I was so shocked that my entire body froze. His lips felt electrifying against my lips. I shut my eyes when I started to feel a different sensation.
His hand lifted to my wet hair, tucking it behind my left ear before deepening the kiss. When I realized what was happening, I tried to push on his chest with my hands. But he grabbed my wrists with one hand and locked them behind my back. He broke the kiss and touched my lips with his fingertips. "Why do these lips feel like they are virgin lips? Why are you playing hard to get with me? Didn't they tell you that I like rough?" I had no idea what he was talking about. Of course, it was my first kiss, which he stole away from me. "I-" Before I could stop him, he buried his face in my neck. "What's with this smell? I'm warning you. Don't play any tricks with me. It will be just one night." I was stunned by his words. I felt tears well up in my eyes. 'One night? Is he thinking that I am one of those girls? No, I don't want to be one of them.' "Leave me...ahhh!" I was trying to mumble in a lower tone, but I ended up letting out a moan when he kissed and sucked my neck. "If you moan again, I will take you right here, right now," he said with a deep voice. I was startled. He was so close to me, and I had never been this close to any other boy before. Surprisingly, my heart began to beat rapidly again, as it did every time I saw him. He began to run his hands over my long coat, as if looking for something. "Where's the rope?" He asked as he moved his face to mine. "W-Wha–" "IAN, WHERE ARE YOU?" Ronald's voice echoed in the corner. Ian moved away from me and muttered, "Such bad timing!" I stared at his silhouette with wide eyes and had no idea what to do. "We will continue later," he said to me before returning to the party. When he walked away, I looked behind him. I slowly touched my lips, and they trembled. "What just happened?" I heard the ringtone of my phone. I took out my phone from my bag and noticed it was Abigail's call. "H-Hello?" "Hey! Where are you? We have been searching for you." "I am close to the washroom. Ummm..downstairs." "Wait, what are you doing there? Didn't Luke tell you to use the washroom upstairs?" "I got lost." I lied to her. "Okay, wait there. I am coming." "Okay." I was an idiot. I could have used my phone's flashlight when I got out of the restroom. I took out my glasses and put them on before stepping out of the corner. I noticed Abigail and Luke coming my way. "We were so worried about you," Luke said to me. "I'm sorry, guys." I apologized to them. I recalled what had happened there. I gulped and lowered my head to hide my face with my hair. "Are you okay?" Abigail asked me when she tried to observe me." "Y-Yeah. I want to go back home." Luke sighed and nodded his head. "You came today. That's enough for me. Let me drive you home." I shook my head. "No, it's your party. How can you leave?" "Then I will drop you off at home, as I promised," Abigail said. "No, I can go back alone. I don't want any of you to leave this party for me. I'll be upset." "Then I will tell my driver to take you home. Is that okay with you?" Luke asked. I thought about it for a moment before giving him a nod. I was about to take off the coat Abigail had given me. But she said she would take it back from me tomorrow. So I agreed and decided to leave Luke's guest house. While walking to the main door, my gaze kept wandering around the entire house. I scolded myself for searching for the person. I ran into Debra on the way. She was still with the new guy. She hugged me and told me to go home safely. I stepped out of the house and noticed Luke's driver waiting for me outside the car. He held the back door open for me. I walked up to Luke's car, but something caught my attention, and I paused. Something pierced my heart as I looked to the left. Ian was kissing that white bikini girl. She had changed into a sexy dress. They were leaning against Ian's car. I was staring at him. He did not take time to change girls. He was kissing me a while back and was now kissing another girl. Suddenly, his eyes fell on me. I expected him to react, but instead he ignored me and continued kissing the girl as if I were invisible. "Miss," Luke's driver called me. I turned away from Ian and quickly got into the car. As soon as the driver shut the door, tears streamed down my face. I peered through the car window at Ian. I was ashamed of myself. Why did I let him kiss me? Why did I feel that way? Why did my heart race whenever he was close to me? 'Why do I even feel this way for him when we don't even know each other?' I asked my heart, closed my eyes, and pressed my head back against the seat. The driver started the car. My mind kept replaying everything over and over. It was not a lie that my heart desired him. I knew he was a bad boy, the most dangerous Alpha in my pack who would become the head Alpha very soon. He did not have an interest in love or affection. He only believed in matebond, so he was simply using other girls to satisfy his desire until he found his mate. I wondered who would be his mate. Would he treat her really well? No one had ever seen him behaving softly with any girl. Would he love that girl? What about me? Who was my mate? Did I cheat my mate by letting another boy kiss me? Wasn't it wrong to feel like this for someone else? I opened my eyes and gazed at the sky. I could not help but think, ‘Where are you, Mate?’It's been one week since I attended Luke's party.That night, I cried for no reason. I asked myself why I started to feel something for a boy who did not even have any idea about my feelings.I could not forget his kiss and his closeness. Abigail had come to pick me up from my house the next day. She noticed a hickey on my neck and looked shocked. When I told her everything, she became very angry with Ian.But I asked her for a promise. I told her not to talk to anyone about it, not even Luke or Debra. She at first did not agree with it since he wanted to teach a lesson to Ian, but later I insisted, and she had no choice but to agree. She even helped me cover the hickey with makeup."Where are you lost, Ava?"I heard my mother, and I looked at her. We were eating breakfast together."Nothing, Mom."“Are you sure? I have been observing you all week. You look a little lost to me. Is everything alright?”"Yeah, Mom. I am fine. Don't worry."My mother gave me a smile and a nod. I stared a
I was confused at the beginning about the unknown feeling I had for Ian. But now I could understand that it was because he was my mate.We were bonded by fate. It was fated that I would fall for him.My wolf was delighted to have found her mate. I felt the heaviness in my heart that had been building up over the past few months vanish.It was always him.I was relieved that it was him. Because I was in love with him without even knowing that he was my mate.However, the mate he had been waiting for was actually me. It was as if I were dreaming.On the other hand,Ian was staring at me, not saying anything. His glowing red eyes had turned black. His eyes became cloudy, as if he were thinking something.I took a deep breath before stepping toward him. He was a little distant from me. I glanced around us. Other boys and girls were staring at us in surprise.I assumed they had only heard Ian's loud growl and not my whisper.I came to a stop in front of Ian and shifted my gaze to him."I-I
Ian’s POVI had been frustrated since early this morning. Something had happened to my wolf. He was reacting quite differently these days. It began last week when I went to Luke's party.That night, I kissed a girl who I thought was Lara. But I was wrong. It was not her, but someone else.During the whole party, Lara tried to seduce me. She even jumped into the pool in her white bikini. She approached me after exiting the pool and told me that she would be waiting for me near the washroom.So I went there later and grabbed a girl's hand. I mistook her for Lara. She had a different scent. I smelled her scent only as I got closer to her neck. It was so alluring that I could not help but rub my nose against her neck. I had kissed her, despite her attempts to push me away. I could sense that her body desired me.Later, when I kissed Lara outside while leaning against my car, I did not feel the same. I learned that Lara went to the restroom, which was upstairs. She said she was waiting for
Ava’s POVIan rejected me as his mate. How could he do that? It was a bond that was created by the moon goddess. How could he reject our fate?He did not even give me the opportunity to speak, and he rejected me.My eyes widened with shock. He left the rooftop, leaving me alone to accept his brutal decision.He slammed the door behind me so loudly that I flinched and came back to my senses.My knees started to shake. I collapsed on my knees. I got hurt, but the pain in my heart was more than any physical pain.What did fate give me? A mate who disliked me. He did not even wish to see my face. He was disgusted just thinking about me as his mate.He did not even take time to think about our bond and rejected me without a second thought."Why? Why did this happen to me? Why don't I deserve to be happy in my life?" I cried out loud.My wolf started howling inside. She was whimpering in sorrow.I thought about going back home. I stood up slowly with the support of a wall.I wanted to free
"I want to go home."I let out a lower tone. My throat was hurting like hell. It was like I screamed a lot today. It became harsh and painful."Don't you think we should tell everything to your mom?" Debra asked as she looked at me carefully."No!" I replied immediately.I did not want to hurt my mother. She had been waiting for my mate more than me. She wanted me to settle into my life with a mate who would protect me.Little did my mother know that my mate would be the one who would humiliate me in front of everyone.If I told her about the rejection, she would break down completely. I could not see tears in her eyes."Why not? She will understand you," Luke said."No, guys. Please, listen to me. She will be heartbroken after learning this. There is no bond between me and Ian now. So talking about it to my mom would unnecessarily bother her, which I don't want.""She's right. Aunt will be upset. It can affect her health too." Abigail supported me.My friends agreed with me about not
I turned to my mother with a confused look. What did she mean by saying we were going to the pack house? Why would we go there?"But why, Mom?""What why, Ava? He is our head Alpha. He can call us anytime.""But, Mom. There must be a reason. I've never gone there before," I replied to my mother.Actually, I had no problem with going there. But that was Ian's house. How could I go there? I did not want to see him again.My mother held my hand and said,"Years ago, when I ran away from our old pack, I came here to take shelter. Luna Carolina was very sick at the time. When I went to ask for help from Alpha Martin, I noticed Luna and identified the symptoms of her illness. It was not an easy disease to treat, so I promised them that I would treat her. In return, he promised me to let me and you stay in their pack as their pack members. It took me four years to cure Luna Carolina. We did not stay in contact afterward. However, I ran into Luna Carolina today at the pack hospital. When I re
Third POVIan was out of the pack house the whole day after rejecting Ava. He was unhappy with his fate and kept grumping about the decision of the Moon Goddess.Instead of going back to the pack house, he went to the club. His intention was to have sex with some hot girl to shove this rejection away from his mind. But he ended up loading himself with alcohol. His friends did not leave his side and tried to make him understand that what he did was wrong. He argued with them and asked them to leave him alone. He stuck with his decision.Nova, the current beta's daughter, approached him in the club and tried to lure him. He was so drunk that he told her everything and then fucked up even more.When he woke up in the morning, he found himself in his father's beta's house. Nova told him that last night she proposed to him, and he accepted her, but they did not have sex.Ian rolled his eyes upon hearing that; he knew he did not accept her at all. Everything from last night was still fresh
Ava rushed outside the university, leaving Abigail and Debra behind. She got a glimpse of two boys fighting each other.She began to push the crowd and try to peek at them.She was startled when she saw Ian hit Luke with his head, and Luke fell to the ground.Her body froze when she saw Luke lying on the ground, and blood was coming out of his head.A flashback to the past came to her mind.Her father was lying on the ground like that; he was trying to save himself, but those wolves ran to attack him and killed him.“Hit him.”“Ian”“Ian.”She heard other people's voices.She came back to her senses and noticed Ian raise his hand to punch Luke again.So Ava screamed out loud,"STOP."To her surprise, Ian stopped and turned his head in her direction. He slowly stood up and glared at her.But she pushed him and crouched down to Luke, which shocked everyone in the crowd.She patted Luke’s cheek and mumbled,"No, no, no. You can't die. I can't let you die. Please open your eyes."Even tho