Chapter 383 Cleo I have always been good at what I do but if being perfect comes at a cost then I think that the cast can sometimes take a toll on your mental health or well-being as a whole . It feels like I'm crashing at a speed faster than I could a wave it's like surfing you know when you so if you've got a trust the waves and when the waves come you've got to pick which waves to ride sometimes you like the waves pass and sometimes you go and catch the waves but you sometimes miss and you have to surrender to the water surrendering to the water is one thing but catching a wave that is so huge that you been running for a long time can sometimes bring you to a low that you didn't see coming.my brain deals with switches so they are different switches for different things I wear different hats of course for work for home and for my husband that lately it feels as if all I'm ever doing is dropping in and out of the country and missing my kids and it's not missing my kids is missing
Chapter 384 Angelo Cleo knows that I can be unpredictable when I operate on feeling and practicality. Do you know what he tells me about what's bothering her but lately he's been quiet and I could tell that she didn't go out because she has been moody and the things that she was quite about what you was dreaming about because when she wakes up moody she's either woken up from a nightmare or she's either another number to talk to anyone because she's processing what she has dreamt about but this time it's different. When you decide to embark on something be at a project or something to do with work you sometimes throw caution to the wind and you suss out what you need to do what needs to be done and we need to get things done but where the Cleo is concerned this is different ,she got into my world not her world because her world before mine was much more different even though she had work for my mother she had never been married to someone who works for people like my father and m
Chapter 385 Cleo This is a problem when you don't process what you supposed to process properly you either end up snapping at people that you didn't mean to snap on or your behavior changes and the ones close to you sometimes find out notice but the person you married to might notice that you are acting a bit off because you put on so many mosques and I don't because you are always catching your breath, there comes a point where catching your breath starts to suffocate you and the only thing you need to start doing in order to breathe probably is to breathe out . I've been catching my breath for a while now and my husband noticed it's like you're suffocating but nobody can see that you're suffocating and it happens at a mental level where you can't even understand what's going on it's easy to understand that something is going on but you cannot attack what you don't understand and what I have going on in my head and in my heart and how I'm feeling I do understand understand every
Chapter 386 Angelo I really have a knack for screwing up my life and putting away the people that care about me the most don't get me wrong I love my wife but now I see that I've done a lot of things wrong and it's up to me to fix the wrong that I've done the wrong things that I've made happen. When you got kidnapped over the festive season I didn't go into a downward spiral but I held together because of the kids and when the kids were taken away it took everything in me not to jump over the edge or try and kill someone because they were the only ones who gave me purpose . I've fallen in love before and I got hurt so badly. I've had women who only loved me because of my status and what I could get from them and women who were superficial and fake. Cleo is the only woman that has shown me how to love and be loved . I've always defined things by the physical, and loving without possessing has its benefits when you know that the person you love is loyal to you in more ways than
Chapter 387 Cleo I think I tend to struggle with opening up if I haven't processed things properly. you know when you know that something is wrong and you don't want to sort it out because you don't want to deal with the feelings that come with processing . when you purchase something you admit that what happened had happened and you started to make peace with what happened I haven't made peace with what happened because it happened so fast and so quick and I know that somebody was involved and you that Michelangelo's ex-girlfriend was involved in my kidnapping , after I thought about what she had said. I knew that I was in trouble after she told me not to talk to people that I don't know and a couple of minutes later people that I didn't know came through and they started talking to me and the person who started talking to me was someone who looked like , the type of man that I was okay with everything until I saw the ring that he was wearing which happened to be the same ring th
Chapter 388 Angelo I understand the nature of the business that I'm in and I understand the family that I have been born into being a family that is messed up that has layers upon layers of darkness and secrets that they are keeping . I also understand that I can never be too careful and made show that I took different routes to where I was headed with my wife I know that she wanted to talk to the kids but I told her that it would be two days but now it's pouring running on 3 days cause this was the second day that we were on the road ,I never do things impromptu I normally plan things out and I do things that are required based on information that is given and fact-checking and double-checking and cross-checking everything that I need to check before I make a decision and with regards to making a decision I normally take my time but something about Cleopatra it just makes you want to be as pragmatic as I can be not to say that I haven't been pragmatic but she makes me want to tak
Chapter 389 Cleo Garry is the Type of person that you don't mess with me is similar to Rosa in many ways he is like the male version of Rosa once he puts his mind on something he will see it to completion and it doesn't matter how many obstacles getting his way he will make sure that he gets what he wants at the end of the day I figured that out when I was captured because he wasn't taking no for an answer he wanted to know that Michelangelo words the surfer in a way because he didn't like him the only way I found out that he was working with his ex-wife who is now his wife which is hella confusing but makes sense and away was that; she was there to oversee everything that needed to be overseen and with regards to a lot of things that happened they happened chronologically normally things that happen at the spur of the moment like what Michelangelo decided to do happen at the spur of the moment and you understand that he is driven by emotion and feeling and he's being emotional a
Chapter 390 Angelo I here's one thing I know it's that Cleopatra has a tendency of keeping stuff from me until I really need to know what's going on and when I do find out what's going on I sometimes wonder why was she keeping it from me in the first place I have ever heard her speaking to my mother and my mother had asked her if she had told me something that I don't know and I needed to know everything there was to know about the deal that she was mediating for the fact that knew that my uncle was in Italy but she didn't tell me why he was in Italy and that was one of the things that but me was that he couldn't just leave his company to me and then just fly away is one of those people who are accurate and they will check and fact check everything. I was just about done with breakfast when I heard Cleopatra talking to my mother and she was talking to her like she's talking to me normally and kind of thankful that they have a relationship that they can communicate properly and ta