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Chapter 19: Confessions in the Dark

Author: Miss Amateur
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-16 01:54:07

The command tent was eerily quiet, the only sounds coming from the faint hum of the generators outside and the rustling of papers on the table in front of me. The room was dimly lit by a single overhead bulb that flickered every so often, casting long shadows across the walls. It was late—well past midnight—but I couldn’t bring myself to leave. The weight of the day still clung to me like a heavy coat I couldn’t shrug off.

The mission had been another close call. Too close. We’d lost three soldiers, and Ethan had barely managed to get us out alive. My hands still trembled slightly when I thought about it, the image of the infected swarming around us burned into my mind. I couldn’t stop replaying it, the sounds of gunfire, the screams, the sickening growls of the infected closing in.

I sat at the table, staring blankly at a report I’d been trying to read for the past half hour. The words swam in front of my eyes, refusing to settle into anything coherent. I rubbed my temples, trying to
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