POLLEN’S POV
I stared at him, dumbstruck. He froze, then sat up abruptly to look under the sheets —just like I did. “Damn it!” I heard him curse and shut his eyes tight. “What have you done to me?” I screeched, at the same time jumping off the bed and racing around in search of my clothes. “What do you mean? I can’t even recall a thing” He muttered— his voice, hazy and exhausted. Then he sat on the edge of the bed to run his fingers through his hair. “ Ugh!—My head hurts” He groaned. But I didn’t care. I was too confused to give a hoot. “My dress!” I said frantically, pulling on the white duvet that was wrapped around my body. “ Where is my dress?” I asked again, not looking at him. My eyes were too busy rummaging the suite to do that. Furthermore, I was too embarrassed to look at him even if I wanted to. “ How am I supposed to know?” Was his rude reply. He got off the bed and staggered to the restroom. *** RAYMOND’S POV Once I made it to the restroom, I ran my hands through my hair, then tossed the entire mess backwards. But it didn’t take long before they all fell back in my face. My head was clamped, so I rested in front the mirror for some moments, scooping up handfuls of water from the running faucet. I splashed my face with it repeatedly, and tried to calm down. I didn’t even want to go into the bedroom right now and see her. Not like I was being an avoidant, I just wasn’t ready to talk about what happened last night. I would be late for my morning meeting. The fuzziness in my mind had subsided. After staring at my reflection in the mirror lazily for a few more moment, I walked back to the room. “ I wanted us to talk about last night, but there is somewhere I need to be presently” I spoke in a muffled voice as I dried my hair with a towel. “So I will give you my —” A frown of confusion crept on my face when I took the towel off my face and found no one in the suite. “ Where did she go?” I wondered aloud as I walked around searching for her. “ Why did she leave like that?” I asked myself. The doorbell rang, interrupting my train of thoughts. I threw the towel around my broad shoulders and went to get it. “Good morning Mr. Raymond” The suite attendant greeted me with a coy smile, and I nodded. When I noticed she was forever going to remain in the same position gawking at my bare body, which just a towel draped around the waist, I asked her to come in. She blinked awkwardly and mouthed, “Thank you” Her smile broadened as she rolled in the rail of suits. Without wasting time, I took out a Navy suit and pants before sending her away. I threw the clothes on and grabbed my phone by the bed stand. Just when I was about to head out, my eyes caught a neck piece in the rumpled bedsheets. I took it out slowly and raised it up to take a closer look, it was an almond shaped pendant carved out of gold. I left the suite and strode down the little foyer that led to the elevator. Once I was in the elevator, I flipped through my phone. I had missed tons of calls from my mum. I smirked at how she must be dying of curiosity, too bad she would have to wait until I finished with the endless meetings I would be having that day. The elevator dinged and I stepped out. I walked through the reception hall, sparing a glance here and there as the workers greeted me. When I etched closer to the exit, the auto revolving door flung open and I stepped outside. Upon reaching my car, my driver opened the passenger door. I slid in, and he shut the door back before returning to his spot. The engine came to life, and we were out of the hotel premises in no time. I rubbed my temple gently when the thought of the previous night fluttered through my head, I could not stop myself from wondering what dating agent my mother patronised. How did she find a girl like that? She had always bragged about knowing my kind of women, but failed woefully at the only chance she got to prove that. As much as I dig civilised women, I also appreciate some sense of decency too. Getting down with me on a first date was a big turn-off. Yes, I was that archaic when it involves intimacy. Anything long term should be taken seriously, not hastened, not treated like a piece of filth. Furthermore, I was one of those few who believed that the talking stage should be challenging. I should be given room to chase, placed on my toes, teased, and my elasticity stretched to its limit. That was the only way I could savour the surge of excitement that came with conquering a woman. And the woman, or should I say the girl I met last night, was nothing like what I wanted. She was just like every other girl. I knew that when I saw the look of loss in her eyes the minute I said I wasn’t into her. She was so broken that she gulped glass after glass of wine without a second thought. If she had handled her emotions well, we wouldn’t have ended up in a suite. “Only God knows what happened,” I muttered to myself in sheer frustration. I shook my head and closed my eyes while leaning against the seat in frustration . I had a very long day ahead of me, which would be rounded up with a tirade of nagging from the woman who bore me by the time I go to see her. “ The Queen called,” Fred, my driver, announced. The Queen, that was what everyone who worked under us called my mother, formerly known as Matilda Beckham. Fred paused to peek at the mirror for my reaction. I nodded, urging him to go on. “She wants you to call her immediately you retrieve your phone from whatever dungeon you must have left it” He said and quickly added” Those were her exact words, Sir” I rolled my eyes and looked outside the window, this wasn’t the time for any of what he was saying. So I decided to distract myself, and at the same time meet up with my plans for the day. I brought out my iPad to work over the files my secretary submitted the previous day. That was until Fred spoke again. “ Isn’t that your date from last night?” He asked, peeking forward with great intent. “Keep driving” I growled, not lifting my head to look at the direction he was looking at. “ Why is she taking a bus though?” He inquired, and my hands folded into a fist. “ How can she take a bus, Fred? Do you know whose daughter that lady is?” “ Right. I’m sorry” He apologized and rested back in his seat. I sighed and went back to my work. But my phone started ringing. It was my mother again, I turned the face of the phone downwards and went on with what I was doing. *** POLLEN’S POV It was already 9:00am by the time I got to my street, so I asked the Taxi to stop a few houses away from mine. Even though I knew the chances of me sneaking into the house without being caught was slimmer than a grapheme, I was ready to give it a shot. I clutched onto my purse and walked down the few blocks before mine. I lowered myself when I got to the plants hanging at the gate, taking cover under the flowers that adorned the front yard. In a short time, I was able to tiptoe into the yard. I took off my stilettos and held them in one hand. With the other hand, I inserted the key in the lock hole and quietly opened the door. Just when I thought I might get lucky, I was stopped by the sound of heavy breathing coming from my left side. I whirled around to find myself staring directly into my mother’s eyes. “ Mother!” I yelped and jumped backwards. “ Where are you coming from?” Her voice came out huskily.POLLEN ' S POV “Where are you coming from?” She asked again. Her voice rose in volume and panic set in. I fiddled with my fingers, not knowing what to say. I'd be dead if she finds out I spent the night with someone I was supposed to allure with my homely, yet seductive traits. Furthermore, I was also meant to show him how lucky he would be to have me as a partner, but what did I do? I ended up snagging him on the first night. What a perfect way to depict discipline. “I’m talking to you, Pollen!” She fired, and I was jilted back to reality. “I was at—” I stuttered. Then I paused to look at my little sister who was flipping through a fashion magazine behind our mother, hoping she could help me with words. Anything at all to buy some time. She was good at these things, telling lies and convincing our mother to buy every one of it. But Laura shook her head while mouthing something I couldn't comprehend. What the heck was she trying to say? My state of confusion deteriorated, I ope
POLLEN'S POV After a short nap that was supposed to help ease my mind, I woke up in pain instead. My head was hammering like it would split into halves.My eyes were still puffy, with streaks of dried tears hanging on the sides. Not wanting to leave the bed, I lay there for a few more moments, just staring at the roof.Seeing that I might remain in that supine position that felt like a trap, I rolled out abruptly.Laura wasn't in the room; she must have gone to work—the coffee shop down the street.I strode past her bed to the mini wardrobe we shared to get a pair of shorts and shirt. I showered and threw them on before going out to face my mother again. When I got to the living room, there was no one, but a noise from the kitchen caught my attention, and I went there.Laura didn't go to work as I thought; she was at the sink doing the dishes. Her entire body swayed to look at me when she heard my footsteps. “No work?” I asked calmly and reached for the fridge handle. “No. Decided t
RAYMOND'S POV Natasha still had the same long blonde hair; it fell on her shoulders. She was wearing a light blue top over black pants and high heels. Her sassy signature smile brightly plastered on her face as she approached us. When she saw me, her blue eyes sparkled even more.“Raymond!” Her hands flew to her mouth as those blue orbs widened. “I can't believe my eyes!” She squealed and darted towards me.Mother giggled by my side, and I could tell she was ecstatic. She has always had this obsession with me and Natasha being a thing. It was so strong that I ended up believing I was into the girl as well, that she was the one for me. I was confident we were meant for each other, but it was all a mirage that needed a little leap into adolescence for me to decipher. “You look so—” She held her breath to find the right word, but failed. Or maybe she was just too proud to admit what she wanted to say as usual. She has always been an egoistic person who was hard to please, someone who
RAYMOND'S POV “Let's get married,” she sputtered, and I froze. I was too astounded to say a word. “I know this sounds weird, and I am not in the position to say something like this, but—” “But what?” “I am willing to do anything to help you get that company,” she said with so much conviction. “What are you talking about?" I asked, still stunned, that she would propose such a thing. “You don't have to hide it; your mom told me everything,” she explained. “I know she did. Which was why you agreed to the date without a second thought?” “That’s not the case." Natasha paused to observe my face. “I know I messed things up when I chose Daniel, but you are whom I really wanted. And I only realized that when I moved to France.”She left her seat to meet me. “I still love you, Raymond—as a friend and romantically. And I will do anything to make you happy.” “Even bearing me a child?” I scoffed in disbelief. “You deserve to be CEO without this drama you are being dragged into. But sin
POLLEN'S POV It was barely three days after my last messy date, and my mother and Aunt Margaret had fixed another one.To avert what happened the last time, even though it wasn't entirely my fault, my mother drove me to the fine dining herself. “Let me see you walk in,” she said immediately I alighted from the car. When I came out of the car, she turned the engine off to watch me go inside. Her eyes didn't drift from me for a second, as I always found her staring every time I looked back. A text from her popped in when I took my place in the restaurant.“Don’t mess this up,” I read it in her voice. By the time I looked up, I saw her car driving away through the glass walls.I sat at the table reserved for my date, feeling restless and eager to get out of the premises. But leaving immediately will be dumb. I was very sure my mother would be lurking around somewhere to see if I would sneak out. After sitting for a couple of moments while fervently praying for my date not to show up. I
POLLEN'S POV “She hasn't had her menstrual cycle for the past two months and didn't even say a word to me. I had to find out from her younger sister." My mother sputtered to the doctor, who was massaging my stomach with the ultrasound transducer. The doctor, a woman in her late 30s, only smiled as her eyes remained stuck to the screen in concentration. “We suspected it might be some sort of infection causing a blockage, which of course can be embarrassing but—” Mother started again, and I had to interrupt. "Mother,” I muttered between gritted teeth, and she listened temporarily. “I don't understand why she would keep such a vital thing from me." She began again, and I had to struggle not to give an eye roll. “What do you expect?” The doctor smiled warmly. “Kids will always be secretive, especially when they are all grown,” she said, and my mother nodded in affirmation. The doctor paused for a while to have a proper look at the screen; she took the transducer off my belly and re
POLLEN’S POV “What do you mean by that?” My mother’s eyes narrowed in confusion as she asked with a look of disbelief on her face, her voice laced with a deep skepticism. “What do you mean by the man you met on the blind date got you pregnant? You didn’t go on the blind date, remember?” She pushed herself forward in her seat to look at me questionably.I couldn’t even look at her face from where I sat on the floor. “I—I did,” I blurted, bowing my head to fiddle with my fingers. “How?!” My mother yelled; she was losing it already. “Didn’t Aunt Maggie give her the wrong address?” Laura, who pretended to be watching TV but listened intently to our conversation, spoke up from the other couch. “I—” I stammered, looking away. “I went to the wrong address and met with the wrong person,” my mother exclaimed, sounding angry now. Laura, on the other hand, spun to look at me. “You had a one-nightstand with your wrong date?” Laura’s eyes almost popped. “You had a one-nightstand wit
POLLEN’S POV Finding his home was as easy as cheese, but no one warned us about the security men hoarding the premises. I stood at the corner, too ashamed to say a word as Mother fought the gigantic guards protecting the entrance. “You have to let us in!” My mother wailed, pushing against the guards, but none of them paid her any attention. They just stood there, stiff as rock. Her attempt at pushing past the guards to reach the gate and making loud noises made me cringe. When her attacks became unbearable, they tossed her back at every attempt to reach the gate. She kept screaming and cursing, so I held my breath in the corner until she took a recess—Patricia never retreats nor surrenders. She took a few steps away from them before looking at me, “Don’t just stand there! Help me out!” She beckoned me to move closer. “Look at her!” She said to one of the guards, who didn’t look like he gave a hoot. “Do you know who she is?” “No, mother. Don’t do this to me,” I begged, m