Dawn-The first man that ever broke my heart was Ashton McCoy, but now, what I feel is twice the agony I felt back then.“I love you Dawn Amber McCoy, I love all of you,” he said ‘I love you’ as if it was an instinct and not words, “I love the Dawn whose mother abandoned her and I love the Dawn whose father consigned her to a self-centered, sadistic, heartless mafia,” he held my hand firmly, “I love the Dawn who made me want things like love over things like lust,” his eyes welling up with tears, “I love the Dawn who waited for love but found… found someone like me.” And the pace of his words died down, as if he realized he does not deserve me.I wanted to stay, I wanted to hug him, stop him from crying but I couldn’t. Knowing that it’ll happen again, “this heartbreak is better than a lifetime of ache.” I jerked his hand off of mine.“This heartbreak will ache for a lifetime.” He got up, his white pants torn, his knees bleeding just as his eyes. “Don’t do this to me, I’ll become the m
Dawn- Today I saw her crying, and thought how pathetically I get affected by her tears, just like her smile. My body involuntarily moves with her energy, my behavior depends on her moods, and I feel nothing but a puppet, and I enjoy being a puppet. Kim suggested that I should stop breathing in order to stop her from crying and honestly… I did consider it. Because today I realized that I have fallen in love with her, my unyielding emotional fortress, which weathered even the fiercest storms, has crumbled, leaving nothing but love in its wake. And I don’t feel sad to lose that part of me, a layer I formed to keep myself away from mundane emotions, a layer that kept me separated from this world. I came across with love mom, the one thing you taught me to find everywhere and the one thing Gerard made sure I never find, I found it in her. I wish you were here to see it for yourself, to see my smile so bright and wide as I jot down my heart in this diary. She loves me too, she
Kai-“I think Dawn snuck inside your office last night?” He gave me a serious expression, it was so unlike him.“By any chance, has she seen---”“Oh, no, no, no. She’ll find Gods by not the things I hide.” He seemed confident, I couldn’t do anything but trust him, the smirk on his lips assured me and I sighed helplessly.“How is she?” I questioned, appearing to be unbothered, and fixed my throat.“She misses you.” It’s too hard to trust this man, “just come back, she’s lost her smile, why are you being so stubborn?” He had gone to drop Agatha, and is unaware of what happened that day.“Stop it.”“Are you seriously going to give up on everything for her?” Banner who had been standing before me for hours finally chose to speak, I knew he was angry with me, but I hope he doesn’t take it out on her. She is my life.“It’s no use, I’ve tried it already Banner.” Kim murmured under his breath, reading every word through the file.“I won’t force you,” I said, “once I leave this world for good,
Dawn-I realized, all this time, I was the problem. And feeling the righteous, the way I pushed him away every time, I was nothing but a self-centered bitch.And the only red flag I see is, I, myself.“You know what’s gonna happen…” I heard a loud roar and intentionally started eavesdropping on him, “we have to do this Kai.” And just when I thought I shouldn’t be prying, I heard his name.Mr. Kim’s voice reached a high pitch, making it impossible for me not to overhear the conversation.“Kai, hold on,” he groaned in frustration, “we don’t have a choice. Stop being so immature.” His rage seemed to be directed squarely at Kai, “we’ll be there, period.”I descended the stairs cautiously, sneaking around as Banner walked in. “How are you going to convince her?” He asked, standing next to Mr. Kim, who placed his phone in the inner pocket of his coat and let out a loud sigh.“We’ll tell her the truth---”“Kai will be so angry.” Banner interjected.“Does that really matter? It’s life and de
Kai- “Eldorado,” as soon as I disconnected the call, Valdine stood right before me, “Lucas is here…” making his presence known, he instigated me into killing him. I remained quiet, the presence of Dawn here is getting to my head. I couldn’t muster up the courage to look into her eyes knowing I’ll be hypnotized by them. I heard her voice, I t-touched her and I stopped breathing. To fully convince her, I’ll leave no place for rejection. “You owe me,” he continued, “I solved a mystery for you.” Constantly poking me, waiting for me to get livid, he kept on trying. “You remember Sion and Heaven?” He leaned forward and my eyes widened, immediately looking up into his, with nothing but shock and terror churning within. “Don’t you dare…” I tried to warn him. “Lucas has been following you ever since your little princess’ photos went viral,” he exclaimed, having a firm grip on my sanity, “when you were busy falling in love,” squeaked with a menace grin, “he killed those kids knowing how m
Kai- I climbed the bodies as I climb stairs and stood on the pile of men, his men who were drained of blood. I smiled amidst the gruesome scene, my hands drenched in a cocktail of blood---mine, theirs, and soon, his as well. “I told you, I have a knack for thwarting backup plans,” I declared, wiping the tiny droplets of blood mixed with sweat from my forehead and smudging it across my face, hardly recognizing myself in the bloodbath. “Y-you’re a m-monster.” “At least I don’t kill kids.” I retorted swiftly, and even quicker, I saw the terror in his eyes. My body felt almost weightless, empty, devoid of any emotion. I looked down on him, from the height I was standing at, with a curled-up lip, “you shouldn’t have touched her, you… shouldn’t have touched them.” I leaped down and he stammered. “S-stay a-a-away f-from me.” His hands trembling, as he fumbled for a revolver that I had taken from him long ago. “Keep on looking, maybe you’ll find a brain back there.” I said, letting the
Dawn-“Careful,” I exclaimed, gently making our way toward his room. His hands on my shoulder, his eyes drowsy and his face sulking as we forced him inside his house.“I don’t wanna go,” trying to fight me, though his hands were on my shoulder, he was leaning on me, and although I was breathless, I didn’t mind even a second of it.He was so close, and despite the reeking of blood, I loved his scent.“I’ll take it from here,” I said, as Banner and I sat him down on the bed, it’s strange, the way Banner looks at him. “Banner,” I stopped him mid-way, “are you… perhaps angry with me?” Gently caressing Kai’s back, I questioned.“Angry?” He scoffed, facing his back toward me, “it’s just disappointing, how easily you gave up on him when all he’s done is look after you.” Still not looking at me, “the only one to blame here… is you. I hope you don’t realize it too late.” He left, closing the doors with a loud thud.“It’s…” Kai breathed heavily, “not… your fault,” getting conscious slowly, he t
Kai- That insatiable speed I was going at, faltered upon her three words, and I, Kai Eldorado, the Director of Gravity Entertainment cried. I can still feel it in my stomach, her words ogling my reaction, her tiny fingers wiping my tears. Though it was compensated by my violent thrusts as she screamed my name last night, I can still feel how embarrassing yet comfortable it was. It is comfortable crying when she’s around. Dawn Amber McCoy is my sanctuary, her arms are my secret hide-out, yes, this tiny girl, who’s sleeping so soundly right before my eyes, she’s my everything. “I love you, Kai Eldorado.” I chuckled heavily, I blushed like a teenager and cupped her face in my hand, pulling her closer and landed a gentle kiss on her forehead. “Girl, you make me crazy.” Her eyes squinted, and I smiled effortlessly, “Good,” she yawned, “morning,” stretching her arms wide as she greeted me with a smile warmer than the sun. “Morning,” I said tugging my hand around her waist and pulle
Dawn-“Dawn-ssi,” As I lay like a pillow on the couch, Mr. Kim rushed in my direction, wearing a huge smile, a letter in his hand and he plopped next to me. “I came bearing gifts.” He nearly sang.“Yayy…” Being overdramatic like him, I fixed my posture, my hands on my lap as he placed the letter in front of me.“Open it.” He said desperately and I followed, tearing away the seal, his expression told me it’s going to be something breath-taking and he placed his hand on his chest.“To, Dawn Amber Eldorado,” I read, my breath stuck, it must be Kai’s doing. A smile threatened to burst forth from my lips, knowing he was thoughtful enough to retain my mother’s name.“Team Animaniac, congratulates you for being the number 1 artist on Weekly Charts of New York times for two months,” my eyes wide, “and would like to give you an offer to work on an upcoming Anime, ‘The ‘Ed series’, we’d love to work with a talented artist like you and are awaiting your response eagerly. Team Animaniac.”“You l
Dawn-“Have a seat,” I was escorted inside, Banner following me from behind as I heard Agatha’s voice.When Agatha proposed a meeting, I found myself unable to refuse. Despite being the one who put an end to Kai’s frantic quest for truth, I couldn’t bring myself to say no when his grandmother requested, her plea nearly impossible to resist.Banner, ever vigilant, trailed along, for I wouldn’t have been able to leave the mansion without a convincing reason.“I know you have questions,” she said, putting her sunglasses down, “ask them away.”Silence occupying me, had she known anything, she would’ve told Kai already to gain his trust, she sure has an alternate motive.“Scarlett and Amber,” she sighed, intertwining her fingers together, “they were friends from college,” her gaze searching for any hint of reaction on my face, “and then they got married coincidently to mafias.”Kai and I, we promised not to delve into the past anymore, live for the future that lies ahead yet, with every wo
Kai- “K-Kai…” she cried my name out as I dug my fangs inside her flesh, leaving my essence on every part of her body, her eyes closed as I thrusted myself inside her. My sweat mingling with her, producing a sweet and tangy floral scent. I licked her collarbone, trailing up to eat her jaw, and locked her lips with mine. Her body fits so right in mine, leaving no space for the air to pass… just us, lost and loved. She sat on my lap and she did, her thighs grew larger and I squeezed them tightly, her arms wrapped around my neck as she bounced, my dick thrusted deep and deep and deeper with every pound, our breathing jagged, consumed by lust and I could barely open my eyes. Gently combing her hair as I ran my fingers through them, her head dropped as her back arched, exposing her breasts to me and I licked, sucking onto them until her body trembled, her thighs quaking as I circled my tongue around her nipples, and she tried to tighten her grip around my neck. Her moans and cries mad
Kai- That insatiable speed I was going at, faltered upon her three words, and I, Kai Eldorado, the Director of Gravity Entertainment cried. I can still feel it in my stomach, her words ogling my reaction, her tiny fingers wiping my tears. Though it was compensated by my violent thrusts as she screamed my name last night, I can still feel how embarrassing yet comfortable it was. It is comfortable crying when she’s around. Dawn Amber McCoy is my sanctuary, her arms are my secret hide-out, yes, this tiny girl, who’s sleeping so soundly right before my eyes, she’s my everything. “I love you, Kai Eldorado.” I chuckled heavily, I blushed like a teenager and cupped her face in my hand, pulling her closer and landed a gentle kiss on her forehead. “Girl, you make me crazy.” Her eyes squinted, and I smiled effortlessly, “Good,” she yawned, “morning,” stretching her arms wide as she greeted me with a smile warmer than the sun. “Morning,” I said tugging my hand around her waist and pulle
Dawn-“Careful,” I exclaimed, gently making our way toward his room. His hands on my shoulder, his eyes drowsy and his face sulking as we forced him inside his house.“I don’t wanna go,” trying to fight me, though his hands were on my shoulder, he was leaning on me, and although I was breathless, I didn’t mind even a second of it.He was so close, and despite the reeking of blood, I loved his scent.“I’ll take it from here,” I said, as Banner and I sat him down on the bed, it’s strange, the way Banner looks at him. “Banner,” I stopped him mid-way, “are you… perhaps angry with me?” Gently caressing Kai’s back, I questioned.“Angry?” He scoffed, facing his back toward me, “it’s just disappointing, how easily you gave up on him when all he’s done is look after you.” Still not looking at me, “the only one to blame here… is you. I hope you don’t realize it too late.” He left, closing the doors with a loud thud.“It’s…” Kai breathed heavily, “not… your fault,” getting conscious slowly, he t
Kai- I climbed the bodies as I climb stairs and stood on the pile of men, his men who were drained of blood. I smiled amidst the gruesome scene, my hands drenched in a cocktail of blood---mine, theirs, and soon, his as well. “I told you, I have a knack for thwarting backup plans,” I declared, wiping the tiny droplets of blood mixed with sweat from my forehead and smudging it across my face, hardly recognizing myself in the bloodbath. “Y-you’re a m-monster.” “At least I don’t kill kids.” I retorted swiftly, and even quicker, I saw the terror in his eyes. My body felt almost weightless, empty, devoid of any emotion. I looked down on him, from the height I was standing at, with a curled-up lip, “you shouldn’t have touched her, you… shouldn’t have touched them.” I leaped down and he stammered. “S-stay a-a-away f-from me.” His hands trembling, as he fumbled for a revolver that I had taken from him long ago. “Keep on looking, maybe you’ll find a brain back there.” I said, letting the
Kai- “Eldorado,” as soon as I disconnected the call, Valdine stood right before me, “Lucas is here…” making his presence known, he instigated me into killing him. I remained quiet, the presence of Dawn here is getting to my head. I couldn’t muster up the courage to look into her eyes knowing I’ll be hypnotized by them. I heard her voice, I t-touched her and I stopped breathing. To fully convince her, I’ll leave no place for rejection. “You owe me,” he continued, “I solved a mystery for you.” Constantly poking me, waiting for me to get livid, he kept on trying. “You remember Sion and Heaven?” He leaned forward and my eyes widened, immediately looking up into his, with nothing but shock and terror churning within. “Don’t you dare…” I tried to warn him. “Lucas has been following you ever since your little princess’ photos went viral,” he exclaimed, having a firm grip on my sanity, “when you were busy falling in love,” squeaked with a menace grin, “he killed those kids knowing how m
Dawn-I realized, all this time, I was the problem. And feeling the righteous, the way I pushed him away every time, I was nothing but a self-centered bitch.And the only red flag I see is, I, myself.“You know what’s gonna happen…” I heard a loud roar and intentionally started eavesdropping on him, “we have to do this Kai.” And just when I thought I shouldn’t be prying, I heard his name.Mr. Kim’s voice reached a high pitch, making it impossible for me not to overhear the conversation.“Kai, hold on,” he groaned in frustration, “we don’t have a choice. Stop being so immature.” His rage seemed to be directed squarely at Kai, “we’ll be there, period.”I descended the stairs cautiously, sneaking around as Banner walked in. “How are you going to convince her?” He asked, standing next to Mr. Kim, who placed his phone in the inner pocket of his coat and let out a loud sigh.“We’ll tell her the truth---”“Kai will be so angry.” Banner interjected.“Does that really matter? It’s life and de
Kai-“I think Dawn snuck inside your office last night?” He gave me a serious expression, it was so unlike him.“By any chance, has she seen---”“Oh, no, no, no. She’ll find Gods by not the things I hide.” He seemed confident, I couldn’t do anything but trust him, the smirk on his lips assured me and I sighed helplessly.“How is she?” I questioned, appearing to be unbothered, and fixed my throat.“She misses you.” It’s too hard to trust this man, “just come back, she’s lost her smile, why are you being so stubborn?” He had gone to drop Agatha, and is unaware of what happened that day.“Stop it.”“Are you seriously going to give up on everything for her?” Banner who had been standing before me for hours finally chose to speak, I knew he was angry with me, but I hope he doesn’t take it out on her. She is my life.“It’s no use, I’ve tried it already Banner.” Kim murmured under his breath, reading every word through the file.“I won’t force you,” I said, “once I leave this world for good,