Same mistake

Megan

I still can't get over how I messed things up last night.

I don't know what came over me to say such hurtful words.

Lorenzo has been nothing but good to me and my father.

I also know that it was out of good intentions he asked me about my difficulties.

Yet, like the fool I am, I blew things up.

The little development we made in our relationship, I could feel that my accusations effortlessly shattered them.

He walked out of me, leaving me sexually frustrated and mad at myself.

He didn't call throughout the night after he left. He must be mad at me.. I mean, who wouldn't? If I was in his shoes, I would be fuming mad.

Waking up to news about an explosion at the decks of his shipping company hasn't been of any help.

I can't help but worry about him but for now, I have to push that aside and try to relax.

I can't see my father looking all worried. That will make him worried too.

There's the issue of Lorenzo breaking the news about our marriage to him too. I don't know how