47 Get Out of My Head

(Winona)

I’m not sure I’m ready. I thought I would be. “Let’s get this day over with first.”

I extract myself from his arms and pick up some oven trays full of party favorites to heat. The oven’s warmth is a stark contrast to the cold pit in my stomach.

“Of course.” Phillip gets some cheese and fruit platters from the fridge. “I’ll go put these on the table.” He smiles, trying to ease the tension, but I can sense the unease between us.

“Thanks.” Then I hesitate. “Phillip?”

“Yes?” He turns back to look at me, concern in his eyes, his eyebrows furrowing slightly.

“Play it cool out there.” I bite my lip, the worry gnawing at me.

Memories of Jayden and our time together flash through my mind. His sexy smile, the way his eyes crinkled when he laughed, how safe I felt in his arms. I shake the thoughts away, focusing on the present.

“I will.” Phillip’s voice is reassuring, but I can still see the tension in his posture.

“Abby may say some things. Kids don’t understand adult stuff. But this