Chapter 138: SIAN

I knew we were all just killing time, waiting until the coast was clear, but we were too restless to settle down to do so much as play a game. I fought off going to the bathroom to throw up I don't know how many times, and the more time went by the more I rethought what I was about to do. Not only because I hate having anything to do with Mandy, but because I knew Jace was going to have a cow when he finds out, and he will find out.

I was tempted to call him, just to hear his voice. But I knew if I did I'd give myself away. I still can't believe he knows me so well already. I never really let myself think about his time with her, but I know if he was half as intense with her as he is with me, there was a good reason for her actions. Once you've felt that, been touched by his fire, it would be damn near impossible to find that with anyone else. I know I wouldn't be able to move on after him. The very thought makes me sick to my stomach.

I listened to the others telling tall tales