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I woke up alone on the bed naked feeling cold and lonely. Despite having gotten some hours of sleep, I still felt tired. I had slept late waiting for Nikolai to come back but he hadn’t. I started to imagine how good things would have been if we lived normal lives. I sighed and pulled myself out of bed and into the bathroom. My head ached from thinking too much in the night and convincing myself that Nikolai felt the same way I did for him but realized that he didn’t. I was falling alone and it made me want to pull my hair out. I pushed back the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes and chanted that I wouldn’t cry over a man who only saw me as a sex tool. I cleaned myself under the cold water to make my body alert. After I was done, I headed to the bedroom and wore casual shorts and a tank top and kept ignoring the urge to crawl back into bed and wallow in my misery. I wasn’t going to be that girl. I left the room to head for breakfast but paused at what I saw. There wer
Last Updated : 2023-05-31Don Nikolai My weakness
I jolted awake and looked around frantically, momentarily confused. I was in bed in my pajamas and everything in the room was in place. The only reminder of the terrible night I had experienced was the splitting headache and the ache in my eyes. I was still tired as if I hadn’t rested and I wondered how I got in bed. I didn’t remember getting in bed or sleeping for that matter. I didn’t rocket science to know who had changed me and gotten me into bed. Except, I didn’t know why he did it and I hated the way my heart fluttered at the thought that he cared about me enough not to let me sleep on the floor. Damn, my heart. I decided to stay in bed a bit longer, as I was in no hurry to go outside and meet anyone with swollen eyes. The questions that came with that would be unbearable, no doubt. I also didn’t want to see the one person my heart ached to see. A few minutes after I had closed my eyes and realized that I wasn’t going to fall back asleep, there was a knock on the door before
Last Updated : 2023-05-31Don Nikolai Don Nikolai
Before anyone could say anything, the ballroom opened and Viktor and the other ranks were dragged inside. They were barely hanging on to life and I had to force myself to look even though I felt the urge to vomit. I didn’t want to seem weak like the sight of seeing someone like that affected me. I willed myself to keep a straight face as they were dragged to where Nikolai was. Viktor was shirtless, his tattoos severed by the cuts on his chest. One of his eyes was missing and his arms were in a weird way like they had been broken a couple of times. The other rank was in the same state as Viktor but better. They had lost all will to live. That much was obvious from the looks on their faces. “ You see what happens to people who betray me? I found out that these two fools knew something about what happened to my shipments. As we speak, my men are trying to retrieve them.” Nikolai said as he stood behind the two men. Viktor didn’t look the least bit remorseful. In fact,tr he looked smu
Last Updated : 2023-05-31Don Nikolai Knowing him
Shame, guilt, and humiliation are all emotions that were balled into one and settled in my chest. Even as I put the straps back on and pulled my dress back down. How quickly I had fallen into his trap after convincing myself over and over that I wouldn’t.Nikolai must have noticed because he didn’t say anything. He just kept looking at me like he expected me to snap at any time. Jokes on him because I was too ashamed to even look at him. He preyed on my weakness for him and that wasn’t right.“ Brie…”“ Don’t. “I started picking up my tattered panties from the floor but Nikolai had thought the exact same thing because his hands and mine touched as we took it from the floor. The jolts of electricity that radiated from that one touch alone made me retract my hand quickly.“ Why do you have that look on your face? “ He asked as he stepped into my personal space. I moved back instinctively and he frowned.He took my arm and pulled me into him.“ Tell me, “ he coaxed as he squashed our ch
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“ Where are you going? “ I asked as I placed my hand on Nikolai’s hand to stop him from leaving.My eyes were barely open but I felt him unwind his hands from my body. It was early in the morning, the hour he left to go to work. After the day we had, I didn’t want to wake up to him gone.“ To work, “ he answered and placed a kiss on my cheek. He tried to let go of my hand but I wouldn’t let him go.“ I have to go, bambina. The Russians can’t wait. “ He said softly while stroking my cheek with the back of his hand.I immediately felt guilty for whining like a child when I knew there was a threat out there that could not wait to be taken care of. I should have been grateful he even slept next to me.“ Okay…”“ I’ll be there for breakfast, amore.”I nodded my head and he kissed my forehead before leaving. I sighed and my eyes started closing once again.When I woke up, again, the sun rays were seeping through the curtains into my room, alerting me that it was already late in the morning.
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“ What’s wrong? “ I asked.“ Get in the car, Brianna, “ he said, not quite looking me in the eye.I thought he would have been happier to see me especially when I had been missing for hours but I guess I was wrong.“ Get in the fucking car, Brianna, “ he said in a tone that bordered deadly and angry.I did as he said because I feared an altercation with him in front of all his guards. There were at least three cars and all the guards were outside, even Lorenzo was there. I wanted to talk to him during the car ride but I noticed how angry he was.His gaze was fixated on the window, his jaw was ticking, and his hand was balled into a fist. I too stared out of the window wondering if he was angry at me or the incompetence of his guards. It seemed as if he was angry at me.We got to the mansion and he got out of the car. He slammed the door shut so hard that I jumped in surprise. I expected him to come to my side and open the door for im but I watched him stride towards the mansion throug
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“ Fuck! “I moaned as my finger circled faster on my clitoris. I imagined it was Nikolai’s hands working me while his eyes watched me. That thought alone was enough to make my thighs clamp together and my eyes roll to the back of my head. “ Fuck, Nikolai, “ I moaned out as I came all over my fingers. When the wave of euphoria had long passed, I was left with the shame. Shame for touching myself at the thought of the man who kept me locked in his room. I hadn’t seen the outside of my room in three days. For three days I had stayed in my room trying to do anything to distract my mind from all the information he had given me. For three days I hadn’t seen him. Only a maid who brought me meals came into my room with food. I didn’t want to miss him or yearn for his presence but I did. I was only human after all. I washed myself again before wiping my body with a towel. I had been overthinking and cursing Nikolai for days. I needed to stop. I opened the door to the bathroom to go into my
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Immediately I came down on my high, I pushed Nikolai away making him pull his fingers from my mound. I glared at him while he gave me a smug smile. I fixed my dress and tried to leave the stall but he pulled me back in.My back landed on his chest and he gripped my waist with his arm. His mouth went to my ear and he licked the outer skin making me all hot and bothered once more.“ I will find those pills of yours and flush them down the toilet. Then I will fuck you all night, depositing my seed in your womb each time to make sure you get pregnant. If it doesn’t, we’ll go at it until we are successful. Mark my words. “ He said.I turned to face him and gave him a hard look.“ You seem to be forgetting that it is my womb and I get to decide if or not I carry a baby, okay? I will get pregnant for you over my dead body. Mark my words. “He chuckled and eyed my body with desire.“ You seem to forget how fast your pussy weeps for me and how great your body responds to my touch. I will fuck
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Don Nikolai The end
My eyes felt heavy but my ears were alert. I heard the beeping of machines and the voice of a woman speaking. Was I finally in heaven? I knew if that shit was real, I was going to hell for all the horrible things I had done.“Is he going to be, okay? “ I heard an angelic voice ask. It sounded awfully familiar like I should have known who it belonged to but couldn’t quite put my finger on it. Why did it sound so sweet and inviting?“He will be. He should wake up any day now. “ A male voice replied.For some reason, I wanted to hit the male and tell him to stay away from my angel even though I couldn’t see how close they were.“You said that last week, “ the angel said with a sigh. There was sadness in her voice and it broke my heart. I had to open my eyes to look at her.When my eyes finally cooperated, there were white walls everywhere and two people in a corner. One of them was wearing a blue dress and her copper hair was in a messy bun.That was the moment we made eye contact and sh
Don Nikolai Saving him
“We will attack from this point right here and then Luca and the other men will go from the back. Make sure all your coms are working when we get there. If you encounter something, you tell us. “ I instructed.Esposito and Romano were standing on either side of me looking at the map I had. Thanks to a tip, we had a possible location for where they were keeping Nikolai and I was determined to find him.“So-““Why is nobody looking for Lorenzo? “ Viv asked from the door. I turned to face her with a hard glare on my face as I crossed my arms against my chest.“You’re not allowed in here, Viv. Why are you here?” I asked even though I had heard her previous statement.She scoffed and came deeper into the room, making me fold the map and hand it to Luca. With a nod of my head, he understood what I was saying and he left.“I asked where Lorenzo is. Last I heard from him, you sent him on a mission and he never came back. That was three days ago. Why aren’t you looking for him?” Viv asked.I d
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Anabelle lowered the gun and placed it in the back of her jeans without taking her eyes off me. She proceeded to take my gun from the ground and unloaded it. She placed the bullets in her pocket and then tossed me the gun without any bullets.“Tell me what you meant when you said all my men are dead, “ I said, not wanting to beat around the bush.It was then that I realized how insensitive I was being. She had been through a lot and I hadn’t even heard what had happened to her yet I was prioritizing my needs over hers. I shook my head and gave her a soft look.“What happened Anabelle? One day I left you with Lorenzo, Viv, and Florian, and the next, I came back to find my mansion in ashes. What happened to your arm and where have you been?” I asked.She sighed and sat down on a rock. I followed her lead and sat beside her.“We were all in the mansion. Florian and I were in the basement interrogating someone when we heard the commotion upstairs. We stayed back and watched through the li
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As I was pacing wondering why the men we had sent to attack Bianchi’s estate had not arrived, my phone rang. I frowned as I looked at the screen because it was an unknown number. Who could it be?Thinking it could be new information regarding Nikolai, I was eager to answer it. I stepped away from Romano. Esposito had gone for a smoke so he wasn’t anywhere near where we were.“Hello, “ I spoke as soon as I placed the phone against my ear.“It’s Anabelle. I need you to make sure you are nowhere near the people around you. Walk away from everyone now. “ The voice on the other end said.I recognized that it was indeed Anabelle from her voice. I could recognize it anywhere. I put my hand on my mouth and did as she had instructed. I knew I shouldn’t have trusted anyone but my instincts told me I could trust her.“Where have you been? “ I asked, wondering why she had been missing all that time.“Look, I can’t talk for long. It was a trap. Bianchi is not an enemy. You can’t trust anyone. You’
Don Nikolai First Suspect
“ You know something, don’t you? This can end right now or we can go all night. “ Lorenzo said and removed his coat for emphasis.He proceeded to fold the sleeves of his shirt to his elbows. I didn’t understand why he insisted on wearing a suit when he was only going to torture people. It was a waste of the perfectly tailored expensive Armani.We were in the basement of the new house and there was a man tied to a chair. It was only the three of us in the room. The man was believed to have known what happened to the estate. He was one of the guards who had survived.We had yet to find the rest and it begged the question of why they were hiding in the first place. I had made it my responsibility to know everyone who had died during the attack. Those who were survivors and hadn’t come forward were suspects.Before the man could speak, my phone rang and I headed out to pick it up. It was one of the suppliers and I prayed it was good news or else he would pay. My patience was thinner than
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My head was buzzing and my ears were ringing. There was an undeniable pain in my right leg and stomach. I was beginning to think I was in purgatory for all the bad things that I had done. I tried unsuccessfully to pry my eyes open.Every time I did that, my head hurt like small pins were being dropped on my head. I let out a groan when I was finally able to open my eyes. I was surprised when I saw darkness everywhere.If it wasn’t for the fact that I was sure that I had opened my eyes, I would have been doubtful of the fact that they were open. I tried to walk and that was when I registered that my movement was restricted.There were shackles on both my arms, pulling them apart like I was on a cross. My feet, on the other hand, were shackled to the wall behind me but they were closer together than my arms.Where the fuck was I?I tried to remember the events of the past few days but my memory was foggy and my thoughts were all over the place. I wanted to get out of that place that had
Don Nikolai Bow down to the queen
I heard them arguing before I even got to the bottom of the stairs. They were not very discreet with their plans at all. Before I left, I heard Viv calling out to me to stop.“ Please, just listen, “ she begged and I stopped.Who could I be if I didn’t listen to her?“ What is it, Vivienne? “ I asked while turning. I crossed my arms against my chest.She reached me and placed her hands on my arms.“ Look, we were going to start today but we couldn’t until we had enough men. I am sorry we lied to you but it had to be done. “ She said, not looking the least bit remorseful.“ First, get your hands off me. Do I look like an unreasonable woman to you? “ I asked.She looked at me like she wanted to be anywhere else. Well, I wasn’t the one who told her to follow me, was I?“ No, “ she answered.“ That’s right, Vivienne. I am not unreasonable. You say you were setting up but you took two weeks. Do you think Nik can wait that long? No! Do you what he is going through? No! “She looked anywhere
Don Nikolai Taking back the throne
Romano walked me back to his car and I sat on the seat with a lot of things on my mind.“ Where am I going to start? “ I asked him.He rubbed my back soothingly which was something so out of character with him and gave me a hopeful look.“ As long as you have me, you will always know where to start, “ he said.He drove me back to my penthouse and I expected him to go back to Milan but he followed me back.“ Don’t you have a business to take care of, old man? “ I asked.He glared at me because he didn’t like being called old and I only smiled mischievously in answer. I loved teasing him a lot.“ I am not old and I am not leaving you here without backup or a plan, okay? “ He asked. I nodded my head and placed my hand in his.When the elevator doors opened ad I punched in the code, I saw men in my living room. There were guards everywhere and Esposito was sitting comfortably on my couch looking like the place belonged to him.Not to mention he had a whiskey in his hand. These men and my
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“ Why are you suddenly so quiet? “ Romano asked.He took a gulp of his whiskey and went to pour himself another one. He looked back at me and then smiled. It was a sarcastic smile because what he was telling me was too serious to smile about.I didn’t have the answer to his questions. Before I could react, he threw the wine glass to my head and I ducked. It was seconds away from hitting me square in the face. It shattered on the floor, causing a mess.I brought my eyes to him with shock written all over my face. How could he do that? It would have sent me back to the hospital.“ I expect an answer, Brianna, “ he said before grabbing another glass and pouring himself a drink.I stayed quiet because all that was happening was shocking enough to leave me speechless.“ Are you going to finish that?” He asked while pointing to my whiskey glass because I had taken a very tiny sip.“ I’m pregnant, Romano, “I explained even though I didn’t want to put it out there. That was not the way I had
