Serena's POV
“Are you just gonna let him do this?” Selena, my cousin, sitting in the passenger seat, asked worriedly. Our resemblances were very evident but our characteristics were actually opposite.
“How could you let him do this to you? Have you lost self-respect?”
I sighed while driving. “There's nothing I can do, Selena. He’s my daughter's father. Besides, he's from the most powerful family in this country. It's not that simple to divorce a Walter.”
“But he’s disrespecting you!” She groaned. “You can’t settle with someone like him. Find another man who will satisfy you in everything.”
I shook my head. “I don’t need romance.”
When was the last time I slept with my husband? I don’t remember. I just woke up one day that we’re in this situation. We’re cold towards each other and it started after I caught him with another woman.
I’ve lost my faith in our marriage the moment he cheated and I know it cannot be redeemed. It was only Millie who was making me hold on to it.
“Come on, Serena! Who doesn’t need romance? Besides, your marriage is already falling apart. Divorce him now before he did it first. That would be shameful on your part.”
I remember our conversation last night. I demanded a divorce and Tyler fiercely refused. I don’t think he would change his mind about it.
I glanced at her with a creased forehead. “He won’t divorce me, Selena.”
“How can you be so sure? Because of Millie? Serena, he won’t change. Never! You should know that once a man cheats, he will continue cheating. He won’t ever change and you’ll just punish yourself severely.”
“I’m not waiting for him to change. I just need more time. Millie’s too young. She won’t understand everything and it will hurt her.”
“So you'll just endure everything?” The sarcasm and irritation in her voice were audible.
I pressed my lips together, refusing to answer the obvious question.
Selena has been convincing me to give up on this falling marriage but I couldn’t decide impulsively. I might have suggested a divorce to Tyler but I don’t have the guts to really do it. Not because of his threat but because of my daughter.
“I can't believe you! If only aunt and uncle are here…” she trailed which I ignored again.
I stopped in front of Selena's workplace. She looked at me with a big frown on her face before she got out of the car and entered the tall building in front of us.
I understand Selena’s sentiments. I understand why she’s so protective of me. My parents died early in a car accident and after that, I was raised with Selena by her parents who were also my uncle and aunt. They treated me well but it didn't mean I wouldn't miss my own parents.
Divorcing Tyler would change Millie’s life. He might not be a good husband but Millie was close to him. She’s too young to experience a broken family.
I was lost in thoughts for a while. If not for the loud horn behind me, I wouldn’t have pulled back to reality.
When I reached the hospital, I was immediately occupied by the patients scheduled for the day. It was past lunchtime when I received a call from Maria. She never called me without a valid reason so I immediately answered the call in case of emergency.
“Hello, Maria?”
[Serena! I couldn't contact your husband. Can you come over to Millie’s school? She got injured and she won’t stop crying.]
My heart skipped a beat in worry and fear. I immediately grabbed my bag and car keys, not even bothered that I was just wearing comfortable slippers and still wearing the lab gown.
“I’ll be there quickly. Try to calm her down, Maria.”
[Okay. Drive safely.]
I immediately ended the call and ran to the elevator. I didn’t even pay attention to the nurse who was calling me. My daughter needs me and even if I love my job so much, I won’t trade my daughter’s safety for it.
I cursed under my breath and punched the steering wheel, realizing there was a minor collision of cars on the road, causing a traffic jam. I glanced at my phone on the dashboard and clenched my jaws when my call was, again, directed to voicemail.
I can’t believe Tyler. I really can’t trust him on things like this. He’s always out of the picture. He’s always missing! He doesn’t know his responsibilities.
I grabbed my phone and bag before I left the car. I had no choice. I started running without care. I’m still wearing slippers and the lab gown. Some people were watching me but I didn’t care. There was even an ambulance stuck in the traffic jam.
I was panting really hard when I reached Millie's nursery school. The teacher was waiting for me at the gate and she immediately told me about what happened while we were walking fast towards the infirmary.
“She was playing with her friends when she tripped, Mrs. Walter. She hit her arm on the table and she keeps on crying about it.”
“Does she hit her head?”
“She didn’t but we already called the ambulance so she can be transferred to the hospital,” he paused and glanced at her phone. “Oh! What’s taking them so long?”
That must be the ambulance I saw on the road.
"No more need. I'll take her to a nearby clinic for a checkup first."
“Daddy!”
My heart broke into tiny pieces when I heard my daughter’s painful cries. She’s a daddy’s girl so it’s natural for her to call her father at times like this but when she saw me entering, she cried harder and called for me.
“Mommy!”
“Sweetie…” I kissed her forehead and caressed her hair. She’s already so sweaty. I held her carefully, trying not to hurt her bruised arm.
She whimpered in my arms, "Mommy, where's daddy?"
"Daddy is busy, sweetie. Mommy will take you to the doctor first and Daddy will join us soon. Is that okay?"
She nodded tearfully but disappointment couldn't be hidden in her eyes. I sighed, carrying her out of the school to the nearby clinic.
"Don't worry, Mrs. Walter. Her arm has got some scrapes but nothing serious. Just be careful not to wet the wound when you bathe her."
I nodded and walked out of the medical room only to catch Millie sitting on the hallway bench with her head hung low and Maria accompanied her with a worried face. My little girl must be sad that her Daddy hadn't shown up yet.
I tried calling Tyler again but I gritted my teeth when the call was directed to the voicemail—for the nth time. I can't believe him! What the hell is he doing now?!
I dropped the phone and walked to Millie, ready to take her home. But as soon as I crouched down in front of her, I sensed that she was unusually depressed.
“Hey sweetie, what happened?” I asked softly, caressing her face.
Tears welled up in her eyes again, "Mommy, why didn't Daddy answer me?” and her voice shook, "Does...Does Daddy not want me?”
"What?" I asked, frowning. Maria, standing aside, was hesitant to say. I turned to her, "What happened, Maria?"
"Millie was just a little bored so I took her out on the balcony for a while and then she saw..." her voice grew fainter yet Millie wept first.
"I saw Daddy with another kid! I called him but he didn't answer me! Daddy doesn't want me!"
My mind went blank and I felt my blood freeze. I was about to call Tyler again when my private investigator sent me a message with a picture attached to it. My heart clenched in anger.
In the photo was my husband, accompanying a familiar woman while carrying a boy in his arms. And they just stepped out of this same clinic!
The last bit of faith I had in holding on to this marriage was shattered.
When Catherine Smith came back, I had no chance of winning. And Tyler had just proved it with his actions.
Serena’s POVI lifted my face and looked at Maria. She’s obviously panicking as she tries to caress my shoulder to calm me down. “S-Serena, it might be a mistake. Millie was still shocked and she must’ve mistook that man for her father.”Slowly, I stood on my feet and gripped the phone in my hand tight. There’s no way my private investigator would make a mistake. Besides, the photo clearly shows my husband’s delighted face while carrying the child.“Mommy! Does my daddy hate me?”I immediately carried Millie carefully and caressed her cheeks, wiping her tears. I felt like crying too. My daughter’s tears are my weakness. I don’t wanna see her crying and I’ll make Tyler pay for hurting our daughter.I sniffed and shook my head. “That’s not daddy.”“B-But…”I pressed my lips on her cheek, long but gentle. “That’s not daddy, sweetheart. Daddy is working.”She looked at me with eyes full of tears although it had stopped rolling down her cheeks. “You’re not lying?”I shook my head. I am but
Serena’s POVI fell asleep sitting and crying on the couch. It was already morning when I opened my eyes again. I was already lying comfortably on the couch. A soft pillow was under my head and a thick blanket was covering me.Slowly, I got up. It must be Maria’s doing.I rubbed my eyes. My vision wasn’t clear and I could feel that my eyes were swollen badly for some reason. I still feel exhausted. I still feel drained... I think I need a cold shower.“I’m glad you’re now awake.”I dropped my eyes on Maria before I roamed my eyes around.“Your husband didn’t go to work. He brought Millie to the Pediatrician clinic to have her checked again.”I nodded. “Can you prepare a coffee for me? I’ll just take a quick bath.”“You don’t look good. Are you going to the hospital today?”I nodded. “I temporarily switched shifts with a coworker yesterday, and I have to fill in today.”I was driving my car silently when I saw a huge public screen. The timing was perfect because the traffic light turne
Serena’s POVMy anger was dripping so the best choice was to ignore her. I didn’t smile back or what. I just continued walking. I successfully walked past her but she suddenly called my name which made me stop for some reason.“You’re Doctor Anson, right?”Doctor Anson. Right! I forgot I refused to change my name even when I married Tyler. My name is the only memory I have of my parents. I don’t wanna lose it. Having Millie to carry her father’s name is enough for me but I guess Tyler misunderstood my intention.“I’m sure you’re Doctor Anson. Can I have a minute with you?” Catherine is now in front of me. The child with her was looking at me and I immediately noticed something wrong in his eyes. However, his resemblance to my husband is really distracting.“Uhm… Is your shift over? I’m sorry this is just really urgent. I need your help.”I lifted my face to look at Catherine again. She need my help? About what? Is she going to ask me to let go of Tyler so they can finally be together?
Serena’s POVCatherine looked at me and Tyler alternately. Confusion was written on her face until she suddenly gasped and cupped her mouth as if she realized something. Her eyes were widening as she slowly turned to me with a shocked expression on her face. As if finally realized that I was Tyler's wife.“Are you saying I misunderstand everything? I saw it, Serena! You even made a child kneel!”I balled my fists. “Did I tell them to kneel? Did you hear me say it?”Catherine cleared her throat nervously. “I-I’m sorry…I have no intention of creating a mess. I just…I just want my son to get better. I don’t want his future ruined… I’m sorry…”I turned to her again as my eyes remained cold and sharp. “I told you I’m not the one who can help you—”“I recommended you to her because I know you can help Andy, Serena! But what did you do? You took this personally and you coldly pushed them away! You are so cruel!”I stared at him. He’s been disappointing me ever since our marriage started fall
Serena’s POVI have settled a date to talk to Damon about the divorce. He doesn’t know it was me since it was my private investigator who inquired and the schedule was set for next week.“Mommy, can I bring this with me?” Millie asked innocently as she hugged her big stuffed toy.Summer break has come and I asked Selena’s parents to take Millie with them to their summer vacation. I had to do this for my daughter’s sake. I don’t want him to witness how I would end the relationship between me and her father. I know my decision will also cause chaos since Tyler keeps on refusing to divorce, so taking Millie out of the picture is the best way to keep her from the pain.I will just…explain the situation to her soon. When the right time comes, of course.Caressing Millie’s hair, I smiled and nodded, “You can bring all the toys you want.”I watched her as she picked the toys she wanted to bring. Aside from keeping her out of the mess, I’m scared that Tyler would use her against me. Take her
Serena’s POV“Catherine.”My heart ached and beat with anger as soon as her name escaped my lips. I won’t call her if I don’t need her. I don’t even wanna think about her because she makes me miserable but I need her. I need her so I can finally get what I want.[Who is this?]I clenched my jaws. “Serena Anson. Tyler’s wife. Meet me tonight. I’ll send you the location.”She fell into a deafening silence. I guess she was too shocked to process that I called her today. Guess what? I’m also shocked because I can talk to her calmly despite the situation. I can talk to her calmly even when I’m full of hatred and pain.[W-Why do you want to see me?]I rested my left hand on the steering wheel of my car. I don’t have time for dramas or such. I want my freedom and I know I could use Catherine to make Tyler agree to what I want. They’ve been hiding the truth from me and I don’t really like it. My patience has worn out.“I’m expecting you to come, Catherine. It would be your loss if you didn’t.
Serena’s POVI don’t want it to seem like Tyler can order me around and dominate me whenever he wants to but I know I need to go home and talk to him personally for this to be clear. Threatening him on the phone won’t work and will only trigger a more chaotic argument between us.I ended the call and looked into Catherine’s eyes. She was gripping her phone so tight while looking at me as if she’d lost her cool.I pulled myself up and grabbed my bag while not taking my eyes off of her. “I need a paternity test, Catherine. If you cooperate with me, you can finally give your son a complete family.”She let out a sarcastic laugh, “And you think I’ll cooperate with you? It will only make it difficult for Tyler and that’s the last thing I want to happen. You do know that your husband always calculates things. He won’t let things go beyond his control. Why would I even get a paternity test when Tyler isn’t asking for it? Tyler and I are in a good relationship and I never want to disappoint h
Serena’s POVTears streamed down my face like an endless river as soon as Tyler slammed the door and left the house. I covered my mouth to hide my sorrowful cries mourning for the love I thought we had.We once had beautiful memories and now that he agreed to let those memories go, I felt like someone was choking me to death. I couldn't breathe properly. Yes, it's me who wanted a divorce and now that he agreed to it, I feel like I lost my limbs and I’m slowly dying.He agreed. He did after he talked to Catherine. Was he afraid of upsetting her to agree like that? Or was that child more important than Millie? The pain in my heart is too much to bear.Tyler wasn't a perfect husband but during the days we were trying to work together, he did give me happiness. I felt secure when he protected me from the threat of some unreasonable patient's family, I felt content when we shared those important moments of Millie, and I felt love and hope when we made love regularly those days. I once thou