Chapter 380 Angelo I've never been good at spontaneity. It was never my strongest suit and on top of everything else I feel as if I needed to do something to remind my wife why there's been a lot of things going on and by that I mean, my wife working for my father's company . I don't understand why I keep on picking the wrong side but I normally stick to my guns and stick to what I know and there's been days when I feel like I am not really of picking a side that's always winning my speaking down the dark side and my uncle company is not the underdog side in actual fact we are the most powerful people in our neck of the woods. I kind of know the deal that Cleopatra was going to broke her with my ex-girlfriend's ex-husband, and first of all I knew that you wasn't going to be happy about finding out that I was in contact with my ex-girlfriend I need it to be in contact with her because she had gone missing but I need to trust the fact that whatever was happening and what was going
Chapter 381 Cleo If there's one thing I know about my husband is that he is predictable. I know what he's thinking. I know what his next move is and I was anticipating the next move so that way I know that I am not going to be surprised today, however I was surprised that the surprises started after lunch. What happened was expected but what happened when you were headed to the stadium for the live game was totally unexpected because he's not the type to pass a game that everybody wants to go to just to spend some time with me and he did that and when he did that I was a bit happy until Dante called . When Dante called I put the phone on loudspeaker , so that Michelangelo get here everything that was being said and what was going on because he didn't like being kept in the dark and every time he was kept in the dark he usually what find out that something wasn't get going on and then he'd be much more angrier than he initially was because he needed to get clarity at the same time
Chapter 382 Angelo There is an exhilarating feeling that you get when you do something that is totally out of your comfort zone I don't like talking motion I know react on the fact that I given and practical about the fact that I given but when you operate on emotion and practicality sometimes you do things that are out of the ordinary and when you do things that are out of the ordinary you end up he the appreciating that you did do something that was not expected of you or you sometimes ask yourself how did I mess up something that was going so well. When I decided to take a detour and go on a road trip with my friend was unexpected because normally I plan things out and I make sure that I know where I'm going and I know who needs to know where I am at all times but I decided to do what was unexpected and what was not expected of me so when I texted Carl to pack food for me and Cleo . I wanted to go somewhere where I knew nobody knew Cleopatra really knew that I was with Cleopat
Chapter 383 Cleo I have always been good at what I do but if being perfect comes at a cost then I think that the cast can sometimes take a toll on your mental health or well-being as a whole . It feels like I'm crashing at a speed faster than I could a wave it's like surfing you know when you so if you've got a trust the waves and when the waves come you've got to pick which waves to ride sometimes you like the waves pass and sometimes you go and catch the waves but you sometimes miss and you have to surrender to the water surrendering to the water is one thing but catching a wave that is so huge that you been running for a long time can sometimes bring you to a low that you didn't see coming.my brain deals with switches so they are different switches for different things I wear different hats of course for work for home and for my husband that lately it feels as if all I'm ever doing is dropping in and out of the country and missing my kids and it's not missing my kids is missing
Chapter 384 Angelo Cleo knows that I can be unpredictable when I operate on feeling and practicality. Do you know what he tells me about what's bothering her but lately he's been quiet and I could tell that she didn't go out because she has been moody and the things that she was quite about what you was dreaming about because when she wakes up moody she's either woken up from a nightmare or she's either another number to talk to anyone because she's processing what she has dreamt about but this time it's different. When you decide to embark on something be at a project or something to do with work you sometimes throw caution to the wind and you suss out what you need to do what needs to be done and we need to get things done but where the Cleo is concerned this is different ,she got into my world not her world because her world before mine was much more different even though she had work for my mother she had never been married to someone who works for people like my father and m
Chapter 385 Cleo This is a problem when you don't process what you supposed to process properly you either end up snapping at people that you didn't mean to snap on or your behavior changes and the ones close to you sometimes find out notice but the person you married to might notice that you are acting a bit off because you put on so many mosques and I don't because you are always catching your breath, there comes a point where catching your breath starts to suffocate you and the only thing you need to start doing in order to breathe probably is to breathe out . I've been catching my breath for a while now and my husband noticed it's like you're suffocating but nobody can see that you're suffocating and it happens at a mental level where you can't even understand what's going on it's easy to understand that something is going on but you cannot attack what you don't understand and what I have going on in my head and in my heart and how I'm feeling I do understand understand every
Chapter 386 Angelo I really have a knack for screwing up my life and putting away the people that care about me the most don't get me wrong I love my wife but now I see that I've done a lot of things wrong and it's up to me to fix the wrong that I've done the wrong things that I've made happen. When you got kidnapped over the festive season I didn't go into a downward spiral but I held together because of the kids and when the kids were taken away it took everything in me not to jump over the edge or try and kill someone because they were the only ones who gave me purpose . I've fallen in love before and I got hurt so badly. I've had women who only loved me because of my status and what I could get from them and women who were superficial and fake. Cleo is the only woman that has shown me how to love and be loved . I've always defined things by the physical, and loving without possessing has its benefits when you know that the person you love is loyal to you in more ways than
Chapter 387 Cleo I think I tend to struggle with opening up if I haven't processed things properly. you know when you know that something is wrong and you don't want to sort it out because you don't want to deal with the feelings that come with processing . when you purchase something you admit that what happened had happened and you started to make peace with what happened I haven't made peace with what happened because it happened so fast and so quick and I know that somebody was involved and you that Michelangelo's ex-girlfriend was involved in my kidnapping , after I thought about what she had said. I knew that I was in trouble after she told me not to talk to people that I don't know and a couple of minutes later people that I didn't know came through and they started talking to me and the person who started talking to me was someone who looked like , the type of man that I was okay with everything until I saw the ring that he was wearing which happened to be the same ring th