“P-please don’t hurt me,” I begged while on my knees. Despite the arctic temperature in the infirmary, sweat began to trickle down my forehead and under my armpits. A bead of sweat dripped between my breasts, reminding me that if I wasn’t wearing a bra that my breasts would be exposed to this man.
I wanted to run, but my common sense told me that would be impossible. He was bigger than me, stronger, too. I’d never have a chance. He had a gun and could kill me with a single shot.
I swallowed and raised my hands. “I-I am a student of Eden…please…don’t shoot.”
“Eden’s students are in class right now. You shouldn’t be here. Do you have Dysmorphism?” the stranger asked.
My eyes widened in surprise. “I-I’m a werewolf.”
Well…I assume I am. I won’t know for another three days.
His eyes narrowed at me. “I have a badge. It’s on the front of my dress.”
“Show me,” he demanded in a deep, husky voice. I retrieved my badge and my hands shook as I handed it to him. I snatched my hand back when his fingers grazed mine. His top lip curled up into a sneer when he saw the ‘C’ on my badge. His sneer eventually turns into a smirk, and then he laughs. I wanted to be offended that the man was mocking me in my face, but my fight or flight system kicked in, and all I could think about was living. I hadn’t achieved my goal of escaping Eden.
“Stand,” he instructs as he pulls out his cell phone. I obey, slowly rising to my feet, not wanting to make any sudden movements. He focuses his attention on his phone and taps away with one hand while the other has the gun still trained on me.
As if my body had a mind of its own, my foot takes a step back. My poorly planned escape was thwarted when he pressed the gun harder against my head.
“I wouldn’t do that again if I were you. Be honest, Breeder C, are you a Deformation?”
Deny, deny, deny.
I shook my head. “No…I’m not a Deformation. I’m a werewolf.”
“I find it extraordinary that a Breeder C is free of deformations or mutations. You’d have to be a special lady, indeed.”
“If you don’t believe me, then you can call a Supervisor to judge,” I bluffed.
“What are they teaching you in Eden? It’s a well known fact that Supervisors can’t detect Deformations. Only a Judge can.”
“Then if you can, have a Judge judge me.”
“When is your 18th birthday, Breeder C?”
“Th-three days.”
“So, knowing that you can only be judged by a Judge and not until your 18th birthday, why would you make this suggestion? A Judge’s duties is to judge each 18-year-old as they enter a packhouse or to kill potential Dysmorphisms.”
“Then why are you concerned what I am. Aren’t you here as a request from the Supervisors to assist with our lessons?”
The tension started to leave my body. Now that I was thinking straight, realistically, the man couldn’t shoot me because every woman in Eden was precious. One less female werewolf meant fewer werewolf offsprings. Only a Judge can kill.
“Hm. You seem not to fear me any longer. Why aren’t you afraid when I’m still holding the gun?”
“You won’t kill me. Only Judges can kill when they’ve determined a wolf deformation.”
He nodded at my revelation. I used that time to pull my dress back up and ignored the way my cheeks heated as he stared at me.
“I’m going to leave now,” I said, taking a few cautious steps back. “No one has to know about this. I won’t say a word.”
Even though I was moving away, he never lowered his gun, giving me the impression if he could shoot me, that he would. My back bumped against the door.
But who did he contact? Did he contact a Supervisor?
A new fear gripped me. If he contacted a Supervisor and I was caught, then they’d believe I was running away.
I’d be punished.
The last girl that attempted to run received ten lashings in front of all of us from the youngest child to the oldest. My pulse quickened at the reminder of what they could do to me. The girl, she must’ve been about fifteen, cried with each lash to her back.
By the time they were done, she begged them to end it all and kill her because death would be better than being a voiceless breeder.
That was when the first spark of rebellion lit in me.
I felt a sense of camaraderie with her because for the first time, I didn’t feel alone. Someone else felt my pain.The girl was killed three days later on her 18th birthday by a Judge because of her Dysmorphism. It was a cruel fate that I’d most likely face.
Maybe if he lets me go, then I’ll make it to the class before it’s over and I’ll be spared.
“If you leave this infirmary…I’ll pull the trigger,” he threatened.
“You do not have the authority to kill me!”
He tilted his head to the side with a sly smirk. “Is that right, Breeder C?”
The door of the infirmary swung open, propelling me towards the man. He caught me and my eyes widened at our close proximity and his body pressed against mine. His scent was intoxicating, making me melt against hard flesh. He snapped me out of whatever fantasy I was living in when he shoved me away.
“Imani!” Supervisor Rachel exclaimed. I turned to find Supervisor Rachel and Supervisor Sarah glaring at me with stern looks on their faces.
“Judge Jackson! We came as soon as we were notified that one of our girls strayed away.”
I slowly turned back to the handsome man with the gun as the color drained from my face.
It can’t be.
We faced each other and all the tension from earlier returned. My life was about to end.
Judge Jackson…Time stopped and Earth stood still as his title and name echoed, bouncing off the walls of the confined room. His expression changed from playful and coy to serious. My breath quickened as my nerves took over. I’d been at the mercy of a Judge the entire time and didn’t know it. I argued with a Judge, no less! There was no way I’d escape punishment…or death. He knows. I could see it in his eyes when I lied about my wolf status, but I figured he couldn’t do anything about it. I was so wrong. “Judge Jackson, I apologize for the intrusion,” Supervisor Rachel said, stepping forward and grabbing my hand. “Imani has always been one of our more curious girls with her head always in the clouds. She must’ve gotten distracted on the way to class. It’s our fault for not keeping a better eye on her.”Realizing I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Judge Jackson, Supervisor Rachel shoved my head down in submission. Instead of staring into his mystifying blue eyes, I stared at his polishe
“I’ll be keeping an eye on you.”The threat was anything but subtle. His words inched down my spine like an icy chill. Judge Jackson had a countdown hanging over my head. He was the predator and I was the prey.I turned around and found Judge Jackson walking in the opposite direction. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from his broad back and his perfect posture as he marched down the hallway. I came to a halt when I bumped into Supervisor Sarah. “Imani, watch where you’re going. You caused enough trouble today to last you a lifetime,” she admonished.I’m in enough trouble to last three days…We paused outside of the classroom. “What you did today was very…disappointing and irresponsible. You attracted the wrong kind of attention today,” Supervisor Rachel reprimanded. “This is a difficult time for all of us. I understand how you feel. I was in your shoes decades ago.”She couldn’t possibly know I felt. She was a Breeder A. She had twelve pups and returned to Eden when her mate died severa
There was blood…so much…blood. The man’s unpleasant scent became stronger and turned my stomach. I think I’m going to be sick!I jumped out of bed and ran to the nearest bathroom. I barely had the toilet seat up and my knees on the ground when I vomited my breakfast. The oatmeal was as uninspiring going down as it was coming up–swirling around in the toilet in brownish-grayish chunks. I heard voices and kept my head down, preparing for more to come up. “What happened in here?” Supervisor Rachel asked. “That man was the human I was looking for,” Judge Jackson replied casually, as if he hadn’t shot a man in the head who was only inches from my face. I was surprised. I had no idea he was a human and apparently neither did Ms. Harlow or Supervisor Rachel and Sarah. It got me thinking…I cleaned myself up, rinsing my mouth out in the sink and ensuring my hair was in place before I faced them again. I opened the door and wasn’t surprised when all eyes were on me. “I’m sorry,” I apolog
I never knew what a cold sweat was until that moment. I thought I experienced it when I was examined to determine what breeder level I’d be, but no. That was nothing compared to this. Sweat descended slowly down the back of my neck, damp the curly wisps at the hairline. From there, it traveled down my spine, trickling slowly like a lazy rain drop on a window. I had to say something. The longer I stayed silent, the more his smiled curled into a knowing grin. I licked my bottom lip before saying, “I guess…I guess you’ll find out in three days.”My eyes stayed on his face even as he toyed with me, flicking his gun between both hands as if he was playing hot potato. He finally stopped and holstered his weapon. “This should bring you peace of mind.” I raised an eyebrow in confusion. “You’ve met your potential executor face-to-face. You should be comforted knowing that I will be the one to pull the trigger if you’re not a pure bred wolf. It’s as the saying goes, ‘You rather the devil you
We approached what I assumed was a large room due to the ornate looming double doors that secured it. It was a heavy wood door with gold leafing for decor. Whoever was behind the door had to be important. I’d notice the door once before and took note of it. But by the time I passed the same location again, it was gone in the labyrinth known as Eden. I curse the individuals responsible for designing Eden. The doors cracked out open, creaking as it split in front of us. My anxiety was already sky high because we had no idea what waited for us on the otherside. What if they had been lying to us this whole time and our 18th birthday was actually today instead of tomorrow. I could see them justifying their treachery by telling us that they didn’t want to be cruel and wanted to put us out of the misery of waiting another day to discover our fate. I wouldn’t put it past them. We were herded in–our slippered feet barely making a sound louder than a whisper as we filed in one-by-one behind
I looked down at myself in a panic. I felt around my body, searching for a hole, searching for crimson blood. Nothing.Judge Jackson stood to my left. He was so close that it was impossible to tell where I started and he began. I turned, and my theory was confirmed when my lips grazed his cheek. He smiled at me genuinely, forcing my heart to play hopscotch in my chest. Gunshots continued to erupt around me, followed my the deafening drop of bodies, yet, none of those bullets struck me. “Why? Why am I still alive?” I whispered.Judge Jackson straightened to his full height and left my side to assess the death and destruction. I stayed in place but did the same, observing my dead sisters that laid on the floor. Some of them were clearly mutations. One of the girls, Mariah, had a wing sprouting out of her back. Another girl, Tamara, grew an extra eye in the middle of her forehead. Other girls appeared normal, and I suspected they didn’t have wolves like me.But if that’s the case, then
I shifted on my feet as the lengthy mating selection commenced. I’d since learned the men who were mask were from nobility and high-ranking status. As one might believe, they mostly chose Breeders from Group A. Some selected girls from Group B, but I silently rejoiced in the fact that they would never pick me. One of the masked wolves strolled back and forth between Breeder Group A and Breeder Group B. He reminded me of an apex predator who was on the prowl for his next prey. He stood tall and statuesque with bulking muscles that strained against his uniform top. Surely he’d pick a Breeder from Group A. They were guaranteed to produce pure and healthy offspring. A pair of boots landed in front of me. My eyes slowly slid up and connected with dark pools of malice. The girls in the other groups gasped and started to whisper loudly to each other about the noble’s uncanny interest in me. “Quiet!” Regulator Monroe yelled, reminding us that we were to remain silent. The noble wolf reach
My nose wrinkled and at the disheveled and unkempt male in front of me.He was older with a beer belly. His beard was patchy and he had a stain on the front of his shirt that didn’t look recent. His teeth were enough to give me nightmares for the rest of my life.It was obvious this wolf didn’t care about his hygiene and appearance. My mind was trying to process how he felt comfortable presenting himself in front of noble and high-ranking officials as he was. If he didn’t care enough about himself and reputation, then he surely wouldn’t care about me. The thought of having to lay down with the man and producing a child was revolting. I could barely stand being a few feet in front of him, let alone have him between my legs and laying on top of me. The smell of alcohol was overwhelming, forcing me to take a step back from him. This can’t be my life. I’ll gladly take a bullet before I let this man choose me! They love to tell us that we don’t have a choice, but that’s not true. There’s
JacksonMy fingers clenched around the steering wheel as I drove to the prison. I’d been anxious since Imani rejected me earlier when I proposed marking her, and my anxiety shot through the roof when Andrew swaggered into my office with his shit-eating grin.I hated Andrew–always had. He offered nothing to bettering our society. If anything, he made it significantly worst by injecting his arrogance and cruelness like a noxious fume. He’d been cruel since he was a child in Oasis. Some might say Oasis made him that way, but I knew better. He was born unapologetically evil and that evil festered like a puss-filled wound. Andrew was a coward and resigned to being a noble who could skate by and live his life untouched behind his gilded gates. I didn’t hold a disdain towards nobles–I came from the same noble bloodline as him; however, I looked down on those who felt the rules didn’t apply to them and that the world owed them for simply breathing. They dressed to the nines for their fancy
JacksonI was about to shut down for the day when the door to my office flung open and the last person I’d hoped to see strolled in like he owned the fucking place. I held back a sigh and glanced at my watch. Who the hell let him out of confinement?“You don’t look thrilled to see me,” Andrew said. I stared at him and my lip curled in disgust when he sat his uninvited ass in an arm chair. “I’m sure you received the same reaction from your breeder,” I quipped. “Fuck you!” my brother barked, turning red in anger. I watched unimpressed as he attempted to restrain himself from shifting. His claws digging into the arms of the chair proved he was doing a horrible job. “I lost my breeder because of you!” he spat.“Correction, you lost your breeder because of you. The courts determined that your actions and long-term abuse physical and emotional abuse to your breeder was so egregious that she could no longer remain in your care.” I leaned across the desk. “Do you know how much of a sick mo
Imani“Imani? Can you hand me three of the 100 milliliter syringes?” Dr. Hemsworth requested. I turned around and collided with the metal tray that held the syringes and nearly toppled the tray and its contents over. Thankfully, I righted the tray at the last minute. “My word. Is everything okay, Imani?”“I-I’m fine,” I rushed out.I’m not fine. Jackson offered to mark me!I never responded to him–at least not verbally. Jackson offered to mark me and I ran out of his office like a bat out of hell, and didn’t leave my bedroom until it was time for him to drive me to the prison.We remained silent during the car ride, and the hard set of his jaw made me believe he took my fleeing as rejection, but that wasn’t the case. Marking between male wolves and their breeders was…unheard of.Many generations ago, it was a normal rite of passage for mated couples to mark each other. But due to the war with the humans and the declining wolf population, marking was a ritual that was no longer practi
Imani“Because I leave in a few days for a mission.”I dropped the plate I was washing in the sink. “What did you say?”“I must leave for a recon mission in a few days. I’ll be living amongst the foul beasts.” My brows crinkled in confusion. “The humans?”“Precisely,” he confirmed. “But that’s dangerous. You can’t go,” I protested. “It’s my job, Imani.”“I’m coming with you,” I said without thinking. Deep laughter rumbled from Jackson, and I couldn’t blame him. My suggestion was asinine, but I was desperate. What if he didn’t return?“I’m afraid that’s not feasible, Imani.”“What do you have to do on this mission?” I asked, following him out of the kitchen to his office. “Did I forget to mention that it was a top secret mission?” he said, teasing me because he knew it would get under my skin.“Can you be serious?” I asked in frustration. He eyed me cautiously as he sat in his office chair. I stood in front of his desk and glared at him until he motioned for me to sit in the chair
JacksonI growled at the screen as I turned the pancakes in the pan. I was on the sixth episode of Bleed With Me, and I was cursing every single second of enjoyment I gained from the sordid show. “Screw her for introducing me to this show,” I grumbled. “And screw King Westin for intentionally sending the prince on a wild goose chase. I swear to–”“Good morning,” Imani greeted breezily as she entered the kitchen. I fumbled with my cell phone and nearly dropped it in pancake batter. I caught it before I faced an early-morning crisis and shut off the show before she could figure out what I was up to. “Are you okay?” she questioned as she approached the coffee maker. “I’m fine.”“You don’t look fine.”“I look better than you,” I teased lightly, smoothing down her curls that had tangled from her wild sleeping.“Ouch,” she commented with a roll of her eyes as she poured herself a cup of coffee. “I should be saying that. Is there a reason you sleep so violently?”“I think it has something
Imani“Here…put this on,” Jackson said, offering me one of his shirts. I accepted it without hesitation and pulled it over my head. I wasn’t surprised when the shirt swallowed me whole and stopped at my knees.“Would you like a late-night treat?”My interests piqued. He’s being so…nice. I hope Nice Jackson is here to stay. I don’t know how I’ll feel if he turns into an asshole again. Especially with how far we’ve come. He snapped his fingers, drawing me back to the conversation we were having. “Um…yes, I would like a treat.”He nodded. “I’ll be back shortly.”Jackson left and I returned to my bedroom to retrieve my laptop and headphones. I’d started the next episode of Bleed With Me while I waited for his return. I was so immersed in the show that I hadn’t noticed his return ten minutes later. Strong fingers tapped my shoulder and I was surprised to find Jackson hovering above me with two steaming mugs in his hands. I removed the headphones and apologized. “Too much television can
Imani“I need more, Jack.”The words had tumbled out of my mouth faster than I could have ever imagined. I was past pretending–past shame and embarrassment. I needed Jackson, and I’d worry about how our dynamics would change in the morning. He kissed me again, and the smoldering fire in my belly turned into a raging inferno. I fell back against the pillows and my legs parted instinctually. “Your wish is my command,” he whispered against my lips.I sharply inhaled when his fingers ran between my folds. My legs trembled around his thick body and he grinned wolfishly. “So sensitive, Little Lamb. And so wet. Let me show you.”He raised his fingers in the darkness of the room that was bathed by the moonlight. His fingers glinted with my arousal for him. My jaw slackened when he eased a dripping finger toward his mouth. His pink tongue slid out for a taste while the anticipation was killing me. My hips rolled–searching for contact. I whimpered when my clit scraped across the front of his
Jackson“You wanted me to hear you, Little Lamb. So…here I am.”“It was an accident,” she tried arguing, pulling the sheet tight around her. I inhaled deeply and released a shuddered growl. My wolf, Rowan, threatened to make an appearance–the need to mate was enough to bring him out of hibernation. “This was no accident, Little Lamb; you wanted me to hear you.” She shook her head furiously. I grinned. “I knew you were in heat since the moment I opened my eyes this morning.”“You…you did?”“I did,” I replied painfully, trying to concentrate on not losing myself to my primal side–the side that wanted to consume her, uncaring of her comfort or pleasure.She has no idea how difficult it was riding in a vehicle with her!“Why didn’t you say anything?” she questioned. It took me several seconds to reply because my eyes were transfixed on her hard nipples poking through the thin sheet that hid her body from me. “Because…I wanted to see how how long you’d go before asking for help, and you
ImaniMy top teeth drove into my bottom lip as the vampire lovers passionately kissed on the screen. My throat felt tight and dry as the raw passion between the forbidden couple from warring covens intensified. I snatched my champagne glass off the coffee table and guzzled it down, hoping it would provide relief. Instead, the room seemed to become warmer and it felt harder to breathe.Truthfully, I’d been warm since I stepped into Judge Max and Mary’s residence. I was grateful when Jackson removed my coat because I was sweltering. I didn’t say anything about the temperature in the home because we were guests and I didn’t want to be difficult.But now I feel like I’m on fire.My mouth gaped when the male lead crammed his face between the female lead’s legs. She writhed on the bed, moaning and twisting her fingers in the black satin sheets.“Are you okay, Imani?” Mary asked, pausing the show. “I-I’m fine,” I stuttered. I snatched my eyes away from the screen and focused on my lap. “Yo