Chapter 175Cleo I know for a fact that I always have to keep my guard up no matter where I am even though I am with friends and friends are there to help me when I need help. I know that I always have to be on high alert. As much as I don't want to admit it to myself I am only a heavy sleeper when my husband is around because I know that we are safe and the kids are safe to and nothing will happen to us because he is around however the past couple of days have been the most challenging to say the least because and he just exploded out of nowhere and decided to Ghost me.When Angelo is angry his explosions come in devil's and ignoring me and not answering my calls getting me worried and doing things that are out of character or his way of communicating to me that he is truly in fact angry at me for something that I might have said or did was on there that didn't say and in this case it's something that I didn't say. I wasn't aware that he was angry over information that I had not pro
Chapter 176 Angelo If there's one thing I know about my wife is that she is forgiving and she has of a giving heart but there are times when I feel like I don't deserve her and there are times when I know I deserve her because she picked me and she wouldn't have picked me if she didn't think that I was worthy of her love I know that I've always got to record to prove myself to her but lately I've just been doing wrong things and the wrong things I have and doing all because I wasn't communicating properly with her. Traveling to the island that I love so much which is Zanzibar by the way was not a mission for me little safety to get all the paperwork that I needed to get together but it was all worth it because the first thing I did when I woke up the next day was get cleaned up and I didn't realize that my daughter was up and about walking around the house. Ava takes after her mother and she is a very cute kid and the one thing I love about her is that she doesn't care whether or no
Chapter 177Cleo I've always believed that my kids had special powers and their timing is always perfect. Just dance Michael Angelo said he wanted to talk to me and I wasn't in the mood to talk to him or discuss what had happened but I wanted to get over the hurdle that was in front of us .I knew that he needed to talk however I wanted to focus on the positives because it was my birthday and I wanted to be happy. My wish was granted . I got to spend some more time with my family together with my husband and it was a wonderful morning I was wondering where Paul was because he was missing and I had my phone on silent for the day , when the kids finally went down for their nap to get ready for my birthday dinner I have some time to go outside to go check my phone while looking out into the ocean. I was busy answering my messages when I received a call from Nicolai. Nicolai has always been the dependable type when he's always been a good friend but what Michelangelo did to him was uncal
Chapter 178 Angelo I have to admit the hardest thing to do is keeping a secret from Cleopatra. I thought I was the one with the sixth sense in this family but it turns out that she just blows everything out of the water not only that I think I kids take after her because they sent everything they react to everything and I know that kids are sensitive by nature but they also seem to be as big as their parents and my case all three of my children that I have the sixth sense and I don't have it which makes me feel like the odd one out a certain extent but I acknowledge their abilities and I embrace them with both arms.Telling somebody bad news isn't the nicest thing and for Paul he doesn't know how to handle bad news very well. The last time you had bad news I had to go take him out of a club that he was in for 3 days. Nicolai and I went looking for him and with all the resources we had we couldn't write them down because he had gone under the radar and made sure that we couldn't trac
Chapter 179 Cleo As far as birthdays go this has been the most eventful birthday I've ever had it was both sad and painful in the sense that my friend who is also my husband's friend didn't seem like himself when I wanted to go talk to him , see when Paul came back he was also sort unstable both physically and mentally which meant that he was either on something or he had taken something that didn't agree with his system at all. He was acting normal but his eyes were telling me a different story. When Michelangelo ask me if we should talk together with Paul I told him that I'd rather talk to Paul alone or something was wrong and I knew that if Michelangelo got involved you would get involved to the point where he wanted to go where he went and I don't think that Paul went to where he was supposed to go because he smelled of booze when I walked closer and he smelled of drugs wherever he got access or wherever he found what he had ingested and smoked I was pretty sure that my husband
Chapter 180 Angelo I had another life before I had a family and before I met my wife nothing made sense and I couldn't understand why I had the urge to fly out and come to a secluded Island and go and search of her the first reason was that; I don't want to be in a place where my wife and kids were and I knew that I had messed up and I knew that I had to apologize and she is forgiving enough to let me explain myself and comes in with y that I did what I did . When I saw Nicolai ; he reminded me that I wasn't completely truthful with my wife. I didn't want to know the depth of my reaction to what I had done and what I was going through . The truth was reading that email wasn't the trigger of my reaction what triggered my reaction was the fact that I was unhappy working for my own father because I didn't have as much room to move around and I wasn't in the right headspace to make decisions and typical me instead of just taking time and thinking things through and making sure that t
Chapter 181CleoYou can be kind to someone and not realize how mean they can be to you. The one thing I've told myself never to do was to not trust my gut feeling. I had a hunch about Tina but it wasn't that kind of vibe she came across as someone who was sincere , she gave off Nikki vibes and she almost looked like her. If Michelangelo wasn't with me he would most definitely be with her . Michelangelo has always had a type . I'm not skinny but I love the shape of my body and how Iook . I embrace all my curves in all the right places and Angelo loved me the way I am . The fastest I've ever had to pack for a trip was this trip. To come to think of it, I came in and now I'm going out, I want to have a trip where I can just sit and relax and not have to worry about any immediate safety threat. Michelangelo still didn't explain himself as to why we had to leave early and why he was on edge .
Chapter 182 Angelo I don't like seeing my wife sad it's the one thing that I don't like seeing and it seems like all I'm ever doing these days it's just making her sad and that's the last thing I ever wanted and know that she is sensitive but she needed to hear the truth the fact that she thinks that she doesn't deserve me or that I'm going to run away with someone who is "my type" is a baseless fear. " I was being practical when I told her that I don't think that the problem is with me ,the problem was with her and her insecurities I cannot for one second think that she think so solve and ready to be with me because I think that it's the other way around I think that I'm not ready to be with her because she's forgiven me for all the stupid things that I've done and everything that I have done knowingly and unknowingly. I made her change her last name to a double-barrel surname so I used both my father and my mother surnames and she went along with my quest for finding out who I rea