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Valentina's POV

 

Netflixing for over two hours with a bowl of tasteless popcorn, I sigh deeply and take the phone and the cone of popcorn away.

 

I am bored despite the movie. I have lost interest in almost everything and nothing seems to kill the boredom.

 

Not even the popcorn.

 

Maybe it's because it is tasteless.

 

I am beginning to feel sick out of boredom. At first, I thought it was because I was in my room so I came over to Rocco's room so I could at least feel his presence but that only worked for a while because I am now dead bored.

 

I need a walk.

 

When I was unmarried and in a relationship with Fred, I barely felt bored but whenever I felt bored, the solution was easy.

 

Fred. Or parties.

 

I miss my old life. Not the relationship lifestyle but the enjoyable moments I had without having a cause to worry about anything.