44 Doing The Right Thing

(Jayden)

“Abby turns three today. She’s out of the hospital and I’m finally ready to meet her.”

Mother smiles back at me. “It’s very exciting. You could’ve met her before this.”

“I know, but she’s had such a lot to contend with. I want to be sure she’s ready. That I’m ready.”

“I think she’ll be ready. She didn’t miss a beat when she opened her eyes and saw me.”

“Wait, you actually met her? How was it?” I’m surprised Mother didn’t tell me this.

“I did, and if you’re asking if there’s any doubt she’s yours. There isn’t. She could be the spit out of your mouth at that age. So, you’re sure you’re ready?”

I nod. “Therapy has really helped me get a handle on things and deal with my memories objectively. The couple sessions have also made Ashlyn and I stronger. I can tell we are gaining a new level of trust for each other.”

“Great to hear.”

“Plus, I’m well aware that once I go into Abby’s life as her biological father, I can’t then change my mind.”

“Have you had second thoughts about that?”