RhysI tried to stop thinking about Dawn and how she must have been feeling but it was impossible. I told myself that I didn't care, however, I had the triplets watch her like a hawk and report every single activity she partook in to me.I hated how they were treating her but it was all part of the plan. I sat at the head of the council table, staring blankly at them as they squabbled on. Ever since the Luna test, the meetings had been relentless, one after another, each more frustrating than the last. They never ceased to amaze me. No one wanted to acknowledge that Dawn was almost killed that day. They had tried to kill her during the test, and I had broken the rules to save her. But instead of punishing those responsible, they accused her of controlling me with potions. I allowed their accusations to continue, hoping to root out all the evil within the council. Most of them grated my nerves. They yapped on and on about the importance of a suitable Luna. They were happy that I, t
DawnIt didn't get better. Instead, it became dramatically worse. The false accusations kept on piling up each day. Instead of the pack to focus on the danger they could be in because of the rumors about the Crest and the frequent attacks at their border, they were focused on taking me down.Princess did everything she could to keep me from the truth but it didn't work. In her way of warning me to be careful, Mimi, the cook, told me everything. I was even accused of poisoning the children I rescued. Rumor also had it that I was insane and that I was blackmailing Rhys, which was why he made me his wife. They were insane and untrue, yet they affected me more than I could understand. I wallowed in it all. I'd even begun to lose appetite and energy for anything else. I only wished that the days would fly past and I'd be set free from my obligations to Golden Crest. I was over everything. But it was as if everything loved to mock me because instead of speeding up, the days slowed down.P
DawnIn the next few days, I discovered that my new reality wasn't as dreadful as I had imagined. The solitude was comforting, and the absence of constant hostility was a relief. I began to establish a daily routine, finding solace in structure and small achievements.Each morning, I woke up at dawn. The soft light streamed in through the small window of my room. I had no view to be amazed at but it was still good enough. I started my day with a brisk walk around the perimeter of my home; then I devoted time to working on merging both sides of my existence.I practiced shifting and controlling my wolf form, pushing myself to be faster, stronger, and more agile. It was a painful process, but the progress I made made me proud. It was the first time I'd dwelled alone and I was surprised at how peaceful it was. I could be myself and not try to be anything for anyone. I told myself that whenever I was set free from Rhys, I'd ask him for somewhere like this. Somewhere I could be alone.I
RhysI walked away from the shack where Dawn had been staying for the last few days, mad. Completely mad at myself and her for the control she had over me. I didn't want to care, yet, it seemed that caring was all I could do. It irritated me that I could sense when something was wrong with her. I'd already known that something was up before the triplets, whom I'd stationed to guard and protect her, mind-linked me this morning. I barely finished training with the rest of the pack before I came running. My excuse? Her absence from training. When all I wanted to do was see her. At least I hid how much I missed her well enough and she didn't notice that it was on the tip of my lips to confess how much I loved her presence and how sorry I was for using her as a trap.I couldn't wait for the whole ordeal to be over. I couldn't wait for the fools who plotted her downfall and tried to kill her at the Luna test to fall into my trap. They were going to regret being born.After doing a few ins
DawnMy throat was as dry as a desert. My stomach grumbled like thunder. The slightest shove was going to send me crashing down and unable to get up. Yet, I couldn't stop trudging forward.Nothing would stop me from getting home quickly enough to complete my errands. Because, I knew what awaited me if I didn't make it home on time. It had happened before. That day, I collapsed from exhaustion on the way home. No one cared though, no one searched for me. I laid on the path that was very close to the family house until I awoke the next morning.At first, I was confused and very disoriented. My head hurt and so did my whole body. I could barely lift myself off the dusty ground, but I somehow made it happen.And when I finally got to the front door, all hell let loose. This is not the life Mother envisioned for us. She told me the best stories. We imagined the best of lives. But she died and her stories and hopes went with her.From then, I began to hate my existence. I hated that I was
DawnWhen I opened my eyes, I found myself still sprawled in the same position on the floor in the now empty living room. I groaned as I slowly pushed myself upright. My entire body throbbed with glaring pain.The hunger pangs hit hard; I hadn't eaten all day. Once again, exhaustion pulled at my limbs causing me to fall back.I laid back, closed my eyes and tried to will the pain away. But it wasn't subsiding. My nose picked up the scent of food. It teased my senses and mingled with the echoes of laughter from the kitchen. Bitterness and hatred simmered within me. My wolf growled angrily. It could still sense my mate's scent, but something about it had changed."Looks like she's finally awake," sneered my step-sister. The laughter abruptly stopped. I had to fight the urge to react. That bitch. I wanted to stab her in the eyes and destroy her beautiful face. She'd done a lot of things to me but this was the worst betrayal ever.She was so greedy. From the moment Grace married my f
Dawn As soon as I was inside the forest, I shifted to my wolf form. I couldn't recognize myself or my wolf. I wanted to howl out, but the fear of being hunted had me running. Then hunger came. I tried to ignore it until I began to feel dizzy. And so for the first time in my existence, I hunted by myself and ate to my fill. I wanted to be as far away from them as possible. I wanted blood. I wanted to spill all their blood. I could feel my humanity slipping away and I loved it. I ran, a blur through the night, feeling the wilderness beckoning. The moon watched silently as I tore through the forest, my senses heightened, and my instincts untamed. I ran until I was bored of it. I transversed the forests but found myself unable to cross into another territory because I was still bonded to the pack. I was losing my mind. I knew it. I loved it. I wanted to go fully rogue. I'd always been weak but this gave me power. I ran until I felt a change in the air and a delicious scent. I'd cro
DawnI jolted up from a very upsetting nightmare. I was alone, naked, and in an unknown place. My gaze hastily flitted around the room and tried to piece together what may have brought me here.My eyes landed on a pair of freshly folded clothes, then on a note that was on top of it. I slowly reached for it. As soon as I touched it, a familiar scent hit my nostrils and everything that happened last night returned with a bang. My hands flew to my chest as I tried to suppress the memories of his hands on me. It was like I could feel every touch from his powerful hands. His voice rang in my head. I remembered his command, my madness and suddenly I remembered the most important thing.I should be dead. That man was supposed to kill me after everything. Everyone knows that you don't give a rogue a chance to live. Rogues couldn't think straight. They only had an appetite for death and nothing more. But then, I didn't feel any of the anger that threatened me implode within me last night. I