Blacked Out

{ Kingsley }

Feeling how my body starts to overheat and my head get dizzy makes me return to my own body for the first time in who knows how long and push my wolf away to let me think clearly.

I'm still naked and lying on my bed with my Alpha's body almost on top of me.

"Alpha... I'm starting my heat," I let him know. He just gives me a wolfish grin, of course, "I'm really nervous, can you give me Laurie back for a little while?"

"You have nothing to be nervous about when you're with me," he says and keeps stroking my hair, but he still lets Laurie come back, "What's wrong?"

"I'm not ready," I tell him, swallowing and trying not to think too hard about how my hole is starting to get wet for no apparent reason because I'm not in the mood at this very moment, "I didn't plan this, clearly, so I hadn't prepared myself yet to lose my virginity. So..."

I stop talking when Laurent's eyes roll back as he inhales and his hands move down to my ass. He's not listening to me, he's smelling