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Chapter 33: Lance.
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2021-11-05 06:03:45I couldn’t leave things as they were, I felt bad for snapping at her and then after she yelled at me, I realised she was right. My jealousy got the better of me and I lost control of my senses. I don’t want to lose her friendship and although I know we agreed that nothing is to happen between us, the idea of her being interested in anyone else drives me insane. In the deepest recesses of my soul, she is mine and I will not let anyone else have her.
But all she is willing to give me is her friendship so I either have to convince her to give me a chance or give up and try to convince myself to accept just being friends.
I enter my bedroom and strip off as I head into my bathroom for a shower. Today was a rough day, it was the first time I have performed surgery on a living subject and all I can do now is hope that I did a good enough job to prevent the mare from going lame.
If this surgery proves successful it will form the base for my entire new busin
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He throws his head around trying to get the halter off, but I simply pull on the rope and turn his head down to the left which makes him turn his body left and begin to walk backwards. I release the rope tension slightly and he races forward again. I pull back and he walks back, I release, and he jolts forward. I repeat this many more times until finally he stops jolting forward each time I release, but he still tries to buck me off on occasion. After twenty more minutes, he finally tires and stands completely still in the center of the pen. I lean forward and pet his neck whispering calming words in his ear, his ear flicks indicating he hears my voice and that is enough for me. I gently press my heels into his hocks, and he walks forward as I wanted, I tug the rope left and he moves left until we reach a section of the fence where I can climb off of him. I climb down and keeping my hand on him I move to his head where I remove the end of the rope from his no
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Something isn’t right with Lance. During the year after he returned from rehab, things had gotten better, he hadn’t been as angry or quick to lay the blame down on someone, then two months ago the news of the deaths of the Royal family of Tigrivale broke over the news and something in him changed. He became distant from me and reduced our interactions to the bare minimum. It hurts that he has turned his back on our friendship without an explanation, not a single word, but I don’t want to give up on him. I have seen glimpses of the true him in there and I don’t want to lose him to the darkness again. Whatever is playing on his mind to push him to do this I want to be there to help him through it. Tonight, we are all going to the bar to enjoy a well-earned night of fun and I want Lance to join us to bond with the men. I know he can’t drink any alcohol, but he can at least enjoy himself for a few hours. Knock! Knock! “Enter.” “Evening Sir.”
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The woman he was with sits up and my blood boils when I see, Tammy. She has good looks and a nice body, slim but not a stick, and blonde hair that reaches just past her shoulders. What makes me angry though, is that he is keeping her around when everyone knows how much she sleeps around, and I cannot understand why he is staying with her. I know Lance, and deep down he hates this type of girl because he values loyalty in relationships. So why is he so focused on her? Does he think he can change her? She smirks at me and walks naked into Lance’s bathroom showing off everything and making me want to throw up my breakfast. To avoid looking at her any longer I turn away and my attention is drawn back to Lance. He has already put his jeans on and is now putting on a shirt with his back turned to me. That’s when I see it, his birthmark, and it’s beautiful. It’s an image of a horse rearing up proudly, but what is unique about it is the feathers and
Last Updated : 2021-11-08Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 37: Lance.
Well, today took an unexpected turn indeed. However, as I continue to do battle with this stallion, I find I feel more alive than ever. Something about this fine specimen of a beast is calling to me on a primal level and I am drawn to him. As he rights himself after throwing us both to the ground, I see that he is more winded than before, so ensuring I have a secure lock of my legs around his body I lean forward to whisper in his ear. “Calm down, no one will harm you, you are safe. But you are going to do some serious damage to yourself if we continue like this for much longer.” He huffs and bucks a couple of times hoping to dislodge me but fails. “Come on, do you not want a nice warm bed and a good meal?” “Pfffbbfbfbfbffff.” “I take that as a yes, come, it’s this way.” I tug on the rope hoping to turn his head in the direction of the stable, and he does as directed. “That’s good, easy, one step at a time.” He s
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She lets out a small whimper of disappointment when I stop rubbing her but the moment, I plunge my cock inside her she moans in pleasure and throws her head back breaking our kiss. I grunt as I pump in and out of her, relishing the feeling of being surrounded by her warmth and watching as she gradually comes undone before me. Her hands grip my shoulders as I pick up speed and drive my length into her over and over and over until finally her walls clench around me and she cries out in ecstasy. “Aaaaahhhh Oh My, Lance!” That is my undoing, hearing my name on her lips as she comes is a dream come true and I pull out at the last instant shooting my seed onto the hay below us. She doesn’t know this, but I only have sex bareback with her. Never in all my other conquests have I allowed myself to fuck a girl without a condom on. Only for Rayne will I do this, and I only pull out because we are not ready to become parents, it would not be fair to her or the child. Onc
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I don’t understand him anymore, for months he has ignored me unless it was related to the ranch, and now this. I can still feel his touch, taste his kisses, he is everywhere inside me and around me. After a restless night thinking about what happened in the stables, I can’t deny what I feel for him anymore, it’s painful to admit it but too painful to lie to myself any longer. Better to admit it and move past it, than continue as I am now, I won’t allow him to hurt me anymore. This morning I have decided I am going to confront him and tell him that from now on everything has to remain strictly professional and if not then I will quit and move out. As I wander down to the kitchen, I hear Anton busy making Lance’s breakfast, so I decide to go in and say good morning, but upon entering I don’t see him, I see Tammy with her hand hovering above a glass of water. “Oh, I thought you were someone else.” “Hmpf sure you did.” I frown at her bitch
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Just as I exit the front doors, I skid to a halt as I come face to face with two people I have never seen before. There is a woman who stands at around 5’ 8” with Blonde hair tied back in a bun, with a loose messy fringe. She has a curvaceous figure but is not overweight, she is simply shapely, and her arms and legs are toned showing that she exercises often. Her green eyes seem to glow with an intensity I have never seen before, and she has an air of regality about her. The man beside her is taller standing at about 6’ and he has jet black hair that is cut short but has a little length on the top. He is muscular and has a broad chest but a trim waist, his blue eyes are striking and remind me of the sky. “I am sorry, but we have a medical emergency right now, if you are here to request a horse, I must ask that you come back another time.” I address them in a slightly rushed manner and hope they don’t take any offence. “Oh, that is quite alright, we ar
Last Updated : 2021-11-11Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 41: Lance.
Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!Ugh that noise again, why can’t that woman turn of an alarm?My thoughts are jumbled, and I am struggling to focus.Why can’t I move my body?My body feels heavy, and I struggle to open my eyes. Finally, it begins to respond, and my eyelids open but the bright light makes me snap them closed again. I squint and try to make out the features of my room.I open my eyes wider as they begin to adjust and finally can make out the grey walls and white ceiling, I assume I am in bed since I can feel a soft surface beneath my back.Gingerly I turn my head to my right, and I can see computers and monitoring equipment which I now recognise as the source of the beeping.Why is there hospital equipment in my room?As this thought passes through my mind I turn to my left and look down to my side. My breath stills in my lungs as I see who is there, her red hair splayed out around h
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I am standing with King Thrane listening to him prattle on about some issues with trade having difficulty entering and leaving his Kingdom when my eyes wander across the crowd looking for Rayne. My gaze meets hers across the room and just the mere sight of her helps ease the boredom and annoyance I am feeling having to stand here with Thrane. The man is insufferable. I am ashamed to admit that there was once a time when I acted just as pompous as him with arrogance added in for good measure. Unfortunately, I need him as an ally, so I am forced to listen and play nice with him. But my eyes continue to follow Rayne as she is drawn to join the dancers. My conversation is forgotten when the children all surround her and join in with the dancing creating quite a show. All of the mingling guests pause in their conversations to stop and watch which is simply phenomenal. All of these Nobles and Royals are standing simply watching my wife dance with the kids of some of them, while she is o
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A shadow passes over Drakes’ features, and I wonder if he is recalling something bad. It’s difficult to determine if this is a personal memory or one of Ash. I reach out and pat his arm which snaps him out of his thoughts, and he smiles at me. “Sorry. But don’t let us keep you from speaking with the others. You have many people to meet with today. We can catch up any time.” I nod and take Lance by the arm. He leads me through the crowd some more before a server calls out to us. “Majesties, Lords and Ladies please make your way to your seats, the banquet is about to begin.” Everyone is quickly seated, and the servers promptly appear with plates of food for everyone. Each meal has been carefully arranged to meet the dietary needs of each Kingdom, and from what I see as I glance around the room everyone is pleased with their meal. “Was this your design Rayne?” I lean closer to Lance to make sure our conversation remains private. “Of course. As Queen, I need to be aware of any sli
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Taking the blood oath with Lance was something I never could’ve imagined. The feeling that pulsated through me as his blood mixed with mine was like being encompassed with pure heat that I could follow through my veins. Then I had to drink from the chalice and that feeling spread through my organs completing the process. Tim and Simon tried to explain it to me so I would be prepared but this feeling is nothing like what they described. And despite the intense heat, I do not feel any form of discomfort, instead, I feel safe, protected, and strong. Once I get my bearings, we complete the ceremony, and my crown is placed on my head. It feels strange and there is a weight to it despite how dainty it looks. So far, I have managed to progress to this point by focusing on each step but when Lance presses his lips to mine to seal the ceremony with our kiss, he lights a fire within me so fierce I have to grip his arms to remain standing. I am now his wife and the Queen of this Kingdom. But
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As I wake the next morning, I turn over to reach for Rayne, but instead, my hand falls onto cold sheets and I find a note with my name on it. My King, It’s our wedding day. Thank you for such a wonderful night. I would have loved to give you a kiss this morning, however, I cannot allow you to see me before the ceremony, so I slipped out while you slept. See you at the altar. Love Rayne. I groan knowing she is right, but my body wants her, and this is going to be torture having to wait. Reluctantly I drag myself up and groggily survey the room, I find all my clothes for the day are neatly arranged around the room ready. I head to the bathroom to shower and shave so that I am presentable today. When I exit with only a towel around my waist I hear knocking on my door. “Enter!” I call out and, in walk all the male staff ready to help me dress for the day. Three hours later I am ready in my royal blue three-piece suit, complete with a white shirt and crimson red paisley waistcoat
Equivale: Finding His Heart - Book two Chapter 73: Lance.
I wasn’t expecting Lilli to announce her departure so soon but as I look into her eyes, I can see she is missing her son and no doubt there are other pressing matters for them to attend to. “Of course. Say hello to that young boy of yours for us. I hope you will honour us with your presence at the wedding?” Lilli smiles and her eyes twinkle like emerald gems. “Of course, we will be here! Royal weddings are a big event, and I would be distraught to miss yours.” I grimace a little knowing that I never attended hers which makes me begin to feel awkward. But in true Lilli style what she does next puts me completely at ease about it. “Honestly Lance, do you really think I would be upset about you missing my wedding? The last thing I wanted to do was taunt you by parading Drake in front of you. And also, I knew your father wouldn’t allow you to attend because of how things turned out. So, in short, you are forgiven for not attending an event you weren’t even informed of.” I smile and
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I place my hand on his and give him a gentle squeeze. “What do you need from me?” He looks into my eyes and reaches over to cup my cheek. I lean into his touch and meet his gaze waiting for his answer. “Would you be willing to attend the hearing with me? I won’t make you watch his sentence if you don’t want to, but I would feel better having you with me while I confront him.” “Of course. Let me dress a bit smarter to match the occasion and I will do whatever I can to help.” His shoulders sag in relief and I place a kiss on his cheek. “I may be new to this and have a lot to learn about how I can support you. But I am willing to learn and do what I need to. Whatever you need.” “Thank you, Rayne.” I head upstairs to change and then return to the kitchen twenty minutes later in a dress suit. Lance smile in appreciation and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek so he won’t mess up my makeup. He then leads me to the large conference room where the other officials are waiting for us. Tak
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We party into the early hours of the next morning and when everyone finally disperses to their own homes, the sun is just beginning to rise on the horizon. I love seeing Lance to happy and almost completely carefree. I know the fate of his brother must be weighing on him along with the new added pressure of being king. But I also know that he will be a great king now that he is being given the chance. Yes, he was almost king of Dracovia, but I don’t think he would have been able to settle there. Something deep inside me is telling me that he was never meant to rule with her. That their alliance between the two countries is stronger for them not being a couple. I could just be projecting my own feelings but somehow, I don’t think that that is the case. Lilli is lovely and so open about everything that happened, yes there are things I don’t know about their time together but if I am honest with myself I don’t need to know. It’s their past and it should remain that way. I feel Lance
