Chapter 288
Cleo
I forgot how lovely it is to be with someone who just knows you for who you are and just accepts you for everything that you have to bring to the table and meets you at your place of need. I had a full day with blonde hair and it's the best thing I could have ever asked for. I do miss the kids, don't get me wrong. I know everything about my twins and everything about Ava and I don't want to be that parent that misses milestones or epic things that happened to them. I can't control what's going on outside of the bubble that I'm in but I can control how I react to it and this morning was nothing short of needed I've been fighting so much that I forgot what it was like not to be fighting with someone or feeling some type of way about someone because of what they did or what was going on when they did what they did .
I normally know how to break bread with my husband but with Dante
Chapter 289 Angelo I don't get it. I don't understand if it's some kind of test that I have to go through or if it's things that are just happening at a certain time that when everything happens everything happens and it happens in epic fashion. Just a couple of days ago I was doing fine just two days ago I was okay with my wife were getting back to being the couple that we were and now on the day that both my families merge which is what I wanted to happen and I wanted to celebrate it with her she goes missing and the person who took her is nowhere to be found as in he knows how to cover his tracks he knows how to make things look as they are not and they say he is as good as I am when it comes to making sure that things are done and there are people clean up what needs to be cleaned up. There is this thing that we talk about in our business and its territory the more territory you have the more control you have over a certain area and certain businesses that are around within th
Chapter 290AngeloThe last thing I needed was my brother to remind me that I have made a lot of mistakes and by that I mean he reminded me that I'm no saint and I do know that I'm no saint. When I returned home last night I didn't want to hear anything from anyone and I didn't want to receive any message unless it was any message to do with any progress that has to do with finding my family. Daniel reminded me that I needed to take care of myself and do my best . I can't sleep if I can sleep without at least crying about what was going on. I did a whole lot of crying, a whole lot of screaming and a whole lot of cursing while I was at the point where I felt like I was not important.I'm very sure of myself that the last thing I need is to doubt myself. With everything that I have done I wish that I had changed some of the things that I've done but I can't do that. I cannot control the past nor can I con
Chapter 291AngeloThere comes a time when you have to fight for what you need and what you want and you have to fight for what you know is important and I'm blessed enough to have my family with me sitting with me and taking care of me while I look for my wife and kids. Happiness information has been canceled from me and somebody is actually doing what they doing just to get back at me and directly and they're using the contacts that they have but I don't know who's doing it and stuff like this doesn't just happen it has to be an inside job and the inside job has to be either somebody someone hired or somebody is someone paid off to pull off the drop that they did because you cannot be outnumbered you cannot be at a place where people find it easier to commit crimes it's a public area and I needed footage again to prove my point that this was all staged then again I couldn't get footage from anyone or anywhere when I asked the 11 peop
Chapter 292 Cleo Dante has always had good intentions . He was always misunderstood and that's what made me like him because I don't think that he was misunderstood I just only felt that he was very special and that he has a very different view of life.Ryan, was actually the one you saw everything before it happened it was as he predicted that we were going to end up together that I thought nothing of it because I was still with him but when we broke up mutually and we became friends he was right on the money it's a good thing I didn't bet because I would have lost money on that . He was right on the money from the get-go. He even predicted that his brother would actually end up with me but I didn't believe him because I thought that we were in love but it turned out that we became much better friends than lovers. I have a rule you don't cut contact with someone who has a special place in your heart and you always keep in contact with them and tell them what's going on with your l
Chapter 293 Angelo There were days when things make sense and then there are days when things just don't make sense you keep on asking yourself if you thought you saw coming with you have been able to printed you have been able to stop what was going to happen or would you call everyone else you know to come and help you stop what was coming but truth be told I don't think I could stop it was coming because I didn't see it coming and that's the confusing part of it or because I make sure that the security detail is tight. If you were in the position that I was and you wouldn't be sleeping and have predicted I didn't want to get addicted to sleeping tablets so here we are again having sleepless nights and days that have the audacity to come and go because life goes on . I tried to figure out how everything could go wrong at one time when everything happens concurrently. First it was my wife just when things were going well and you that I had messed up but I knew that she would forgi
Chapter 294CleoAs far as months ago this has been the most challenging month I've ever had to encounter. Challenging in the thermostat had to question everything that I've been through with my husband and what the hell I married the man that I married I still love him there's a part of me that feels as if I've muted The voice that helps me reason and call a spade a spade . Angelo has kept stuff for me and has also tried to kill me not once, not twice but three times. He has not treated me like we were married at some stage and the more I do a background check on him with the resources that Dante gave me the more I'm discovering that ; I don't know the man that I'm married to.It's been almost a month s since my kidnapping don't tell her to kidnap me and he wouldn't do it alone he had help I knew that it had to be an inside job because ,I've always had eyes on me and by that
Chapter 295 Cleo There comes a point where you get tired of catching your breath . You can only do so much to numb the pain. You can only do so much to pretend that everything is okay and everything will come right in time, but what if time never does what it's supposed to. I cannot live with the fact that I have to manage my trauma it gets tedious from time to time and the more I tried to push things away the more they keep coming back with raging vengeance and it feels as if I'm being pulled in by a riptide in calm waters when I had no memory at all or recollection of why was it felt like I was in an ocean and I didn't know which one to pick and I was lost but, but what if sometimes the island comes to you and you don't go to the island in this case I'm talking about my relationship with Dante . He gets me in so many ways mentally and emotionally . As practical as he can be he can also be the most attentive , caring guy you can ever come across. He knows what I need without even a
Chapter 296 Angelo This by far has been the longest holiday season . It sucks having to deal with my family missing , I have to start questioning everything and figuring out who I really need to trust and who I really don't need to trust because people trust other people in the room with me and the people who I consider as family but I just can't quite understand why Daniel decided to go away when I needed him the most but he had his reasons and his reasons were valid. He was going abroad to try and find out what was going on with the sister who just so happens to be my wife . I managed to get footage of the attack that had happened on the beach when they were going out with the twins and it looked as if the nanny is working out too so I think that the nannies were in on it and funny thing about it was that I didn't want to hire people that I didn't know but Daniel insisted that it was okay to hire people that he trusted and people that he regarded as family too because he like m