Chapter 266 Angelo There are people who know you well and there are people who know you well to the point where they want to irritate you every chance they get and use your insecurities against you, making you act impulsively . I struggle to deal with emotions. I know that they are there but the practical aspect of dealing with them can sometimes be tedious for me . I always associate feelings with drama and people who emotional dramatic but the person that I'm married to lives in her feelings and she acknowledges her feelings and it's just something that I don't do ,I only do that because I want to appear tough but in actual fact I am a sensitive person , the only person who knows how I feel and understands that I need to channel my feelings is the woman that I am married to. Garette is a lying ,scheming piece of work . I knew that my wife isn't ever and was never the type to treat when she commits to something she sticks the course until the job is finished that's why she's go
Chapter 267 Cleo I always involve the kids and everything that I do when it comes to cooking or preparing meals . it's one one of the ways that I can spend time with them and find out where the heads are at and how they are feeling with regards to what's going on around them they are unaware that their father wasn't real the last 24 hours which is a good thing but they do realize that he is missing and he's not anywhere near the house so as soon as he comes back and I hope that he comes back and he cleans up he will have to explain to them what happened and why you was away but he really comes up with some story that the kids believe unless they see that he's lying and they told him that they don't believe him which is sometimes when I used to watch but they can tell when their parent is lying. As soon as you're done preparing dinner for kids went to the art room to go make some cards for their grandparents for tomorrow and they also hang out with Claodio telling him stories .I on
Chapter 268 Angelo I seldom cry and when I do cry it is you dinner I know that I've missed out to the point where I don't know how to fix the mess that I've made and I'm sitting at a point where I don't know how to fix the mess that I've made that I've got to put on a happy face and be the kind of guy that everybody has come to know but I can't be that guy because a lot has changed. I've never been negligent when it comes to my children and I would take a bullet for them even when the time came but as it stands right now I'm a shity parent and I don't know how to be a parent. It's bothering me because I want to be the best parent I can be and my wife wants to help me achieve that goal. As much as I love her and I appreciate everything she has done for me I sometimes wonder if she is hiding some stuff from me and that wonder is a fear that I've had of her leaving me without warning. Cleo had a past , as much as she knew about my past I don't know about her past and that's the part t
Chapter 269 Cleo I might be impulsive but I am emotionally intelligent and the one thing that I know how to do when everything seems to be overwhelming is to take a step back and look at what's going on around me and see which is the best way for me to deal with what's going on but lately it seems as if I don't know how to react to What my husband has done. Michelangelo had many chances to tell me about what had happened I had to find out from someone and not him directly that he knew all along that I was supposed to be the one person he was supposed to take out well his cousin was supposed to be the one who was supposed to take me out but he couldn't do it because he was in love with me and then he just couldn't do it the only thing he did which I now remember was shoot me on the shoulder where I have bullet wound scar. Garrett has a lot to gain from what he did because if he wanted to make sure that Michelangelo doesn't have a happy family life then I think he might have just suc
Chapter 270 Angelo I can't seem to get over the fact that my wife left without saying goodbye as soon as dinner was done and went through desert I didn't answer any questions in fact I have ordered any questions that had to do with why Cleopatra and evil missing I came up with the excuse that they were probably tired so they turned in early but after taking the kids in and refusing my wife's phone from my son's backpack which he had with him because he never leaves his backpack lying around he always carries it with him because he gives valuable stuff in there his mother's phone included, I headed to the guest room that Cleo and Ava were staying in . It was right next door to mine . I'm making my way to the guest house section of the property. I kept thinking to myself that; she was coming back. She wouldn't leave her phone just with anyone else and my son must have demanded for her phone as soon as pos
Chapter 271 Cleo When something traumatic has happened to you the one thing you want to do is forget that ever happened you want to numb the pain and you have different ways to cope sometimes you could be mechanisms may be healthy and sometimes you're coping mechanisms may be a bit questionable the morning or if you are making peace with the fact that it happened and you have no control over it then you are making progress. I don't claim to be a saint no do I claim to be someone else who hasn't done mistakes because I've said it before and I'll say it again perfection doesn't have stories to tell it's imperfection that has a lot of character and stories to tell so at a point where I feel as if I don't know who I'm married to and I'm not sure how I feel about the person that I love but of course I just answered my own question with than what I have just thought out…I don't know how to feel and I'm very well aware of my emotions I know that I feel therefore I am but in this case I'm
Chapter 272Angelothere were days when you know that everything will be okay and everything will be alright and that everything that's going on is just temporary it didn't come to stay it came to pass and then there are days when you know that you have to take responsibility for everything that you've done good or bad and make sure that the people that you love understand that you did it in the moment but you weren't thinking you only saw the magnitude of the mess you made after what happened.Cleo has never been one to shy away from a serious conversation and we need to have a serious conversation to you looked visibly tired and I could understand why because she decided to give the nannies the night off and drive off with Ava to Daniel's house and this is got another house I am suspecting that she drove with our daughter to the beach house because that's the only place I know that doctor Bake
Chapter 273CleoI don't think I would still be in a relationship with Angelo if it wasn't for the kids . The more I think about it the more I think that we would be on the rocks and we would need professional help . I'm still trying to wrap my head around why he did what he did and why he decided not to tell me after he had numerous chances to tell me what he had done . I don't want to be a party pooper and it's one of those days when I need to have my acting game on point because what I'm doing right now is pretending I'm pretending to be okay and I'm pretending to be fine with everything that he had done but truth be told I'm not fine with anything I don't know how to feel and since well I've got both sides of the story I need to make a decision I need to weigh my options to and see that I make the great decisions not only for me and my heart back for my family too.I cannot be stuck in what happened in the past because
Chapter 396AngeloI love planning things,right down to the last detail and with everything that's been going on I feel as if I didn't plan this probably because I didn't plan this probably I decided to just go an impromptu road trip with my wife and that was a great idea and all that now so I don't regret it because I forgot that the place that I was taking Cleo to was the same place that I had Seen someone that I thought I could trust a long time ago. I just remembered when I was alerted by security that someone I knew was in the premises I thought nothing of it until Cleopatra alerted me to the fact that something might be actually wrong and something was in actual fact wrong because she had a feeling that she wasn't alone in the house but she brushed it off like many other feelings she has when she is with me and I don't wa
Chapter 395 Cleo While having dinner with my guy and you're how I realized something I realized that he is a scared as I am of losing me as I was scared of losing him to someone I knew him better than I did and the fact of the matter is we knew each other and you that we wanted to be with each other so at a point where we're sitting opposite each other trying to figure out what could make a relationship break and how best to spend time with each other I'm just saying for that I have the relationship that I have with him because our relationship has been one for the books and to be honest we've been through so much in a short space of time that we just needed a breather and I'm just thankful that he decided to do what he did because he's normally a guy who normally plans and executes without fail. Dinner with Michelangelo without a doubt was amazing and it was awesome we got the chance to talk and figure out what we needed to in terms of our work situation he doesn't want me wor
Chapter 394 Angelo There are times when you question the decisions that you've made and there are days when you understand why you made the decisions that you made, some decisions that you made were made in difficult circumstances,and some of the decisions that you made in terms of desperation actually turned out to be the best decisions you've made ,but there are some decisions that you need to take your time and making and that's the decision that you always want to make when you or choosing the person you want to get married to.I for one don't think that I was going to be married to a woman like Cleopatra and the more I think about it the more I see how our stars were aligned and everything was working in our favor. If this afternoon has anything to go by I just can't wait for tonight. I was busy preparing dinner when I received a call from Carlo . The phone I was using wasn't easily trackable and the signal on the side was jammed with regards to the tracking devices that we
Chapter 393Cleo I think I've gotten good at some things while I was handling life With Angelo and the kids. hiding stuff and bookkeeping stuff secret has never been easier but it's never easy when you've got to hide things from the person that you love it's not personal things that you have to hide its work things that you have to hide and sometimes the personal stuff takes the back burner but today was a bit different because I was talking to the kids and enjoying myself with Michelangelo and not eating and not eating his favorite fish paste sandwich. I've been through a lot with Michelangelo. I just need to take stock of what has happened so far with him and how marriage has been. I'm not like you. The first couple of years of our marriage were hectic. I find myself going to sleep asking myself why I get married to such a man and why the hell I get married to a man that I don't even know but then again the universe works with you and not against you, and there also has to be a r
Chapter 392 Angelo I'm not good with planning surprises in fact I am the worst at planning surprises because Cleopatra is the one who knows how to keep things from me and she knows how to keep things from me and such a way that I don't go searching because once I start searching I will not stop but in her case I can see why she has been feeling the way she's been feeling because I've been neglecting her emotional needs as practical as I can be I need to be the same way when it comes to my emotions and throwing motion towards the people that matter to me and had been a really long week and make that a couple of days because from the time that I decided that it was okay to take a road trip I decided that it was also okay not to go home for a little while because I needed some time to myself and I needed some time with my wife alone without any disturbances without any people telling me that I can't do this I can't do that or without any deadlines I know that the company is in good han
Chapter 391 Cleo Michelangelo tends to brood a lot and when you ask the question I know that he has given it a lot of thought and it's something that's bothering him , since he is a practical man feelings equate to actions so he would ruin his actions rather than feelings that he's feeling something and he is under the impression that I only married him because I had to because he had ask me a question if I ever regret marrying him and truth be told I don't regret marrying him but he doesn't see it that way and I'm glad that we have this break so that I could tell him that I get him and that I'm trying to find a better way to communicate with him and tell him that he has nothing to worry about . I don't regret marrying my husband and wife I'm actually thankful that I married my husband because he is good for me in more ways than one I could be having a bad day and then I see his face and everything else that was going on about my bad day , would evaporate, because I would see his
Chapter 390 Angelo I here's one thing I know it's that Cleopatra has a tendency of keeping stuff from me until I really need to know what's going on and when I do find out what's going on I sometimes wonder why was she keeping it from me in the first place I have ever heard her speaking to my mother and my mother had asked her if she had told me something that I don't know and I needed to know everything there was to know about the deal that she was mediating for the fact that knew that my uncle was in Italy but she didn't tell me why he was in Italy and that was one of the things that but me was that he couldn't just leave his company to me and then just fly away is one of those people who are accurate and they will check and fact check everything. I was just about done with breakfast when I heard Cleopatra talking to my mother and she was talking to her like she's talking to me normally and kind of thankful that they have a relationship that they can communicate properly and ta
Chapter 389 Cleo Garry is the Type of person that you don't mess with me is similar to Rosa in many ways he is like the male version of Rosa once he puts his mind on something he will see it to completion and it doesn't matter how many obstacles getting his way he will make sure that he gets what he wants at the end of the day I figured that out when I was captured because he wasn't taking no for an answer he wanted to know that Michelangelo words the surfer in a way because he didn't like him the only way I found out that he was working with his ex-wife who is now his wife which is hella confusing but makes sense and away was that; she was there to oversee everything that needed to be overseen and with regards to a lot of things that happened they happened chronologically normally things that happen at the spur of the moment like what Michelangelo decided to do happen at the spur of the moment and you understand that he is driven by emotion and feeling and he's being emotional a
Chapter 388 Angelo I understand the nature of the business that I'm in and I understand the family that I have been born into being a family that is messed up that has layers upon layers of darkness and secrets that they are keeping . I also understand that I can never be too careful and made show that I took different routes to where I was headed with my wife I know that she wanted to talk to the kids but I told her that it would be two days but now it's pouring running on 3 days cause this was the second day that we were on the road ,I never do things impromptu I normally plan things out and I do things that are required based on information that is given and fact-checking and double-checking and cross-checking everything that I need to check before I make a decision and with regards to making a decision I normally take my time but something about Cleopatra it just makes you want to be as pragmatic as I can be not to say that I haven't been pragmatic but she makes me want to tak