There goes my car again. I know it hadn't been there this afternoon when I'd gone outside with Belle to call her friend, but now here it was again.I wondered what kind of teacher could afford a car like that. Granted it was a private school and I'm sure the faculty here made more than at the average high school. Still, that car was like a half a million dollars easy.I grinned when I remembered telling dad that that's what I wanted as payment for him disrupting my life.I was on my way to the field for tryouts. After this afternoon's little run-in with the squad I wasn't sure of my reception, but I wasn't about to let that deter me. Ms. Simmons, the coach was very personable when we spoke earlier, and she seemed pretty impressed with my stats.The school had never been part of the nationals, whereas my old school had won twice in the last three years. I was a shoo-in and since I seem to have gotten over whatever was bugging me earlier, I really wasn't too interested in what Mand
I stood in stark fear as they circled around me again and again, shouting their taunts at me.This was nothing new, I had grown accustomed to this treatment at their hands in the last school year, and it didn't look like anything had changed for the new one.My best friend Belle stood off to the side, not able to do anything to help because I'd made her promise not to get involved.I knew it was hard for her to watch, but I didn't want her to come under attack as well.She was spared the worst of their antagonism by some miracle, but me, for whatever reasons they hated me and has been singling me out for their special brand of torture.I'd hidden out all day like a ninny, not wanting to draw their ire. After showing up I'd hidden away in the musty old music room after picking up most of the year's assignment sheets.I knew that today was going to be hard; the new guy was coming. As if I'd have any interest in him. But past experience had taught me that I would be at the receiving
He's tall dark and handsome, he has a beauty that I've seen only on a movie screen, but no screen character has ever made my heart beat out of time, made my palms sweat and my body feel weak.In that one quick glance I took it all in, before turning away again."You should tell your dad Tam, this is getting out of hand. What if Shane hadn't come along? She was going to hit you I know it, and then I would've had to kick her skinny ass no matter what you say."I was in a bad place, at sixteen it wasn't cool to run home to mom and dad and tattle.But there were so many stories in the news these days about kids killing themselves because of bullying.Or worst yet, kids killing other kids in the most horrific ways. I didn't want to end up a statistic I just wanted to be left alone."If it happens again I will I promise."I headed for my car, the little Prius that I was so fond of. My parents had got it for me for my sixteenth birthday.It was perfect for the person I am. No flash, n
Mom and dad had a million and one questions. You'd think Jared and I had attended kindergarten for the first time. I guess the first day in a new school worked out to about the same thing for them.Maggie was happy enough, full of chatter about her new school and her new friends and all the exciting things she was going to be doing this year.I reminded myself to grill her later and make sure all was really well and that no one was bothering her.It had been a while since I'd been faced with the perils of school politics, but after all that I'd seen today, and that look on little Cassandra's face, my eyes were reopened.Maggie is an introvert; she holds things in a lot, so if I wanted to know anything I'd have to pry.Where I might've been a bit reticent to stick my foot in where my own situation was concerned, I wouldn't be too accepting if I found that my little sister was at the receiving end of that crap.Jared, when it was his turn, went on and on about the new team and what
That night I tossed and turned as the memory of his face intruded on my every thought. I felt a burning in my stomach followed by nausea.I knew that I was fighting my own resolve here. That ingrained sense of decency dictated that I not give into the new feelings that plagued me.He belonged to someone else. But my heart didn't seem to care. It was almost pitiful the way I felt. My girlfriends, some of whom had been allowed to date long before I was, because their parents lived in the new millennium and not the stone ages like mine did, were always full of stories of the ups and downs of their relationships. Not once do I recall any of them having this issue.They'd all just seemed to pair off with their chosen beaux, though sometimes they might have been another interested party off to the sidelines, but nothing like this.I had no experience quite frankly with not getting something I wanted. Not in the mean girl 'I'd run over you and take what's yours' sort of way, but just th
"What the hell are you doing?" I pulled my arm away and tried walking around her. I knew she was going to pull this shit and had prepared myself. This last time wasn't the first time we'd broken up. Always before I'd taken her back because fuck, I had nothing better to do and the sex was good. But now I was really and truly over her shallow ass, and after yesterday I had no doubt that this time it was for good. "Oh come on Jace don't be like that. You know you can't let me go that easily." She ran her finger down my chest. I brushed her hand away and didn't even look at her. My eyes were glued to the ass of the new girl as she walked with her brother and her friends.My smile grew when I saw who it was she was walking with. Better and better. I maybe should've been more careful, because Mandy's eyes followed mine and the look that came over her face did not bode well."I've gotta go; and Mandy, whatever you were just thinking, I would forget it." I gave her my 'don't fuck with
I think this bitch tried to drop me; no seriously, if not for my quick reflexes I would've been on my ass. I played it off like I didn't know what was up, even when she and her coven started to snicker and give me looks.There had been a buzz all day that her and the hottie weren't exactly as lovey-dovey and hot and heavy as they apparently were before summer break.I wasn't sure if that was true and had no real way of finding out, but after yesterday's warning I was pretty sure that might have something to do with her trying to kill me.I was working really hard at not letting my eyes stray to where he was on the field, but my body seemed to have its own thing going on.My bra felt tight if that made any sense and I felt like I do when dad breaks out the cash for an all day shopping spree for mom and I.Ain't much can give me that feeling I'll tell you that. But all day I've been feeling on edge. It could be because I kept feeling his eyes on me, though he hadn't said anything to
For the first time I actually felt that tingle that I guess most teenage girls get when asked that question. I told her about Jace and the Mandy situation. "Oh she's so done.""What do you mean, why do you say that?""Because if she was in there she wouldn't feel threatened by you, unless the guy is a total dog who cheats on her all the time.""I didn't hear anything like that, only that they were the hottest item last year and now, ice-burg. I did see the two of them together and she seemed way more interested than he did.""See, they're on the outs, now the thing to find out is, is it temporary, a lover's spat or is it permanent?""How do I do that?""Did you learn nothing from me? Geez, here's what you do. You don't approach him at all, like never." "Whenever you see him make sure you're doing something that will get his attention but don't be too obvious. You know, like laugh at something someone else said and throw your head back like it's really funny, that sort of thing.