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2021-02-03 03:53:40Jay took a step back away from Tom. He gazed at me with pleading eyes, but I truly didn't know what could I say or do for him.
“I'm waiting, Jay,” Tom glared at him.
Jay sighed and looked at me one more time, his eyes were clearly saying “sorry”. I gulped.
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