"CJ, can you come here, please?"
"Be there in a minute."After brushing my hair and tying it up in a neat ponytail, Leo was with Auntie Effie, Uncle Logan, and Zara at Chuckie Cheese thirty minutes ago, so I got time for myself. With my new phone in hand, I run downstairs to Thea's room, where I find her changing Jacob's diaper."Do you need help?" I ask."No, I got it. There, who's my big boy." She cooed, her son planting kisses. "That isn't why I called you.""Oh, okay." I was sure she needed help since she was still a new mother, and I had experience, but she got it. I can't help but smile to see Thea as a mother. She and Effie would come to me sometimes and ask for parenting advice. Not all parents are perfect at raising a kid. Look at me, My relationship with Leo's father isn't what it used to be, but I raised Leo the best I could.Watching Thea and Rex with their son made me wish we would be like them if Eddie weren't violent.Thea raised Effie after their parents passed away, so it wouldn't be difficult for her to raise a child. I'm not one to judge not, like my mother. When I told her about Thea being pregnant and unmarried, she ranted about how well Thea has a future.When we were kids, she would often beat up the bullies who made fun of my accent. She never talked about having a family only dreamed of being the big kid on the playground. But now, she's older and mature, more beautiful, and a mother with a loving man to be together forever."You and I will be the future together, forever."Why did I think of his voice all of a sudden? Mentioning the forever part with Eddie is going to be a while.I thought my future with Eddie would be magical and a dream I've always wanted in a man to be together, but that won't happen.I got to get him off my head before I go bonkers."What is it, my dear cousin?"Thea picks up Jacob gently and places him on her chest, cradling him. "I'm going to Party City to get some luau supplies.""Luau?" I furrow my brows. "Are we having a party?""Yes," her eyes sparkle. "Next weekend is Rex's birthday, and I wanted to surprise him with a luau birthday party. He and his brothers are far, well, not far from home, but I wanted to make them feel more at home."That's right, the Wolfe brothers are from Hawaii, and they moved here not too long ago."Did you buy at least a few things?""Yes, online, and they will arrive tomorrow. Rex will be at work, so it's a good opportunity to hide it from him. Effie and the brothers will help too.""Okay. Well, Leo is with his aunt and uncle, and cousin. He wants to spend time with his cousin."Leo bonded with Zara, and how they reacted to each other was so cute. He would play Knights and Princess with her as if he were the knight and shining armor, and Zara is the Princess in distress captured by a big playful dragon name Seth. "I got free time before I head to work tonight.""Great," she exclaims and smiles. "Here, you hold Jacob while I shower and change."Athena hands me Jacob, as he cradles me in my arms, and we wait.Thirty minutes later, we are on the road to Long Beach Town Center, where stores, a restaurant, a Barnes and Noble, and a theater.We went to Party City, and on the aisle where the luau party supplies are, Thea got everything they offer. My cousin is going on out to this party for her fiancé.At the cashier and waiting to see how much she spent. I push Jacob's stroller back and forth to make him fall asleep, and Thea is staring at me, and I have to ask why?"Is there something going on between you and Don?"Why are you asking that so suddenly?"No, why?""I don't know," she shrugs the pulls up a smirk. "It seems he has an interest in you.""Him?" I speculate the same guy I'm staying with under the same roof as my cousins."The brother of your baby daddy. Are you inflicting that he is interested in me? Don't joke around, Thea.""I'm not," She paid her purchase, and I saw how much she spent and didn't say anything as we left the store and into her CRV. While I put Jacob inside, she put the bags in the trunk. "I'm just saying. I mean, he's very protective of you.""I just see a man who thinks I'm a child because I look like one.""No, you don't.""Yes, I do," I argue. "You are half British and have your dad's height, but as for me, I got both my parents and half the people around the world think I'm sixteen.""Don't exaggerate yourself."We both hop in the car. I sit beside Jacob, sleeping soundly as she ignites the engine."I stop growing at sixteen."We hit the freeway, and she says, "CJ, your perfect just the way you are. Because of our vampire gene, we look young and stay young once we reach the golden age."She's right about that. Naynay died when she was in her eighties and still looks thirties. My mother, on the other hand, gets facelifts with Botox. He gets injected every two to three months to keep that youthful look."Don doesn't see you as a kid. He hates when women are abused."I'm curious about that. Athena mentions that on that day. I wanted to ask but needed more courage to ask."Why does he care about me? Is it because I'm your cousin? I barely know the lad." I cross my arm and look at her in the mirror."No, not only that." Our eyes met while keeping on the road. "I don't want to say, but since you are family and not an outsider. Don is Rex and the boys' half-brother."I sit still, trying to get my mind working on what she said."Shocking, isn't it?" Thea chuckle. "I found out the day Rex and I moved in together.""Does all his brothers know?""Of course, Don came to the Wolfe house when he was eight. Rex was thirteen, and Seth was ten. Logan and Liam are not born yet. Well, in the process." She giggles."So, I take it their father cheated on their mother?"Thea sigh. "You know that their dad was in the Marines and always away. So, being away from family can sometimes make someone forget they already have to come home. Rex's dad met Don's mom in Iraq. She was a traveling doctor who would help anyone, friend or foe.They had feelings until she found out he already had a family and broke it off with him. Eight laters, Don arrived at their doorsteps with his mother.""What did their mother say?" I ask."She was pissed and had a huge argument. But their dad apologized and left the house for a while to make amends until he was allowed to return.""What about Rex and Seth? How did they treat Don?""They surprisedly open their arms to their brother. Welcome him home."That's good; usually, siblings meeting another from another mother or father wouldn't accept them because they aren't a full-breed child of the family."So, what happened with Don's mother? Why leave him?""Although Don's mom wasn't a high-class doctor, she is willing to help anyone. But she left Don because her fiancé found out about their son not being his and beat her and Don. He was an alcoholic, by the way. He was one of those men who lost their job and drank to improve themselves. After she left Don with the Wolfe family, he never heard from her again.""Poor Donovan." That is why he acted that way toward me the day I arrived. He was distraught."I know," Thea signed. "You can see why Don is so overprotective of us girls. You don't see it because he's like a ninja. Very stealth and sneaky."I couldn't help but laugh. Imagine a large guy trying to hide from the enemies. Yeah, very stealthy.We finally arrived, and I helped with the bags while Thea our Jacob into his crib. I settled the bags in the living room as soon as I did. Donovan appears after leaving the garage. He was all dirty with oil stains and sweating like crazy.I found him very sexy I couldn't look away."Your home."I'm startled by his hoarse voice, and I stammer my words. "Y-Yeah, Thea w-went all out with the luau stuff.""Well, you know her. Loves to plan parties."I nod in agreement.I want to leave just like that but can't. If I go, it will make him think I'm ghosting him. After hearing his childhood story, I feel sorry for him. I want to hug this large man and tell him he is not alone.I must make the conversation longer and excuse myself at the right time."So, how's work?" He surprises me with that question.I look through the bags to feel like I'm doing something. "It's good. Great tips. But the only minor problem is the college kids. They told Billie hired a teenager to work at the bar and would call the cops for child labor.""Why?"I look at him. He's serious about it. "Because of the way I look.""What's wrong with the way you look?"Is he serious?"I stop growing at sixteen, so people think I'm sixteen." I stop and sigh, bringing up my childhood memories. "It sucks being this small, and I'm a grown woman in a child body.""I don't think you're small." He says and walks to the fridge. Pull out a beer and pop it open with an opener hanging with his keys as he leans against the kitchen counter and takes a sip. "I find you - cute."I blush from my toes to my face. Other boys I know from high school and college say I'm cute, and I would hate it. But coming from Donovan's mouth gives me a different feeling.I need to leave fast."Cute is for puppies and babies. I'm twenty-five. What kind of man says that to a woman?""Me."Oh. My. God!Can he get any smoother?He stepped forward as I strode back before my back hit the kitchen counter. "Not only cute but small like a dove." He smirks.Dove?Am I a fucking bird?Well, doves are symbols of love, peace, and messengers. I learned that in private school. Before anything else happens, I straighten my back."I'm going to put these away before your brother sees them." I grab the bags and walk away with ease. Walking down the halls and hid them in the closet with me in it to calm my rapidly beating heart.The music is bumping, and the party is crazy. Everyone came to celebrate Rex's birthday. He was surprised to come home to see everybody joining his special event. I look out the window to observe the guests.There are some I don't recognize, one who Effie invited. Her name was easy to remember, it's where Eddie proposed to me - Paris.Paris is with Effie, Logan, and two of Effie's best friends. They were chatting and having a blast. I heard the story about Paris. She was Clark's ex-girlfriend and Effie's best friend when they were kids turned bully because of popularity. But I guess they understand because Paris has a shitty life.Don't we all?Continuing my observation, everyone wore an attire for the luau; ladies wore either coconut bras or bathing suit tops, wrapped a sarong around their waist or grass skirts, and had Leis around their necks. The men had their Hawaii shirts open or closed; Clark had his shirt open while Sam, his fiancé, had his closed. Lily's parents, Wayne and Nic
I follow Effie behind as a shield to cover myself from all the curious eyes. Looking to my left, then to my right.It's hard to conceal something embarrassing when too many people are around. I hug my naked stomach with one arm while Effie drags the other as she pulls me to the group.I was too afraid to look up, but without hesitation, I did and caught Don's eyes on me and wasn't sure what the blank expression he had on meant.Somehow I feel disappointed he looks at me that way.Get a grip, Claire; it's obvious he doesn't have that sort of unusual feeling as you do towards him.Effie let go of my hand and went to Logan with Zara in his arms, giving each other a passionate kiss, then planting a motherly kiss on their daughter."Ate CJ is here!" Effie announces to the group."Wow, CJ, you look hot," says Jordan. "For someone who hides that body, sure missing out, especially who is a mom.""There are lots of hot moms out there, Jo," Liam says, and chugs on his cup, then pulls Lily close
"Mommy, can I ask you something?"I look down at Leo as I scheme through clothes in H&M for him on my phone. Yesterday, Thea had decided to all go camping at Lake Tahoe as a continuation of Rex's birthday—just a family outing and to spend time with one another. So, I had Leo, and I went to the mall to shop for camping-related things, not since I finally had money from working at the bar. Be spoiled for once.Never with my parent's money, I shop. There was nothing for me to buy. Mother always buys me expensive brands, and I sell them secretly, and Dad would give me a three hundred allowance every day since I started preschool.With that, I put that money into my secret piggy bank then as I grew older, it turned into my life savings. But when Leo was born, I decided to put it into his name, becoming his trust fund, which can be used until he is eighteen. I never told Eddie about it because I didn't know what he would do if he knew I had almost a million dollars. He's already rich, and s
"Mommy, look at this place!" Leo screamed with excitement in his voice and the sparkling in his eyes as we finally arrived at Lake Tahoe.It was almost an eight-hour drive from Long Beach to get here, and we took two rest spots. Leo slept throughout the ride, but once on the road, he would watch movies on the phone or play friendly card games with his Uncle Ares. Always beat him in every game.I follow Leo walking to the other side of the house and stop to admire the beautiful nature view.I've never seen such a fantastic sight. It's my first time camping. I never got the chance to experience it back in London. I've always wanted to take an adventure like this without any stress and fancy parties buying each dress for each occasion. I get frustrated and tired of dressing up."Mommy, look! A large lake!"I approach my son and back hug him looking in the same direction at the lake. "It's beautiful.""Seth said we can go swimming later.""Is it safe?""Yeah, it looks safe. Plus, this pla
I stir in my sleep when I open my eyes from a good nap.I slowly rose and brushed my hair back. Yesterday was awkward. During dinner, Effie and Thea made me sit next to Donovan. I don't know why or what they are planning, but everything in my body trembles. The worst part of it was my heart hitting hard against my chest.I would peek at him occasionally, watching his every movement. Another thing was his alluring smell coming off him. I couldn't help but make it seem like I was drugged and relaxed.When he spoke in his deep husky, sexy voice, asking me to pass him the chicken wings, I jumped off my seat and had everyone look at me oddly. My whole body froze and burned up at the same time. I skipped dinner, ran to the room, got under the covers, and wished I were dead.It's been the worst for me every night since we got here. It was only the fifth day, and every day was like this. My cousins are children of a demon because they always tease me with Don. They know I have special feeling
"Mommy, are you sure you don't want to ride one? It looks fun," says Leo, who couldn't keep his eyes off the jet ski."Yes, baby. I'm fine.""You're missing out again, CJ." Says Thea.I only became hesitant. I'm debating if I should do it or not.Today's activity we are doing is jet skiing, and I got dragged because, well, I've been skipping out on a lot of fun activities that my two cousins had with my excuses; they to decided to pull my ass out of bed.They both gave me an earful of joining the fun instead of always being alone. They had me wear one of her two-piece bikinis. The ones that cover my nips and show my ass more. I had to use Effie's sarong to cover my whole body once we got to the jet ski.I hear giggles and eye their lusting eyes on the Ares and the Wolfe brothers. Of course, my cousins were flashing their demon fangs at them and scared off some of them away from Logan and Rex; Lily held on the Liam like a body pillow and shot death flares at them. Seth is having a grea
I'm not too fond of this arrangement, not at all."Come on, CJ," Thea tug me. "It's just for an hour.""But why make me sit with that gorilla?" I exclaim, pointing at Don, who has put on a life jacket given by the staff provided to ride on the jet skis.Thea giggled at the nickname I gave to Don. "Don't ruin the mood. Leo wanted to ride with Seth."I turn my head and see my son sitting in front of Seth as they take their jet ski. I can't believe my son wanted to go with someone other than his mother. I feel betrayed and neglected by my son."But he should ride with me," I whine. "I'm his mother. What if Seth gets too overly excited and Leo falls off.""It's fine. Leo wanted to ride with the big boys. Seth will take care of him."I pout.That is not what I'm worried about. Kids love Seth because he, among his brothers, has the heart of a child."Let's go and stop looking so gloomy. You remind me of Effie." The joke as it made me snarl at her. "Just go."She shoves me towards Don as my
I leave the house with my bag and Leo's Dinosaur suitcase towards the van. I stop once I spot Don putting everyone's bags in the back of the van.I want to turn away, but we are leaving our two-week vacation today. I approach him and place the stuff down next to his feet. I glance up at him and look at his lips.My body heated up, and my heart beat hard. I squeak like a mouse as Seth surprises me by dropping his bag."You okay, CJ?" Seth ask. "You look feverish.""I'm...I'm okay. It's just hot," I fan myself, avoiding Don's concerned eyes. "I'm going to call Leo. Leo! Come on, darling. It's time to go." Walking away while calling my son to get away from Don.I blew air from holding my breath too long until Lily jumped and scared me. "Hey CJ, you okay?""Please, don't do that. You're going to give me a heart attack.""I'm sorry," she says as if I blame her for getting scared."No, it's my fault. What is that you call me?""Oh, I was checking each of the rooms to see if anyone missed so
Half a year later It's months since the death of Sarah. After her death, Don brought her back to California for a proper funeral. Everyone was there, even those who did not know Sarah came to give them their condolences. Mourning and grieving about the death of a loved one, a mother who raised Don and his friends. To make things depressing, it also rained. I remember Leo tugging on me, his arms around my waist, unsure how to express myself. I told him after coming home that Sarah was his grandmother. He wanted to meet her, but she told him she would be in God's palace with his great-grandmother. Before the funeral, Don couldn't accept Sarah's death. He would be his usual self, but everyone in the house knows how much he is grieving. He would in his room not interact with his family and friends. I would take his food to him and bathe him even though he's a big man, even though he is acting like a manchild. I would occasionally wash with him, but I had no sexual desires, only closenes
"Then that means," I look at Sarah, sleeping in my arms. "Sarah, is your mom too?""Right again, my dear Claire.""But I thought Vera is your mom?""That bitch is no mother of mine. She had to treat me like one because she was infertile. My dad had raped Sarah when she was his nurse, my old man still can shoot his little army, but Sarah didn't love my father. A month after I was born, Sarah left me. She joined the army to be their nurse and soon had an affair with Don's father as she was later pregnant with Don. But because Don's father was already married, she had to let go of the man she loves and live with her brutal boyfriend raising Don."I continue to listen to this side story of Don's life mixed in with Eddie. "Don had all the attention with Sarah to the point where she had forgotten about me. At the age of eight, I hired someone to look for Sarah. Vera never loved me; I already knew she was not my birth mother. So I sought out my biological mother." Eddie let out a chuckle an
Solomon ran fast but needed to be faster.Carrying two women weighing at least two hundred pounds is weighing him down. He may be built, but he isn't Superman. After thirty minutes of running through the woods, Eddie's men caught up to us. Solomon had to do whatever it takes to lose track of us. He had us in hiding behind a tree big enough for this oversized man while Eddie's men and dogs sniffed us out."Solomon, what are we going to do?" I whisper to him as I see moving lights from a distance and dogs barking as they close in on us. "We are about 5 miles away from our pinpoint location. The twins should be there waiting for us.""What about Don?" Worries kicked in my stomach as I touched my baby bump protectively. "I'm worried that he is already fighting with Petrov."I don't doubt Don can win against the most cunning and lustrous man on the planet. I worry that he will be killed."Don't worry about the boss," he says with a confident grin. "Petrov may be a monster, but no one me
"CJ. CJ. CJ? Where are you, my cute apo*?"I giggle softly while I hide under the table as Naynay searches around the kitchen. She looks at her feet and walks around, hearing her opening cabinets. I giggled some more until she stopped, and I covered my mouth from laughing."Where could that little one be?" She says in playful confusion. "Could she be in the closet? Or in this bag of rice?""I'm here!" I announced to her in a loud voice."Oh! I hear her but don't see her."I crawled out of the table and peered at her as she opened the upper cabinet. "I'm over here, Nay nay!"Naynay turns and looks down with a surprising look. "Oh! There you are. I didn't see you there."I ran to her from under the table, and she picked me up. The feeling of love coming from her always warms my heart. Although his skin was wrinkly and she smelled like crushed roses, it didn't matter that her warmth would be the same forever. I miss this feeling.Suddenly, the feeling of my grandmother's warmth turns we
Entering the large vault inside, what an ordinary bedroom would look like. It was tidy enough for a woman in her late 40s or early 50s to tidy enough to fit her personality. On the walls are paintings that show off her creativity."M-Mom," Don stuttered, too shocked.I hear her call out to her in a sorrowful tone as my eyes travel to the woman sitting on the chair leaning forward, making her hand gently stroke moments with her brush as she paints on the unfinished canvas. This woman's poster shows off how elegant and refined she is, her long dark brown hair in a long braid draped over her shoulder as her eyes are focused on the painting, unaware of our presence.In the corner of my eyes, I see the heart monitor and the IV drip with the wire and tubes connected to her.After she leans back to check her painting, she suddenly notices us and flashes us with a smile. Her dark, soft eyes met mine. "Hello, may I help you? Are you the new nurses?"I glance at Don and find him grinning; his e
Upon entering the house through the kitchen door, Don and I made our way to the door that leads to the basement. We ran to the bottom until we found the apparent vault door."Is this it?" Don approaches the door and touches it."Yes, I heard one of Eddie's men talking about a woman staying here and figured she could be your mom." I stand next to him. "Eddie got mad at me for asking about this and figured that his reaction tells me he is telling the truth."I advert my eyes on Don and see his jaws clench and his eyes darken. "Don, why does Eddie have your mother? All I know is he only has her to take leverage on you, but this has gone too far to use a mentally unstable woman."His hand was then made into a fist. He put down his hand and turned to face me with a worried expression. I'm not too fond of how he looks at me like that because I feel he has something to tell me—something else he has not told me about."Is this another secret?" I ask.Don nods and says, "Yes.""Should I be wor
"Don?" What is he doing here? "What are you doing here?" In the dark, I could see his blue eyes darken as he asked me that question. Before I can open my mouth, we both hear the guards coming from inside the house. Don put me down and grabbed my hand, leading us somewhere to hide. He found the shed and had us both inside. He pulls me close against his chest as my ear is pressed to hear the sound of his beating heart. "Have you seen her?" Says one guard as they are close to the shed. Don and I stay quiet. I feel his movement, grabbing something behind him, positioning himself to shoot anyone who finds us here. "No, but if Mr. Petrograd finds out we lost her, he will kill us all." "I don't see why he is obsessed with her even before she was the boss' fiancé." "Shhh...shut your damn mouth." Says a second guard. "There are stories about Mr. Petrov before coming here to America." "Like what?" "These are just rumors, whether true or not, but he once blackmailed his country's govern
I shift to the right side of the bed and then, in seconds, turn to the left. I kept at it for a few minutes until I rose from the bed, shaking my leg and biting my lower lip."How long do I have to wait here?" I mumble to myself. Solomon and the others had only left thirty minutes ago and half an hour before the deadline.I glanced at the square device that Solomon gave me in case one hour was up, and I pressed the button to contact Tech.The nervousness and restlessness are more considerable than waiting patiently for them to return. They are professional, but what if something happened? I can't just sit here and be worried. These are Don's most trusted friends, like brothers from another family. Since all of this has happened because of me, I'm doubting that I make things right.But how do I do it?I can't take down one of Eddie's men. I'm familiar with handling a gun, but if I were to go up against one, I would be fucked.I shake my head. "No time to be a wuss, Claire."I approache
"Come on, Solomon, let me go with you guys," I whine and beg Solomon for the hundredth time. We had arrived hours ago, and Tech had rented us a house across the street from Eddie's summer home. Solomon, the twins, and Tech are on the tablet screen discussing the plan to save Sarah while I make food for them. Tech had Someone deliver groceries early on enough for a few days. He had everything prepared before we even arrived.He wants to tell me I can't join him and the twins to rescue Sarah. I wanted to take part in this mission. I felt guilty towards Don because he accepted working for Eddie because of his mother, who is held captive. I never knew Eddie could stoop down low like that, using a human being as a person's weakness. That lets me know how much of a monster he is.Leo.My mind thought of my son, who shares the same blood as Eddie running through his veins. Calling Eddie a monster means Leo is a spawn of a monster. I never see Leo that way because he is also a part of me. My