One Year Later
"Happy Birthday Lilian! Shots! Shots! Shots! Shots!" All of my friends were howling and whistling. We were at the hottest club in town, celebrating my twenty-first birthday.
I was wasted, and my boyfriend Jack was being a dick. I was fucking mad at him, for screwing my friend Mariana at my birthday party. I found him pants down, pounding the very eager Mariana. Both were shocked at seeing me, but I just smile at them and told them to carry on. I didn't care anymore.
Since Janet and David passed away, I had a new point of view in life, which was fuck the universe! They had fucked with my life, and I just didn't give a damn anymore! I went on with my days carefree like nothing could ever hurt me anymore. I was done feeling sorry for myself!
I'm twenty one now, meaning that I would be free of Anthony. My annoying, controlling eight years older stepbrother who was also my legal guardian. We didn't even share the same last name.
When his parents adopted me I decided to keep my old name. And through some negotiation his parents cave in with my demand, saying that they could change it in the future whenever I see fit, and I agreed with them.
Last year when the lawyers read us the will, it was stated that I was in the care of Anthony who would act as my guardian until I'm twenty-one. They left both of us a fair amount of inheritance, which I couldn't care less. Honestly, if I could, I would trade it with their life.
That year was a bad year for me, I was very gloomy. Anthony moved back into the house, but it still feels empty without Janet and David. Ann would visit us sometimes, but she has her own family and kids now, so I never demanded much of her time anymore.
Anthony was very controlling towards me. I get that he was supposed to be my guardian, but it didn't have to be literally. Months later after the accident, I decided to change myself with a carefree attitude. Anthony was surprised at my transformation. I started to dress differently, talk differently and he didn't like it.
I've had it with Anthony's hot and cold affection towards me. Yep...at some moments, I would think that he likes me. We even almost kissed one evening after he was breaking my fall when I accidentally stumbled down the last flight of stairs while I was reading a book.
The next day, he brought a woman home, just to parade her in front of me. So I got myself a boyfriend, to lounge with by the pool in my tiniest bikini. I could still remember his rage, he was livid then throw out my boyfriend with no explanation. Then in the evening, he invited another woman for dinner, so I wore my most revealing silk pajamas to the dining table just to mess with his head. Then he sent the woman home and gave me a speech about my dinner attire while his eyes gawked at my body. I secretly smile on the inside.
It was frustrating to live under the same roof as Anthony. Knowing that I wanted him, and I think he wanted me too but he was such a good boy, that he would never break any rules.
Well then...back to my party! Anthony can fuck himself! I don't fucking care!
We were dancing the night away, we ordered more shots, Jack and Mariana left the party after I caught them fucking. I was heavily wasted and grinding to some random guy. Until I saw Anthony at the bar with a woman. She was clinging onto his arm giggling at some joke. I was suddenly done with dancing, then went back to our table.
Diane was calling for more shots. "Your birthday Bitch! Shot! Shot! Shot! Shot!" I laughed at her slurring words ...oh she's going down tomorrow. I take the shot from her hand and gulped it down in one go. The burning sensation numbs Anthony away to the back of my mind. Until he was in front of me, facing me, looking mad as hell.
Damnnnnn!
"Lilian? you're drunk... really drunk. You're done here, we're going home." He ordered me.
I put my hands on his chest, feeling his muscles twitching under me. "Anthony, I'm twenty one now, you're not my guardian anymore," I whispered seductively in his ear. Feeling bold, I pushed my body to his, and grind him, dancing to the beat of the loud music.
He grabbed my neck firmly, yet making me very aroused. Then he whispered seductively in my ear.
"You're twenty-one and legal, now... I want you to come home with me, where I can do legal things to you." He said huskily making me wet.
Shit!
He didn't wait for my reply he just pulled out his wallet, give some bills to the waiter, and told her to close our tab and send everyone home. He grabbed my waist and walked me to his car.
"Where's your woman?" I asked him when we reach the car.
"I didn't bring any woman, I meet her there and then I see you and ditched her." He shrugged at me.
He started buckling me into the passenger seat. His hand scraping my bare thigh. "Damn it, Lilian, this is not even a dress, it's too damn short! Where's Jack...I thought he was your boyfriend?" his hand was stroking my hair now.
See hot and cold ...hot and cold! I hate him!
"He's done being my boyfriend a couple of hours ago when I found him pants down pounding my very eager friend Mariana." I shrugged.
"Shit! sorry, Lilian...I didn't know."
See Hot and cold... It's like a chorus now. Screw him!
"Nah!...fuck it! I don't care anymore. Just take me home." My eyes were suddenly teary.
Fuck I hate my life!!
He suddenly moves up to me and kissed me. He touched his lips to mine lightly like he was trying to see if I would pull back. Then he took his hand to my jaw and kissed me deeply. I moaned and open my mouth, as he pushes his tongue and teaches me a new meaning of kissing. I moaned his name again, and he pulled back from the kiss and rest his hand, on my bare thigh.
"We need to get you to my bed, right away." He said seductively, while his other hand caressed my hair. I squirmed, and he smirked at me.
Hot...hot...very HOT now
We arrived at the house, and I was struggling to unbuckle my seatbelt. "I don't think I'm able to get out of this entrapment." I pouted to Anthony.He laughed and seductively unbuckle my seatbelt, he passed my front and grazed my breasts intentionally. He got out of the car, and hold out his hand to me.
Anthony kissed me and told me to stay put while he went to the bathroom. He was disposing of the condom. I could hear water filling in the bathtub."Just stay there Lilian, I'll come and get you in a moment." He shouted from the bathroom."I can get up on my own you know..." I shouted back at hi
"Oh, my head. Am I dead? What...wait... Anthony?" He suddenly woke up and kissed my shoulder."You're not dead Lilian, morning my sweet Lilian. Don't tell me you forget about last night, cause I don't have a problem repeating it this morning." He said huskily, as he nudged his morning boner to my side intentionally.
It was Sunday and only a few students were in class, finishing off on their group projects. So it was good, less distraction. We said hello to a couple of students there, and carried on to our corner.I sent Bert back after dropping us off at campus and told him I'd give him a call when I was ready to go home.
I was making a mess at my studio, I couldn't sleep after fucking with Anthony an hour ago. So that was when I woke up and decided to paint.It has been the same since I was five. A couple of nights a week they would come to me, and I would be so scared of them. I still remembered all the mornings that I spent drawing in the corner. But it made me feel so much better afterward. I saw entities, then I need to draw to forget about them and to release my fears.
I was back in front of my canvas that morning. I like to wear just my overalls when I paint. It usually gets messy, so it was the practical thing to do.Anthony was still sleeping when I woke up this morning. Owning his own company made him quite flexible in working hours. Though he was still working, until quite late last night.
I was at my studio, still finishing off on my painting from the previous day. School today ended quite early, and I didn't have any more classes. So I decided to go straight home.That afternoon I was still feeling tired, and sleepy after last night with Anthony. We didn't get much sleep. He went to the office later than usual after he dropped me off at campus.
I woke up the next morning, feeling like my old worthless self. Knowing me, Ms. Margaret leave me alone with my thoughts. She would sometimes try and talk to me, but I was not feeling it.I could even see them in the morning now. Shadows lurking in the corner. Like they were trying to talk to me. They would shout at me, laugh at me, and suddenly cry in front of me. I would draw them in detail, I could see them clearly now.
"Anthony, my water just broke! Fuck! How do we do this? Martha! Where's Anthony?" I was in the kitchen talking to her. She grinned and hugged me."Come let's get you changed first, go to the bathroom for me. I'll go get your clothes. Don't worry Lilian, we have been preparing for this day. I'll go get Anthony also, I think he's in the study."
"Yes, Anthony. Yes, I will marry you. You are my first, and you will be my last." I snuggled in closer to his chest. I could hear him finally sighed."Thank you, love, you just made me the happiest man. Now, as a proper proposal. I need you to wait here."He got out of the tub and walked back in
"Touch me, Lilian. Fuck so good!" I was on top of him. The porn and the drinks were making me hornier than ever. I started kissing him and he was slowly peeling my dress off of me until he pulled it off and threw it on the floor. Revealing my sheer already wet thong to his view.I smiled at him blushing seeing his lust, so evident in his eyes. Then he pushed me to my back and started ravishing my body. "Watch the porn Lilian, as I lick you, and kiss you, and suck you, don't come until I told you so. Will you do that for me, sw
He was late coming from the office, he said that had an important meeting with clients from overseas that he couldn't cancel. So I leave the house with Diane, we got ready together. We were like fifteen years old giggling, over makeup and dresses."Lilian! Thank you again for your gift. I looove it." She was grinning, twirling her self in front of the mirror, looking at the new fuck me heels I got her.
I woke up alone, only to find Anthony was taking a shower. He was facing the wall with both of his hands stretched out, while he washing and rinsing his hair. I could see his delicious back muscles move, then he lower down one hand to his shaft and keeping the other on the wall.Well then...maybe I'll just watch.
"Lilian! How are you? Sorry I bailed on you yesterday, Brad was having his issues and I don't want to talk about it." Diane greeted me as we walk to our class."I'm good D! Anthony and I went on a date yesterday. Then we ended up watching porn last night." I was whispering to her."Damn bitch! I
"Come on Anthony, we already had a deal." I tugged him to move up the line, and he lazily followed me. And then he was hugging me from behind, as I rest my back to his chest and his chin rest on top of my head."Best date ever. Thank you, baby!" I pecked his cheek, but he didn't look like he was enjoying his time.
We drive home in silence, Anthony kept his hand on my knee making sure that I was okay. He would entwine our hand, reminding me that he was there with me. My eyes were closed feeling him near me, taking in all his love for me."Lilian, we're home love." He kissed my temple. I woke up groggily, he helps me with my seat belt and leads me back to the house.
Lilian, you really need to wake up now it's ten already love. I thought you're going to your group meeting. I can take you if you want? I already called Charles, and finish my work for today. So, I'm all yours until the function this evening." I could feel his hand under the sheet, he was trailing it lower to my abdomen, while he nibbled in my ear."Anthony, I still want to sleep. Your kinky thing last night, really made me tired." I kissed his cheek and snuggled in his arm.