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Chapter 165: Devastated

Author: Pandora Spocks
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Chapter 165: Devastated

VOLUME 3: FOR SPARROW

I buried my husband today.

The thought tumbled through Jessi's mind over and over, like clothes in a dryer. Voices around her sounded oddly muted, as though she were underwater. Occasionally, someone touched her, a simple grasping of her hand, a gentle pat on her shoulder, and the sensation felt like burning embers showering down over her.

Following the graveside service, mourners had gathered at her home. Hers and Graham's.

Only Graham isn't here. We left him at the cemetery. I buried my husband today.

Food had appeared in her kitchen. Casseroles, desserts, salads. There was even a brisket. An army of women had set up a command post and were making sure guests had plenty to eat and drink. Jessi wondered briefly if there was enough ice for the drinks. Maybe she should ask Graham run to out and get some more.

I buried my husband today.

Since that day, her phone hadn't stopped ringing. Friends and neighbors hadn't stopped calling a
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