Today the soothsayer comes to visit. There are none left in this kingdom as George had them killed. He didn't like the idea that someone could be the future. He didn’t like that they could read special stones and see what the person asked. No, George didn’t like anything that was different from him.
Today is also the day Clara comes to court as my slave and not a princess. I have prepared fairly modest clothing for her. It’s a little low cut and will show off her breasts. I’m looking forward to seeing her in what I’ve prepared for her. She will look beautiful, I know it. Then I will take her back to my chambers and tear the clothing off her as I enjoy my sweet angel's body.
Heavens she does things to me. So many things. Her kindness, her mind, and her body all make her so attractive and beautiful. I’m so happy she is mine, all fucking mine. I don'
“What is it?” I ask as dread creeps inside my body. He looks up at me with somewhat sad eyes. “You have already found your Luna Queen, but you are losing her. If you don't stop her darkness you will lose her in the most tragic way possible. You must stop her from hating you. If her once admiration of you turns to hate, you will never get her back. You must save her from the hell you put her in. Oh, Alpha King, what have you done to her light? Her light is dying as the darkness consumes her. ” He looks back down at the stone then at me. He’s talking about Clara. I know he is. She admired me? I’m losing her like Nora said I would. “You killed her hope, her dreams, and now she feels there is nothing left. She’s lost everything and she will descend into her darkness, her demons will take her from you soon. They have already begun to consume her fragile mind. Her light is fading quickly. She
For the rest of the day I lock myself in my study trying to think of ways to save Clara, to un enslave her, to right my wrong. It’s never been more clear to me now that Clara is indeed Claret. The reason I was so drawn to Claret is because she was Clara. She was fated to me by the fates themselves. It explains my pull to her. Why I want her to myself. Why she satisfies my desires like no woman ever has. She was always meant to be mine, but not as my slave. She was meant to be my Luna Queen, my wife, the mother of my children. I always knew I was favored by the fates. I was told that from childhood, long before Goerge enslaved my people. Now, I risk losing their favor. My mother would be so disappointed in me as she is the one who told me I was favored by the fates, she was the one who told me I would be a savior, she also told me I would do good with my life. I risk losing everything because I was b
Approaching the double doors the guards open them and then announce my presence. Silence falls in the room as I walk in. Whispers begin as I make my way to my thorne. Nora wasn’t lying. The room is set up for an introduction. In the middle of the room is a table. Near the table is another table set up with whips, chains, rope, nipple clamps, and other things used in a slave introduciotn. They set up the room exactly how we originally planned the introduction. No doubt they were planning to carry out the horrors we had planned and I’m sure they added new ones as well. Emmett and Iris stand near the table with ten warriors around them in a semi circle no doubt waiting for their turn to rape the former princess. No wonder the soothsayer pleaded for the fates to intervene. Now I know why he was in tears and begging them to stop showing the horror. Standing
Nora had explained to me what a slave intorduciton was and I almsot faitned. Thank heavens Killian didn’t make me go in there. Perhaps he’s not as horrible as I thought. Nora and I are sitting in her room while we wait. Thankfully, we didn’t run into anyone on our way back. I’m anxious waiting to see what happens. Who would set the Alpha King up? Who would go against his orders? Killian didn’t seem happy. I have no idea how long it is before Killian finally comes knocking on Nora’s door. He’s summoned me to his bed chambers. Nora wants more information, but Killian insists he will tell her later. Nora has no choice but to accept that. I know she isn’t thrilled about it. Following Killian to his chambers I’m nervous. I don’t know what’s going to happen. Maybe he’s here to tell me I have to do the slave introduction. Heavens I hope not. I try not to
The next morning I awake in Killian’s arms. He’s still sleeping. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him sleep. Even when he let me stay in his room as a slave I don’t recall seeing him sleep. I remember him saying he didn’t sleep much. I wonder why. In his sleep he looks peaceful. I run my finger down the scar on his jaw. He’s so handsome. I always thought he was. My knight has finally come to me.I smile thinking of being his wife. I know I should be apprehensive. I shouldn’t trust him so easily. I know I should hate him and I was starting to. I really was starting to hate him, but now it’s fading away. I also know my darkness lies to me and I know it makes me feel things that aren’t always true. Like how it makes me feel unloved, alone, and unworthy.My hand goes to my neck to make sure I didn&
I can't believe Killian made me his new Beta. I can't believe I have such a high postion in our kingdom. It's honor, and something that is beyond my wildest dreams. I never realized Killian held me in such high regard, or that I had proven I was worthy of such a postion.My family would be proud of me if they were still alive. I know Clara is proud of me. I'm happy her and Killian were able to work things out between. It's a relief not to have to worry about helping her escape. I really didn't want to leave my kingdom. I like it here, but I would have left if it meant Clara was safe. Thankfully, Killian has finally seen reason.Unfortuanlty, Emmett and Iris betrayed Killian. I feel for Killian. I can't imagine that level of betrayl from two peoeple I trusted with everything. Emmett is also Killian's family, that has also got to sting. I don't know how Emmett could have been so blind, and to do something so foolish. Not to mention risky. Why would he could a
Clara hasn’t figured it out, but she is pregnant. Her scent began to change a few days after I decided to elevate her from my slave to my wife. I decided I won’t tell her. I want her to figure it out on her own and she will. She should have started bleeding by now, but I think she is wrapped in planning our wedding which is next month. We are rushing it because the sooner we are married the sooner we can start going about our plans. We’ve already begun drawing the idea for her school. We are going to do so much good for this kingdom. Clara has moved into what is now our bedchambers. She has a fresh new wardrobe of pretty dresses even though she will need new dresses as her belly grows. I’m still thrilled that she is pregnant with my child. The fates have blessed us. To have an heir so quickly is indeed a blessing. My body shivers thinking what would hav
I’m in the dungeons doing my job. I hardly leave anymore not really because I can’t, but because I don’t want to. Ever since Iris and I went against Killian I can’t really look at him now. I feel extreme guilt. He trusted me and I broke that trust by being a stubborn asshole who couldn't let the truth be the truth. I was so hell bent on doing what we had planned that I didn't really care if Clara was innocent. I didn’t think she could be Claret. Then Iris suggested we do the introduction anyway and get Clara to confess she was lying. I should have said no, but I was so pissed with Killian shutting us down. It was clear he was and is possessive over Clara.Iris and I were wrong. The minute Killian walked into the court without Clara I knew something wasn’t right. Then he glared at us and the set up before him. I knew it was bad then. I’ve known him since we we
Clara and Killian story is over although they will be making apparenances as Nora and Emmett get to become the focus of part 2. We will learn more of their history, if Nora can help Emmett with the demons of his past, and if Emmett can really redeem himself like he hopes. I'm not sure how long part 2 will be, but it's coming soon. Thank you for your support. Don't forget to check out my other books on Goodnovel. Also follow my social media pages for updates, new realease, and where to find other books of mine. Thank you for your gems and being awesome readers!
Clara delivered our baby girl almost nine months ago. She is now pregnant with baby number two. What can I say I just can’t keep my hands off my angel. Clara is a wonderful mother. I’m stepping into the role of father a little slower than I wanted to. The kingdom is thriving, but it’s still new and requires a good amount of my time. Thankfully, Clara understands and we spend as much time together as possible. We are opening her school soon which has the kingdom incredibly happy. Iris has been working hard with Crane and soon should be ready to take over the orphanage fully. She loves it there and the kids love her. She’s already talking about adopting some of them. I think she will end up adopting them all. I’m happy Iris is working on herself and getting her dream. Iris still isn’t fully comfortable around Clara and Clara never pushes her. Clara understands and simply accepts that Iris and her will
Clara and I had a beautiful wedding. Everyone from the kingdom was there along with several kings and leaders from other kingdoms. After our wedding ceremony we celebrated with everyone with dancing, food, and wine. We announced our child which made many happy. Our kingdom is secure with an heir. I never thought I’d find my Luna Queen so quickly after taking back the kingdom from George. Little did I know she was right in front of my face. I also never expected to have a child so soon, but what did I expect with how often I was bedding Clara. I never tried to use any protection.A lot of slave masters sterlize their slaves especially the female as they don’t want them to have children. If they are sex slaves they are alwasy sterilized. George did this Iris. It’s why she can’t have children. I knew that had done something to her. I always feared he’d do that to me,
Today I marry Killian. I never thougth this day would come. I have dreamed about it. I've have often wondered what my wedding would be like. Would I marry someone I love? Would I even like the person I'm to wed? Thankfully, the answer is yes to those questions.Soon we will have a baby. It's hard to believe this is my life. After being locked away by my father and then enslaved I was wondering if I would have find happiness. My father would be horrified to know I'm marrying Killian, a werewolf. That I'm having a baby with him. My father was very wrong in his views. I always knew he was wrong with his views. I hated watching everyone suffer at his hands.Now our kingdom has a new Alpha King and Luna Queen. Our kingdom is healing. It's a beautiful thing to see. There is a lot of healing going on these days. Iris is working hard with Crane to get herself stable enough to take over the orphanage. Right now, Nora is helping me along with a few others to keep the
Clara never ceases to amaze me. She managed to help Iris when no one else could. I’m proud to be her friend. I don’t know how Clara can bring out such redemption in people. If only she could have redeemed her father. I know she tried. She tried to redeem him so many times, but he would just beat her for it. At least she tried. Truth is, sometimes we can’t help everyone. King Goerge was someone that nobody could help, even though many tried.Thankfully, Iris is someone who can be redeemed. I think she will do a good job running the orphanage. I’m happy she has agreed to help. Crane has been able to help Clara, so I know he will also be able to help Iris.I’m making sure Iris settles into her room alright. Emmett is also helping. He’s allowing his head of the guards to run the dungeon for a bit while Emmett helps hi
I’ve been transforming a lot lately. I need it to decompress. Running the kingdom is challenging, but at least I have Clara at my side. Nora is amazing as well, but neither of them can help me with the personal storm raging inside of me. The guilt I feel for what I did Clara eats at me. I know she forgives me, but I can’t seem to move past it. I feel like I don’t deserve her or our child. I’m grateful that Clara loves me even when I don’t deserve her.Making my way from the forest I quickly dress and head inside. I have work to do and our wedding is in a few days. I need to push my personal shit aside and handle business. Clara is the only thing that can calm the storm raging inside of me. I never thought I’d regret enslaving her. I never thought she would be Claret. I never thought I’d love Clara or marry her, yet I wouldn’t have it any other way. 
I follow Nora in silence. The horror, guilt, and grief of what I almost did consumes my heart and mind. I almost killed a baby at the expense of revenge. I doubt we would ever have known she was pregnant, but still the gravity of it weighs me down. I understand Killian now. I know why he can’t look at me. Hell, I can’t look at myself. Nora said she might give me a chance, but I don’t think I deserve it now. Before I thought I still deserved Nora on some level, but I don’t. She would have never been with me if I had bedded Clara. I would have lost her one way or another that is very apparent now.Nora leads me to a medium sized dark green room. There is a piano which Clara is sitting at playing. There are book shelves filled with books and some have music sheets on them. In the corner near the window there are two cushioned brown chairs. The room is simple, but comfortable. Cla
I’m in the dungeons doing my job. I hardly leave anymore not really because I can’t, but because I don’t want to. Ever since Iris and I went against Killian I can’t really look at him now. I feel extreme guilt. He trusted me and I broke that trust by being a stubborn asshole who couldn't let the truth be the truth. I was so hell bent on doing what we had planned that I didn't really care if Clara was innocent. I didn’t think she could be Claret. Then Iris suggested we do the introduction anyway and get Clara to confess she was lying. I should have said no, but I was so pissed with Killian shutting us down. It was clear he was and is possessive over Clara.Iris and I were wrong. The minute Killian walked into the court without Clara I knew something wasn’t right. Then he glared at us and the set up before him. I knew it was bad then. I’ve known him since we we
Clara hasn’t figured it out, but she is pregnant. Her scent began to change a few days after I decided to elevate her from my slave to my wife. I decided I won’t tell her. I want her to figure it out on her own and she will. She should have started bleeding by now, but I think she is wrapped in planning our wedding which is next month. We are rushing it because the sooner we are married the sooner we can start going about our plans. We’ve already begun drawing the idea for her school. We are going to do so much good for this kingdom. Clara has moved into what is now our bedchambers. She has a fresh new wardrobe of pretty dresses even though she will need new dresses as her belly grows. I’m still thrilled that she is pregnant with my child. The fates have blessed us. To have an heir so quickly is indeed a blessing. My body shivers thinking what would hav