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“Are you out of your goddamn mind, Raven?!”

“There’s no need for you to be yelling at me like that. I know I did the right thing.”

“What, so you want to be lonely for the rest of your life? Why? Tell me everything. Tell me why you didn’t kiss him then and tell me why you kissed him yesterday and said no to him afterwards.” Ray spoke. I stared at her through the screen and sighed.

“You already know why. I don’t have to explain everything to you again.”

“Get over the past. You need a new man in your life. Do you have any idea how hard Mama prays for you that you get a good husband soon? She’s concerned and she’s starting to believe that you might be-”

“Why would she think that? I’m sure she wants me to get married soon because her relatives have raised eyebrows. But I don’t care. Mama will do anything to look good in front of her relatives. Look Ray, I have priorities now. Me, myself and I are my priorities.”

“What? You’re a feminist now? No. I don’t get it, tell me why. Aren’t you
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