Cleo Opening up I don't like being sick. The last thing I remember was Angelo tucking me in and giving me a kiss on the forehead. I hit lights out and now I don't know where the jelly beans I am . I'm secretly hoping that I will wake up next to Angelo ,and have morning sex with him, because I felt a bit better today. We are trying for another baby after all . I just hope what I had yesterday was a tummy bug. Maybe I ate something that didn't agree with my stomach or better yet system. I was missing my babies and I wanted to call and check in with them . I missed them terribly and I couldn't wait to see them.When I took a deep breath and opened my eyes I heard a beeping sound . Absent mindedly I thought there was something going on outside, until I decided to open my eyes and see soft dimmed florescent lighting .I did feel better than yesterday but what the hell was I doing in a hospital bed instead of my own ? Where was Blue ? I closed my eyes again and took another deep breath . Th
Angelo I love Cleo. More than that; I love the fact that we are going to be parents again. There is something special about hearing an infant's heart beat . To know that you are part of creating something special, is an awesome feeling. I thought I had to doubt before ; but now I have reached the point where I can trust Cleo completely and not have to second guess her . I still had my men watching her every move when she lost her memory , and even when she recovered it. She was still faithful and loyal to me even, when we were apart . The week down by the coast was what we both needed . I had cancelled the surprise wedding I had planned with close friends and family. I am now learning how not to be selfish and do things just for me. I have three other people I have to consider now .When we returned home Sunday morning via the private jet Cleo was a bit distant. When I asked her what was wrong ; she just shook her head and blamed it on fatigue. She woke up again crying again in the mi
Cleo Girl TalkMy love languages have always been words of affirmation and quality time. As a girlfriend and most recently fiancé to a very complex , dense and broody man whose love language has always been gifting and physical touch , I have learned that ; Blue may not express himself with words properly or reassure me that we are okay, but it is in the way he does things that help him express how he is feeling or where his head is at . Angelo had hurt my feelings a week ago when we found out I was three months pregnant he indirectly asked me if I was sleeping with anyone before we got back together. Truth be told; I didn't sleep with anyone while my memory was taking a break. Did I remember Marc? Yes , and everything that came with the hurt I felt when we lost our baby girl. The only thing physical that I did with mark was kiss and hug . That's my story and I am sticking to it. Angelo had asked me if I still wanted to marry him? I was going to answer him but within seconds of him a
AngeloIndirectly back at workTueday morning I woke up to an empty house and a slight feeling of worry. For the first time in weeks I fell asleep next to Cleo and there was no tension between us. In fact we had made love l the night before and I woke up refreshed, satisfied and feeling good. When I woke up yesterday morning my arms were around a pillow instead of Cleo , which sucked because I knew she had the whole week off and the twins were coming over on Wednesday afternoon. I walked downstairs to go look for her and she wasn't in the kitchen , I went upstairs to her office and both her phoned were on the desk but no sign of Cleo. I got cleaned up and searched the whole house only to realize that Cleo was out . Her tablet was missing so I thought I could surprise her at work. She only works with her tablet if she needs to get through the bulk of her work. I was missing Cleo and I also missed my desk at work . I drove to the office and the first person I saw when I went into the de
Cleo CommunicationI have been through hell in my last pregnancy and I don't want to go through hell again .After my impromptu trip with Clara ; the last thing I needed was to come home and receive a call from my friend who was heartbroken; because his girlfriend was screaming out my fiancés name while they were making love a couple of nights ago. I still don't get why any of that is my fault and Blue hadn't seen me all day ,which was not okay because I knew he missed me the second he appeared outside my office door . The first thing I asked him when I saw him was ; if he had touched my PA before and he shook his head as soon as I hung up he walked in, took off his blazer and sat down on the couch looking all sorts of offended and sad .The room was silent for five long minutes until I sat across him . With my water bottle in hand."Have you calmed down Cleo?"" Sort of .""That's not an answer . "" I am calmer ."I took a sip if my water and he started talking ."I have had a long da
AngeloFlat on the floorI don't like second guessing Cleo or making her feel like a child. I get worried and I struggle to navigate how I truly feel. Cleo was livid when I came home on Tuesday evening and it was with good reason. Her assistant is trying to cause trouble and she is lucky to have Blake as a friend. I just hope her assistant can keep her distance from me . She seems troubled. Cleo on the other hand just decided to keep her for now. If it was up to me I would have reassigned her to another department and add a more to her salary and make sure she stays far away from Cleo and me . I have only just gotten back on good terms with my wife to be, and the watch she got me was the coolest gift I have ever received in a while . We both struggled to get up this morning , because Cleo was way more active than usual . I usually take her anyway and I am sometimes in control... Tuesday night and Wednesday morning however , she took me how she wanted. I can never complain ,she just kno
CleoLunch and unwelcomed visitorsI know Angelo like the back of hand; and when he came into the bathroom , sunk in the water, and looked at me intently I knew something was up . Besides my second relaxing bath on Wednesday afternoon ,and lunch with the family , I was dreading the fact that I had to go into work Friday morning to check up on things that needed to be done for the next week . The whole of Thursday we went back to being a crazy family.Pio was as naughty as his father. I caught him three times taking his sisters toys and hiding them . When he saw that I was looking he turned to go give Pia her stuff back. He is sneaky. Pia on the other hand has a calm demeanor about her . She is sweet and as far as baby talk goes I don't understand what they say, but Pio says "orry." I needed to take both kids to the doctor so that they could go get their immunization shots. I did that with Angelo and we went for a fun day out . David had also come through and we got the chance to talk a
Angelo Where is Cleo?This has been the most interesting day. It started it off normally and I hope it ends well. I reassigned Maria to an office in Cape Town keeping her far away from ; Cleo, and my family. There was something about the way she was smirking that didn't feel right. Even Cleo saw that she was acting a bit strange . It felt as if she was expecting it and she was happy. I know now that I am not my mother's golden boy. In a way I am thankful that, the truth came out. I still love her. More than that ,I love my kids and their mother. I had sent Nicolai downstairs to the communication department and Cleo was upstairs working with me. She just showed me a system that works without taking forever. She showed me how easy it was for me to work from anywhere. When I asked her why she was working here for the past couple of weeks, instead of working from the home office , she surprised me with a kiss and told me that I like to hover, and I needed time with my father. The latter
Cleo There is always something calming, cleansing, rejuvenating, and healing about water. The ocean has always been a place of refuge for me , besides church. I feel safe cared for and loved . I have also come to the realization that I am engaged to a man, who has past issues he has to deal with. I didn’t understand why Angelo’s mother wouldn’t want him to be happy ,and be with who he wants to be with. Mistakes happen. I also think Blue killing his cousin was an accident. After he told me what he told me I gave him time to calm down. I do know that he didn’t mean to shoot, and kill his mother’s last living relative. I didn’t get what his nightmares were about , but now I do. Lawrence is the guy who keeps on feeding on his fears on a subconscious level. When he finally said what he needed to say and let go I saw a side of him that I knew existed . The sweet caring guy I loved was back and I couldn’t be more happier. The twins just love being with my brother they are happy
Angelo Braxton Hicks… I didn’t know anything about it , until Cleo happened. To be honest when Nina was pregnant with Gio ; I was absent … until the birth and the lie I refused to believe when I was told Giovanni wasn’t mine. I have a fear that has haunted me for years. I wasn’t on edge or “weak” . I used to be strong. Something happened to me and I guess it affected my mother more than it affected me. She has no reason to hate Cleopatra or my kids. I am thankful that Cleo is okay ,and another thing I am thankful for is that I get to spend time with her. I have been working from the resort. If ot means staying with Cleo and the twins in a remote area in the country , that is not even locatable on the gps… then yes I am staying. It was already Wednesday and by this time in the week Cleo is done with everything regarding Client lists and shipments. Even scheduled posts. Last night Daniel and Izzy came through for dinner and the twins loved them . I wanted to tuck in Pio but he
Cleo I don't know what happened one minute I was talking to Blue, and the next it felt like I was in labour. The last time I felt like this was a couple of months before I gave birth . This pain however felt severe . It was sharp and it also had me worried. Daniel was a doctor by profession . When I looked at Angelo he too also looked afraid as I felt. He didn't cry in front of people but he was close to tears . The resort had a hospital inside. It was a thirty minute drive from where we were. I knew the twins were well taken care of. I was worried about our baby. Angelo was in confession mode the whole ride . He told me that he was eves dropping and he was just making sure his ex wouldn't seduce me . On the other hand I was all emotional and I was crying . As soon as we went into the maternity ward a full check up was done. When Dan stepped out to go get my results Angelo came in looking all sorts of worried. He sat beside me and gave me a hug. I hugged him back and took a deep breat
Angelo As a kid I used to love dinner parties; because I used to take alcohol, not steal because I drank with Luigi. We were and still are partners in crime. Even though we fought and still fight , we are two peas in a pod. On Thursday night dinner was awesome. The even had non- alcoholic wine. My shock wasn't as severe as before when I saw Daniel, and spoke to him. He looked like the male version of Cleo who I was still missing so badly . There was another dinner on Friday night and I didn't feel like going . Luigi talked me into going and he even gave me his suit. He was Daniel's half brother . I had to wrap my head around the bomb he dropped and I had only agreed to go to the dinner party , on condition I wasn't going to be left alone, because there was alcohol and my demons were itching to come out and play. The thing addiction is that you can't really get it out of your system . Addiction replaces addiction. When I had a talk with Daniel he asked me ; if Cleo was my drug? After
CleoThis has been the longest two weeks I've ever had. The kids seem to like it here because they fall asleep easily and they stick to their play schedule. Pio and Pia love my brother. When I went over to go fetch them , they didn't want to come back with me to the house . I have already met Romano who told me that I should work for him on a part time basis . I would be doing the same work I did at Massa but with more pay. I could still work for Massa and him at the same time. To be honest this is the first time in a while that; I could hear myself think clearly and feel at peace. I even asked myself if I really wanted to be with Angelo after what we've been through ...On Thursday night there was a dinner party and I didn't feel like going. Izzy convinced me to go to tonight's dinner and I was honestly feeling fat. We went shopping and I found a shift dress that was printed with flowers. The dress was black and the flowers were purple . It looked like the Iris's on the dress were pai
Two weeks laterIt's already October and by now I thought I; Cleo was going to have my last name, and I would make up for messing up with our first pregnancy. She already caught me out when we found out she was three months pregnant , when I indirectly insinuated that she was cheating on me . Even when I knew she would never do what Nina did. I woke up this morning feeling sad. I was now staying with my father and working from home. After Cleo called me I when I was at Carl's , she made sure I was okay and that I wasn't going to do anything stupid. If I was the old me I would have already been with another girl... I can't and I won't disrespect my relationship with Cleo. I love her and I don't want anybody else. Everything I do reminds me of her. She has been calling everyday to make sure I am okay, and keep me in the loop about what's going on with the kids...I even got to talk to Pio and Pia. As far as baby talk goes I am almost getting it. It took a a couple of days to wrap my hea
Cleo was there at the beach house ; but it was an underground tunnel system . As soon as we made it under ground, we came out the other side and there was a speed boat waiting for us . I could still hear gun shots going off in the distance and the only thing that mattered to me was the safety of my unborn baby. I didn’t want to stress or panic . I did as I was told by Daniel and he never left my side not even once . When we finally docked we went into a car and we were driven to a beach house property . The property looked familiar and my perception didn’t fail me. This was a Luca residential area . As soon as I was settled in what looked like a private beach house with ocean views that were breathtakingly beautiful because of the risen full moon I was given some Chai tea by one of the maids and my brother told me that he would be in the beach house next door to mine . I had a fully stocked kitchen with the option of going to the main house for breakfast ; lunch , and dinner and what
Angelo Missing the missing I seriously don't understand anything when things go wrong. For the past couple of months I have been through a lot. My fiancé is missing and I don't know where the hell she is . I want her back home with the kids.I sent a crew over to where we tracked her down and I am still waiting for a response. Fabio told me that he was baffled as to why they left Cleo with accessories on. I was driving inside the estate towards the house. I wanted to see my babies and assure them everything will be okay . When I arrived at the house ; the lights were on and the door looked like it was broken. My initial reaction was to call Carl because I cannot be attacked twice in one day. If you attack anyone I love you attack me and I always fight back and make sure the same thing doesn't happen again. I knew in my heart that Cleo was missing, but before I decide to fight; I needed to make sure that my kids were safe. Gia wasn't picking up her phone when I called on the way back
CleoDANIEL My head feels heavy; my tongue has lost the ability to move , and my voice the ability to speak. I am alive .... Thank God I am alive . I don't feel like I am tied up; but I am in a room that has ;no clock , no light , the air conditioning was on but I felt cold . I slowly opened my eyes and took in my surroundings . I was pretty sure I was kidnapped because Angelo's security isn't this brutal unless it's by instruction from Angelo himself. The shutters on the windows blocked any source of light so it felt like I was in a room that felt like a prison; but didn't seem like one . I really needed to go to the toilet because I needed to pee .With the twins my bump was already showing by the three months and I had nausea throughout my first and second trimester. I already miss my babies and Angelo. I have to find a way out of here .I wasn't tied up ,but the room had a four post bed ... and thank goodness I spotted the bathroom. on my way there I spotted my ring and pendant. I