"Jordan,"Don't you understand? This is wrong, you are committed to someone, I know, yet I still slept with you,""Jordan,""Stop calling my name, just stop, don't you feel ashamed? What would, God, I am to blame, I should have stayed in my room, I shouldn't have come here,"Jordan said still gripping his clothes."I don't regret what happened, both times,""Yeah, what should I expect? You took advantage of a drunk person,""I didn't, we had a mutual understanding,""No, I didn't, I was drunk,""I know but still, you were the one that kissed me, I am not saying I am putting the blame on you but you and I both know what happened was unavoidable,""No, oh God, even if I can blame the first time on alcohol, I can't do this now, this time I didn't have any alcohol still I let this happen,""We didn't do anything wrong,""Yes, you did, if we were both single then I won't have a problem with this but you, you are in a relationship, you are committed to someone and I shouldn't have let mysel
“Blake? What are you doing here?"Liam asked, hoping Blake wasn't here to create a scene, Blake walked up to him and pushed him."It's you, so you are the one who had been doing shady deeds with my man?"Blake yelled at Jordan, Liam didn't even know Jordan was still outside."Blake, what's wrong with you? Don't do that,""Don't do what? Is this it? Is this the reason why you don't want to hang out with me? You moved in with someone else? Liam? Fucking answer me,"Blake yelled, Liam still didn't know how he would deal with this whole shit, he knew Jordan was already mad and was trying to control himself, he sent a silence to plead to him hoping he won't be homeless again after this whole thing with the way Blake was putting up a scene."Blake, let's go talk somewhere else,""No, I don't want to, let's talk about it here, we are going to talk about you moving in with another man while in a relationship with me, how long has this been going on? How long have you been cheating on me with
"I was going to tell you,""That's enough, I have had enough, I shouldn't even be dating right now, I should be concentrating on my studies, and that's what I am going to do from now on, Liam, I am not going to be your friend and I won't forgive you either but, I am letting you go, that's what I wanted to tell you today but as usual you left before I could talk,""I came you weren't there,""Yeah, that's the test, you were supposed to wait for me but you failed, you were much too eager to come to be with your new love interest,'"What kind of stupid test is that and why will you do that to me?""I just wanted to be sure if I can still be with you, well I guess not, anyway, I was going to end things with you, either way, I am just twenty-two years old and not even sure if I am really into men,""The fuck are you talking about? you are twenty-four, not twenty-two,"Liam said feeling his head swell with every word Blake said, he wasn't into guys? then why was he with him?""I am twenty-t
Jordan couldn't stop feeling guilty, he already knew this was going to happen, and it did happen, he felt sorry, felt ashamed."So, I think we have to make some ground rules in this house and establish some facts, first of all, this is my house and I don't want you bringing just anyone in here okay?""I am sorry about earlier, I didn't know Blake followed me, I didn't tell him I moved in here,""Well you should have told him, I don't even know what to say, I feel so stupid, I can't even defend myself because I know I would be lying, you know he is right, you did cheat on him with me, I shouldn't have let what happened between us happen, at least now I would have been able to defend myself,"Jordan replied, the whole situation was overwhelming, if he told Blake anything then he would be lying because he and Liam did sleep together, he felt ashamed of what he did, ever since that happened he hasn't been himself, he avoided Liam as much as he could, leaving early for work and coming back
He said and ended the call and sat in silence while waiting for her to call back, he stared at nowhere in particular, his thoughts were all over the place at the same time, he hated the feeling so much and hoped Kat would call back soon, she did a few minutes later."Hey, Jord, the plane will be ready by morning just go to the airport,""Alright, thanks Kat,""It's cool, wanna tell me what happened?"She inquired, but he couldn't tell her on the phone, he knew he was going to tell her, he doesn't keep anything from Kat and she doesn't either, they tell each other everything and find a solution together, telling her on the phone didn't feel alright to him."Not now Kat, we will talk when I get to Arizona,'"Alright then, I just hope you are good, I didn't like how you sounded just now,""It's nothing urgent, we will talk when I get to Arizona, okay,""Huh, okay, but I still feel like you shouldn't be left alone, you sound so down, seen Lucas is busy with his dad, I am just going to kee
Liam got out of his room the next morning to see his flatmate packing, at first when he had heard him leave his room he had thought he was getting ready for work but coming out to see him bringing out his luggage, wondering where he was going and why he was leaving his own house when he should be the one leaving, he hadn't slept much last night knowing that Jordan was in his room and beating himself for what happened, he didn't want him to feel guilty, didn't like the thought it but Jordan refused to listen to him and now, he was packing out of his own house because of him which was bad in every way."Why are you moving your things? if anyone should leave, it should be me, this is tour house,""Huh, Liam, I am not moving out, I just need to clear my head that's why I am going to Arizona, and won't be back until next month, that's about twenty days from now, you can use that time and get back in good terms with your boyfriend and come clean to him, I don't really know how to say this b
The doctor advised, Liam knew even the doctor can't talk him into getting the surgery, his parents have been in his case for the past two years to get the surgery since they discovered it but the problem was in like ten of the surgery been done eight out of those haven't been completely successful"I don't want surgery,""What are you so scared of Liam? The surgery is tough but it's doable and your chances of survival are high, why do you wish to live such a short life when there are solutions to your problems?""Because I don't want the solution, what if something goes wrong which it always does, yes chances are high so are misfortunes I did the surgery once it didn't work, what if I do it again, go through all that pain and stress and it doesn't work again? Would I need to give it a third try? A bypass isn't an easy thing doc you and I both know, I might be damaged for life if anything goes wrong, I don't want it,"He said, he didn't like going over the same thing again and again, w
Jordan arrived in Arizona and smiled happily, weird how this place was one of his favorite places in the world and his best friend practically lives here now, he looked around the airport letting out a wow, it was fun riding in a private jet, he took a lot of photos and was only waiting to rest so that he can edit them a bombard his team members group chat and also his IG account when he had told them he was aboard the head boss private jet, they hadn't believed him until he sent them a photo, of course, they were jealous, and rightfully so, not everyone gets to be the boss best man and also rude on his private jet, the best man thing had come as a shocker to a lot of his co-workers because they knew how much he didn't like Lucas at the beginning what they didn't know was that they became close, he saw Lucas as an older brother.Coming with the Evan's name made things easy for him at the airport, which goes to show just how respected the family, he was out of the airport and inside th
Liam walked up to Jordan and hugged him from behind."Hey, babes, you look extra hot today,"He whispered in his ears and Jordan let out a funny laugh."I am hot every day of the year though,"He responded."I agree, wanna go for a walk? The moms are going to send the babies to bed,"He said pulling away from him and reaching out for his hand."Sure, I will love to,"Jordan said and they both walked down the part, taking small steps and just feeling each other's presence."The weather is so nice today, it has been nice all week,"Jordan said. Liam looked down at him and smiled happily, it's been over two years since they got married and not for one day in those two years did he ever regret marrying this man, his world would not have existed if he had not fought to win him back and everyday he wakes up, stare at him in bed and thank his stars that he got him back, for him, the weather have always been good since the day he got Jordan back in his life, there hasn't been a single bad wea
Two Years Later..."Happy birthday son,"He heard Liam's mom's voice before he saw her, they were all here, his parents and Liam's parents, it was his thirty-third birthday and he had invited them to their house for a small family party, he invited Kat too but she couldn't make it this time and said she will make it up to him."Thanks, mom, you guys are welcome,""You are looking extra handsome today my son,"His mom said."Don't pull my legs mom,"He responded as they exchanged hugs and Liam's parents gave him his present, his parent didn't have any presents with them but he didn't bother to ask, his husband and kids came out a few moments later to welcome them.They all went to the dining table to eat his birthday dinner after which Liam went out to play with the kids, he talked with his parents for a while before leaving them to go outside too, his parents had a unique relationship with Liam's parents, he could say they were best friends as they go to each other's house and even go
"What do you mean the babies are coming? And how are they coming on the same day or are you pranking me? We still have two weeks right?"Jordan asked but he was already on his way out of the office, he didn't bother to wait for the elevator and just took the stairs, they weren't expecting until next week and this was so sudden and unexpected."I am not pulling a prank on you idiot, May is in labor and she just called,""Oh, I thought you said both of them,""No, meet me at the hospital okay?""Sure, I will be there soon,"He said and Liam hung up without another word, okay at least it wasn't the two women at the same time, he quickly got into his car and zoomed off towards the hospital, on his way there he said a little prayer and hoped that everything will go well and by the end of today they will have one of their pretty angel with them."Liam!"He called when he got into the hospital and found him sitting alone."Hey, baby,""How is May?"He asked."I don't know, we just have to wa
"Honey, you better hurry, or we are going to be late,"Liam yelled for Jordan who was still upstairs, they have been married for more than three months now and his life has been the happiest in those times, waking up each morning to Jordan was how he was meant to live his life and that's how he wanted it to be, today, they were meeting up with the surrogates, they decided to do both at once because they wanted to raise their first children together, Liam loved that they would start their own family soon and they were able to get two beautiful women to help carry their children, after this meeting, the process would start officially, all test and everything related have already been done so yes, they were going to be parents of two lovely kids in a little less than a year if everything goes as planned."You are more eager to do this than I thought, how are you so hyped up in the morning? I hate mornings,"Jordan complained coming down the stairs, he was frowning."Babe? It's not mornin
"I can't believe my best friend is going to get married, wow, I am so happy, this is the best thing that had ever happened to me,"Katrina said when she walked into his room, he rolled his eyes at her."Yeah, right, so you mean you pick this moment over your own wedding and when your two devil-angels Steria and Moon were born? I will like to see you say that when Lucas is here,"He teased."Why can't you just let me have a man? Why do you always have to be such a show spoiler? I was having fun and you just had to mention the reasons for my sleepless nights,"She said with a sad pout."Oh, I am going to add that to the list of things I am going to gossip to your husband,"He said and she glared at him."Are you my best friend or are you Lucas's spy?"She asked laying on his bed."That's the bed I spend almost every night ticking Liam on,"He announced and she was up in seconds, brushing the invisible stain off her body with a disgusted look."What the fuck? You could have warned me or
Liam rolled over on the bed and smiled when his body came in contact with another, he popped his eyes open to see Jordan sleeping peacefully beside him, memories of the night before flashing through his mind, he couldn't believe it, they were good again, he got him back, Jordan was his again, and his life just got better."Why are you looking at me like that?"Jordan asked as he opened his eyes, Liam felt his heart skip a beat, they never really resolved anything, all Jordan had said was for him to kiss him, what if this wasn't what he thought it was, what if Jordan just wanted them to have sex? He really didn't like the direction his mind was going and shook off the thoughts."Now why are you frowning so early in the morning? Did you have a bad dream??""No, I just, I am just,""What? You are lost for words? Good, that means I did well,"Jordan said touching his face, he still couldn't believe that this was all real, he knew he needed to apologize for real now, so he sat up."Jordan,
Jordan looked up from what he had been doing when his phone rang, he checked who it was and dropped the phone back, it was Liam's mom calling him, he didn't know what to tell her, what could he say when he told his son to fuck off, maybe she wanted to tell him to stay away from her son, he knew that wasn't possible, the phone stopped ringing and he went back to working silently but a few minutes later, it rang again, this time, he decided to pick up."Good day, mom,"He greeted as he walked out of the office towards the resting area, thankfully, no one was in, he entered and sat down."Hi, son, I am sorry to disturb you,"She responded."It's not a problem mom, it must be urgent since you are calling me, what is it?"He asked even though he already had an idea of what she might be calling for."His are you doing Jordan?"She shows shocking him, he shouldn't be shocked by her caring, she has never stopped, ever since Christmas, when she had gotten his contact again, she had made sure t
Like he expected it wasn't going to be easy getting Jordan back but that didn't mean he wa going to give up, no he wasn't, Jordan endured a lot and him giving up right after the first rejection would be him not trying at all, he wasn't going to back out until Jordan takes him back, he didn't want live life without him by his side, there won't be a reason for his living then.Once again he was at Jordan’s apartment waiting for him even after he has been rejected every day for the past two weeks, he just couldn’t give up, he saw Jordan’s car and got out of his, running to him before he could enter his apartment.“You are here again? What the fuck?”Jordan asked glaring at him.“Yes, I am,”He answered.“Why can't you just take a hint and leave me alone? Stop coming here, stop trying please just stop, there is no point doing all of these, I won't go back to you, I have made up my mind and nothing you can do will change that,"Jordan yelled at him."Please don't push me away Jordan, I beg
"What? What do you fucking have to say to me now Liam? What?"Jordan yelled at him, he couldn't even bring himself to believe that this was even real, that Liam was here, and that he was finally whole, that he finally remembered."How could you leave just because I asked you to? You said you love me Jordan, that you will never leave me but you did, you fucking left me and took all traces of us that would have let me remember anything from me, there was no sign of you in the house we shared, nothing, and you went away,"Liam let out, Jordan couldn't believe he was saying all these to him after everything he put him through, right now he had a lot on his mind, Kat went into labor when they were on the phone together and he was worried about her.“What are you even talking about?”“Why didn’t you stay? You said you would no matter what,”Liam said."You didn't give me the chance to stay Liam, don't talk like I just left you, you told me to get off your face, you told me I wasn't welcomed