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2024-10-29 19:42:56Renee was pensive in her room, all of Roger's words ringing in her ears, over and over. The story of the beautiful and perfect Rose Bramasta and how much Sean loves her.
So, so far she has only been used as a substitute for Rose. For some reason, a faint sadness rose in Renee's chest, it was so painful. Sean kept herself here and there because her face resembled Rose's. Even Sean made love to her maybe while imagining Rose.
It was the resemblance of her face to that of Sean's late wife who saved her, maybe. Otherwise she'd been killed and crushed by Sean for trying to injure the man.
It turned out that even Sean's intense passion wasn't directed at her. She was just the substitute figure for the woman Sean really wanted.
“I'll bet that bad thoughts are raging through your tiny head.”
Busy with her thoughts, Renee didn't notice Sean coming. Renee watched Sean, the man looked tired.
“I want to get out of here immediately, onc
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Her first day in freedom and Renee was enjoying it immensely. The tiny house that she had rented was still neatly arranged as if it had never been abandoned before. Could it be that Sean sent his men to clean the house? Renee shook her head and tried to erase Sean's image from her mind. She had to forget about the man and move on. That morning what Renee did for the first time was to check her refrigerator and frowned when she found it was full of groceries. This must be the man's job, muttered Renee, refusing to mention Sean's name in an attempt to forget him. But Renee didn't want to let this disturbance ruin her first day of freedom. She took vegetables, beef and eggs. Then she made sauteed meat with sweet smelling vegetables and eggs. After pouring the fragrant dish from the pan, Renee poured the warm tea she had brewed this morning into a white cup and put it all on the table. While eating her food Renee turned on her computer. The first thing she had to do was
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“I want to meet Mr. Sean Bramasta,” Renee muttered nervously to the receptionist in the luxurious office lobby. The opulence of the lobby was so intimidating and Renee felt all eyes on her, as if she was a misplaced freak. Her hand hugged the envelope Dori gave her this afternoon and tried to challenge the sharp eyes of the receptionist who looked at her suspiciously. “Sean Bramasta, you say? Are you sure? If you want to apply for a job, maybe you can leave it here.” “I don't want to apply for jobs.” Renee was starting to get annoyed at the receptionist's disparaging glares. “Please arrange my meeting with Sean Bramasta.” “Miss, I don't mean to offend you, but Mr. Sean Bramasta couldn't have come to see you that easily. You have to make a complicated appointment with the secretary first.” “Let her in, she comes with me. I have an appointment with Sean at two o'clock,” a deep voice next to Renee startled her. Renee turned her head and n
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Today is her birthday. Renee already knew this day would come. Somehow she knew, that Sean would come get her and take her back, and her heart was racing.A knock on her door sent her jumping, even though Renee had anticipated it. And when she opened the door, Renee met Sean face to face. The man looked extraordinarily handsome, even more handsome than the last time they had met. He wore dark glasses and a blue shirt layered with a matching jacket and pants, with disheveled brown hair. He was like an angel sent down at Renee's door.“I already know what you will say,” Renee said, trying to find Sean's eyes, but the trouble because the sunglasses got in her way.Sean fell silent. “I know if you do, Roger described your meeting.” The man looked behind Renee. “Can I come in?”Renee stepped back uncomfortably. Letting Sean Bramasta into her house was like letting the devil rule her life. But there was no other choice. They
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The wedding, being carried out in the Sean Bramasta style, became an extraordinarily lavish wedding party. Everything is the best. Renee's dresses are imported directly from France, the food is the best, straight from Sean's restaurant. The women looked at her enviously and the men praised her for finally bringing Sean Bramasta to shore. All girls dream of a wedding like this, a wedding that is like a dream for a princess in a fairy tale.But not Renee. Suddenly she was seized with a silent fear. She is now Sean Bramasta's wife. But the image of Sean Bramasta's former wife, beautiful Rose, who was really in Sean's heart was suffocating to her.And tonight, on her wedding night. Renee sat on the edge of Sean's bed. Feeling a disturbing feeling of restlessness. Am I regretting this? Why would I want to marry this arrogant man? Is this guy's charm so much that it makes me willing to just be a substitute doll?The door opened and Sean entered. The man was still wear
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Their married life was going on as it should be. Every night Sean always touched her, his passion never seemed to run out. But that's the only time they can get close. Renee frowns at the realization that she can only be close to her husband when they make love. Sean did change into a better person, he was never rude and forced his will again. The man only raised his eyebrows as Renee started to argue with his words, then walked away. Choose to avoid confrontation.Their marriage has been going on for almost two months and Renee still feels something is stuck in her heart. By the way, she realized that the foundation of this marriage was wrong from the start. Only based on a work contract coated with desire. Not to mention the reasons that Sean refused to admit, even now: that Renee was just a replacement for Rose. Renee never again visited the wing of the house where Rose's painting was stored. Roger never even mentioned Sean's first wife again. Renee suspects that Sean prev
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In the morning the atmosphere was so cold, Sean seemed not to want to discuss their conversation last night, but even so, Renee remained alert. Given the nature of Sean, it is possible that the man will do everything he can to carry out his wish. By putting an abortion drug in her drink, for example, who knows? Remembering that the man had let her drink be mixed with drugs by Roger. Renee stroked her stomach and frowned sadly, even though this baby was not wanted by his father. Even though her feelings are now hurt because Sean places more importance on her memory of Rose than she is now living in front of him, Renee must try to be strong, for the sake of this baby. “You will keep the baby, right?” Roger's voice jerked Renee out of her reverie. The man was entering the same room as Renee. Renee looked at Roger and tried to smile, Roger was very kind and polite to her when she entered this house. Roger was the one who explained to her the truth and changed all
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Their relationship improved again, although a little stiff. And the increasing age of pregnancy. Renee realized that she loved her husband. Yes, Renee noticed it when she missed Sean when he wasn't there. Jeez ... missing Sean Bramasta was the last thing on Renee's mind, but it did happen. Nine months had passed, now Renee's stomach was completely distended and her movements were slow. Renee could not even see her knees because her stomach was blocked. Renee gently rubbed her stomach, maybe because of this child, maybe because of hormonal changes. Renee didn't know, what was certain was that every time she was around Sean, her feelings became warm. Oh, Sean hasn't changed. Still the same, so cold, stiff and scary to employees and co-workers, and so full of affection in bed. Sean's sex style changed since Renee became pregnant, even when Renee's pregnancy got older, the man didn't touch Renee anymore. She just gently stroked Renee's hair before going to sleep. And eve
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Do not know how many hours the operation process was torturous and Sean sat there with his whole body tensed and in torment. Roger was still waiting there, while Lia had said goodbye, because her son needed her. Lia said she would come back tomorrow morning.Suddenly there was a baby crying. The baby's cry was very strong and loud, as if pumping all the air that was there into his lungs.Sean gasped and looked at Roger at each other, his body tense even more. Is that his son's voice?Suddenly the light flashed green and a nurse came out, calling out to him. “Mr. Sean Bramasta.”Sean was invited to enter the inner room in the operation preparation room, which became the divider between the waiting room and the operating room.“This is your son, Mr. Sean, we want to show you before he's taken to the baby room.”The baby was crying so hard, as if to protest why he was being taken from the comfortable warmth on his mother
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The pandan aroma from the porridge made Renee's appetite increase. It's different with Sean, he's not at all interested in hospital food, he just wants Cael back. Sean stared at his wife, who was eating hungrily. He wondered how his wife could eat peacefully when her son had not yet returned. "You don't think about Cael at all? I just don't have the appetite to eat here," said Sean. Renee gave Sean a sneer, what did he mean by saying something like that? Though Renee wanted to get well soon and looked for her child. Renee sighed in annoyance then put down her spoon roughly and put the porridge on the nightstand. Really, she didn't like it when Sean was childish. At least Renee had tried to report their missing child to the police. Then what else did Sean want? Currently, Renee is having a hard time walking, her head is still very sore. She chose silence. She hated Sean right now… again, after a long time. "Are you
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Sean blinked, the first time he felt the pain in his calf and knee. His previously blurry vision was now clear. He saw his hanging leg and to the side, Renee was having breakfast. “Renee?” called Sean quietly. His voice was hoarse because he had not drunk at all. “Sean? Are you awake?” Renee then got out of bed and gave Sean a drink. The infusion in Renee's hand was still stuck, but her condition had improved considerably. Nothing serious happened to her, only a small tear in the brow. Renee then pressed the button next to the nightstand, to call the doctor and nurse. They came with equipment to check on Sean. “There is a slight crack in your shin, you should keep resting and don't go anywhere yet. Usually within a week to two weeks the crack will return to normal.” Sean nodded as the doctor explained to him. Now only the two of them i
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The medicinal scent made Renee sigh; she tried to open her eyes slowly. The sound of the clock ticking filled her ears. Gradually she could hear the deep voice of someone speaking. Renee felt a chill on her nose; the oxygen-assisted breathing tube brought her back to her senses. She looked around, two police officers talking, they were talking about Sean and Renee having the accident and how the tragedy was. Renee felt dizzy, as she remembered Sean hit a big tree on the highway and after that Renee didn't remember anymore. Renee looked to the side, her husband lying helplessly. Sean who she loves. A brown bandage wrapped around Sean's leg and hung up. Who knows what happened to Sean's leg, Renee didn't know. The thirst in Renee's throat made the woman let out a groaning sound. One of the police officers who had been talking approached Renee. "How, ma'am? Are you awake? Are you feeling ill? Le
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A year later ... Renee smiled for the umpteenth time. She turned to find Sean smiling back at her gently. His head lowered, his eyes shining with love on a year-old baby who is now soundly asleep in his wife's arms. They were in the city park, sitting in a chair facing right by the fountain. The cool air seemed to make Cael feel at home asleep even more. He curled deeper into Renee's arms, while Sean just chuckled when he saw him. “I can't believe he can sleep this soundly while there are many children's voices muttering here and there,” muttered Sean exasperatedly, his hand stroking the top of his little son's head. Cael stretched and muttered something, as if telling Sean to stop touching his head. Sean chuckled again. Renee chuckled. “He's a great sleeper.” A second later Renee lightly kissed the forehead of her very adorable child. Cael was a treasure to her; she loved Cael more than anyt
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The party was an elegant feast, a gala dinner Sean and his business associates gave to the success of their latest project. Renee was there with Lia and other businesspersons’ wives, watching Sean who was across the room, chatting with his colleagues. Renee's heart skipped a beat. She's already counting on her calendar. Tonight she is free. And indeed her body condition has improved since almost two months of giving birth. Even so, Sean still didn't know that. Sean himself felt Renee watching him and his excitement rose. The tingling of sexual tension had stirred up among them as they had not made love for a long time. Sean waited patiently and restrained himself, even though it gradually frustrated him a little. The urge to hug Renee, feeling Renee give up in his arms was very strong. They haven't made love since that great statement of love. Sean was obsessed, wanting to show Renee how great love would be if both partners were open to loving each other. “Se
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Renee was allowed to go home with Cael and Sean picked them up on time. The man did not change, remained so cold that Renee thought that what the nurse said at that time was just a lie or delusion. Sean sat next to Renee in the car quietly and stared at the window, seemingly distanced. “Are you, uh, okay?” Finally Sean broke the silence, glanced lightly at the sleeping Cael in Renee's arms, and his gaze softened. “He seems very healthy.” “He was suckling vigorously.” Renee smiled and kissed Cael on the forehead affectionately. At first Renee was a little afraid of Sean's reaction to Cael. The man hates Cael because when he was in Renee's womb, would that man hate Cael when he was born into this world? Sean seemed to love Cael, even though he didn't show it in words. Renee frequently caught sight of the gentleness that Sean gave Cael. Oh yes, Renee understands, Sean may not be able to escape showing his affection for young children, but Cael has stolen
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Do not know how many hours the operation process was torturous and Sean sat there with his whole body tensed and in torment. Roger was still waiting there, while Lia had said goodbye, because her son needed her. Lia said she would come back tomorrow morning.Suddenly there was a baby crying. The baby's cry was very strong and loud, as if pumping all the air that was there into his lungs.Sean gasped and looked at Roger at each other, his body tense even more. Is that his son's voice?Suddenly the light flashed green and a nurse came out, calling out to him. “Mr. Sean Bramasta.”Sean was invited to enter the inner room in the operation preparation room, which became the divider between the waiting room and the operating room.“This is your son, Mr. Sean, we want to show you before he's taken to the baby room.”The baby was crying so hard, as if to protest why he was being taken from the comfortable warmth on his mother
