Leah Monroe
A flash of white headlights jolted my eyes open. Shit! I squinted just enough to see my father hopping out of the car with Xander holding the door for him. I slid down onto my seat, making sure they didn't see that I was in my car. As soon as I made contact with the ground, a pain shot through my lower back. Maybe all of that waiting got my body tight. I glanced at my phone, it was almost eleven, so Xander must be heading out. He climbed back into the car. I expected him to park somewhere on the compound but he didn't, instead, he headed toward the exit. I thought drivers took their own car home in the evenings. I can't believe how careless dad was, throwing around an Audi like that like it was nothing. For all I know, Xander could be waiting for the right moment to pawn it off or scrap it down. I wasn't one to judge people but he definitely didn't deserve my benefit of the doubt. I waited before he got a safe distance before I started my car and drove after him. He was far ahead, but I left my lights off just in case. I knew this road inside out so it wasn't a big deal.I felt like one of those creepy stalker guys in the movies. But I had a good reason to be. What if Xander actually was hiding something dangerous? I'm doing this to protect my vineyard right? I hated how I'm trying to convince myself right now that was the only reason. A part of me wanted to know, not for the vineyard but to satisfy a notion in my head. Was I attracted to a creeper?All sorts of scenarios ran through my head, the one more prominent was that Xander was some sort of drug dealer. Nothing else could be in a box so small. Would it be in a box?I pushed all those thoughts aside and focus on the road ahead. We were going downhill, further away from the vineyard, out of the flurry of trees in the countryside.In the next ten minutes, Xander was at the foot of the hill. He was at least doing 130, I could barely keep up with him. Where could he possibly be rushing to at this hour? He slowed down at a junction and turned onto another road. I switched my lights on to see, it was darker, and now I had no idea where I was. Bile raised in my throat, where the hell was he going? Did he know I was following him and was leading me away? The car disappeared under the shadows of a tunnel in the ink-black road. I sucked in some air before I started panicking. I can no longer see ahead of me and I didn't even know where I'm going, I was praying my car wouldn't end up stuck somewhere.My confusion was at its peak now. This man was in some weird shit maybe I was way in over my head. I contemplated turning back but before I knew it I was within the gates of a very standoffish building. One with a blinking sign at the top and the men, equally blinking around me. I mean, they had on shimmering jackets, faces full of studs. To go with that extravagant exterior, a long line of motorcycles spanned the front of the building. What the hell? I didn't know that this kind of place existed, let alone so close to home. As my car slowed to a stop, a group of men zeroed in on me. A second ticked past and I clasped my steering tighter.It wasn't the first time I slowed a crowd but this was a crowd I didn't want to take notice of me. I swallowed hard. My imagination was all over the place again. Mom always said that my curiosity would take me into trouble one day. Maybe this was it. So much for getting answers.My blood chilled as one of them stepped closer to the car, and without a word, the others followed. My hand found my phone and keys as a dizzying sense of terror overwhelmed me. It was dark, and these men looked like they were fresh out of prison. And Xander was nowhere to be seen.The man rapped on my window, up close I noticed he had a long beard and nose piercing. I rolled it down to half. "It's been a long time since we had a Mercedes here. What did you come for, business or pleasure?"Before I could answer, someone from the group asked, "Doesn't she look familiar?" I shrink back, hoping that they didn't recognize me. It was less of a chance of them holding me for ransom."Yeah. What are you doing around these parts princess?" Another asked.I sucked in a breath and turned to them. "I took a wrong turn, sorry."Mr. Beard- a nickname I formulated in my head for the obvious leader- scoffed. "You think someone as rich as you would be smarter? You don't belong here." My stomach squeezed shut. "No problem. I'm going." I didn't hesitate to put my car in reverse but before I could ease out the gate, a car blocked me in. What the hell?I don't know what it was, if it was a fight or flight moment, but I was outside my car, face to face with . It seems my brain didn't cherish the term self-preservation. "Move that damn car!"I was only met with snickers. "If you people actually knew who I was, you'd move that car right now." I shouted, pointing to the Camri blocking me in.The group erupted in laughter. "Or what princess?" Another asked, it was too many of them to keep up."Or…." The words died in my throat as Mr. Beard stepped closer to me, inhaling my hair, I balled my fists at my side. "You even smell rich," His hot breath touched my face, it reeked of smoke and something else that I couldn't pinpoint. "Where did you come from?" He lifted his hands, bringing it down to my face."Please don't touch me." I swatted his hand away fiercely.His face darkened to a shade of red when I did and suddenly, I was starting to regret my stupidity. He grabbed my arm and a ounce of pain shot through it. "You're in no place to be making demands. You're on our turf, alone.""She's not alone, she's with me." I turn to see Xander standing behind me. I didn't want him to see me here but at that moment, I was glad he did."Xander. Is this your bitch?" His eyes never left my face as he spoke."That's not your concern." Xander pushed past them and I half expected the man to not release me but he did. Xander stretched his hand out to me and I hastily took it. Xander didn't say anything else but turned his back and walked towards wherever he was coming from. I don't know what happened back there but that scared the hell out of me. Was that how they were to every stranger. Also, it was giving me a mafia vibe. Who was Xander to these people? And where the hell were we? When we were alone, he released my hand and spun to face me, he searched my face. "Are you alright?"I nodded, thankfully, I actually was. "That's quite the company you keep." I chuckled out, trying to put a candle to the situation. "It's good that you still have a mouth on you. Now what are you doing here?" His tone was flat, gaze cold, I dug my fingers into the palm of my hands. Right. How do I tell him that I was stalking him?"I was heading into the city and got lost. I'm not used to traveling by myself."Lies.I took the time to get nerves together and to look around where we were. We were in some kind of alley, a small red door was behind us, and the vineyard's black Audi parked to the side. "You took the bus by yourself and it didn't sound like a first. So you could get to town just fine but what would your father say about you leaving the compound this late?"Alright, fine. I followed you here because I thought that you were hiding something and I wanted to know if you did drugs. Sue me."For a moment he didn't say anything then he broke out in a laugh. And I felt my dignity bleeding out of me. "You are one strange little girl, Leah Monroe.""You're the one hiding things." I muttered."So you followed me out to the middle of nowhere?"Embarrassment burned my cheeks. "I was curious.""No, you are crazy. Go home.""I will not until you tell me what you're hiding." I folded my arms impatiently."This behavior is unbecoming for someone of your status. Ever since you came back you've been on my ass, now you're accusing me of what exactly?""Whatever it is you're guilty of." I pointed out. He pushed off his heels towards me, sending me against the wall in short steps. Both of his palms pressed on either side of my head, locking me to him. The proximity sent my pulse to dangerous heights. I tried to get out of the invisible hold he had on me but my feet wouldn't let me. My body kept soaking in the heat and intensity that came with him. I swallowed hard as a familiar sensation hit me.Xander looked too irritated to even notice. "Leah, now is not the time to throw a tantrum. I'm off your fathers clock so I do with my time as I please. As for whatever you think it is you want to find out about me, stay in line like everyone else at Lavigne."I raised an eyebrow. "So you are hiding something."He rolled his eyes in annoyance, pulling away from me. "Jesus fucking Christ, go home Leah. Your face might be all over the tabloids by tomorrow.""Oh please, you've never seen a rich girl in a club before."He smirked as if he knew something I didn't. "Just. Leave."He darted behind a door but I didn't follow him. He was right, I was being a little crazy, for all I know he's just going to get a drink with his friends.What was I doing?I made a fool of myself to him for a third time in a span of two days. Shit.I turned back towards the entrance, hopefully since Xander showed himself, I'll be left alone. What greeted me first was the empty spot that my car was in. It's either I was seeing things or this wasn't where I was. I highly doubt I was that messed up to not remember.I clicked the button on my keys but I didn't hear it. The men that were there didn't say anything and I wasn't about to go ask them if they saw where my car went.The sudden flash of lightning coupled with a class of thunder was a prelude to the downpour. And I wasn't just talking about the rain, that was my mom's car and someone stole it.Xander HayesI walked away from Leah into the alleyway and made my way into the cub. A popular International music started blaring through the speakers, rattling the ground beneath my feet. That meant the show was about to start.Before the door slammed shut, I glanced over my shoulder to take in Leah's appearance. Her burnt-ruffled locks tumble over her shoulders complimenting that little green dress she had on. Damn.No wonder those men were on her like that. It was just a thin scrap of satin that showed up every indentation of her body. Every point, down to the pinprick nipples of her prefect globes that rose and fell to her every breath. That dress on her was sexy as fuck, I had to will my dick to settle with every move she made, even as I had her lock against the wall. And if I had to do that, I don't even want to think what all those pussy depraved, blue-balled men surrounding her would’ve done if I didn't step in.When I saw her car and heard the commotion outside I knew she was
Leah MonroeI almost clipped my heel on the door when I slammed it in Xander’s face. I hope he was pleased with himself, now that his criminal friends have stolen my car. He didn’t even look like he cared. Maybe my car being stolen was a grand way of getting revenge on me for threatening him. Dammit! I can’t believe I acted so recklessly tonight. I followed a man I didn't even know into a biker bar that didn't even look like a biker bar! I was lucky it was just my car that got stolen, if Xander didn't show up, they'd probably take something else.My eyes drifted closed, I swallowed a breath in the darkness, trying to regain control of my buzzing nerves. But an unwavering presence somewhere in the hall forced them to a crescendo. “Leah?”Startled, I stood at attention, eyes wide. Daddy was standing at the edge of the steps, a cup of his hands. It was coffee, I knew before I smelled it in the air. It was a habit of his to get a cup at this time of night, it was good to know that some o
Leah MonroeLaceTulle Satin, glamor.Layer by layer, I studied the posh space of Kathryn Dupont’s boutique. This used to be my favorite place in town to visit with my mom. I always loved to watch the sunlight ricochet from the sky-high crystal chandeliers, the stone carvings, and ceramic designer pieces stacked randomly on thick glass cupboards round.Silver racks with a mass of modish dresses designed in a floral arrangement reflected in the glossy white-washed flooring. White low-back chairs arranged in a circle in each of the sliding-door dressing rooms.The room smelled rich, imposing even. I had to remind myself that it took one phone call for them to accept me without an appointment. So I was rich and imposing too.I glanced at the clock, it showed a little after two. Now that I got mind-numbing dress shopping out of the way, it was time for some real fun, afterall, it was summer.But Hayley was nowhere to be found. She ran off on me when I waited for the store clerk to package
Leah MonroeMy heart was hammering in my chest when I got inside. Not because I'm practically giving my car away again. No, because I was walking with a thong rubbing me all types of ways alongside a man I clearly wanted to jump.And…..Out of all the cringe worthy things that ran through my mind when I thought of this place, this did not make the list. He brought me into the club, it was a red club, filled with an assortment of naked ass and breasts! "You better stay close to me." Xander said to me. As if he had to tell me. These men looked thirstier than Norwegian saltfish on a hot summer day. I've never felt so uneasy in my entire life. We made our way through a few groups of men, all of them distracted by the women on the platform ahead of them, showing all they had to offer. And I meant all. It all looked like a nonverbal sex audition to me.Why the hell would he bring me here?We finally stopped moving, and secured ourselves in a small secluded booth. A concrete column obscure
Xander HayesWho knew a forty seconds phone call could've been so hard to stomach. Especially from Ramon, a friend from my past. We left things in such bad terms, I should've expected he didn't have any good to say. I didn't really care for it. In fact, I had no idea what was going on in that side of the world and there was a good reason for that. I ignored them for so long they seemed nonexistent. Now I'm set with a damn ultimatum with such little time. I didn't only make one, but two mistakes today. I knew it was a bad idea to leave Amelia and Leah alone. Leave them together long enough, they are bound to stir trouble. Right now, Leah was dragging me around as if she knew the place and Amelia couldn't stop grinning. What the fuck was going on?I'm going to get to the bottom of this, just as soon as Leah stopped hauling me. A minute into walking, she decided on a wooden door. It led to one of the girls' rooms. It was clean, white, well lit, held just a bed and a table, all that wa
Leah MonroeI drank in the silence of the kitchen as I filled my cereal bowl with milk. I needed it, especially with the dreadful day I had today and yesterday, mostly because I hid from Xander the entire day. Feeling self conscious wasn't a great feeling. There was this constant sinking feeling that I wasn't good enough for him.I didn't know where I got the courage from as I got on my knees yesterday. But it felt good to just let go and do something that I wanted to do for once. But when have I ever made a decision for me and it didn't backfire?Shit. A sick feeling washed over me every time I thought about it, followed by a chilling realization. That night was like a broken record, playing over and over again in my head. How I fell on my knees, practically begging to suck him off. The striking look in his eyes as he rejected me. I felt horrible, I thought crying would've helped but it didn't. I guess that's what happens when you get rejected for the first time by a man, and that ma
Leah Monroe Kissing Xander was so unreal. I thought he would use those manly hands to grab my hand and pull me away. Pull my shirt or even shake me so I could stop. Because I couldn't believe this was happening. This shouldn't be happening, I shouldn't be doing this, we shouldn't be touching like this. He told me to taste but as we got close, I'm wondering if I should be. Anyone could walk in, just as he did. But as soon as our lips touched, I couldn't stop myself from going deeper. I loved it, I never wanted it to end, didn't want him to stop, not even for a second. As I sat there, with my hands wrapped around his neck, I realized there couldn't be a world outside of this, outside of us, where we gelled so perfectly. I had needed him, everyday from the day I saw him, and I was getting him now. He forced my mouth wider with his hot, wandering tongue. I had no choice but to meet him halfway, kissing him with the same heat that he did me. Xander pressed his hands into the small of
Leah MonroeI carefully slid both straps of the red silk evening gown over my shoulder, it was one of my favorites. Beautiful silver crystals ringed the waist, the skirt flow was a trimmed tea-length with a dainty split leading up to my knee. I was almost done getting ready when Hayley appeared behind me looking as anxious as ever, even though she wasn’t even going to attend- as per my father’s request of course. I'll never know what my father's deal was with her, no matter how I ask, it was always the same answer. She isn't worthy of being your friend. Her mother is one of his managers for Christ sake! But that didn’t stop me from loving Hayley, she was my family.“A little help.” I pointed to the zipper on the back of my dress.“Twenty two years on this earth and you still can’t get dressed without help.” She sauntered over, zipping me up. As everything came together, I watched how the material melted into my curves. I wasn't oblivious to how seductive my body looked but I couldn't
Leah Monroe I was standing on the stairs of the cellar, breath choppy from the walk down. Xander was standing in front of me, wearing a look on his face that I can’t pinpoint and I just about had enough. “What are we doing here, Xander?” I asked. He didn't say anything for a while, he just stood there looking at me. And just when I felt like I was going to lose my mind from the silence, he decided to say, “You look so beautiful in that dress.” I felt my heart falter in my chest at the compliment. There was something about being seen by this man, it made me feel like I was floating on air. Like I was the only girl in the world. Like gold lined the floor I stood on. But I was hurt two times too many to not put on armor for his charms. “No.” I shook my head. “We are not doing this, you can’t just discard me one minute and want me the next. What the hell is wrong with you?” He flinched at my tone, genuinely looking hurt. Well good. His fists clenched by his side but he doesn’t speak
Leah I looked at myself for the umpteenth time today. I was definitely good enough, my body was banging according to British tourists I met in Chile. I could get with anyone I wanted. So why was I still looking across the lawns to see if Xander came back this morning? Why was I so keen on getting hurt? Because that's what he does, over and over again. Maybe I was immune to it, maybe I loved getting hurt because I keep getting myself in these impossible situations. Ugh! I couldn't even blame him though. If the girl I was attracted to was promised to another man and didn't tell me, I'd be pissed. My guess was as good as any as to how he found out. I mean, it's not like my dad told him, why would he? It doesn't matter how he found out, he believed what he heard and didn't even give me a chance to explain. I can't help but analyze the moment over and over again. My poor misguided heart searched for expressions on Xander's face that didn't make him the woman eater he portrayed to be,
Xander HayesMy dick was so hard I could hardly bear it, was this even healthy? Was it healthy to be so turned on by a woman?My feet rapped on the solid white tile below the table, eyes trained in the direction Leah made off to. Only two rooms were in that direction, praying to God I that she chose the first one. I don’t think I can manage a journey longer than it needed to be.The excitement I was feeling was. I let things get too far yesterday and now that bridge back to self control was burned to ash. I was at a point of no return with a girl I vowed to stay away from just two days ago. Fuck Me.I was always a sucker for beautiful women and Leah was the most beautiful I've seen. And the most seductive with just the right amount of innocence, no matter how hard she tried to hide it. I could see it, that body didn't know what it felt like to be defiled over and over again. To be tasted in the most kind of way. It was so pathetic that I love that she was offering herself up to me- li
Leah MonroeI carefully slid both straps of the red silk evening gown over my shoulder, it was one of my favorites. Beautiful silver crystals ringed the waist, the skirt flow was a trimmed tea-length with a dainty split leading up to my knee. I was almost done getting ready when Hayley appeared behind me looking as anxious as ever, even though she wasn’t even going to attend- as per my father’s request of course. I'll never know what my father's deal was with her, no matter how I ask, it was always the same answer. She isn't worthy of being your friend. Her mother is one of his managers for Christ sake! But that didn’t stop me from loving Hayley, she was my family.“A little help.” I pointed to the zipper on the back of my dress.“Twenty two years on this earth and you still can’t get dressed without help.” She sauntered over, zipping me up. As everything came together, I watched how the material melted into my curves. I wasn't oblivious to how seductive my body looked but I couldn't
Leah Monroe Kissing Xander was so unreal. I thought he would use those manly hands to grab my hand and pull me away. Pull my shirt or even shake me so I could stop. Because I couldn't believe this was happening. This shouldn't be happening, I shouldn't be doing this, we shouldn't be touching like this. He told me to taste but as we got close, I'm wondering if I should be. Anyone could walk in, just as he did. But as soon as our lips touched, I couldn't stop myself from going deeper. I loved it, I never wanted it to end, didn't want him to stop, not even for a second. As I sat there, with my hands wrapped around his neck, I realized there couldn't be a world outside of this, outside of us, where we gelled so perfectly. I had needed him, everyday from the day I saw him, and I was getting him now. He forced my mouth wider with his hot, wandering tongue. I had no choice but to meet him halfway, kissing him with the same heat that he did me. Xander pressed his hands into the small of
Leah MonroeI drank in the silence of the kitchen as I filled my cereal bowl with milk. I needed it, especially with the dreadful day I had today and yesterday, mostly because I hid from Xander the entire day. Feeling self conscious wasn't a great feeling. There was this constant sinking feeling that I wasn't good enough for him.I didn't know where I got the courage from as I got on my knees yesterday. But it felt good to just let go and do something that I wanted to do for once. But when have I ever made a decision for me and it didn't backfire?Shit. A sick feeling washed over me every time I thought about it, followed by a chilling realization. That night was like a broken record, playing over and over again in my head. How I fell on my knees, practically begging to suck him off. The striking look in his eyes as he rejected me. I felt horrible, I thought crying would've helped but it didn't. I guess that's what happens when you get rejected for the first time by a man, and that ma
Xander HayesWho knew a forty seconds phone call could've been so hard to stomach. Especially from Ramon, a friend from my past. We left things in such bad terms, I should've expected he didn't have any good to say. I didn't really care for it. In fact, I had no idea what was going on in that side of the world and there was a good reason for that. I ignored them for so long they seemed nonexistent. Now I'm set with a damn ultimatum with such little time. I didn't only make one, but two mistakes today. I knew it was a bad idea to leave Amelia and Leah alone. Leave them together long enough, they are bound to stir trouble. Right now, Leah was dragging me around as if she knew the place and Amelia couldn't stop grinning. What the fuck was going on?I'm going to get to the bottom of this, just as soon as Leah stopped hauling me. A minute into walking, she decided on a wooden door. It led to one of the girls' rooms. It was clean, white, well lit, held just a bed and a table, all that wa
Leah MonroeMy heart was hammering in my chest when I got inside. Not because I'm practically giving my car away again. No, because I was walking with a thong rubbing me all types of ways alongside a man I clearly wanted to jump.And…..Out of all the cringe worthy things that ran through my mind when I thought of this place, this did not make the list. He brought me into the club, it was a red club, filled with an assortment of naked ass and breasts! "You better stay close to me." Xander said to me. As if he had to tell me. These men looked thirstier than Norwegian saltfish on a hot summer day. I've never felt so uneasy in my entire life. We made our way through a few groups of men, all of them distracted by the women on the platform ahead of them, showing all they had to offer. And I meant all. It all looked like a nonverbal sex audition to me.Why the hell would he bring me here?We finally stopped moving, and secured ourselves in a small secluded booth. A concrete column obscure
Leah MonroeLaceTulle Satin, glamor.Layer by layer, I studied the posh space of Kathryn Dupont’s boutique. This used to be my favorite place in town to visit with my mom. I always loved to watch the sunlight ricochet from the sky-high crystal chandeliers, the stone carvings, and ceramic designer pieces stacked randomly on thick glass cupboards round.Silver racks with a mass of modish dresses designed in a floral arrangement reflected in the glossy white-washed flooring. White low-back chairs arranged in a circle in each of the sliding-door dressing rooms.The room smelled rich, imposing even. I had to remind myself that it took one phone call for them to accept me without an appointment. So I was rich and imposing too.I glanced at the clock, it showed a little after two. Now that I got mind-numbing dress shopping out of the way, it was time for some real fun, afterall, it was summer.But Hayley was nowhere to be found. She ran off on me when I waited for the store clerk to package