“P-please don’t hurt me,” I begged while on my knees. Despite the arctic temperature in the infirmary, sweat began to trickle down my forehead and under my armpits. A bead of sweat dripped between my breasts, reminding me that if I wasn’t wearing a bra that my breasts would be exposed to this man.
I wanted to run, but my common sense told me that would be impossible. He was bigger than me, stronger, too. I’d never have a chance. He had a gun and could kill me with a single shot.
I swallowed and raised my hands. “I-I am a student of Eden…please…don’t shoot.”
“Eden’s students are in class right now. You shouldn’t be here. Do you have Dysmorphism?” the stranger asked.
My eyes widened in surprise. “I-I’m a werewolf.”
Well…I assume I am. I won’t know for another three days.
His eyes narrowed at me. “I have a badge. It’s on the front of my dress.”
“Show me,” he demanded in a deep, husky voice. I retrieved my badge and my hands shook as I handed it to him. I snatched my hand back when his fingers grazed mine. His top lip curled up into a sneer when he saw the ‘C’ on my badge. His sneer eventually turns into a smirk, and then he laughs. I wanted to be offended that the man was mocking me in my face, but my fight or flight system kicked in, and all I could think about was living. I hadn’t achieved my goal of escaping Eden.
“Stand,” he instructs as he pulls out his cell phone. I obey, slowly rising to my feet, not wanting to make any sudden movements. He focuses his attention on his phone and taps away with one hand while the other has the gun still trained on me.
As if my body had a mind of its own, my foot takes a step back. My poorly planned escape was thwarted when he pressed the gun harder against my head.
“I wouldn’t do that again if I were you. Be honest, Breeder C, are you a Deformation?”
Deny, deny, deny.
I shook my head. “No…I’m not a Deformation. I’m a werewolf.”
“I find it extraordinary that a Breeder C is free of deformations or mutations. You’d have to be a special lady, indeed.”
“If you don’t believe me, then you can call a Supervisor to judge,” I bluffed.
“What are they teaching you in Eden? It’s a well known fact that Supervisors can’t detect Deformations. Only a Judge can.”
“Then if you can, have a Judge judge me.”
“When is your 18th birthday, Breeder C?”
“Th-three days.”
“So, knowing that you can only be judged by a Judge and not until your 18th birthday, why would you make this suggestion? A Judge’s duties is to judge each 18-year-old as they enter a packhouse or to kill potential Dysmorphisms.”
“Then why are you concerned what I am. Aren’t you here as a request from the Supervisors to assist with our lessons?”
The tension started to leave my body. Now that I was thinking straight, realistically, the man couldn’t shoot me because every woman in Eden was precious. One less female werewolf meant fewer werewolf offsprings. Only a Judge can kill.
“Hm. You seem not to fear me any longer. Why aren’t you afraid when I’m still holding the gun?”
“You won’t kill me. Only Judges can kill when they’ve determined a wolf deformation.”
He nodded at my revelation. I used that time to pull my dress back up and ignored the way my cheeks heated as he stared at me.
“I’m going to leave now,” I said, taking a few cautious steps back. “No one has to know about this. I won’t say a word.”
Even though I was moving away, he never lowered his gun, giving me the impression if he could shoot me, that he would. My back bumped against the door.
But who did he contact? Did he contact a Supervisor?
A new fear gripped me. If he contacted a Supervisor and I was caught, then they’d believe I was running away.
I’d be punished.
The last girl that attempted to run received ten lashings in front of all of us from the youngest child to the oldest. My pulse quickened at the reminder of what they could do to me. The girl, she must’ve been about fifteen, cried with each lash to her back.
By the time they were done, she begged them to end it all and kill her because death would be better than being a voiceless breeder.
That was when the first spark of rebellion lit in me.
I felt a sense of camaraderie with her because for the first time, I didn’t feel alone. Someone else felt my pain.The girl was killed three days later on her 18th birthday by a Judge because of her Dysmorphism. It was a cruel fate that I’d most likely face.
Maybe if he lets me go, then I’ll make it to the class before it’s over and I’ll be spared.
“If you leave this infirmary…I’ll pull the trigger,” he threatened.
“You do not have the authority to kill me!”
He tilted his head to the side with a sly smirk. “Is that right, Breeder C?”
The door of the infirmary swung open, propelling me towards the man. He caught me and my eyes widened at our close proximity and his body pressed against mine. His scent was intoxicating, making me melt against hard flesh. He snapped me out of whatever fantasy I was living in when he shoved me away.
“Imani!” Supervisor Rachel exclaimed. I turned to find Supervisor Rachel and Supervisor Sarah glaring at me with stern looks on their faces.
“Judge Jackson! We came as soon as we were notified that one of our girls strayed away.”
I slowly turned back to the handsome man with the gun as the color drained from my face.
It can’t be.
We faced each other and all the tension from earlier returned. My life was about to end.
Judge Jackson…Time stopped and Earth stood still as his title and name echoed, bouncing off the walls of the confined room. His expression changed from playful and coy to serious. My breath quickened as my nerves took over. I’d been at the mercy of a Judge the entire time and didn’t know it. I argued with a Judge, no less! There was no way I’d escape punishment…or death. He knows. I could see it in his eyes when I lied about my wolf status, but I figured he couldn’t do anything about it. I was so wrong. “Judge Jackson, I apologize for the intrusion,” Supervisor Rachel said, stepping forward and grabbing my hand. “Imani has always been one of our more curious girls with her head always in the clouds. She must’ve gotten distracted on the way to class. It’s our fault for not keeping a better eye on her.”Realizing I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Judge Jackson, Supervisor Rachel shoved my head down in submission. Instead of staring into his mystifying blue eyes, I stared at his polishe
“I’ll be keeping an eye on you.”The threat was anything but subtle. His words inched down my spine like an icy chill. Judge Jackson had a countdown hanging over my head. He was the predator and I was the prey.I turned around and found Judge Jackson walking in the opposite direction. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from his broad back and his perfect posture as he marched down the hallway. I came to a halt when I bumped into Supervisor Sarah. “Imani, watch where you’re going. You caused enough trouble today to last you a lifetime,” she admonished.I’m in enough trouble to last three days…We paused outside of the classroom. “What you did today was very…disappointing and irresponsible. You attracted the wrong kind of attention today,” Supervisor Rachel reprimanded. “This is a difficult time for all of us. I understand how you feel. I was in your shoes decades ago.”She couldn’t possibly know I felt. She was a Breeder A. She had twelve pups and returned to Eden when her mate died severa
There was blood…so much…blood. The man’s unpleasant scent became stronger and turned my stomach. I think I’m going to be sick!I jumped out of bed and ran to the nearest bathroom. I barely had the toilet seat up and my knees on the ground when I vomited my breakfast. The oatmeal was as uninspiring going down as it was coming up–swirling around in the toilet in brownish-grayish chunks. I heard voices and kept my head down, preparing for more to come up. “What happened in here?” Supervisor Rachel asked. “That man was the human I was looking for,” Judge Jackson replied casually, as if he hadn’t shot a man in the head who was only inches from my face. I was surprised. I had no idea he was a human and apparently neither did Ms. Harlow or Supervisor Rachel and Sarah. It got me thinking…I cleaned myself up, rinsing my mouth out in the sink and ensuring my hair was in place before I faced them again. I opened the door and wasn’t surprised when all eyes were on me. “I’m sorry,” I apolog
I never knew what a cold sweat was until that moment. I thought I experienced it when I was examined to determine what breeder level I’d be, but no. That was nothing compared to this. Sweat descended slowly down the back of my neck, damp the curly wisps at the hairline. From there, it traveled down my spine, trickling slowly like a lazy rain drop on a window. I had to say something. The longer I stayed silent, the more his smiled curled into a knowing grin. I licked my bottom lip before saying, “I guess…I guess you’ll find out in three days.”My eyes stayed on his face even as he toyed with me, flicking his gun between both hands as if he was playing hot potato. He finally stopped and holstered his weapon. “This should bring you peace of mind.” I raised an eyebrow in confusion. “You’ve met your potential executor face-to-face. You should be comforted knowing that I will be the one to pull the trigger if you’re not a pure bred wolf. It’s as the saying goes, ‘You rather the devil you
We approached what I assumed was a large room due to the ornate looming double doors that secured it. It was a heavy wood door with gold leafing for decor. Whoever was behind the door had to be important. I’d notice the door once before and took note of it. But by the time I passed the same location again, it was gone in the labyrinth known as Eden. I curse the individuals responsible for designing Eden. The doors cracked out open, creaking as it split in front of us. My anxiety was already sky high because we had no idea what waited for us on the otherside. What if they had been lying to us this whole time and our 18th birthday was actually today instead of tomorrow. I could see them justifying their treachery by telling us that they didn’t want to be cruel and wanted to put us out of the misery of waiting another day to discover our fate. I wouldn’t put it past them. We were herded in–our slippered feet barely making a sound louder than a whisper as we filed in one-by-one behind
I looked down at myself in a panic. I felt around my body, searching for a hole, searching for crimson blood. Nothing.Judge Jackson stood to my left. He was so close that it was impossible to tell where I started and he began. I turned, and my theory was confirmed when my lips grazed his cheek. He smiled at me genuinely, forcing my heart to play hopscotch in my chest. Gunshots continued to erupt around me, followed my the deafening drop of bodies, yet, none of those bullets struck me. “Why? Why am I still alive?” I whispered.Judge Jackson straightened to his full height and left my side to assess the death and destruction. I stayed in place but did the same, observing my dead sisters that laid on the floor. Some of them were clearly mutations. One of the girls, Mariah, had a wing sprouting out of her back. Another girl, Tamara, grew an extra eye in the middle of her forehead. Other girls appeared normal, and I suspected they didn’t have wolves like me.But if that’s the case, then
I shifted on my feet as the lengthy mating selection commenced. I’d since learned the men who were mask were from nobility and high-ranking status. As one might believe, they mostly chose Breeders from Group A. Some selected girls from Group B, but I silently rejoiced in the fact that they would never pick me. One of the masked wolves strolled back and forth between Breeder Group A and Breeder Group B. He reminded me of an apex predator who was on the prowl for his next prey. He stood tall and statuesque with bulking muscles that strained against his uniform top. Surely he’d pick a Breeder from Group A. They were guaranteed to produce pure and healthy offspring. A pair of boots landed in front of me. My eyes slowly slid up and connected with dark pools of malice. The girls in the other groups gasped and started to whisper loudly to each other about the noble’s uncanny interest in me. “Quiet!” Regulator Monroe yelled, reminding us that we were to remain silent. The noble wolf reach
My nose wrinkled and at the disheveled and unkempt male in front of me.He was older with a beer belly. His beard was patchy and he had a stain on the front of his shirt that didn’t look recent. His teeth were enough to give me nightmares for the rest of my life.It was obvious this wolf didn’t care about his hygiene and appearance. My mind was trying to process how he felt comfortable presenting himself in front of noble and high-ranking officials as he was. If he didn’t care enough about himself and reputation, then he surely wouldn’t care about me. The thought of having to lay down with the man and producing a child was revolting. I could barely stand being a few feet in front of him, let alone have him between my legs and laying on top of me. The smell of alcohol was overwhelming, forcing me to take a step back from him. This can’t be my life. I’ll gladly take a bullet before I let this man choose me! They love to tell us that we don’t have a choice, but that’s not true. There’s
ImaniHe didn’t say what I think he said…did he? Please, Goddess, tell me he didn’t say that he marked me.“I-I’m sorry. Can you repeat that?”“I marked you,” he responded plainly.“Without my consent? We talked about this.”“It was in the heat of the moment,” he tried explaining.“But what about the ramifications?” I asked, trying to break through to him.He leaned in and whispered in my ear, “How is anyone going to know?”His fingers trailed beneath the water and wrapped around my thigh. He propped my leg up, giving me a view of his mark. It was raised against my flesh, resembling a fang.“What do you think?” he asked hesitantly as I traced the mark with a finger. I could hear the uncertainty in his voice—a subtle fear that I would disapprove of his mark.“It’s unique,” I whispered. He snorted, and I relaxed against his chest. “It’s a good thing,” I insisted.“You’re unique,” he said, reminding me that we still needed to get to the bottom of what I was.“You were going to shoot me,”
ImaniI lay on the bed, soaking wet from the shower, yet Jackson didn’t seem to mind. His gaze roved over me hungrily, and mine did the same. He…was…glorious. And there wasn’t an inch of sculpted muscles that I didn’t want to touch and taste. I could still taste him on my tongue—rich, salty, and delicious.He climbed on the bed, hovering over me briefly before capturing my lips with his. The kiss was soft and delicate, and as much as I appreciated his care and gentleness, my heat was threatening to engulf me.“Jack, I need you,” I said, whimpering as another pulsing heat shot through me. He gazed into my eyes and it was then I realized the brilliant blue had shifted to black.He nodded and said, “Forgive me now if I can’t control myself.”“What?” I asked incredulously.“Say you forgive me,” he pleaded, smoothing away the hair that clung to my forehead.“I-I forgive you.”He kissed my forehead and wedged himself between my thighs. I felt him long and hard as he nudged at my entranced.
Jackson“J-Jackson, what are you doing?” she stammered, pressing herself against the shower wall. She was scared to death, but so was I.I watched in horror as steam rose from her flesh. My worst nightmare had come true. I allowed myself to develop feelings for Imani against my better judgment, and now I had to put her down.How cruel of the Moon Goddess to curse us with this affliction. Haven’t we suffered enough?“You’re…you’re mutating,” I whispered. I switched the gun to my opposite hand, hoping the shaking would stop, but it only worsened.“Jackson…put the gun away…please. I’m not mutating. I think it’s my heat,” she said, pleading for her life.“That’s what you would say to stay alive.”She closed her eyes, and I couldn’t tell if the liquid that rolled down her cheeks was tears or the water from the shower head.I tensed when I heard my wolf’s voice in my head.Rowan: Breed her.Jackson: Are you fucking mad?Rowan: She’s not mutating. It’s as she said.Jackson: It’s her heat?Ro
ImaniI woke to a pounding headache and Mary sitting in a chair beside my bed. “Goddess, you’re finally up,” she rushed out, relocating to the edge of the bed. “How long was I out?”“Maybe twenty minutes. How are you feeling?”“I have an headache,” I admitted, touching the back of my head. I hissed when my fingers made contact and jerked my hand back.“I’ll get you some aspirin,” Mary said, leaving for the bathroom. She rummaged around the medicine cabinet before returning with a glass of water and two white pills. I took the painkillers and prayed they’d have an immediate affect. “Imani… Max didn’t mean to hurt you,” she said almost pleadingly. I winced and settled further against the pillows as she continued to hurl apologies at me. “I’m sorry, Mary, but I’m not in really in the mood for talking. I accept your apologies, but I wish to be alone.”I felt a sharp pang in my chest when Mary’s face fell. The guilt on her soft features was overwhelming. “Hey,” I said, reaching out to
JacksonMax gazed at me hopefully before asking, “You will?”I nodded sullenly. “I will.”“Why?”“Your mate is pregnant. Your instincts will want you to be near her at all times. Worst case scenario, you’ll become distracted and make mistakes and you might not return. We can’t let that happen.”Max smirked. “You’re not fooling me. With me gone, you wouldn’t have anyone to have your back.”“Two things can be true at once,” I insisted. “I’m at a lost, Max. Tell me why you’re willing to risk your livelihood and status?”He snorted derisively. I observed him carefully as he swirled the whiskey in his glass gently. He looked like a man backed into a corner with no way to escape–a man on a tall ledge, staring dow at the long drop in trepidation. “Your question is rhetorical; you’re asking questions you already know the answer to.”“I wish I had all the answers, but I don’t. You need to get to talking because as it stands, I am your superior, and keeping your secret would give the Elders
ImaniMy eyes widened from Mary’s revelation. Pregnant?“Oh…Mary,” I whispered, bending down to embrace her in a hug. “When did you find out?”“This morning, actually. We were so excited and then Max received a voice mail from Judge Jackson informing him that he needed to take his place on this mission.”“I’m so happy for you, Mary. When are you going to register your pregnancy?”An uncomfortable feeling seeped into my bones when Mary’s face paled. She stood on shaky legs and pulled me to my walk in closet, closing the door behind us. “I have to tell you something. But you have to promise not to say anything. You can’t even tell Judge Jackson,” she whispered. “Can you do that?” I gulped around the large knot that formed in my throat, preparing myself for the worst. I licked my dry lips before nodding. “I need you to say it,” she hissed.“I won’t say anything,” I rushed out.“Not even to Judge Jackson,” Mary repeated.“I won’t say anything…not even to Jackson.”She glanced at me ster
Imani“Are you hiding from me, Little Lamb? I strongly advise against it. You can’t hide what’s mine.”His words left me breathless and painfully aroused. Mine…I like being his. His massive hands gripped my knees, and I licked my bottom lip in anticipation. He puts gentle pressure on them, and they part on his demands.“Just…like…that…Little Lamb,” he whispered hoarsely from above. He teased me like I knew he would, skirting his fingers over my trembling flesh. I jolted when he grasped my right thigh painfully. My brows furrowed, and I squirmed anxiously as his thumb sank into the muscle. “Jack–”“Shhhh,” he shushed. I clamped my mouth shut and waited for it all to be over. He removed his hand after a few seconds, leaving behind a bruise that was already forming. “Right there,” he murmured, gently prodding the bruise. My breath caught when he lowered himself again–his face eye level with my heat. I shuddered when he flattened his tongue against my inner thigh and gave it a lavish l
JacksonHer eyes widened cartoonishly after my declaration. She was shocked and hadn’t expected me to put my foot down in such a manner, but Dr. Hemsworth proved to me that he couldn’t be trusted. “B-but I like working at the prison. Won’t you reconsider?”“You can find employment elsewhere. In fact, I have an opening for a secretary.”Not really, butg she doesn’t need to know that.“You just made that up.”“You can either work as my secretary, or you can stay home, drink champagne and eat chocolates while watching racy television shows like your friend Mary. There’s no need to answer right now. You have 48 hours to decide. For now, we have more pressing matters to discuss.”“Such as?”Such as why you rejected me and stomped on my heart. Goddess, this woman is making me emotional. “You expressed that you didn’t want to be marked; however, due to the recent events, I think you should reconsider.”“Okay.”“It’s in your best–wait…okay?”“Okay,” she replied nonchalantly, raising my susp
ImaniI clutched my stomach with one hand and held Jackson’s hand with the other. My grip lacked firmness, but Jackson more than made up for it. Despite his crushing grip, his hold was comforting and gave me strength with every passing second. “Tell me what to do,” he whispered. His voice came out low and pleading and it made my rapidly beating heart tinge with sadness because I didn’t know how to help him. “I’m cold,” I whispered. He pressed the back of his hand against my forehead and frowned. “You’re burning up.”“I don’t feel like it.”“I’ll get you some more blankets,” he said, finally leaving my side. I closed my eyes and breathed steadily, praying to the Moon Goddess that relief wasn’t far off. Dr. Hemsworth had given me the shot, and it seemed to work almost immediately. My heat had receded and we’d went back to normal. Thirty minutes later, I had broken out in a sweat and was doubled over in pain. My vision blurred, and the next thing I knew, I was staring up at the glar