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Chapter 20 - Falling, Fallen
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Liam Asher comes to a stop in front of me, his eyes never leaving mine. “I looked for you all over tonight and didn’t see you until the very end. Were you going to bail on me?” He asks in an angry, low voice, holding his jersey in one hand while tilting my chin up with the other. I shake my head. “Of course not; I was at the rally up until Coach lit the bonfire and headed straight to the football field afterwards.” I stutter and feel as if I am gasping for air. He grins, then brings his face closer to mine. “Good, I felt pissed off all through the game because I didn’t see you. I thought you bailed on me for something or someone else.” He says, not breaking eye contact at all. My mouth goes dry at his words, and his closeness causes a tent to pitch at the towel around my waist. “Why… Why would I be with someone else when you said that I was yours?” I say, blushing at my own words, but they seem to make Asher smile. “You’re not mine completely… yet,” he says, then lifts his arms
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Asher I don’t know how long I was out before Liam woke me up, but all I do know is that I have never been in this much pain before. While passing in and out of consciousness last night, my mom tended to me - or she tried to. My dad got to her as well, and I was not there to protect her this time. I know she doesn’t blame me, but I can’t help blaming myself for everything, especially yesterday. I know I messed up since my dad set up this meeting for me with Evans, but now I don’t think my dad will even allow me to go to college. Besides, who would pay for my tuition anyway? “Almost there,” Liam mutters as we approach his house. Right now, I don’t give a shit about who sees me with him, my career is over, and everyone can kiss my ass. Fuck all of them. The car comes to a stop in front of his house, and he gets out, running to the passenger side to help me get out. “Easy,” he mutters when I stumble, and I try my best not to lean my total weight on him. I know it wasn’t the most oppo
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Asher I’ve been lying awake for close to two hours, and no one has walked through that door since. Visions of my dad’s fist connecting with my face and ribs were still fresh in my mind, and they hurt just the same. This entire weekend was fuck up upon fuck up, and it started when I went over to Liam’s place. I can’t help but blame myself for all of this; if I didn’t go over to his place after the game, if I didn’t fall in love with him and fuck him, things would be different right now. Fallon would probably be riding my dick, and even though I can’t stand another woman’s touch, I would have endured it. “What a fuckfest,” I murmured to myself, my throat dry from not having had any liquid. What would happen now? I am in no fucking condition to play football and will probably be out of commission for the entire season. What use would I be to the team, to anybody? When my dad did this, he knew exactly what he was doing. He knew he not only killed my high school career, but he completel
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