It was three in the morning and I was driving around New York pretending I was out clearing my head. It was just a fucking lie I told myself to pretend I knew what I was doing when it came to Hazel.
My phone rang just as I pulled up to the address Ivan had gotten me.
“Carter is in. The shipments will be arriving soon. I don’t know what you said to him but it worked. “
Of course, it fucking worked. I was the most powerful and dangerous man in New York. A lot of his actions were motivated by fear. I was unforgiving and everybody knew it. Carter was smart to accept my escorts, drinks, and deals.
“Be ready for him and be careful. “
“What did you do? Apologize? “
“I don’t apologize to anyone. He was happy with the girls you sent and drinks. All I had to do was stroke his ego by telling him he has the best ammo and product in the business. “
“Okay. Where are you? I thought you would want to see this shipment for yourself. It is the biggest one yet. Is there somewhere more important than this? “
Ivan was getting on my nerves.
“I told you to get off my case. The next time you ask me what I fucking do during my free time you will end up with a bullet between your eyes. “
“We both know you can’t kill me. “
“Don’t be so sure. “
I hung up on him and stared at Hazel’s building wondering if it was a good idea to show up that late at night. She was going to think I was stalking her. But if I played my cards right, I could get my plans for her rolling.
I left the car before I could second-guess myself and entered her building. It looked like shit. The structure looked so old it might have been built in the nineteenth century. There was graffiti and drawings on the walls where the paint was peeling.
The smell of pot, nicotine, and meth greeted me as I climbed up the stairs. It seemed like a building that had more drug addicts than sober people.
When I got to her floor, I saw a man with his hand on her arm in the corridor. She was trying to break the hold he had on her. The man was short, fat, and fucking ugly. I was going to cut his fucking arm off for touching Hazel.
I walked closer to hear what they were arguing about.
“Let me go!” Hazel yelled.
“Are you fucking with me, bitch? “ He yelled back.
The closer I got, the more I saw that his grip was harder than I had imagined. She was going to have a bruise there in the morning. And he was too fucking close to her.
“Please, I just need a few more days. “
“I don’t–”
“The lady doesn’t appreciate being touched like that. You’re hurting her. Let her go. “
My words were clear, sharp, and authoritative.
The man looked at me from head to toe. He was assessing me to see if I was a threat. With my hands in my pockets, I was calm as I waited for him to defy me. I was itching for a fight. Anything to distract me from Hazel.
“Who the fuck are you? “ He asked but he still didn’t let Hazel go. I avoided her gaze and
forced my eyes to remain fixated on him.
“Your hand is still on her arm. “
He assessed me some more before letting her go. Most people found me intimidating and he wasn’t an exception. He glared at Hazel who had been quiet the whole time and walked to me.
He was dirty up close and anyone with a nose could tell he didn't shower enough. He tried to step away from me but I blocked his way each time which made him stop looking at me questionately. I smiled and pointed at his chest near his heart.
“You have a stain on your shirt. You should take care of your clothes. We wouldn't want
them to be permanently stained red, would we? “
A smart man understood exactly what I was telling him.
“Tell her to pay her rent and I won’t have a problem with her. You look rich. You could pay
for her. “
“How much is it? “
I didn’t come to pay Hazel's rent but the man wasn’t decent.
“Six hundred.”
I took out a wad of cash and gave him the six hundred he wanted and he left. Hazel was rooted to her spot staring at me like she didn’t know what to do with me. She turned and unlocked her apartment door.
“What are you doing here this late? “ She asked as she ushered me into her apartment.
“Did he hurt you? “
“No. Answer my question. What are you doing here? “
I knew Hazel had lost everything but I didn’t think it was that bad. She lived in a shitty apartment. Her space was small. The paint on the wall was peeling off and her things barely fit in there.
There were cracks in the walls as well as the floors. There were leaks in the piping of the building judging from the sound of water dripping somewhere in her apartment.
She had done a good job of trying to make it look as appealing as possible. Her decorations littered the walls and every space she could use. However, it only did so much to mask that she lived in a place no human should.
I brought my eyes to her and closed the distance between us. I was so close to her, I could see the rapid rising and falling of her chest telling me that her heart was racing. Good. I still had an effect on her.
“I couldn’t stop thinking about you. “
I brought my hand to her hair and tucked a strand behind her ear. The action made her breath hitch. She wanted me as much as I wanted her if not more. I was going to exploit that as much as I could.
“H-How did you find me? “ Came her small voice. It was almost inaudible.
“I have my ways. “
I dropped my hand and stepped away from her. Hazel wasn’t safe. She lived in a shitty neighborhood in an even shittier apartment with a douche of a landlord. How she had survived six months like that was a mystery.
“Are you okay? It's okay if the interaction with your landlord has affected you. You are
only human. “
The soft look on her face turned hard in seconds.
“I’m not the naive college girl you knew all those years ago. “
I leaned in to whisper in her ear and said, “Oh yeah? She looks the same to me. I wonder if everything else is the same or better. “
Her blush came from her neck all the way to her cheeks. I chuckled and changed the subject.
“How did the interview go? “ I asked.
I could tell she didn't know what to do now that I was in her space. She was too nervous around me but she tried to act like she wasn’t.
“I didn’t get the job. They changed their minds. They are no longer hiring. “
There was silence after that. We stood in the middle of her apartment staring at one another.
“You can’t pay my rent, Markos. I can handle myself. “
It didn’t look like she handled it earlier but I didn’t say that.
“What are you going to do about your unemployment status? “
“Keep looking–”
“Come work for me, Haze. I own a string of hotels and you can work for me in one of them. “
She stared at me suspiciously like she thought my deal was too good to be true.
“I don't want you to feel sorry for me and I don’t feel comfortable with you showing up to my apartment this late. “
She was more stubborn than I remembered. She was no longer easy to control or manipulate as she had been. Her parents had done a good job of capitalizing on her old self.
“I’m sorry. I couldn't get you off my mind. I had to see you. “ I said and hated that it was the fucking truth. “What do you say about working for me? “
“I don’t know…”
“This isn’t an act of pity. I am just helping an old friend. It's the only way I can have you as close as I can. “
“I googled you. “ She blurted, making me smirk. She had been thinking of me too. Good. “I found nothing on you. “
I walked closer to her and leaned into her ear, “My name is not something you will find in any magazine or online article. I hate attention hence why I am a silent businessman. “
The biggest fucking gangster in New York had no business appearing in a simple fucking G****e search.
I would be lying if I said I didn’t dress up nicely for Markos. He’d given me an address of where I would go so I could start my new job. Putting aside my pride and accepting his help was the hardest thing I had to do.Especially when I used to have everything handed to me.I was dressed in the nicest clothes I could find. I was in a short sundress and cute flats. I had on minimal makeup and my hair was free. I didn’t have a curler but I improvised with the items in my tiny apartment.I had to take three subways and walk through the busy streets of New York to the Upper East where his hotel was. I’d googled it but the name of the owner was not listed. I guess he must have been serious when he said he didn’t want his name on blogs.The hotel was modern, extravagant, and a sight for sore eyes. I was almost too embarrassed to walk in because of how bad I looked in comparison. The floors were white marble, too clean for my shoes that had just been from the Bronx.“Hello, I’m here to see M
It had been weeks since I saw Markos again. He was nowhere in the hotel premises in my first three weeks of work. I started to believe that he never came around that hotel. It was probably his least-visited hotel.Disappointment hit me in waves. It felt like I was back in college begging for his attention, begging for him to tell him what I did after ghosting me. I hated that I felt like crying.Knowing he knew I worked in his hotel and he didn’t come to see me hit hard. I wanted answers for our past mess and at the same time, I also wanted his attention. I would be lying if I said I didn’t still have feelings for him.“Hazel, you’ve been asked to clean the penthouse,” Derek stated as he passed by me.I was at the reception checking my book of chores. The penthouse suite hadn’t been slotted for me in the book. I started to think that maybe Derek had mistaken me for someone else.But I squished that thought when I remembered how much he hated me. He never treated other housekeepers the
I didn’t fuck that woman I was with. I couldn’t even remember her name. I’d brought her into my penthouse so I could make Hazel jealous and by the looks of it, it worked. We’d gone into my room and fooled around a little.Then I’d told her I had work to do and I would call her soon. I didn’t think she realized I didn’t have her number.I purposely ripped a condom out of its wrapper and put it on the ground for Hazel to see. I saw the hurt swirling in those pools of hazel. I wasn’t stupid enough to think she was hurt.Her pride was just bruised because I was with the kind of woman she would never be again. She would never be a rich woman again and she would not be worthy of my love or attention again.That was less than she deserved for what she and her family did to me. Did she realize I knew what she did to me?“You fucking hired her!” Ivan yelled as he stormed into my penthouse. It reminded me to remove his access. He was fucking annoying.He’d found me standing by my glass walls, o
It had been a month since I started working at Markos’ hotel; Peak Euphoria. It had been a month of witnessing Markos bring woman after woman into his penthouse. Coincidentally, it was always when I was cleaning.If I didn't find his flavor of the week, it was used thongs and condom wrappers. Still, I carried on pretending it didn't affect me. Like I didn't find myself constantly comparing myself to every woman he spent the night with like I didn’t spend long hours in the mirror hating my flaws and sinking myself into the bottomless pit of self-loathing and low self-esteem.I found myself wondering if the money was worth all the mental torture. It was hard watching the man you liked choose everyone else but you.It didn't help that each woman was better than the last–prettier, sexier, and richer.Markos was a whore.A whore I had yet to get over. A whore who stole my heart and refused to give it back. All these thoughts were subsequently pushed to the back of my mind when the bills c
Everything was taking a toll on me. The bills were just too many to pay and the money was not enough.My salary at the hotel was more than I was paid in my previous bartending and waitressing jobs combined but it still wasn’t enough.I was starting to get frustrated. When things got tough, like they were starting to get, I often thought about how everything with my family fell apart.I was paying for a mistake I didn’t make. At that moment, I hated my father for what he had done. He had single-handedly doomed my sister and me to a life of suffering.I wished I had been smart enough to work after college instead of allowing myself to be groomed by my mother to be a billionaire’s wife—a billionaire who left me when my father was exposed for money laundering and fraud.But even if I had worked, my mother’s parents—my grandparents—would have still blacklisted me from the job market like they were currently doing.I was on the subway on my way to work when my phone rang. My heart beat loud
I could tell she was absent-minded. She didn’t react like she normally did when I flaunted women in front of her. Previously, I could tell it bothered her but on that particular day, she decided not to care.Something must have been bothering her but I knew she wouldn’t tell me what it was. She must have hated my guts. It should not have bothered me as much as it did but I couldn’t stand the thought of her resenting me.‘How can you think like that when you’ve gone out of your way to make sure she resents you?’ The voice in the back of my head said.She had to hate me so I could hate her.The next day, I decided to be alone in the penthouse. It wasn’t like I was doing anything with those women I flashed her anyway. I hadn’t been able to think of another woman since she resurfaced in my life.She walked in with a purple bruise on her cheek, a busted lip, and a cut on the side of her head. Someone had beat her up. Did she have a boyfriend I didn’t know about?There were grazes on her ar
“What happened to you?!” Julia asked when she saw me.She was the only one who was good to me. The rest hated me because of the rumors Derek spilled. It was only recently that I had realized his beef with me was not personal.Ivan, the guy that was fighting with Markos had to be the one telling him to frustrate me because he hated me. I had a feeling it had to do with the things Markos had told him about me.What had he said that was so bad? I had always been a good partner and supported him despite my parents’ disapproval of him.“Don’t worry about me….” I said in response to Julia’s question. She may have been nice but I didn’t trust her. Life had taught me not to trust anyone.“How can I not when you look like that? It’s good to come clean about your problems so others can help you. Come on, you know I’m not asking out of malicious intent.”I decided to just tell her because I was going to borrow her phone anyway. I needed it because I had to make a few calls. How was I going to co
ViolaEverything in Nikolas' room smelled like him. It was a masculine woody scent with a hint of apples. I was ashamed to admit sometimes I closed my eyes and inhaled it in, savoring it.A whole month passed since I saw him. I didn't know where he was in New York or what he was doing there. He didn't talk to me or ask how I was doing.That was kind of understandable because I didn't own a phone.To say I was frustrated was an understatement. I was lucky that I hadn't seen Mother since my wedding day. If she found out my newlywed husband had gone to New York instead of staying with me, she would go crazy.She already commented about how I was fat. She would only push the narrative further."Hey, do you want to go out for coffee with me?" Aurora asked as she poked her head inside my room—Nikolas' room.I smiled and nodded, ecstatic about the idea. She and I had yet to spend time alone. The time she and I went shopping, Lucia, her mother, insisted on coming with us."Let me change and m
Nikolas was not in bed when I woke up the next morning. His side of the bed was cold but his woody and musky scent was still in the air. I put on a robe and went downstairs to look for him but I found it a little hard to walk normally because of the sting I felt between my legs.However, it had subsided a little because of the aftercare Nikolas had given me. Plus he’d licked my center until I passed out after we showered. That probably also helped. When I reached downstairs, I noticed the room was squeaky clean, like Carlo’s hand hadn’t been cut in that very room. Nikolas was at the dinner table with a buffet of breakfast there. He was fully dressed in a suit reading a newspaper. I was starting to think that he didn’t like wearing his suit jacket or his tie. “Good morning, splendida,” he greeted me when he saw me. (splendida - gorgeous)“Good morning.”He raked his eyes all over my body, and I noticed them lingering at my legs for a second too long. “How did you sleep?”“I slee
His member sprang free and rested against his toned chest. It was big, veiny, thick, and the head was red and leaking with precum.I couldn’t help myself as I reached out and touched him. I ran my fingers all over his member, rubbing his precum all over his tip. He became harder if that was even possible.I did all this while I stared at Nik, loving the way I was driving him crazy. It made me feel powerful in control that I could make his composure crumble that much just by touching him. “I’ll cum if you don’t stop. The only place I want to cum is inside you, ragazzina.”He pushed me further on the bed and kissed the valley of my breasts down. “Are you ready to take all of me?”I nodded all too eagerly despite my eyes being wide in shock as I wondered how he was going to fit inside me. If two fingers were too much, I imagined how all of him would feel. However, the untamed need to have him overshadowed any fear I had. “I need words, little girl.” “Yes, I’m ready.” My words came
I paced our room wondering if my best bet was to run away. Where would I go? Nikolas had shown me that the gentleman he pretended to be was just an illusion. Carlo had lost a hand over nothing for heaven’s sake. Touching my waist didn’t seem like a sin enough to lose a hand over.However, I would be lying if I said his darkness didn’t make him alluring. There was a certain satisfaction that came from knowing a man would do something crazy because he was possessive. God, I was sick. “You’re not on the bed waiting for me,” Nikolas said from the door. I jumped and put my hand on my chest.“You scared me,” I said as I backed backwards.Nikolas walked towards me until he was standing right in front of me. He may have been covered in blood but he didn’t scare me. I knew he wouldn’t hurt me. “I’m done waiting. I want you, Viola and I’m going to fuck you so hard you’re going to limp tomorrow.”Then he walked away and disappeared into the bathroom. I heard the water running for a few mome
“What are you going to do to him?” I asked, my heart nearly beating right out of my chest. The thought of someone getting hurt because of me was crippling. “He’s getting what he deserves.”“Nikolas please…”He was too busy driving to pay any attention to me. It was like I was talking to myself. I almost gave up the fight thinking I would get us in a car accident. But I soon realized that if the longer I waited, the more chances there were that Carlo would get hurt or worse…die because of me. “How can you do this? You are busy cheating on me with Genevieve but I can’t take a walk with a childhood friend? Maybe I should have done more!” By the time I was done talking, I was yelling. Nikolas pulled over immediately and turned to me with a dangerous look on his face.“What the fuck did you say to me?!” He asked. That vein popped on his forehead again, informing his anger was too much. I should have taken back my words then. However, a part of me just wanted to poke the angry bear. “
I thought that I had Nikolas figured out. As it turned out, I couldn’t have been more wrong. He didn’t follow me like I had secretly hoped he would.On the contrary, he left the penthouse altogether. That night, I didn’t sleep wondering where he spent the night.I needed to turn around the situation in my favor.One fight with me and he ran back to that mistress of his. I’d unknowingly pushed him into her waiting arms.The next morning I got up and got ready to leave the penthouse. It was damn near suffocating to be cooped up inside there like Rapunzel. Maybe if I went out and made some friends, I wouldn’t be so desperate to get Nikolas’ attention.I put on a simple baby pink dress and some wedged sandals. After grabbing my bag, I left the house, deciding to have breakfast at a coffee shop instead.At least I could read a book while I sipped some coffee in a place that wasn’t a reminder of how much I failed as a wife. The ride there was short and quiet. However, I could feel my phone
I thought shopping was going to make me feel happy but it didn’t. My thoughts kept going back to what Aurora had told me. My mind decided to punish me by feeding me flashbacks of Aurora telling me he was seeing that woman. Shopping barely distracted me. Although it didn’t satisfy me in the ways I wanted, it certainly gave me satisfaction knowing Nikolas was probably fuming as he watched the zeros in his bank account decrease.The only things Mafioso men cared about were money and power. Plus, I had confiscated all my bodyguard’s phones and switched them off. There was no way of Nikolas knowing where I was or what I was doing.“Nikolas is probably—”“Don’t mention his name, Ricco. As far as I know, you’re supposed to guard me and ensure I’m safe, not talk to me or report to my husband everything that I do.” I said without turning to look at him.When he didn’t move, I turned to him and narrowed my eyes at him. “In case you didn’t miss it, that was your cue to stand as far away from m
Violet was soon going to be discharged from the hospital and I was going to stay with her before she got on her feet and got a job. If I was being honest I was mad at her for being so fucking selfish. By doing drugs she was also ipacting my life. But I didn’t tell her that. She was still recovering and I didn’t want to argue with her. Arguing with her would potentially thrust her back into the throes of addiction. Who knew if next time someone would save her? For an addict, every overdose was one step closer to the moment they died. Unluckily for me I found her awake when I found her in the hospital room. After walking many kilometers to get to the hospital, I was sweating and my eyes were swollen. Not only had I cried when my grandparents refused to help, I had also cried when Markos and I had a fight. I lied when I said I didn’t love him because I still did. I lied when I said I didn’t remember how we broke up because I did. It was very fresh, like it only happened the day befor
Hazel was a fucking temptress. Even as I kissed her soft lips, I knew no woman would ever compare. How had it been seven years and I felt the same way I did. She got my dick harder than it had ever been. When I kissed her, it had been out of anger and frustration.If someone had told me I had taste anything better than her lips, I would have told them to go fuck themselves. My lips moved on hers fervently, like a dog in heat. I grabbed her hair and pulled her head back. She opened her sexy little mouth for me and I didn’t hesitate to thrust my tongue in her mouth.The moment our tongues made contact, a burst of emotions rushed through my body. I hummed in satisfaction and deepened the kiss. She responded with the same energy I had with her hands roaming my chest.She started to unbutton my shirt and that was when my senses kicked in. I grabbed her hands, pulled them off my chest, and broke the kiss. No matter how hard it was, I had to do it.I couldn’t allow things to escalate. I wa
Nikolas avoided me since the whole incident with my parents. If I was being honest, that was the best thing he could have done. The mere sight of me had me so scared that I could barely keep it together. I’d slept in my bed alone for three days and I hated how lonely it felt. I hated myself for missing a man that threatened to kill me and replace me within hours. His actions only told of how little value my life was to him. ‘Yet he’s the only thing you think about.’Father still asked for updates of where Nikolas went and what he did and I had nothing to give him. I hadn’t seen him in days and whenever I asked Ricco of his whereabouts, he told me he didn’t know.Bullshit.How was I supposed to get him to fall for me if I didn’t even see him.“Nikolas told me to tell you he’ll be attending your sister’s birthday party with you tomorrow.” Ricco said from the door. I scoffed and almost laughed sarcastically. It was a pattern at this point. Whenever I did something Nikolas didn’t like,