A person who trust no one now, once trusted someone too much.
ATHENA
I was looking at her constantly. She was looking very beautiful in her blue gown just like a fairy. She turned around when she saw me looking at her and frowned.
"Why aren't you ready till now?" She asked me.
I didn't replied and signaled the stylish to leave us alone. They all walked out of the room and closed the door behind them. I walked towards her and asked.
"Are you happy lia?".
She looked at me with a smile and replied.
"Don't worry thea i am happy with this marriage "
"Are you sure" i asked.
"Yes, Lance is really a nice guy. People may think that he is arrogant, rude and cold hearted but trust me he is not like that." She replied.
I saw a spark in her eyes which i never saw before while she was talking about Lance. I sighed and nodded my head. If my sister is happy then i don't have any problem. At that moment i realized this is an arranged Marriage but my sister had already fallen for him.
"Promise me if he hurts then you are going to tell me about it and i swear i will make his life a living hell" i spoke Seriously.
She laughed at my serious expression and spoke.
"Don't worry i will let you know and then we both will make his life living hell."
I laughed at her words. After sometime she started speaking again.
"You have grown into a beautiful lady and i am so proud of you "
I smiled at her
"I should go and get ready " i spoke and turned around to walk out of the room.
I entered my room and saw a beautiful white dress lying on the bed. It is the same dress that Evelyn choosed for me. I sighed and started getting ready for this so called engagement party.
I wore the white dress. It is a beautiful white dress with long tail. I paired the dress with diamond earrings. I wore a white heels which went with the dress. I did a simple but elegant makeup and applied a red lipstick. I paired my outfit with a pearl clutch and tied my hair in a beautiful bun.
I looked like a Angel but in reality i am reincarnation of devil. After i was satisfied by look i walked downstairs where the engagement party is looking to be held. Our house was beautiful decorated. The whole staircase was decorated by flowers and candles. The room was also decorated beautifully.
The room was filled with guests and most of the people came here to impress the Paulsen and Hamilton. It was more like a business meeting than a engagement party. I took a glass champagne from the nearby waiter and stood in the corner so that i can observe everyone. After sometime Amelia walked into the room with a smile.
She was looking very beautiful. If she was here then she would have been happy to see Amelia getting engaged. My eyes started burning when i remembered her but i controlled my emotions as i didn't want to cry or make any scene. She walked towards a man and stood beside him. He was a very handsome man. He had an arrogant look on his face and no one dared to come near him. And he was none other than my future brother- in-law Lance Hamilton!!!
After few minutes all of sudden Lance went on his knee and proposed Amelia with a diamond ring. I rolled my eyes and continued drinking.
Seriously!!!! What a wonderful drama. Everyone knows that it is arranged Marriage so what is the need for all this.
I felt like someone was standing beside me and when i turned my face i saw Evelyn was standing with a glass of wine. She was looking very sexy in her silver satin gown. Her hair was tied in a stylish way.
"So did you liked the drama?" She asked. I smiled at her and replied
"It was marvelous "
She is the only one who knows me better than anyone. We are very close and thinks alike.
After the so called proposal a engagement cake was brought to be cut. It was a beautiful engagement cake with a ring on top of it. I must say the chef has done a wonderful job.
After few hours I was bored and i was already on my third class of champagne. I am not scared to get drunk because I am high tolerance to alcohol. I was looking around the room when my eyes fell on a very handsome man. I have seen many handsome men but he was different. There was some unknown force which was pushing me towards him. But what attracted me to him was the way he was looking at Amelia. He didn't looked happy and there was a sadness in his eyes.
I didn't even realized when i started walking towards him. He was standing beside the bar and was drinking . I walked towards and sat on one of the stools.
"Hey, you look sad. Is everything ok???. I asked
"You are quite a observant but i am not in a mood to talk a spoilt brat" he replied rudely. I was taken aback by his words and i don't know why but i was kind of hurt. I don't care what people say about me but for the first time I was hurt with the words of a stranger.
I nodded my head and i stood up to walk. Suddenly i felt a warm hand on my wrist and when i turned i saw the same man stopping me from walking. For the first time I looked into his eyes. His eyes were the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen. It was blue and so beautiful that i can spend my whole day staring at it. I was brought back to reality when i heard him speaking.
"I am sorry for being rude. I really didn't meant it" .
"Its ok i can understand " i replied.
"If you don't mend you can give me a company "he spoke again.
I nodded my head and sat back.
"Hi i am Andrew " he spoke while forwarding his hand for handshake.
I took his hand and replied.
"Athena"
"Athena like the goddess of wisdom " he tried to joke. I smile at him.
"So are you enjoying the party" i asked.
"Its quite boring you know" he replied.
"Well the feeling is mutual " i spoke while taking a sip of my drink.
After talking for few minutes i asked the question which i was dying to ask him
"If you don't mend can i ask you that why you were looking so sad before "
"Well i lost something , something very precious to me " he spoke sadly. I don't why but i felt pain in my chest when i looked at him. The feeling that i am having for this stranger is scaring me a lot.
"Oh i am sorry " i spoke.
"Its ok..."
Before he could complete his sentence we were interrupted by Amelia.
"Hey where did you disappeared. I was searching for you" she spoke to me and turned around to look at the person to whom is was talking. When i was about to reply her i was suprised by her next action.
She smile Andrew and gave him a hug.
"Hey" she greeted him. He looked at Amelia as if she is his whole world. I couldn't stop myself from asking her
"How do you know him"
"You don't know him" she asked .
I shook my head. He looks familiar but still i can't bring myself to remember him.
"Oh let me introduce you both Athena he is Andrew Knight and Andrew this is my baby sister Athena" she spoke happily.
Andrew Knight!!!! Holy crap another heir to a powerful family. No wonder why he looks so familiar.
He was looking at me as if he saw a ghost.
God!!!! I wish i never talked to him. Afterall he is the most famous playboy of New York. I excused myself from there and promised myself that I will maintain distance as much possible from the heir of the four powerful families of New York.
Always find time for the things that make you feel happy to be alive ATHENA I was sitting in my cabin and reading a boring medical file of my patient. I am waiting for my shift to complete so that i can go home. It has been almost 1 week since the engagement. Life is normal and boring for me till now. But i can't stop thinking about Andrew. He left a impression on me which i can't remove it from my mind. Those blue eyes haunt me every night. I didn't knew about Amelia and Andrew's relationship so i asked Evelyn about it. She simply said that they are just good friends and Amelia once saved Andrew's life. But i know better than anyone else that they are not friends maybe my sister take him as a friend but Andrew doesn't. Anyways i don't care until and unless he doesn't creat any trouble for my sister. I sighed and looked at my watch again it was past 8. I looked at the file and covered my face with my hand. I can't handle it anymore so i closed the file and collected my things to le
Your first love is always alive and lives all the time in your heart. No matter how much you try to forget, it never goes away from your heart. ATHENA "What the hell are you doing here" i asked while glaring at him. "This is hòw you talk to your patient?" He spoke with a smirk. Jesus!!! He looks so damn hot. Wait!!! Did he say patient. My eyes widened in Suprise. I took a deep breath trying to control my emotions. I opened my eyes and gave him a professional smile. "Sorry sir for that" i spoke and opened his medical file. "I didn't knew that you're a doctor. I thought you were a entrepreneur " he speaks. "Well i am a doctor and a entrepreneur both." I spoke and continued to read his file. Thats interesting!!! I never knew thst he has a heart disease since childhood. I closed the file once i was done reading it. And started checking his pulse and heart rate. Everything seems normal. "Well for now you are fine but you need to stop taking unnecessary stress and rest as much as
ATHENA Today is such a beautiful day. Sun is shining brightly . I am sitting in our garden, looking at the beautiful flowers. It brought a smile on my face when i saw a butterfly and i was about to chase it when i saw a figure walking towards me. "Mom" i said when i saw the figure that was walking towards me. She is looking pretty as usual . She had a smile on her face . "Oh my sweetheart " she spoke while caressing my hair lovingly. I layed my head on her lap while she continues to caress my hair. "I am so proud of you my princess, you have grown into a very fine lady." She spoke with a proud smile on her face. "Really mom" i asked her. She nodded her head and kissed my temple. There is a sadness in her eyes . I don't know why she is sad. "Goodbye Athena " she spoke with tears in her eyes. "Mom" I wanted to stop her but i couldn't. I just sat there seeing her disappear slowly. Tears were streaming down my face. I was crying , wailing and calling out for my mother
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People will notice in any attitude towards them but they won’t notice their behaviour that made you change. ATHENA Dear diary I know you must be wondering why i always disturb you by writing my thoughts in you. But you're the only one who knows my darkest and deepest secrets. You should consider yourself lucky.😜😜 It has been almost 2 years since i last saw him. But still i can't forget him. Whenever i close my eyes i see his handsome face. In my nightmare i dream of him. His beautiful blue eyes haunt me every night. At first i thought that it was a crush but later on i came to know that it was beyond that. Anyways it doesn't matters now. Our life and destiny are different and will forever remain like that. But i hope that one day things will be different. Now i should go and start my day. Bye... With these close my diary. Earlier when people used to write diary i used to laugh on them but now things have changed. It has been only 2 years since i started writing diary.
ATHENAWe went inside and Evelyn eyes fell on the green house."Wow we have a green house here too." She excitedly spoke while dragging me towards it. At first i didn't want keep the green house because it remained me of her but then i didn't want to cut her off from my life completely. So i decided to design a beautiful green house. "Wow...we have a small sitting place too that's so cool. " Eve spoke when she entered the green house. Yeah i designed a small sitting place so that in morning i can have my coffee here while looking at the beautiful greenery. "Come let's go inside " i spoke. We entered the house and Eve eyes widened seeing our huge living room. The living room was spacious and white in color. Everything was white including the coaches. I coloured my house also in white. White symbolizes new beginning. And i want this house to be a new beginning in my life. After living for 2 years in Paulsen mansion i realized that now i need to move on and forget my past. I know i
ATHENAPeople say that we can never change our destiny or fate. Life is full of surprises. I really didn't care about it because i always thought that i will write my own destiny. My life is in my control. But for the first time i was proved wrong. I looked at the man sitting infront of me. I really want to strangle him with my bare hands. I looked down at the paper in my hand. I sighed and signed my name on the document. I felt like i wasn't signing my name but freedom. It was almost 1 month since that dinner party and everything was normal. I was really happy about it. My life was moving smoothly and i wished that my peace isn't disturbed. I really thought that everything is fine in my life until i was proved wrong. Today when i was signing some important documents the devil himself walked inside my cabin. And that devil is none other than the great Andrew Knight!!!I wasn't shocked to see him because i knew that he will contact sooner or later but the next thing what he did def
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Not all happy ending has a happy beginning. So don't get harder just because it gets harder. Stay vulnerable and be yourself and let those flaw shine. Because we all are no expert in love. We just need to love the process.ATHENAAfter our wedding ceremony we left for my hotel to get ready for our reception party. As soon as we reached the hotel Evelyn dragged me towards my room to get ready. The stylist did a great job on getting me ready within an hour.I am wearing a beautiful pink ball gown. I don't like pink color because it's too girly and i don't like girly stuff. But this pink color just made me fell in love with it."You look stunning " Evelyn complimented me. She is wearing a beautiful silver gown."May God fulfill all your happiness " Amelia and placed a kiss on my forehead. She is wearing a beautiful peach color gown. The gown is tight from the waist and that's why i can see the baby bump. It's just matter of few months an
She believed in dream but she also believed in doing something about them.....When prince charming didn't come, along she went over to the palace and got him.ATHENAOn special days we always remember the ones that really matter. Thats the reason I was missing my mom so much today because no is greater than the ones who created us. She might be far away but her memories will always stay alive in my heart and with these thoughts I stood at the entrance of the graveyard, steeling my nerves before entering my mother's final resting place.After mental gymnastics of close to five minutes I set foot inside and walked solemnly towards my mother's grave. Within few seconds I found myself standing in front of her grave. I kneeled down in front of her grave and placed a bouquet of red roses. Her favourite i don't want to make her sad."I miss you....i miss you so much especially today" i said"I wish that you were present today on my s
I fell in love with the light that his smile brought to my soul. And the way that his eyes made everything seems beautiful.ATHENAOne week later..... You know the feeling that when you are desperately searching for something but you are unable to find no matter how hard you try.Well that's what i am feeling right now. I feel so frustrated right now. I have like 1000th dresses but today i am unable to find a single proper outfit for the dinner.Today's dinner is very special. It's not only the monthly dinner but also a small celebration dinner. After all we have gone through i think we deserve to celebrate.And secondly, today i am going to meet Andrew after almost 1 week. After he got discharged from the hospital he went to his family. It's not like i was Forbidden to meet him but i didn't felt like meeting him in front of his family. His family has given me some wounds that will take some time to heal.That'
A lie doesn't become the truth, wrong doesn't become right and evil doesn't become good, just because it's accepted by majority.ATHENAI don't know when exactly i feel in love with Andrew. Maybe it was love at first sight or maybe i slowly and slowly fell in love with him. Well i have no idea about it. Actually no one can say exactly when they fell in love with their partner.It's just that when your definition of home changes from four walls to two eyes and a heartbeat you realize that you have fallen in love.I looked at the love of my life who is soundly sleeping. He looks so cute when he is sleeping. I can spent my whole life staring at his beautiful face and still won't get bored. He has become my new addiction. Actually a healthy one.I never knew what love is because i never experienced it.It's not that i was never loved but i just ran away from my loved ones like a coward. But now it all has changed and i am very glad
Your relationship doesn't need to make sense to anyone except you and your partner. It's a relationship not a community project.ATHENAWaitingSomething that i hate more than anything. But what option do i have right now.The hospital staff wheeled him inside the emergency room and told me to wait outside while they treat his wounds. I knew that if i waited outside the room then i will go mad by overthinking. So i decided to go and check on Amelia.She is sitting alone outside the operation room. She looks so broken and hurt. I sat beside her and placed my hand on her shoulder."Athena...." she cried out and hugged me tightly."Everything is gonna be fine..." i said."He is in these conditions because of me. " she said."Lia please calm down....." i consoled her.I hope Lance is fine. He is going to be father he has to be fine. People are right hospital walls have heard more prayers than churches. Because here people really prays to god to save there loved ones.I am ready to pay any
Loyalty is hard to find, Trust is easy to lose. Action speaks louder than words.Look out for people who look put for you. Loyalty is everything.ATHENAIt seems like I have officially lost my mind. This is not possible. How can I imagine him right now that too at the time in such a dangerous situation.For God's sake he is dead!!He is dead and he isn't coming back. I saw his dead body from my own fucking eyes. This can't happen.I took a few deep breaths and tried to erase him from my imagination. For a second the whole world disappeared and I only saw him walking towards me.And it was at that moment i remembered what Kate said'Enrique'Who is Enrique? Oh shit!! It's her boyfriend. But why is she calling him Enrique? He is not Enrique. He is Eric. Even if i have a memory loss i won't still forget his face. After all this is the same face that haunts me every night.
The world is full of monsters with friendly faces and angel with scars.ATHENAI don't know when i fell asleep but i woke up when I heard some commotion coming from downstairs. I rubbed my eyes and stretched my arms. When i saw the time it was 5 in the evening. I again heard some sound like something broke.What the hell is going on? I quickly wore my slippers and walked downstairs. My whole family is gathered in the living room like some family meeting is going on.I can feel the tension in the air. Everyone looks worried. Ashton looks furious. He looks like a blood thirsty breast right now which means something big happened when i was resting in my room. I saw broken vase on the ground.WTH?"Your only job was to protect her and you can't even do that properly....." Ashton yelled. At whom is he yelling? Till now my family are not informed of my presence. They all are too busy in something that they haven't seen me coming down."What happened?" I asked. Everyone turned towards. I can
Every bad situation will have something positive. Even the dead clock shows correct time twice a day. ATHENAI walked inside my room. It was so dark that you can hardly see anything. I closed the door behind me and leaned my back on it. I closed my eyes and took few deep breaths.Today was a very hectic day. I never expected the secret to be revealed like this. It was very unexpected. But i feel very light now. The constant fear of someone finding out the truth is gone now.I never wanted to keep secret from my family like these but i have to fulfill my mom's last wish. Well if i think properly i did fulfill my mother's last wish. She wanted us to have a proper family which we do now.Even though my family knows the secret but still we are together. And that's what makes us a family. No matter what is the situation your family will always support and protect you.I sat down on the bed
Don't talk to me about loyalty, I'm still here holding secrets for people who are throwing dirt on my name.ATHENAA WEEK LATER……Why is my life so complicated? Why can't i be happy for once. I looked down at the paper in my hand. It's the last thing that mom left me. I know I should destroy it. But i never had the heart to destroy the last letter my mother wrote to me.Whenever i feel very sad or when i miss her a lot i read this letter. Just like now...It has been almost one week since I talked to Andrew. And he kept his promise by not trying to contact me. But i really miss him. I really do...Tears rolled down my eyes. I really don't know what to do now.It was then i heard footsteps coming towards my room. I quickly wiped my tears. I folded the letter and then i thought where to hide it?Oh shit!!! If someone found these letter or read it then everythi