Serena’s POV“W-What?” I breathed nervously.I was staring at her while she stared back at me and I was shocked when she lifted her arm and gently caressed my cheek.“Why are you crying, mommy? I just had a dream about a baby brother. I didn’t mean to scare you.”I quickly shook my head and wiped my own tears before I looked at her again. “Why? Do you want a brother?”Her hopeful eyes twinkled. “Yes, I really want a brother or even a sister. I would really love to play with my siblings because it sometimes feels sad playing along but…”The happiness in her eyes suddenly faded, making me panic. She looked at me again and sighed.“...but I know I can’t have a brother because mommy and daddy are divorced.”I squeezed my eyes closed and gripped the bedsheet in my palms.I suddenly felt sad. Yes, I can’t give her a sibling because I don't think I’m courageous enough to have a child again but with Tyler, I know he can give what Millie wants. She already has a brother with her dad and he’d p
Serena’s POVHis eyes which were lifeless and sleepy slowly widened after he recognized me. In spite of his appearance, I was relieved to see him here.“Serena!”I jumped in shock when he closed the door on me and I heard commotions inside. I don’t know what he’s doing and I thought he wouldn't open the door again when he did.He was already panting and brushing his fingers against his hair as he swallowed hard and looked at me worriedly.“I-I’m sorry… Come in…”I wanted to talk to him, so I entered when he opened the door wide. I roamed my eyes around. The living room wasn’t that tidy and I could see some empty bottles of alcohol stuffed under the sofa but he failed to completely hide it.I sighed and turned to Harry who was silently watching me.“Why is your phone turned off?”He paused and cleared his throat, “The battery drained.”I stared at him. He couldn’t look me in the eyes. He didn’t expect that I would come tonight and he’s ruining himself.“What are you doing to yourself?”
Serena's POV“Selena, your mouth!” I growled at my cousin but she just laughed like a mad woman and screamed.[What? I just want to know if my cousin enjoyed her night.]My cheeks burned even more. “Selena!”[You can’t hide anything from me, Serena!] Her voice became serious.I sighed while walking out of the hospital. I decided to just take a taxi to meet Tyler and I also think I should meet Selena tonight meeting Selena means we’d be wasted and she won’t stop asking me about my love life and because of that I can't drive.[Come on! Say something, Serena!]“We’ll meet tonight, Selena. I’ll tell you everything.”[Oh, you should really tell me. How could you hide this from me? Your only cousin? Really? I’m starting to hate your hobby of keeping secrets!]I smirked and shook my head, looking around for a taxi.“I didn't mean to. It’s just that I don’t have time to tell you.”[Reasons! Oh, well? If you need advice about sex positions all you can ask me—]“Selena!”I turned around in frus
Serena's POVAndy held my hand tighter again before he started pulling me towards the car parked a few meters away from us.I couldn't do anything. I just let Andy pull me towards the car. I was sitting in the passenger seat while Andy’s in the backseat. Tyler was driving silently and the veins on his arms were constantly moving as if he hadn't calmed down.I glanced at Andy behind us. He looked happy.“You’re going to school soon?” I asked after noticing the new school bag beside him.Andy smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. “I couldn't go to school because of my illness, Aunt Serena.”“I’m sorry,” I answered painfully.He shook his head and smiled again. This time it’s sweeter and has reached his eyes. “Mommy said I shouldn't worry about it because she will find a way. But it’s okay with me. As long as mommy is with me, I will be fine.”“Aunt Serena, can I call you Aunt Serena?”I looked down at Andy and nodded, “Sure, honey. Why are you so handsome?”He smirked, “Mommy said my dad
Serena's POVI stared at him but he didn't bother glancing at me. There was an emotion in his eyes I couldn’t properly see.Tyler looked away, “I’ll just buy water.”I watched him as he walked away from me. I sighed and rested my arms on the railing as I looked down. He ignored what I said and I feel like I’m losing it again.He doesn’t trust that I can help him convince his father to accept Catherine and Andy?It sounded pathetic but that’s what I really want. I don’t wanna live in hatred forever. Now, I finally found someone who can accept me in spite of my past. I just want peace between me and Tyler.Tyler went back beside me and handed me a bottle of water. I accepted it and pressed my lips together, watching him drink. He played with the cap of the bottled water after he drank.“Don’t kill the conversation with your silence, Tyler. I mean it when I said I’m gonna help you. I know it sounds so absurd, but I mean it.”He slowly turned to me. His eyes were blank once again. “Why ar
Serena's POVMy phone suddenly beeped and I received a message from Harry, asking me to have a late dinner.I rested my head on the backrest before I typed in my reply. I’m just so confused tonight, and I don’t want Harry to see me like this.Why do I always get confused whenever I see Tyler? Though we finally agreed on the same thing tonight, I felt like something was stuck in my heart and I couldn't figure it out.Instead of going home, I told the driver to bring me somewhere. I just wanted to get some fresh air alone, however, I didn't realize where my heart brought me until the taxi stopped.The bridge where I met Tyler for the first time.I don’t know why my feet brought me here when I clearly told Tyler that we should get on with our lives and live peacefully. It’s pathetic how I always end up where everything started whenever I tried to end everything between me and Tyler. It’s as if my subconscious doesn’t really want to let go and it’s just my pain, pushing me to end this.I
[Six Years Ago]Serena's POVIt was a terrible day for me.My car broke down on the way to work that morning and I had to run to the hospital only to get splashed with mud at the front door. I managed to clean myself up and get back to work, only to receive a suspension notice from my director.The patient I admitted last week didn't make it and his family was now complaining that it was due to my poor treatment. I tried to appeal but that family started to make scenes at the hospital. And for the hospital's sake, the Dean decided to suspend me for a while. They promised to give me justice but I still felt bad.I came home lost only to see red paint thrown on the door of my house. Besides, I received death threats. They threatened me with blood for blood. I didn't call Uncle Charlie because I didn't want to worry them and I had tried a lot to get the chance to move out and live on my own. So I just called the police and they suggested me to find a hotel instead of home.I couldn't sle
Serena's POVI sucked my breath as I sat on the bed, caressing my chest where my heart was beating so fast and loud. My throat feels dry and my head is aching.That dream. It’s been a long time since I dreamed of the past. My past with Tyler. I felt weak. That dream seemed to suck all my energy and I feel like my limbs won't work.Shaking my head, I dropped my body on the bed again and squeezed my eyes closed trying to calm myself down.This is crazy! Why did I dream about that again? Just when I’m ready to face a new love.“Get it together, Serena…” I whispered to myself and bit my bottom lip.A few minutes had passed and I had calmed down. I sat on the bed again and glanced at the bedside table.My weekdays were peaceful and normal. After talking to Tyler and spending time on that bridge, I feel like I suddenly become a living dead. I was not in myself these past few days and my conversation with Tyler really affected me. Good thing the past weekdays weren't busy. Just some follow-u