Emerald
My head throbbed as I gradually roused from sleep, instinctively trying to soothe the pain by gently massaging my temples. My heavy eyelids protested as they lifted, and I winced at the intrusive, bright sunlight that flooded my room.
I was still in a daze, my mind struggling to piece together the events of last night, when a sudden knock on my door interrupted my thoughts. I yawned before sluggishly making my way to it and swung it open, not expecting to find anyone in particular.
To my surprise, there stood Mathilda.
"What are you doing here this early?" I wondered aloud.
Her eyes widened, and she chuckled, "Early, you say? Girl, it's almost noon. You wake up late," she responded with a teasing grin.
My eyes unconsciously darted toward the wall clock, and a sudden realization hit me. Mathilda was absolutely right. "Jeez!" I exclaimed, a rush of panic coursing through me. "I hope you came here early. I'm going to be late."
Mathilda only laughed, thoroughly amused by my panic, as she perched herself on my swivel chair and casually scanned my entire room.
"Chill, Em," she joked. "It's your first day, they won't mind if you're a little late."
I rolled my eyes at Mathilda. I don't want to make a bad impression.
Today is the first day that I will begin working in the homestead clinic. My schedule will likely alter next month, and I'll likely be doing my duties at the center. Speaking of which, the thought of last night hurt my heart.
I hissed in frustration, annoyed that of all the times, these memories chose to resurface when I was in such a hurry. Shaking my head, I pushed aside any thoughts of Matthew and focused on the task at hand. I quickly took a short bath and changed into comfortable clothes without bothering to style my hair, letting it flow loosely. A touch of makeup was all I needed to breathe life into my pale skin.
"Let's go, Mathilda."
My dear friend had actually taken a day off from her work at the center just to accompany me on my first day at the clinic. I'm not a child in need of support, and I can certainly go to the clinic alone. However, she insisted, and in some way, I found myself appreciating her even more.
"Are you not going to eat first?" she asked as we descended the stairs. "Your mother and father just left when I arrived earlier. They said they'll visit the farm to harvest some oranges."
"I have no time, Mathilda. If I eat I'd be really late," I replied.
"Oh, who's to blame?" she uttered in a malicious manner. "Hangover? Or someone else?"
Annoyed, I shot her a death glare. She had been teasing me since last night, relentlessly prying into why I had rejected Matthew when, in fact, it was Matthew who had rejected me. That freaking idiot had spewed lies to my friend, and she had naively believed it.
"My body was simply exhausted, plus the hangover," I tried to justify myself. "And in case you forgot, I was jetlagged and got home late last night."
Mathilda only gave me a smirk. "Whatever you say, princess."
I didn't pay much attention to her anymore, especially since we were almost at the clinic, which was just a short distance away from my house. We lived in the vicinity, close to the main building of the homestead where the clinic was located. So, it'll only take a few minutes to get there.
The clinic had a decent space for outpatients, but the equipment was outdated. As Mathilda and I entered, we noticed only two medical practitioners present, and they informed us that they were only assigned here for the month.
Red Moon had numerous clinics scattered throughout the area, but the pack had only a handful of doctors, with some having retired due to old age. Werewolves didn't age like humans; even if we lived for hundreds of years, our strength remained that of a human teenager. Perhaps the Alpha has them retired for them to spend more time with their families and make up for lost time.
"In a week, how many patients usually come here?" I asked, genuinely curious.
I had expected the clinic to be a stressful place to work, but I never imagined it would be this quiet and relaxing. Mathilda was already enjoying a cup of coffee, sipping it leisurely as she sat comfortably on a wooden chair, seemingly quite at ease in this setting.
"Three to four, sometimes more during harvest times. But on a normal occasion, we rarely have patients here," replied Maya, the short-haired girl who was one of the medical practitioners.
"Three to four patients?" I muttered, a bit surprised. Back in the States, I used to see that many patients in just half a day. But then again, this clinic was more like a small hospital room.
"Don't get too comfortable, Em," Mathilda chimed in. "If you end up working in the center, things will be a lot different."
Well, that's a given. The hospital in the center is a hundred times bigger than here, and the population there is much larger than in the homestead. I couldn't help but wish that I would never be assigned there, just so I wouldn't have to see Matthew again.
That stupid jerk.
We were in the midst of a conversation when a woman in her fifties suddenly burst into the clinic. Tears streamed down her face, and she appeared to be in pain. My eyes instinctively scanned her body and noticed traces of blood on her arms and neck.
"Lumina, what happened?" Maya asked with concern. She seemed to know Lumina well, having worked on and off at this place for some time. While I was born in the homestead, I had been away for a long time, so I had forgotten some of the residents.
"I fell on the rocks again," Lumina explained.
Maya took charge of assisting the distressed woman, while Mathilda, Jess, and I retreated to the staff room.
"She probably self-harmed again," Jess commented, referring to Lumina.
My brow furrowed in confusion. Self-harm? But didn't Lumina say she had fallen on the rocks? Mathilda seemed to pick up on my confusion. "Lumina struggles with mental health problems."
Mental health issues? In that case, Lumina needed to see a psychiatrist or someone specialized in dealing with such problems. If her condition persisted and she continued to engage in self-harm, it could become even more dangerous.
"What's worse is that sometimes she harms the locals," Mathilda continued. "I remember one time when the Luna paid a visit here, Lumina mistook her for her husband's killer. She actually harmed her, but luckily, Alpha Nicholas intervened."
That's alarming. However, it wasn't just Lumina's situation that caught my attention, but also Mathilda's mention of our Luna. If I recall correctly, during the ceremony last night, I hadn't seen any Luna.
"Who's our Luna? I didn't see her last night," I blurted out.
Mathilda glanced at me. "Your parents didn't tell you?"
I stared at her, puzzled. "Tell me what?"
"Alpha Nicholas killed the Luna's parents because of a past feud. It's like some sort of revenge. The Luna's parents killed Alpha Nicholas' parents, and then Alpha Nicholas killed the Luna's parents. So, Luna Aria fled," Jess explained.
I was taken aback. "Wait, what?"
"Does that mean the pack doesn't have a Luna now? The Alpha didn't find a replacement?" I asked, perplexed.
Typically, Alphas would find a replacement for their lost Luna. At least, that's what I had read in the news. Unless they succumbed to the pain and allowed it to drive them to insanity. They said losing your mate was the most excruciating torment one could endure, and I couldn't help but agree.
"We don't know, Em," Mathilda replied. "The Alpha hasn't said much about it, but there are rumors that he's searching for her."
I had so many questions swirling in my mind when suddenly, Maya entered the staff room. However, it wasn't her entrance that shocked me; it was the man following behind her that made my eyes widen in horror. What the heck is he doing here?
Some of the characters mentioned in this story already exist in my previous book entitled "Born to be My Luna". If you are confused, you can read BTBML first before reading this one. Thank you.
Matthew"How was your first duty, Emerald?" my brother asked. Emerald's eyes lingered on me for a moment before she cleared her throat and answered Nicholas's question. "It was fine."I wasn't supposed to be here, actually. There were some important matters that I should have been attending to, but I couldn't let this opportunity pass. So, when Nicholas brought this case to the table, I forced myself to join."Good to hear that," Nicholas replied, glancing at me, followed by a smirk. "If you have any concerns, you can contact me or Matthew—"The tone Nicholas used, filled with malicious teasing, made me wonder if he was intentionally trying to bait me or if he already had a hint about what was going on between Emerald and me. "— but if you contact me, I may not address it immediately as I'm a busy person. If it's urgent, contact Matthew," he added.I could almost hear Emerald's slow grumble, which she eagerly hid out of respect for my brother. She glanced at me and rolled her eyes
Emerald Days and weeks flew by so quickly, as if time had passed in the blink of an eye. It felt like just yesterday that I had started working in the homestead clinic, and now I found myself in the center hospital. The place was bustling with people, some in white coats and others in patient attire.Yesterday, I had moved into the doctor's dormitory, and today marked the beginning of my duties. I was eager to reunite with my friends who had been assigned here."Miraculously, you're not late," Mathilda commented as she met me at the entrance, followed by some of our mutual friends."Finally, Em. I'm sorry I haven't had time to visit the homestead. We're always fully booked here," Zane uttered, hugging me."Don't believe him, Em. He's busy flirting with the hot nurses. Perks of being mateless," Jay added with a mischievous grin."I'm not like that, I'm a one-woman kind of man. I'm not like you, Jay," Zane justified himself, eliciting laughter from the rest of us. The womanizer that he
EmeraldAll the hurt I had kept in the past weeks poured out once and for all as Matthew held me. His eyes were sad and tired, but I couldn't bring myself to understand him.My emotion was utterly overwhelming."Why did you reject me?" I whispered.We were outside of the club, leaving my friends behind. It was not my character to show vulnerability, but perhaps because of the alcohol, both my weakness and my courage to face our dilemma intervened."And why do you keep coming every time I want to forget you?" I added, getting rid of his hold.He tried to reach out to me one more time, but I moved away. I didn't want to get too close to him, not when I was this weak and a slave to my own emotions."I need answers, Matthew. Closure for the relationship that we didn't start," I sarcastically said.This is the curse of a werewolf. Our fate is destined. Our lifetime partners are already chosen. If only I could freely choose who I wanted to be, I'd choose someone who would choose me over eve
Matthew"Is everything set? We're coming," Nicholas asked on the phone.After a couple of visits to the human territory to coax Aria, he finally had a chance to bring her back here. Well, it was not voluntary. It just so happened that Aria exposed herself to the human villagers, and as her punishment, she was banished. Then, my brother came to the rescue."Yes, I have everything set."The guilt within me still lingers deep in my heart. Aria was a friend, but I betrayed her by killing her parents. It was hate that drove me to commit such actions. Because I knew my brother couldn't do it."Good, we'll be there in an hour."The call ended, and I went out to check everything. My brother wanted to have a huge feast, but for sure Aria wouldn't like it, so instead, we prepared an exclusive feast among officials only.I've been so busy these past few weeks, traveling in and out of the pack, and connecting with our allies because there's a current threat to our pack, a possible war arising due
Emerald"His woman just appeared out of nowhere and yanked my hair!" I complained while Mathilda tended to the scratches on my face."She even announced Matthew's rejection of me. She wants to humiliate me so badly. Now it will surely spread across the hospital!"If only I had known that Matthew had a possessive partner, I could have prepared myself. Seriously, she acted so immaturely, causing chaos in the hospital. And with so many people around! I understand it might be due to pregnancy hormones, but couldn't she control herself, at the very least?"Oh, yeah? You should have let her miscarry instead of injecting her with calming substance," Margarita annoyingly interjected.Well, there was no obstetrician-gynecologist available earlier in the area except for me. If I had let my pride take over and acted unprofessionally, something could have gone wrong with Natasha. Though I may not like her, I'm not heartless, especially since it's my job to save lives and not the other way aroun
Emerald Instead of resting early last night because I don't have overtime at work, Zane's sudden suggestion kept me wide awake all night. Fortunately, I didn't oversleep; otherwise, I'd be late for work."You look like a panda today," Mathilda noted. "Stop minding the rumors. They'll eventually fade."Oh, no! It's not the rumors that caused it, but our stupid friend's proposal. I wondered if Zane was even thinking when he blurted those words out, or was it out of pity. Whatever his intentions, I didn't like it."It's not the issue, but the stupid Zane, Mathilda!" I exclaimed.I saw a hint of a smile on her face, which confirmed everything. I wondered if they had all planned it together and let Zane be the one to execute it alone.My annoyance reached its highest level. Though I knew they just wanted what was best for me, I didn't like their planned solution to my problem."Don't you like it? Zane is mateless; you can use him. Besides, there's nothing to lose if you do it," Mathilda t
Matthew My life hasn't improved since the last time I fetched Natasha from the hospital. Her attitude has worsened, and if Emerald's schedule isn't changed, she will continue to create chaos there.I, on the other hand, am almost at the edge of my patience. No matter how hard I try to convince Natasha that I'm not backing out from the promise I made, she won't believe me. She wants me to fully commit to her to ease her mind, but with Emerald affecting me, I can't do it."Maybe in weeks or days, Crescentius will start the attack," Nicholas exclaimed, in one of our meetings.The impending fight not only brings trouble to all of us but also adds to the frustration I have with my life. I want to put an end to everything once and for all, but with the existing complications, it all seems impossible."I've sent notices to our allies, just in case. Our top priority is our constituents and as much as possible let's minimize the bloodshed and take the high road in this upcoming war," Nichola
EmeraldMy heart was pounding as I tended to Matthew's wound. I was meant to be on duty at the homestead this week, but due to the sudden war with the Crescentius, the Alpha personally requested my help here."All done. Just apply this ointment to prevent scarring," I handed him the bottle.Matthew's eyes lingered on me while I waited for him to take the ointment from my hand. He remained still, gazing at me as if I were a piece of art in a gallery. I felt a little awkward."Matthew?" I waved my hand in front of his face. "You're all set. You can go now."The longer we stayed in the same room, the more I struggled to breathe freely. Despite the rejection and pain, Matthew still had that effect on me. I suppose it will forever be etched on me, like a tattoo etched into my body. "Oh... uhh, thank you," he stuttered, accepting the bottle.I nodded and gestured towards the door for him to leave. He seemed hesitant, moving slowly as if he were an aged man. Just as he was about to exit, so
EmeraldI used to hide and let rumors take control. I thought the best way to deal with them was through silence. I don’t know if I was foolish to let Matthew publicly announce the truth—that he rejected me. It was a spur-of-the-moment decision, a burst of emotion I couldn’t contain. I could have just told him to say we weren’t together, that I wasn’t his mistress. It wasn’t until after a call with my friends that I realized how poor that decision had been."Isn't it more embarrassing to have everyone know you were rejected?" That was Mathilda’s message after our call last night.It dawned on me a little too late. The fact that I had Zane as my fake mate hadn’t even registered. People might have viewed things differently if I had simply let the rumors die on their own.When my duty at the homestead ended and I was reassigned back to the city, I thought I’d left it all behind. But as soon as I returned, a new rumor had taken root—that I had only used Zane to heal a broken heart caused
Emerald I stood there, surrounded by the other nurses whispering to one another. Their curious glances and stifled giggles were unbearable, but I tried my best to remain composed. “No, I’m not a mistress,” I firmly repeated, glaring at them. Their faces betrayed a mix of discomfort and guilt, but none of them spoke up. It was obvious they believed the gossip, or at the very least, found it entertaining. "I wonder who spread the gossip. I'd like to talk to them," I added. I felt a surge of anger rising. How could people gossip so easily without knowing the truth? It wasn’t just about me anymore—it was about clearing my name and protecting my dignity. Back in the States, spreading rumors had consequences, but here, it seemed people thrived on them. As I stewed in frustration, I suddenly heard footsteps behind me. I turned to find Matthew, of all people, standing there. “Matthew?” I said, my voice tight with surprise. He hadn’t been at the homestead in months, and now he shows up
Emerald I don't believe that one mistake can be justified by committing another. It wasn’t, and never will be, okay. But sometimes, even when it’s not right, we are forced to choose such a path—not for ourselves, but for others and for the sake of peace. Being called names by others, especially being labeled a mistress, is unacceptable. At first, I thought I could bear the pain, tolerate the shame, the embarrassment, and even the insults. But why should I be a martyr? Who in their right mind would allow others to call them names that aren't true? My parents raised me well, and I won’t let someone call me a mistress just because she thinks she's right. Not this time. "I thought you'd never accept it. You were so opposed to the idea," Mathilda commented after Zane and I told her about our plan. I wasn’t supposed to go down this road. Mathilda had once told me not to use someone else to numb my pain, but now, she was the one pushing me to move forward with this scheme. I could hav
EmeraldMy heart was pounding as I tended to Matthew's wound. I was meant to be on duty at the homestead this week, but due to the sudden war with the Crescentius, the Alpha personally requested my help here."All done. Just apply this ointment to prevent scarring," I handed him the bottle.Matthew's eyes lingered on me while I waited for him to take the ointment from my hand. He remained still, gazing at me as if I were a piece of art in a gallery. I felt a little awkward."Matthew?" I waved my hand in front of his face. "You're all set. You can go now."The longer we stayed in the same room, the more I struggled to breathe freely. Despite the rejection and pain, Matthew still had that effect on me. I suppose it will forever be etched on me, like a tattoo etched into my body. "Oh... uhh, thank you," he stuttered, accepting the bottle.I nodded and gestured towards the door for him to leave. He seemed hesitant, moving slowly as if he were an aged man. Just as he was about to exit, so
Matthew My life hasn't improved since the last time I fetched Natasha from the hospital. Her attitude has worsened, and if Emerald's schedule isn't changed, she will continue to create chaos there.I, on the other hand, am almost at the edge of my patience. No matter how hard I try to convince Natasha that I'm not backing out from the promise I made, she won't believe me. She wants me to fully commit to her to ease her mind, but with Emerald affecting me, I can't do it."Maybe in weeks or days, Crescentius will start the attack," Nicholas exclaimed, in one of our meetings.The impending fight not only brings trouble to all of us but also adds to the frustration I have with my life. I want to put an end to everything once and for all, but with the existing complications, it all seems impossible."I've sent notices to our allies, just in case. Our top priority is our constituents and as much as possible let's minimize the bloodshed and take the high road in this upcoming war," Nichola
Emerald Instead of resting early last night because I don't have overtime at work, Zane's sudden suggestion kept me wide awake all night. Fortunately, I didn't oversleep; otherwise, I'd be late for work."You look like a panda today," Mathilda noted. "Stop minding the rumors. They'll eventually fade."Oh, no! It's not the rumors that caused it, but our stupid friend's proposal. I wondered if Zane was even thinking when he blurted those words out, or was it out of pity. Whatever his intentions, I didn't like it."It's not the issue, but the stupid Zane, Mathilda!" I exclaimed.I saw a hint of a smile on her face, which confirmed everything. I wondered if they had all planned it together and let Zane be the one to execute it alone.My annoyance reached its highest level. Though I knew they just wanted what was best for me, I didn't like their planned solution to my problem."Don't you like it? Zane is mateless; you can use him. Besides, there's nothing to lose if you do it," Mathilda t
Emerald"His woman just appeared out of nowhere and yanked my hair!" I complained while Mathilda tended to the scratches on my face."She even announced Matthew's rejection of me. She wants to humiliate me so badly. Now it will surely spread across the hospital!"If only I had known that Matthew had a possessive partner, I could have prepared myself. Seriously, she acted so immaturely, causing chaos in the hospital. And with so many people around! I understand it might be due to pregnancy hormones, but couldn't she control herself, at the very least?"Oh, yeah? You should have let her miscarry instead of injecting her with calming substance," Margarita annoyingly interjected.Well, there was no obstetrician-gynecologist available earlier in the area except for me. If I had let my pride take over and acted unprofessionally, something could have gone wrong with Natasha. Though I may not like her, I'm not heartless, especially since it's my job to save lives and not the other way aroun
Matthew"Is everything set? We're coming," Nicholas asked on the phone.After a couple of visits to the human territory to coax Aria, he finally had a chance to bring her back here. Well, it was not voluntary. It just so happened that Aria exposed herself to the human villagers, and as her punishment, she was banished. Then, my brother came to the rescue."Yes, I have everything set."The guilt within me still lingers deep in my heart. Aria was a friend, but I betrayed her by killing her parents. It was hate that drove me to commit such actions. Because I knew my brother couldn't do it."Good, we'll be there in an hour."The call ended, and I went out to check everything. My brother wanted to have a huge feast, but for sure Aria wouldn't like it, so instead, we prepared an exclusive feast among officials only.I've been so busy these past few weeks, traveling in and out of the pack, and connecting with our allies because there's a current threat to our pack, a possible war arising due
EmeraldAll the hurt I had kept in the past weeks poured out once and for all as Matthew held me. His eyes were sad and tired, but I couldn't bring myself to understand him.My emotion was utterly overwhelming."Why did you reject me?" I whispered.We were outside of the club, leaving my friends behind. It was not my character to show vulnerability, but perhaps because of the alcohol, both my weakness and my courage to face our dilemma intervened."And why do you keep coming every time I want to forget you?" I added, getting rid of his hold.He tried to reach out to me one more time, but I moved away. I didn't want to get too close to him, not when I was this weak and a slave to my own emotions."I need answers, Matthew. Closure for the relationship that we didn't start," I sarcastically said.This is the curse of a werewolf. Our fate is destined. Our lifetime partners are already chosen. If only I could freely choose who I wanted to be, I'd choose someone who would choose me over eve