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Guilt

Author: MadlainQ
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KAAN

I stood in Asena's chamber, staring at her empty bed. Fury crept into my veins, satiating me whole, mixing with the searing taste of guilt. How the fuck had I let this happen? I came so close to achieving the goal that it blinded me, and I failed to protect what I'd already had in my grasp.

“You should have locked her sooner.” Jalissa huffed as she sauntered into the room, slowly stepping toward me. “You should have had her cuffed and chained in the dungeon somewhere. If I were you, I would—”

My hand was around her neck before her venomous lips could choke out another word. “I don't believe I asked you for advice,” I hissed, putting more pressure on her windpipe. Her eyes widened as she fought for breath. “Just like I didn't ask your men to guard her chamber. Marvelously done, by the way.” My claws went out, sinking into the skin of her neck. “It is your fucking fault Asena is gone, so if you even mention her name again, you'll be the one chained and cuffed.”

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