tub when my mother entered the room. She looked at the torn night gown as it lay where Lance had
Elsie had just prepared me for bed when Lance knocked lightly on the door. She gave me a knowing smile as she swung it open and slid past him into the hallway.“Come in,” I said with a timid voice that surprised me.“I feel nervous,” he chuckled as he strode across the room and stood before me. “I fear that I have lost your favor for good.”At first I looked away. The little girl in me wanted to punish him, but the woman in me felt differently. Taking his face in my hands, I said, “I don’t know how to behave or how to feel. I’m angry and hurt and I truly don’t understand your ways.” I pulled his face to him and kissed him hard. “Don’t ask me why, but I’ve loved you almost from the minute I met you. Devil take me, but I can’t help it.”He grinned that same boyish grin that he’d worn through most of our marriage cer
I awoke from my nap feeling refreshed and in a more positive state of mind. I’d reenacted my attempt to connect with my distant cousin, Anton, and believed I knew what I’d done wrong. I was eager to try again.Summoning Elsie to help me get into the contraptions that they considered proper attire - but, to me, were more like torture apparatus that I knew I’d never grow accustomed to- I hurriedly dressed for dinner and eagerly raced to the dining room.As soon as I entered the large room with its beeswax polished furniture and woodwork, I was grateful to Elsie for refusing to cut corners on my appearance in order to save time. There, sitting in the seat next to the one that was assigned to me was my newly acquired husband. I could feel the flush in my cheeks as I struggled to stop my heart from fluttering all over the inside of my chest as I did my best to casually approach my appointed spot at the table.Seeing me
Magic and psychic are two different beasts, or so I’m told. Since I didn’t believe in either until I met Lance and he proved differently, I was like a child walking in a strange land. My father assured me that, although my magic was depleted, the lack of it would not impact my psychic abilities. They would be as strong as ever.“In fact, daughter,” he said with enthusiasm, “the more that you use your special skills, the stronger they will become.”The handicap for me was the fact that I had no idea how to use these so-called special skills that I’d only recently realized existed at all, let alone in me. The only exposure that I’d had to their use was when I’d sit down and get very quiet while trying to solve a case in hopes that the room or an object would speak to me either by way of words, ideas, or visions in my head. I never considered what I was doing to be anything special;
I was starving. My father was a kind man, but he lacked the sense of proper etiquette when it came to entertaining. Even though I was his daughter, I was a stranger to the household. Therefore, it was up to him to offer me something to take the edge off my hunger. Fortunately, my mother was quick to make up for my father’s shortcomings and a spread that exceeded what I’d experienced at the Northrups each morning was set out. How they came up with such an array of food in such a short period of time was a mystery, but I didn’t bother to question it. I simply reveled in the abundance until my stomach could hold no more.I quickly learned that my mother was not one to mince words or waste time. We’d no sooner been served our food and drink when she demanded that the servants leave the room. She even went so far as to warn them that she would know if anyone was listening at the door and they would be se
Feeling dejected and disillusioned with the Northrup family, I sat in the drawing room of my parent’s tobacco plantation home. It felt both good to be there as well as a bit odd and uncomfortable.I was admittedly stunned when my new husband opted to send me off in exile without him. He tried to explain that it would only be for a short time while he smoothed things over with his mother, but it didn’t sit well with me. Not one bit. I was of the opinion that he was cowering to her. Having assumed that I’d married a strong man, I found this fact disconcerting. The way that he and his father bent to her demands was outrageous. It was the type of behavior that I’d be hard pressed to encounter in modern times. Not from something as simple as upsetting the woman by pointing out her wrong doings.I was even more surprised to discover that Bart and Jason remained in the house while I was sent away.&n
I stared into the pitch of night as I lay, naked, beside my sleeping husband. Our sex was a bit more aggressive and experimental than on our honeymoon night, but it was fulfilling and pleasurable. He’d opened my eyes to ways to pleasure ones partner as well as positions to assume during the process that I would have never thought possible. I found it fascinating how the same sexual acts, when performed with Lance, could seem natural and lovely when it felt so distasteful and wrong with Jason; even though I thought that he was Lance. My subconscious must have recognized the difference even if I didn’t.I surprised Lance by initiating some of the acts that Jason and I did. It wasn’t that I was into wide sexual variety so much as they were things that Jason had done to me and I wanted the memory of doing them with Lance to wipe out the memories of doing anything with Jason. I found the things that Jason had disgusted an
The sun was winking ‘good morning’ to the world as it pushed itself away from the horizon by the time Lance returned to our bed. I had the question of what he’d discovered about the bath salts on the tip of my tongue, but it quickly rolled to the back of my throat as he kissed me long and hard while his hand explored and teased my womanhood in a way that immediately made me forget everything except the pleasure that he was giving me. It was as if he knew my body better than I did. His hands kneaded my well-formed breasts and his lips suckled my hardened nipples in a way that made me wild with ecstasy without him having to do anything else. When he finally did move down between my thighs and his tongue found my sensitive nub, I was sure that I’d go insane before he took pity on me and entered me fully. I had to swallow the screams of ecstasy that were coming at such a rate as to almost sound like a song in the wind. At one point, I covered
I was eager to be alone with Lance. Not only because it was our wedding night, but because I wanted to speak with him in private about what I suspected was going on between his mother and his uncle. I also wanted to run my theory about Lilith’s gift of poisonous bath salts past him.Since I had no desire to ruin the mood for the evening, I decided to wait until after we’d exhausted ourselves by making love before broaching my theory about his brother being sired by his uncle with him.“If what you are saying is true,” he mused, “it would answer a lot of questions.” He sat up and ran his hand through his thick hair. “I cannot believe that my father and I missed this. Now that you have shed light on the matter, it is obvious. There have been so many signs. The most prominent one is the way my uncle favors Jason over me for no apparent reason.”“Now, you know the r