Liam
“Shit, are you okay?” I asked the short little she-wolf that crashed into me, her gentle honeysuckle and pear scent invading my nose. She looked up, her hand covering the tiny upturned pink tip protruding from her face. She was shorter and curvier than the other she-wolves around the place. It made her stand out.
I was surprised to see she wore glasses. Photochromic lenses obscured her eyes, but they seemed to be the most interesting shade of bluey green. Said glasses didn’t appear to be a prop or some fashion statement either. They seemed to be corrective lenses. What the fuck? Wolves didn’t suffer declines in vision.
I breathed in her scent again. As the intoxicating honeysuckle and pear notes swirled around, I managed to take in the undertones of her canine heritage—definitely a wolf. Wait, what’s that smell? I sniffed again; her wolf seemed tainted. As if it was mixed with something else. Human?
Oh, shit. This girl must be the other half-breed—the older sister.
A subtle pink stained her cherub face, and she looked away from me.
“Sorry, I didn’t see you there,” she mumbled. Her voice was soft and sweet.
My wolf came forward, curious at the anomaly in front of us. She took half a step back and apologized again before side-stepping me and started to walk away. Her tiny little legs scurried as her perfectly round bottom popped in her shorts. My wolf urged me forward, intrigued. I caught up to her in four long strides.
“I didn’t catch your name,” I said casually.
She spun in a fright. Surely, she should have heard me or smelled me? It’s very hard to sneak up on a wolf.
“C-Clem.” She looked around shyly as if making sure I was talking to her. Her cute button nose was red from where she smacked into me.
“Clem?” I asked unsure if that was what I heard. Even with my wolf hearing I still couldn’t make out what she had mumbled. She nodded and continued to anxiously look around. When she noticed I was watching her, she blushed pink again. My wolf was pushing forward again, his interest piqued further with her reaction.
“My name is Clementine.” She anxiously wrung her hands together. “Like the orange,” she added unnecessarily.
I laughed, and her blush went full red across her cheekbones. “Nice to meet you, Clem. I’m Liam.” I extended my hand, and she once again looked around nervously. She reluctantly took my hand, and I was surprised when I felt a low buzzing at our contact.
She snapped her hand away and looked at it curiously before she started to stumble backward. “Um, I should go.” And with that, she hurried down the street before I could say anything more.
“So that was the half-breed,” I murmured to Lucian.
“She’s cute.” He sat, swished his tail, and cocked his head as he watched her ass bounce away.
I scoffed. “You think most she-wolves are cute.”
“Okay, fair call. But this one is interesting. She didn’t have a wolf.”
“What do you mean? I smelled it.”
“I did too. Yet, she doesn’t have one. I couldn’t sense her wolf spirit.”
“Weird.”
“Like I said, interesting.”
I got in my car and drove toward the pack house with Clementine on my mind.
Dad was planing some wood, the tiny curls of wood scrapings falling to the workshop floor, when I got there.
“Hi, son. Did Sean get off to school okay?”
“Yeah, he was flashing his pathetic muscles to some she-wolves at the gate. It will be good when he finally shifts; he won’t have to try so hard. The girls will flock to him.”
Dad shook his head in response.
Traditionally we meet our wolves on or around our sixteenth birthday, but that didn’t mean we shifted straight away. It took me three months into my sixteenth year before Lucian finally wanted to run. He had burst out of me so fast I had felt like my entire body had been ripped apart. Lucian learned his lesson, though; his behaviour had knocked us out for a good thirty minutes. As my dad ran with the pack that night, my mom had stood over us on four paws. Sean was laughing hard when I had come around. He was lucky that Lucian didn’t kill him too. Lucian, like most pups, was a wee bit of a hot head.
“And Patrick’s boy? Did you see him?”
“Yeah, scrawny little runt of a half-breed.”
“Liam,” he scolded.
“I’m joking, Dad. We were all scrawny at fifteen.”
He smiled softly. “I am glad Patrick brought Vincent back after the boy’s mother died.”
“So, you think Vincent will be able to turn?”
“Well, that’s why Patrick brought him here. He said it looks like his wolf is manifesting. It’s a fifty-fifty chance, and it looks like Vincent won the genetic lottery and got the gene. His elder sister, not so much.”
“I met her too.”
“Clementine? Really?” He stopped planing for a moment, a surprised expression strewn across his features.
“She smells like a wolf, Dad.”
He shook his head. “No, you must be mistaken. She would only smell like a wolf if she got her wolf at sixteen. But it never appeared.”
“I’m telling you, Dad, she smelled like a wolf.”
He raised an eyebrow, then shook his head. “I have never heard of a half-breed smelling like a wolf if they don’t have one.”
I sat on the builder’s horse and watched my father work. “Half-breeds are rare. How would you know?”
“It’s just one of those facts that are passed down from one generation to the next. Made the elitist wolves able to get rid of half-breeds if they didn’t turn at sixteen,” he grumbled angrily, then looked in my direction, his brown eyes softening. “When Patrick turned to Alpha Jed and said that he had found his mate and she was human, he was basically run out of town. The alpha was clear that if he stayed with her and they bore children, and the children didn’t manifest wolves, they would be strung up and murdered in the square, along with Lacey for it would be her fault the kids had no wolf.”
“That’s disgusting.”
“Yeah, but to be fair, he could have just killed her on the spot. He thought he was being merciful by giving Patrick a choice. His mate or his pack.”
“And he chose his mate.”
“Yeah, and he got the fuck out of Dodge while he still could.”
“But Alpha Jed died ten years ago.”
“I know, and I offered for Patrick and his family to return, but he said no.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. I wanted Patrick to be my beta. He refused.”
“Why would he turn down that honour?” Lucian bristled at the thought.
“He said he needed to protect his mate and children from the people who were still in league with Alpha Jed. When Vincent started showing the aggressive signs of his wolf, he decided he had to bring him back. He was going to leave Clementine and Lacey behind, but Lacey was diagnosed with cancer. It was an impossible decision.
“Then, roughly eight months later, he buried her,” Dad said sadly. “He was in such a state. Suddenly, he had one shifter-child and one human one. He couldn’t leave. He tried to convince her to go off to university to protect her from the pack, but she was grieving, and he couldn’t let her do that alone.”
Lucian pined and started to push images of a shy and awkward Clementine in my frontal lobe. He felt terrible for her.
“So, I promised him she would be safe in the pack.” I smiled softly at my dad’s gentle nature. “Liam, she has no idea we are werewolves.”
“Sean told me the Vincent kid doesn’t know, and now you’re telling me she doesn’t either? How the fuck doesn’t she know?”
“It was Lacey’s wish that the kids grew up not knowing. It was a need-to-know basis, and with the fifty per cent chance, Patrick agreed to wait and see if his kids manifested wolves before he told them what he was.”
Dad said fifty per cent, but we both knew it was closer to a twenty-five per cent chance that a human mate could produce a wolf heir. There was very little knowledge on half-breeds, partially due to the fact that most of them were usually miscarried early on in their gestation.
“She’s going to figure it out. It’s a town full of werewolves, for fuck’s sake,” I growled.
“Patrick knows this, but he’s trying to find the right time to tell his kids about it.”
“Should have told them from the beginning,” I murmured to Lucian, and he nodded in agreement. He had been pacing in my head since Dad started explaining Patrick and his family’s history.
“I still don’t understand how he found a human mate. I mean, that is rare in itself and there aren’t any humans in this town.”
“There is one now,” Lucian smirked, flashing an image of Clementine back into my mind again. I ignored him.
“Patrick and I had gone backcountry camping in the Rockies. We stumbled across these human girls who were also camping. One thing led to another, and…” He looked at me and shook his head. “You don’t need to hear about a couple of horny twenty-year-olds. Especially when one of them was your dad. Anyway, when the full moon came, we shifted. We moved as far away from the girls as we could, but when Patrick turned, Perseus, his wolf, led him straight to Lacey.” He smiled at the memory. “She was shocked to wake up and find a wolf looming over her. I got there just as he shifted back and announced that she was his mate.”
I laughed, and Lucian joined in. We imagined a poor human girl resembling Clementine, being shocked at a wolf shifting back into a very naked male, draped on top of her.
“Yeah, then a month or two later, I found your mother, but by then, Patrick was already living in Vancouver.”
“Still should have come back to the pack ten years ago when you called.”
“He’s here now,” Dad said firmly. There was no alpha tone to his voice, but it was obvious that this conversation was over and not to be further debated.
***
I opened up my economics textbook. I had a big test coming up for one of the summer courses I was taking, and Lucian wasn’t helping me any.
“What is it?” I grumbled.
“I hate economics.”
“Shut up. I actually need to pass this test.”
“When we are alpha, what good is your degree going to do?”
“Earn us a living?” I quipped.
He flattened his ears. “Still, did you have to pick economics? Snore.” Ten minutes later, Lucian was still pacing.
“Enough, Lucian.”
“Can’t help it. I’m antsy.” Of course, I get the werewolf with ADHD. “I need to run.”
I looked down and noticed my hand was reddening where I had been absentmindedly scratching it. My hair started to stand on end as I continued to scratch, the fibers slowly becoming thicker and patchier. My skin tingled—no—it burned. I breathed and tried to stop the change from happening. Even after six years with Lucian, I still had issues controlling him. He came from alpha blood, and he was testy at the best of times.
“Seriously, Lucian?” I kept pushing him back. He growled his defiance. “Fine, you stupid mutt. Let’s go for a run. But then I have to study.”
I stripped off my clothes and walked straight into the pack house kitchen before running out the French doors and leaping off the back deck. I landed on four tawny paws and sprinted into the forest behind my house, picking up speed as I went, letting out a couple of excited yips. Okay, Lucian had been right. We definitely needed a run.
Clementine Okay, maybe Blackfern Valley was a lot bigger than I thought it was. I swear I was lost. I really had no sense of direction. Where the hell am I? I kept walking aimlessly for another twenty minutes. Houses had started to thin out—not that they were very close and abundant to begin with. I could feel the sweat start to pool around the base of my neck and in the canyon of my breasts. God, this humidity is going to kill me. But I kept walking. The black tar seal had ended; now, it was mostly dirt and gravel. Okay, I was certain I had gone in the wrong direction. I turned around and smacked into something. Ouch, my poor nose! It was getting a hell of a beating today. I looked up and saw another large body obstructing my view of anything else, then took a step back. “Sorry about that,” I murmured, rubbing my nose. “You know, glasses are supposed to help you see, yet you’re walking into me.” His voice was smooth, but there was something cold about it. My defensive walls i
Liam The mud under my paws felt amazing as I whipped past the trees. The forest smelled fresh and wet with slight hints of honeysuckle. I splashed into a stream playfully and bounded against the gentle current, spooking the tiny fish back under their rocks. I lapped up some water as I trotted through the stream. It was icy cold and refreshing as it zinged around my tongue. A gentle breeze swirled past, making some leaves fall into the stream from the canopy encroaching it. “Wait,” Lucian said softly. “What is it?” “I smell something.” Suddenly, Lucian fought me for control. His ears started to twitch, and he sniffed at the air. He growled low. I gave up on fighting Lucian for control and let him follow his instincts. He started cantering north with impressive speed. He must have gone at least five kilometres before slowing down and lowering his underbelly to the forest floor. He began to shuffle and creep forward in an army-like crawl, hiding under a bush that faced the street.
Clementine When I entered the house, I went straight down the hallway and into the tiny bathroom for a shower. I needed to wash the sweat off me and the disgusting, skin-crawling sensation of what almost happened. What kind of person threatens sexual violence against another? And what kind of person just stands by and watches? No, not only watches, but eggs it on. What the hell was wrong with those people? Then there was the wolf. I had never seen a wolf before. I grew up in central Vancouver, and wolves didn’t tend to come into the city. In fact, I was probably one of the only Canadians who could say that the largest and scariest animal they had ever seen had been a deer. The only other animals I had interacted with had been squirrels and chipmunks. I even avoided my friend’s cats and dogs thanks to allergies. And one time, when there was a bear on campus, I walked the opposite way than the crowd. I had an adverse fear reaction to anything that could eat me. Seeing that wolf had t
Liam I could hear her heart pounding in her chest as she opened and closed those soft-looking plump lips, trying to figure out something to say. “Come on,” I said with a flick of my head. I led her toward a booth and threw two fingers up to Ryan, my best friend, and the bartender on duty. He nodded at me and started pulling a beer from the tap. Clementine shuffled her feet as she sat down. “Nervous?” I asked her. Her shuffling instantly stopped, and she glared at me. “No,” she lied. It would have been flawless if I couldn’t hear her heartbeat giving her away. Ryan came over with the drinks himself. “I wasn’t going to trust April not to spit in it.” he mind-linked me. I nodded my gratitude and slid a beer across to Clementine. She stared at it like it was an alien entity. “Not a beer drinker?” I asked. She picked up the glass and took a sip. A small amount of head lingered on her upper lip. “I was just curious as to what the catch was,” she said as she licked the remaining foam
Clementine I raced out of that bar as fast as my feet could carry me. My hand was still tingling with a strange sensation, like hundreds of little water droplets were running over its surface. Liam must have some weird static electricity thing going on. It was the only thing that made sense. I had lost myself in the warm brown hue of his eyes and the gentle caress of his voice, but most of all, I had lost myself in his kindness. Guys who had god-like features like Liam were rarely nice. I was beginning to find myself laughing at his dry humour and wit. I felt comfortable. And then I looked around the bar and noticed three things: The first was that there was not one ounce of fat on any of the people in the bar. Every single person was slim and gorgeous. The women all looked athletically fit and like they should be on the runway for Victoria’s Secret. The men all had bulging muscles, their arms corded and their abs hard. There must have been a gym around here that everyone went to be
Liam I woke in my bed. The sun was glittering through the crack in the curtains and streaming right into my face. I groaned and tried to cover it with my pillow. “Good morning.” The voice startled me out of my sleep delirium. I sat up and saw a mane of red hair, long bronzed legs and a black t-shirt barely covering her ass—my black t-shirt. “Morning, Cassie,” I murmured. She bounced back from the ensuite doorway and rejoined me on the bed. Leaning in slowly, she brushed her lips against mine. Her cinnamon and vanilla scent wafted around me, and I felt Lucian rumble happily. I smiled as she pulled away from the kiss. After Clementine left the bar and grill last night, Cassie managed to be a beautiful distraction, and I soon was laughing and partying with her. After a few rounds of pool and plenty of alcohol, we managed to tumble back into my bed in the early morning hours. “What are your plans for today, Alpha?” she asked. Lucian puffed himself up proudly. “I am not alpha,” I gen
Clementine Crash. Bang. Slam. The sound of a loud, angry voice rang out. More crashing, more banging. I rolled over in bed and looked up at the ceiling. I knew I had to get up and deal with this—go play referee. I hated playing the arbitrator. I rolled out of bed with a groan, shoved my glasses on my face, and padded out of the room. I walked down the hallway to find my brother in the kitchen, slamming cupboards. My father was nowhere in sight. “What the hell is going on?” I snarled. “What do you mean?” Vinny asked. “I heard you yelling at Dad.” “I wasn’t yelling.” He looked at me curiously. The silver flecks had gone from his eyes, but his green eyes were red and glassy once again. “Yeah, you were. You woke me up.” “I didn’t mean to wake you, Clem.” “So you weren’t just calling him an asshole and still ranting about the fact that Murdoch deserved it?” I asked. Vinny looked at me curiously. “Well, yeah, I did. But I was talking to myself, Clem. Dad isn’t even here.” “What?”
Clementine I walked into the salon feeling a little nervous. A kind woman with blue-grey eyes smiled at me. “Hi, I was wondering if I could book an appointment to cut my hair,” I rushed out. I felt the tears in the back of my eyes, and my lip started to wobble. “Hi, honey! Of course, you can. I have time now if you want?” “Oh yes! Please!” “My name is Steph.” She offered her hand for me to shake. I reached out and shook her hand. “Clementine. Clem.” I studied Steph, who was middle-aged and reminded me so much of my mother. She had the same wheat-coloured hair and a short stature with a petite figure. Steph led me to a chair and wrapped a black smock around my neck before running her fingers through my hair. “What would you like done?” “Just shorten it. It usually sits around my shoulders, but my mom got sick, and I got distracted.” “Oh, honey! I’m so sorry.” She reached around and gave me a quick hug, her eyes tearing up ever so slightly before she continued to run her finge
Clementine The full moon had come around again, but this time, it was different because I was a bundle of nerves. Okay, so I might have been a bundle of nerves the first time too, but at least I had Circe. My wolf still hadn’t shown up, and although I was wearing a brave face, the idea of being mated without a wolf made me nervous. Liam kept reassuring me that she would come back eventually, but as we got closer to the full moon, I became more agitated because I believed I couldn’t be with Liam without a wolf. Not if he remained alpha. I tried to convince him to hold off the mating ritual until we knew if she was coming back. I was trying to be pragmatic and develop a strategy in case I was left wolfless, as a human couldn’t be luna. Liam had simply shaken his head, dropped a drugging kiss to my lips, and inhaled along my neck. “Your scent is the same; that intoxicating honeysuckle and pear with the underlying scent of canine and human. Your eyes haven’t changed back to the pure tu
Liam The full moon was approaching, and the entire pack could feel it. Everyone was on edge. There were several ex-pack members still missing. Everyone seemed convinced it would lead to another battle and more pack members would die. Our pack had lost fourteen members in our quest to rescue my mate. Fourteen families had received visits where Clem and I delivered our heartfelt condolences to personally. I was unsure how many the rogue army had lost, but there were a lot of deceased wolves when we started to clean up and sort through the bodies. I had left Clementine the next morning, tucked safe and sound in our bed. I knew she would be pissed about it, but I needed to go and help identify the bodies. Twenty of us marched out to the battle site and started to sift through the woods, pulling wolves out of debris and resting them together in a small area where their loved ones could collect them. Usually, we would just burn the rogues, but as much as I kept saying it, these rogues we
Clementine I watched as Liam sprinted away and felt my heart fall into my stomach. My feet moved on their own, and Milo cut me off before I foolishly ran into the middle of a wolf fight. He growled, and I knew he was telling me we needed to get the fuck out of Dodge. “Sorry, I’m not exactly light,” I apologized as I clambered onto his back. He huffed and spun on his paws so fast I felt myself buckle. I grabbed fistfuls of fur and tugged. He grumbled. Oops! I tried to loosen my hold, but there was no good place to hold onto. I had no experience riding a horse, let alone a wolf. If I wrapped my arms around his neck, would I choke him? I felt awkward and clumsy on top of him. “Milo, you need to stop and let me down.” I got a grunt as a response, and, not surprisingly, he didn’t slow as he whipped around the trees. “Milo, I’m going to fall.” Another grunt. Vinny grumbled at me too. His eyes darted around the forest and back to me, watching me fumble as I tried to balance on the bac
Liam The sound of battle was emitted from deep within the forest. I was still a fair distance away, but the echoes and vibrations pushed my paws harder into the forest floor. The smell of Clem’s scent caught on the wind, and Lucian barked, scaring a small frog off a rock and back into the nearby creek. I followed the scent and the sounds of fighting in the distance, running past wolves in a combination of different fighting forms. Most of them were fully shifted, but those who had their level-three training swapped between wolf and human forms with the grace of deadly dancers. Clementine was cornered against a dirt wall. Her hands were bound, and even though she looked calm, I could sense the fear rolling from her. There were four wolves with her, encasing her in a semi-circle—standing sentry. Her brother was closest, as if the others had pushed him back to protect him too. Two large werewolves the colour of molten chocolate guarded the middle front from attack—Milo and his broth
ClementineThe lower side of my face was swollen. My throat felt like I’d swallowed razorblades, and my lip was split. “Put some ice on your face,” an unknown voice snarled. I opened my eyes and winced. I assumed I was still in the cabin, lying on a very uncomfortable cot in a small room. I met the brown eyes of someone I had seen around town and flinched back from the ice in his hands. “I’m not going to hurt you.” He rolled his chocolate eyes and offered me the ice again. I gingerly took it, looked up at him again and took in his chiselled jaw and brown wavy hair. “I don’t understand. Why are you helping me?” My voice was rough and scratchy. “Because you’re injured.” “You were part of Lincoln’s pack,” I stated. “I was.” His eyes travelled down my torso as I sat myself up and placed the ice onto my jaw. “And you know I’m a half-breed,” I whispered timidly. “I know. Are you hurt anywhere else?” he asked. “No. I don’t think so,” I mumbled. “Good. I just came in to give you s
Liam Half an hour later and the meeting had disbanded. Ryan and Stacey had taken off with a couple of trackers from the warrior squad. Patrick went to inform Vinny about what had happened, and Jerome and Dad helped me organize an urgent meet with the entire pack for this afternoon. Even though it was the middle of the afternoon, it was getting cooler now in the fall air. The mountains and thick forest made it almost impossible for the sun to warm up the valley. The sun tried desperately to shine through the trees, but it was met with an invisible frosty wall that couldn’t be penetrated. The chill in the air was almost foreboding, making me feel like I would never be warm again. Patio heaters and gas barbecues were lit up throughout the grounds. I smiled at the pack members as they filed in, wearing their summery clothes as if they were oblivious to the changes in the temperature. I smiled at the five hundred odd people who had turned up. Five hundred wolves would be enough to start
Clementine “He’s my true mate, Brady. I’ll never let you dishonour him by marking me. I’ll kill you first.” I coughed out as he continued to drive. “Oh, honey. I would like to see you try and fight with the wolfsbane running through your system.” “He’s going to wake up and figure it out,” I glossed. It didn’t seem like a good idea to tell Brady that Liam was already awake and was strong enough to heal without my constant presence. “That’s fine too. Maybe I’ll let you gain your wolf enough so he can feel you and track you. Or maybe I’ll just torture you and let him feel that. He’ll heroically and foolishly come to your aid. And I’m sure I can handle one weakened alpha. He’ll be dead soon enough, regardless what I decide.” “He’ll come with his warriors, Brady.” He chuckled deeply as he turned onto an old highway that travelled into the mountains. I tried to reach Liam. He would be freaking out the moment he realized I was gone. I had to keep trying. I even tried contacting other
Liam I shifted in my seat and grimaced at the pain in my stomach. I knew this injury was going to take some time to heal. Even under the watchful eye of my fussing mate, it would take more than a week to get me back on my feet. My first official pack meeting was going to shit, too. I listened as Dad and Patrick argued heatedly, letting them hash it out like an old married couple, but I didn’t intervene. I needed to hear this as much as they needed to argue. “I told you when you were alpha that those blood-haters were dangerous. Your gentle approach put my children at risk, Josiah. Again!” Patrick spat. “And I told you that killing isn’t the answer! That’s how Jed ruled the pack. Do you not remember how many pack members he executed for small misdemeanours? Do you not remember how we lived in fear that he would get bored and start killing us for sport?” “Of course, I fucking remember, Jos, but there’s a difference between executing people for misdemeanors and crimes like attempted
Clementine As Liam lay in bed, pale and covered in a cold sweat, I had a horrible sense of déjà vu. There was no smell of chemo, no impending death, but the feeling was the same. The first time I watched someone I loved dying I couldn’t do anything about it. This time, I would do everything I could to save him. My arm still hurt from where I shoved the central venous cannula into my vein, almost piercing through the other side. That didn’t matter, though. What mattered was that Liam needed blood, and I needed to give it to him. All of it if that’s what it was going to take. After he was stitched up, placed into our bed, and hooked up to monitors, my dad suggested that I have a shower. I had shaken my head vehemently in refusal. I couldn’t leave him. What if I was showering and he– Dad, unfortunately, didn’t take no for an answer. I stepped into the enormous ensuite but left the door open a crack so I could hear what was going on in the bedroom. Circe’s possessive side had come thr